medical marriage

Chapter 294 Since there is nothing you can do, let it go

Shi Youxi stayed in the hospital for two days before being discharged. After all, she just had a cold, not a terminal illness.

What is hurt is her heart!

That's not something that can be cured by staying in a hospital!
She said she wanted to go home and live, but no one in her family was willing to take over her.

In the end, she still had no room to resist, and followed him back to Shengming.

When she was sleeping at night, she coughed so badly that her entire lung was about to be coughed out.

Yu Ziyao sat all night, picked her up, let her sleep in his arms, and patted her on the back.She wakes up from sleep, and every time she wakes up from coughing, she can see his distressed eyes and tight lips.

"I'm fine, you go to sleep!" She couldn't bear it. During the two days when she was sick, he was tired enough, even more uncomfortable than her.

There was stubble growing on his chin, and he didn't shave it, which added a bit of masculine charm to him...

"Don't talk, drink another sip of water, and sleep after drinking." He held the water glass, handed it to her mouth, and reprimanded her in a cold voice.

Shi Youxi didn't say anything more, drank the water, lay back on the bed by himself, and turned his back to him.

Waking up again in the middle of the night with a cough, she found herself held in his arms again at some point, his warm palms stroking her back to help her breathe.

Shi Youxi was moved, but he was too stubborn to say a word of thanks.

After resting at home for two days, Yu Ziyao also stayed with her at home for two days, as if nothing had happened.He will still treat her as well as before, help her make breakfast every day, pamper her, spoil her, and tolerate her...

But no matter how nice he was to her, she knew that something in her heart had changed drastically.

"You really don't need to ask for leave for me. I just have a cold, not cancer." Shi Youxi looked at Yu Ziyao who was quietly reading beside him, feeling inexplicably irritable.

"I want to rest myself." Yu Ziyao raised his eyes and glanced at her, and after he finished speaking leisurely, he turned his eyes back to the book in his hand.

Shi Youxi went crazy, stood up angrily, and walked to the second floor without looking back.

She doesn't want to stay with him, if this continues, the determination she finally made will be overwhelmed by his tenderness again!

He didn't put down the book in his hand until there was a loud "bang" from the bedroom door on the second floor, and looked thoughtfully at the empty stairs.

Since she woke up, for several days, she has been deliberately ignoring him and avoiding him.

He knew that she was still angry, but he still couldn't let go of the fact that he let her go to take care of Xu Nianwei that day.

No matter how much he apologized or explained, she seemed to have closed the door of her heart and refused to listen to him anymore.Every time she mentioned that matter, she covered her ears and ran away...

She doesn't believe him.

Whenever there was something related to Xu Nianwei, she would start to dig into the horns, becoming unreasonable and unrelenting.But he can't blame her, he will only feel more guilty and cherish her.

She was not an unreasonable person, although she occasionally played petty temper, but after a while, she would come to him to admit her mistakes and apologize.Now that things have become like this, he knows that all of this is caused by him, so he can't blame her!

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On the newspapers, on the TV, and on the news pushed by the mobile phone, the photos of Yu Ziyao coming out of the bar with Xu Nianwei in his arms were wantonly posted, and the pictures and stories were vividly described how affectionate, intimate, and explicit the two of them were at that time...

Shi Youxi made a fuss, swept everything on the coffee table to the ground, picked up the pillows on the sofa and threw them at him one by one.

Yu Ziyao looked at her venting indifferently, and let her hit him without hiding.

It wasn't until she fell to the ground exhausted that he walked over, picked her up, placed her gently on the sofa, and patted her on the back lightly.

Shi Youxi cried until his throat became hoarse, he couldn't cry, he could only lean against his arms and sob.

He felt distressed, wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and sighed helplessly: "The newspaper published a picture of me taking Xu Nianwei to the hospital that day, not what was written in the newspaper! Look, Chen Feng is right behind, and Xiaoyan is also there!"

She didn't even bother to glance at it. What is heart like ashes, what is sorrow greater than heart death, she has a deep understanding now!Who does he like to hang out with, whether it is true or false in the newspaper, she doesn't want to pursue it anymore, and she doesn't want to let herself be stupid and angry at herself!
If she could divorce him, then she would be thankful!

"Yu Ziyao, let's get a divorce!" Her voice was full of exhaustion.

"You know I won't divorce you." He frowned, tightened his arms, and hugged her even tighter.

