medical marriage

Chapter 317 Even If You Are Unhappy, I Will Be With You!
It wasn't until she finished the last mouthful of porridge that Yu Ziyao looked at her and said lightly: "Grandpa will come to the hospital today for an inpatient examination."

Shi Youxi glanced at him, nodded lightly, and replied: "Okay, I understand! After the two classes in the morning, I will go to the hospital to see grandpa!"

"En." Yu Ziyao replied, and stopped talking to her, got up to pack the dishes.

Shi Youxi hurriedly handed over her bowl and chopsticks, and helped put some leftover food into a plate, and dumped it into the trash can.

Yu Ziyao stopped, looked at her, and saw that she was so embarrassed that he was at a loss, then he took the dirty plate from her hand: "Let me do it! You go and clean it up, it's time to go to school."

"Oh." Shi Youxi pursed her lips, feeling as lonely as this empty hand.

Does he even feel tired of these two people living in harmony?
Had he really had enough of her?

Are you starting to dislike her?

He once said that when she was with him, she didn't need to do anything!
But she wanted to make some changes and make herself better. Why didn't he even give her such a chance?

Did she wake up too late?
Yu Ziyao looked at her lifeless back, the joints holding the plate were turning white.

Is it really his fault to keep her by his side?
If it was just to satisfy his selfish desires, he would keep her by his side under the banner of loving her.Does he really have the heart to ignore her smile, which is getting more unhappy every day and gradually disappearing?
He loves her, nothing more than hope that she can be by his side, live a happy and happy life!
But the person in front of him has become like a puppet...

She is changing, changing day by day, becoming strange to him, making him feel distressed, making him regretful and at a loss...

He missed Shi Youxi who laughed heartlessly every day, Shi Youxi who was noisy like a silly aunt every day, Shi Youxi who couldn't stop chattering endlessly...

After changing her clothes, Yu Ziyao also washed the dishes and was standing by the elevator waiting for her.

"You are busy, so you don't have to wait for me in the future." Shi Youxi lowered his head, looked at his toes, and said frustratedly.

"Does being by my side really make you so uncomfortable?" Yu Ziyao looked at the back of his head facing him, and was unwilling to even look up at him?You don't even want to let him accompany you to the parking lot?
"You know that's not what I meant!" Shi Youxi frowned, why did it feel like everything was wrong?
Obviously she was just afraid that he would be late for work, that he would not want to look at her because he was tired of her, why did he say it was her problem instead?
"I will reconsider our relationship, but when you are Mrs. Yu, even if you don't want to be with me, bear with me!" Yu Ziyao walked into the elevator, and when he turned around again, his eyes were cold .

Shi Youxi looked up at him in shock, with a trace of bitter tears: he finally said it!

Reconsider our relationship?
Ever since he broke a pair of chopsticks that night and said he had "enough", she has been in a state of anxiety until now...

After all, he still didn't want to put up with her anymore!

Yu Ziyao looked at her standing there without moving, not intending to come in at all, so he couldn't help asking, "Are you going down?"

"Go!" Shi Youxi bit her lip, packed up her broken heart, walked in, but stood in the corner farthest from him.

She had thought a long time ago that if he asked for a divorce one day, she would definitely not hold him back, and she would definitely let him go free!
I just didn't expect this day to come so soon!
She didn't even have time to transform herself into a better Shi Youxi...

Arriving in the parking lot in silence, she walked out of the elevator first, got into the car without looking back, and walked away.

No matter how tears blurred his vision, no matter how painful his heart was pulled into a ball, no matter how many thoughts flooded his mind...

Even though they haven't divorced yet, she has already started to miss him!

"If it's possible, in this life, I don't want to let you go! Youxi, I hope that after you leave me, you can meet someone who treats you sincerely and can make you happy and happy!" In the roaring basement, she left, as if she had walked out of his heart, but left footprints all over the ground...

It's not that I don't love you anymore, but rather than making you happy, I would like to turn my love for you into a seed, bury it deep in the soil, water it with my thoughts, and let it take root deeper Bar……

If there is a next life, I will definitely not be born so many years earlier than you!I will definitely watch the time, even if I can't be born in the same year, the same month and the same day as you, at least I won't miss so much like in this life!
She didn't want to go to school, and even if she did, she didn't want to go to class!
After calling Jiang Xingxing to ask for leave for her, he drove to Jiangbian Park by himself.

In the gloomy weather, there was no one in the park by the river, but she felt that this was really damn suitable for her!
Sitting on the bench, watching Hunan quietly in a daze.

