medical marriage

Chapter 132 As long as you explain it to me, I will believe you

"Youxi...I miss you, Youxi..."

Nan Anyang's voice sounded indistinct, as if he had drunk too much, and his tongue was straight.

"And then?" She looked at Yu Ziyao, but she was on the phone with Nan Anyang, she wanted to know how long he was going to stand there!

"I love you, Youxi! I really love you! Come back to me, okay?" Nan Anyang really drank too much. He was sitting on the fence by the road, holding a A half-empty wine bottle.

"After you did such a dirty thing, why do you think that I will forgive you?!" Shi Youxi never knew that she could use such poisonous words to hurt people, but she couldn't bear it anymore, she was really sad !

It's hard, it's hard!She really wanted to cry, but she no longer wanted to cry in front of him!She wouldn't shed a tear in front of someone she no longer trusted!
"What about you? You and Yu Ziyao are innocent? You have already lived with him, haven't you? I saw the WeChat message you sent to Xing Xing yesterday, I saw it! Why didn't you give it to me? , but have sex with other men so easily?" Nan Anyang seemed a little hysterical, and his words were like sharp knives, cutting across her heart one by one.

It hurts!She could even hear the sound of "dida di da" when the blood flowed out...

She was speechless and wished she had dropped her phone.

She glared fiercely at Yu Ziyao who was standing in the middle of the door, why didn't he go away, why didn't he give her a space where she could vent and let her cry!

Scumbag!

One or two are all scumbags!

The guy on the phone is a scumbag!The guy on the phone is still a scumbag!

Did she, Shi Youxi, commit multiple crimes in her previous life, so that she would meet scumbags who could not be dumped enough to hurt her in this life?

"But Youxi, I don't care! I really don't care, even if you have already had a relationship with him, I don't mind! Come back, okay? Youxi!" Nan Anyang was still begging her hard, Crying and shouting into her ear one after another.

Shi Youxi didn't want to listen any more, nor did she want to speak for herself.There was ambiguity between her and Yu Ziyao, even if she explained it, so what?She didn't want to set up a memorial archway for herself, she even hated her own persistence!

Where did the feudal thinking come from, who instilled this outdated thinking in her, why should she guard herself like a jade while men have experienced many battles?

"Youxi, I love you, Youxi, let's start again..."

Shi Youxi directly hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and threw the phone into the trash can next to it.

Yu Ziyao just looked at her like this, and listened to her finish talking on the phone.In this quiet space, even Nan Anyang's voice could be heard so clearly in his ears.

"When does Mr. Yu want to stand?" Shi Youxi didn't want to play with him anymore, she didn't feel that she was that strong, and her emotions were already on the verge of collapse.

"Speak clearly." Yu Ziyao said coldly, but still remained motionless.

"What's there to say!" Shi Youxi snorted coldly, looking at him colder than him.

"Divorce? Huh?" He finally moved, but walked towards her.

"Don't come here!" She moved two steps to the side, keeping a safe distance from him.

The elevator door closed slowly, and the elevator was descending. He and she just stood there, keeping a distance that Shi Youxi thought was safe.

The elevator stopped on the first floor, and the door opened with a "ding dong", but no one came in.Maybe it was because I waited too long and took another elevator up.

Shi Youxi quickly wanted to escape from the elevator, but he was far away from him, but he blocked it with his hand, and was trapped in the corner of the elevator step by step.

"Go away!" she yelled at him in disgust.

"Shi Youxi, what kind of anger are you getting?" Yu Ziyao grabbed her wrist and pressed it against the wall, his voice was no lower than hers.

"Angry? It's ridiculous. Is there anything worthy of my anger?" She struggled for a while but couldn't break free, so she gave up wasting her energy.Let his fingers grab her wrist, and the sharp pain as if it was about to be broken invaded the nerve endings of the whole body.

"What do you mean by divorce?" He didn't question her as loudly as before, but the anger in his tone didn't lessen with the lowering of his voice, even worse.

"Does divorce have other meanings?" Shi Youxi sneered, as if he had told some joke.

"Give me a reason!" He suppressed the anger that was about to erupt, but he didn't pay attention to pouring all the suppressed anger on the hand that was holding her wrist.

"Disgusting!" Shi Youxi's face turned pale from the pain, but he still refused to ask for mercy.

"What did you say!?" Yu Ziyao really couldn't figure out what he did that disgusted her so much, he could even see the shadow of Nan Anyang in her eyes!

"Yu Ziyao, it's a good time to get together and leave. Divorcing me, isn't it just what you want? Why do you have to embarrass others while embarrassing yourself?" Shi Youxi really believed that he would crush the bones on her wrist, But she endured the pain!

"What the hell are you talking about! Can you be frank!" Yu Ziyao has never felt that his IQ is not enough like this moment. Why does this woman always make him lose control over and over again? , out of step?

"Yu Ziyao, you are even more cowardly than Nan Anyang! At least Nan Anyang dares to act bravely, why are you still pretending to be pure in front of me? I am divorced from this marriage! You... um..."

Shi Youxi's words were blocked back abruptly by the tongue that broke in suddenly. She looked at the male face that had been magnified digitally in her eyes, but she no longer had the old obsession, only endless disgust and disgust, and strong humiliation feel.

She bit down hard without hesitation, and saw that pair of thick eyebrows that were splashed with ink were tightly tangled.She thought he would retreat in pain, but he didn't!He actually endured the severe pain and plundered even more frantically...

Shi Youxi panicked for a moment, and if she continued to bite like this, she was worried that she would really bite off his tongue.He hurriedly loosened his teeth, allowing his kiss to engulf her mouth without letting go.