"Why? Why exactly?" She was unable to argue anymore, she couldn't move, and she didn't want to!
He is such a calm person, even if she has a falling out, in his eyes, she is just a clown!As long as he refuses to let go, she will be in his palm for a day, no matter how much she jumps, she will not be able to get out of his palm!

"Because I love you." His confession came out of his mouth without any warning, but it hit her heart with incomparably shocking force.

Shi Youxi found it ironic that every time he confessed to her, it was after the incident between him and Xu Nianwei was reported by the media!It happens every time, doesn't he think such a confession is ridiculous?

"Yu Ziyao, I don't need you to love me. You only need to agree to divorce me. From then on, we will never owe each other again, and we will never see each other again!" Shi Youxi was determined, and his confession strengthened her belief in wanting a divorce.

"Youxi, stop making trouble, you know I won't divorce you." Yu Ziyao sighed, a little helpless and a little angry.

"I must divorce you! Even if you don't agree now, I will find a way to make you divorce me! Yu Ziyao, this will not only make me sad, but also you! Why does it have to be like this?" Shi Youxi seemed to swallow Like iron weights, there is no room for changing your mind.

Yu Ziyao was silent, pursed his lips, frowned, and the hand holding her shoulder tightened because of her words.

"Yu Ziyao, we are really not suitable! There is such a big difference in age, which itself is a generation gap that cannot be bridged. My marriage with you has no feelings at all, and the definitions and views on marriage and relationship are also fundamentally different. .My values ​​are too different from yours, including aesthetics, lifestyle, living habits..."

"Enough!" Yu Ziyao stared at her coldly. After all, did she think he was older than her?Eight years older than her, do you think he is old?

"Not enough!" Shi Youxi yelled back without showing weakness, stood up, and stared at him condescendingly: "You are mature and steady, I am childish and willful, you have a successful career and a bright future, but I am lazy by nature and achieve nothing! I I know that I am not good enough for you, and I also know that you are not good enough for me. It's my fault! I shouldn't have been so hotheaded to argue with you just to avenge my personal revenge, but I was going for divorce at that time... ..."

"I remember that I told you before I got the certificate, I won't divorce you, didn't I?" He clenched his fists, she was regretting, regretting getting the certificate with him!

"Yes! So I apologize now. It's my fault. I shouldn't have provoked you! I shouldn't have gotten close to you! In this way, I won't be like now, causing you trouble every day, making you unhappy every day! If It's not that I'm selfish and want to use you to attack Mina and Nan Anyang, then maybe you can live happily with Xu Nianwei now..."

"It's Xu Nianwei again! Shi Youxi, did I bind Xu Nianwei by marrying you? Why do you have to bring an unrelated person between us to destroy the harmony between us?" Yu Ziyao has never hated it like this moment Having lived alone, I even wish that she could disappear in this world, or that she never existed!
Even when Xu Nianwei betrayed him back then, causing him and her child to miscarry, he never hated her as much as he does now!
"It's not Xu Nianwei, it's us who were wrong from the beginning! I just recognized this mistake with hindsight. I want to correct it now, can't I?" Shi Youxi didn't know why he had to care about Xu Nianwei so much. , Why did Xu Nianwei have to be drawn between him and her again and again.

She is asking for trouble!
But even if she was asking for it, she couldn't ignore a Xu Nianwei who had existed completely in his past!
Yu Ziyao looked at her heartbroken. He explained what should be explained, apologized what should be apologized, and expressed what should be expressed. Why is she still determined to divorce him?
"No! In this life, don't even think about divorcing me! Either you fall in love with me earlier, or you just accept that I love you!" He pushed her down on the sofa with red eyes, and leaned over to press her down. Underneath, he has lost all patience!
Shi Youxi wanted to break free from under him, struggling hard, biting his shoulder hard, the bite was full of bloody taste.But he looked at her as if unconscious, his eyes were clear and cold, mixed with wild beasts.

She was afraid of such a look, as if it could destroy the world!
Just as Shi Youxi let go, Yu Ziyao's kisses were overwhelming, wild and raging, as if he had lost his mind. He tossed her crazily throughout the night, and every time he ended, he said "I love you" to an end .

Then anchored again in his "I love you"...

Shi Youxi couldn't believe it, he was too sought after, she knew she didn't have the confidence to protect him.

Since there is nothing you can do, let it go...

She sympathizes with the inhumanity of her two relationships, and at the same time is very glad that her relationship has not reached the point of no return!

(End of this chapter)