She should think about it, if she really divorced him, what should she do in the future?How should her broken heart be mended?This relationship that I don't want to touch, but unknowingly deepens, when I discovered it, there was no turning back!
He is like a poppy, knowing that it is poisonous and addictive, but he still can't restrain his temptation!
Not only did she touch it, she became addicted!
An addiction that can never be quit in this life!
"Yu Ziyao, I love you, just like an addict who has tried poppy flowers, he can't stop! If an addict can go to a drug rehabilitation center to quit drug addiction, but I don't even want to quit! If I remove you from my heart , I would rather I step deeper and sink deeper! In this life, I missed the best time of acquaintance with you, but presented the worst self in front of you... If there is a next life, I want to be in When I am the best, I will dedicate the best of me to you! There are no regrets and defects in this life! From the moment you have memory, I will appear in your life, from the moment you have memory Since then, you have existed in my life! Between us, there will be no more Nan Anyang, no more Xu Nianwei! How good is that?"

She laughed heartbreakingly, but was extremely quiet.

If there is really only perfection left, then she is willing to exchange his incomplete self for his life's peace as before!

The world is so big, but I still met you, I thought it was just the world is too small!But the world is so small, but I still lost you, I just realized that the world has always been so big...

……

When Shi Youxi arrived at the hospital, he realized that he was so careless that he didn't ask which department or room Grandpa Yu Ziyao lived in.

After hesitating for a while, she picked up her mobile phone and called him, but no one answered after ringing for a long time.

Maybe it's busy!

Instead, she called Yujianxing, and it was connected quickly: "Grandpa, I'm here to see you in the hospital! But, I don't know which floor and ward you live in, can you tell me?"

"It's Youxi! Come to the VIP Room No. 23 on the 9rd floor of the inpatient department! Can you find it? Oh, why not let Yaoyao pick you up!" Yu Jianxing immediately cheered when he heard her voice laughed.

"No, no, I can find it! Grandpa, wait for me!" Shi Youxi hastily rejected his proposal, fearing that he would really ask Yu Ziyao to pick her up, so he hurriedly hung up the phone.

No one answered his phone, so he must be busy, and just in time, when he is not around, take a look at grandpa and leave, so as not to see him in time, the atmosphere will be embarrassing!

Thinking of this, she quickened her pace and walked to the inpatient department at the back, and finally turned into a trot.

After getting out of the elevator, she looked at the route diagram on the wall, looking for the location of VIP Room 9.

"Well, the third room on the right!" Shi Youxi looked at the semi-circular floor around the nurse's station, and walked to the right.

When she passed the fire escape, she frowned at a familiar voice, stopped and turned her head to glance behind the rectangular glass on the door.

It's really Yu Ziyao!

Even if his back is turned to her, she can recognize him at a glance!

Whether it's the front, side or back, he has already been deeply engraved in her heart!
And Xu Nianwei standing opposite him...

"Ziyao, we can't wait any longer for this matter, we have delayed it long enough! If we wait any longer, I'm afraid I won't have confidence..."

"Wait a little longer! Give me some time, and I will convince him!" Yu Ziyao raised his hand and interrupted her, his voice was cold and indifferent.

Shi Youxi staggered, and took a few steps back. She wished she hadn't heard such a conversation!

No wonder he would ask her for a divorce. It turned out that it was just because Xu Nianwei started pressing her hard!
With a bitter smile, she shook her head self-deprecatingly, then turned and strode away.

Why do you need to persuade?

As long as he handed over the signed divorce agreement, she would set him free!

When he came to the ward, Yu Jianxing was the only one there, knowing that she was coming, he had already been sitting there waiting for her.

"Grandpa!" Shi Youxi took a deep breath, and after trying to make himself look calmer, he walked in and called out sweetly.

"Girl, you're here! Come and sit here!" Yu Jianxing called her affectionately and waved to her.

"I'm sorry, Grandpa, I'm late! How is it? Have you checked everything?" Shi Youxi hurried over, sat down beside him, and asked with concern.

"It's okay! I've said it all, it's just some old problems, Yaoyao must drag me to some kind of hospital!" Yu Jianxing laughed heartily, and handed her a cup of scented tea: "Come on, this is specially brought by grandpa. Come here!"

"Thank you, Grandpa!" Seeing that he was fine, she felt relieved, took the scented tea, put it under her nose and sniffed it: "It smells so good! Grandpa, after drinking your homemade scented tea, I can't drink any other tea!"

"Then what's the problem, I have a lot of them! Let Yaoyao take you to get more!" Regardless of whether Shi Youxi's words are true or just to make him happy, he is happy!
"Hmm!" Shi Youxi's voice made her very sad. In the future, it will not be Shi Youxi who Yu Ziyao takes over!
But someone else...

I just don't know how much longer she can call "Grandpa" in succession!

"Girl, you seem to have something on your mind? Why are your eyes red? Are you crying?" Only then did Yu Jianxing calm down from the joy of seeing her, and also noticed her abnormality.

Although she has been talking and laughing there since she came in, acting as usual, but there is sadness and sorrow that cannot be hidden in these big eyes.