The thick smell of blood spread on her taste buds at the fastest speed, and she knew it was his blood...

And she was being forced to swallow it mouthful, there was no room for resistance!

Shi Youxi didn't know how long he kissed. During this long time, she seemed to be able to feel the fear of a dying person waiting for the moment of death.

Finally, when he let go of her lips, he leaned against her ear, and she listened to his disturbed breathing, but she still had a sober and calm face.

During this long and deep kiss, she was unusually lucid.No struggle, no resistance, no response, just like a lifeless puppet, let him ask and take repeatedly, as if he ignored it.

But in her eyes, what he saw was resentment, disgust, impatience and resistance...

He suddenly understood, her reaction at home just now, and the sentence she said just now: "Yu Ziyao, you are simply more cowardly than Nan Anyang! At least Nan Anyang dares to act bravely, why are you still pretending to be pure in front of me?" ?” Because of what.

"Do you want to divorce me because you saw Nianwei coming back with me?" He rested his chin on her shoulder, a little helpless and a little angry, but it was no longer like when he heard her say that he wanted to divorce. So angry that I want to kill someone!
Shi Youxi didn't answer, but turned his head to the side as much as possible to avoid getting close to him.

"Do you think I went to the supermarket with her and came back from shopping together? And then reasoned that we were together last night and did something we shouldn't do behind your back?" He traced the clues and analyzed them one by one, feeling her Her body was stiff because of his words, and when she resisted obviously, he hugged her even harder.

"Let go of me!" She twisted her body and glared at him angrily.

"Why do you always refuse to believe me after I say so much? Because of Nan Anyang's betrayal, do you think that all the men in the world should be like him and want to get their hands on all the women? You are like a frightened bird now, If this continues, you will lose even the most basic trust between people!" Yu Ziyao hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

He didn't dare to say that she was so guarded against anyone who wanted to get close to her, it was almost a morbid expression!She was hurt as much as she loved Nan Anyang, and he saw it for real!

Shi Youxi still didn't say a word, but struggled harder, his eyes were red because of his words, and tears fell down desperately beyond her control.

She obviously didn't want to cry!At least I don't want to cry in front of him!But the more I want to restrain it, the more I fall.

"I slept alone last night. If you don't believe me, go back and check. The sheets haven't been changed, and there aren't any dirty things you don't want to see! Also, Nianwei and I are talking about next week's graduate school meeting in S City , that’s why I asked her to come over to the house. We met while waiting for the elevator and went upstairs together. So, it was not as you imagined. I went to the supermarket with her, bought vegetables together, and lived a married life Is this explanation clear enough? How about we go to the monitoring room together and check the monitoring to confirm it?" He felt the hot wetness of his shirt on his chest, and he sighed heavily, not even thinking about it himself. I know, why explain so much to her, it's really not like what he would do!
I have always felt that trust is a matter of two people, not one!So, even if there are some things, you don't need to explain, the other party will believe you!
But in front of this little woman, it seems that these conclusions have been overturned!

Trust is no longer a matter between two people, but more needs to be paid by him...

"Really?" She raised her face, which was already wet with tears, but not as determined as before, so dead silent that made people feel distressed.

"Go." He said, pulled her out of the elevator, and walked to the monitoring room of the residential building.

"Where are you taking me!" She resisted instinctively, shuffling and refusing to follow.

"Go to a place where you can believe what I said is true!" Yu Ziyao simply walked away with his arms around her.

"I do not want……"

She refused, after he explained, she already believed him!There is no need to look at any monitoring at all!
"No, let's take a look! Only in this way can I completely convince you!" Yu Ziyao seemed to have fallen in love with her, and forced her to leave.

"Yu Ziyao, you clearly know that as long as you explain it to me, I will believe you, why didn't you explain it at the beginning!" She was forced to follow him, and when she reached the door of the monitoring room, she suddenly seemed like Muttering to himself, he said slowly in a very light, very light voice.

She knew that as long as she entered this door, her trust in him would be stopped!

"I overestimated myself and you too!" Yu Ziyao stopped, looked down at her, and smiled wryly.

"Mr. Yu, may I help you?" When the staff in the monitoring room saw them, they rushed up to greet them and asked enthusiastically.

Yu Ziyao didn't answer, but just looked at Shi Youxi, he felt that it would be more appropriate for her to answer!
"No." Shi Youxi lowered his head, said something softly, then turned around and left quickly.

When walking, her steps were still a little limp, but her back was firm and unhesitating.

Yu Ziyao hurriedly chased after her and stopped her at the gate, "Since you choose to trust me, why don't you go home?"

"You have work to discuss, I'm not suitable." Shi Youxi didn't dare to look up, and she also needed a little more time to calm herself down.

"You are the hostess of this family, why is it inappropriate?" Yu Ziyao frowned displeased, what kind of blind alley did this little girl get into, why is she in such a hurry to get rid of the relationship?

"I..." She couldn't answer, but she thought bitterly in her heart, she made trouble in front of him again, and just now she was thinking of apologizing to him, repenting...

But the next second, she was making an even bigger joke!
After all, she and him are not on the same channel!It always needs too much explanation, too much tolerance...

She felt that he must be very tired when he was with her!
"In the future, don't mention divorce to me, okay?" He reached out and stroked her hair, asking softly.

"En." She nodded in his arms, and said softly, "I'm sorry!"

Yu Ziyao smiled. She can apologize to him, which shows that she has believed him.It's just that in the future life, in order to make them more harmonious, the explanation that rarely appeared in his life seems to be indispensable!
Why can't she feel safe in him?

(End of this chapter)