"No! When I came here just now, I didn't close the car window, maybe some sand flew into my eyes!" Shi Youxi froze for a moment, smiled and shook his head, rubbing his eyes deliberately with his hands.

But, I never thought that the more I rubbed my eyes, the redder they would become, and with the uncontrollable tears pouring out...

"Oh, sand really got in! Grandpa, I'll go to the bathroom to look in the mirror and wash my face!" After finishing speaking, she ran into the bathroom as if fleeing, and closed the door with a "bang".

It wasn't until she leaned against the door that she let the tears fill her eyes again.

"Shi Youxi, why are you so useless! You are so unworthy! What a big deal, as for crying in front of grandpa?" Shi Youxi slapped himself hard, slid along the door and sat on the ground, hugging his knees He buried his face in it.

"What's going on here?" Yu Jianxing looked at the closed bathroom and frowned, talking to himself worriedly.

"What's the matter?" When Yu Ziyao walked in, he heard him talking to the bathroom alone.

"The girl is inside! She seems to be crying!" Yu Jianxing pointed to the closed door and turned to Yu Ziyao.

"Youxi is here?" When Yu Ziyao heard her coming, he was pleasantly surprised, but then he raised his thick eyebrows, and forcibly stopped the foot that was about to step that way.

"When I first came here, my eyes were red and swollen! I asked her if she was crying, and she said that the sand had flown in!" Yu Jianxing sighed, and this was a lie to the child. If the sand flew in, could it be red and swollen like this?

"When she comes out later, I'll take a look for her." Yu Ziyao's heart twisted hard, and she hid and cried secretly again?

Why cry?
Didn't he promise to consider letting her go?
"Did you bully her?" Yu Jianxing looked at Yu Ziyao suspiciously, this little girl is so sad, does it have nothing to do with him?
"Grandpa, stop thinking about it!" Yu Ziyao frowned, helped him to sit down, and glanced at the half-scented scented tea in front of him. Was that for her?

"Yaoyao, you can't bully the girl, otherwise I won't be able to spare you!" Yu Jianxing "hummed" towards him, warning sharply.

"Yeah." Nodding slightly, he picked up the half-filled tea and brought it to his lips.

Knowing that it was unrealistic, he still felt that there was her smell on it...

"You kid, why are you robbing other people's tea? Isn't there an empty cup?" Yu Jianxing reprimanded without thinking too much, took a teacup and poured it for him.

Yu Ziyao took it and put it on the coffee table, but drank up Shi Youxi's half cup.

It won't be long before he will be the one who robs her!

Even such a half cup of tea is so precious to him!

It took a while before Shi Youxi opened the bathroom door.

After washing his face, he looked much better mentally, and the few strands of hair on his forehead were also a little wet from the water.

When she saw Yu Ziyao, her expression froze, but for a moment, a bright smile appeared again: "Ziyao." She called out.

Thinking back seriously, it seems to be the first time to call him so seriously!
Yu Ziyao didn't answer, but after staring into her eyes for a while, he waved to her: "Come here."

With this "Zi Yao", he seemed to hear her saying "goodbye" to him!
Will she not call him "Master" again?
Even when she is angry, she can yell "Yu Ziyao" to him loudly!
Under Yu Jianxing's gaze, Shi Youxi walked over without hesitation, and sat down quietly beside him.

"Grandpa said you got sand in your eyes?" He pinched her chin and lifted her face up.

Shi Youxi turned his head, but he couldn't break free, so he didn't struggle anymore and let him watch.

This kind of trick is nothing more than to hide from grandpa, how can you hide it from him?
"It's really red, come with me to the office, I'll take a look for you!" He said, pulling her up and walking out.

"I'm fine! I'm here to accompany Grandpa!" Shi Youxi began to struggle now, no matter whether Yujian Guild became suspicious or not, she didn't want to leave with him!

"Go and see your eyes with Yaoyao first, I won't run away here! Be obedient!" Even if Yu Jianxing didn't believe Shi Youxi, he wouldn't disbelieve what Yu Ziyao said. He firmly believed that Shi Youxi's eyes had really entered. Sand, and it seems to be quite serious.

"I'm fine..."

"I have something to say!" Yu Ziyao whispered in her ear, and then let go of her hand.

Shi Youxi withdrew his hands and hid behind his back, looked at him, but also calmed down because of his words.

Is he going to talk about divorce?
"Okay, I'll go with you!" Shi Youxi nodded, it seems that Xu Nianwei should have sent him a final spy just now!
Otherwise, how could he be so impatient, he couldn't even wait to go home and say it?

"Grandpa, I'll go for a while, and I'll come back to accompany you later!" After greeting Yu Jianxing, Shi Youxi followed Yu Ziyao and left the ward.

Along the way, he walked in front and she walked behind, like two strangers who didn't know each other, without any communication during the whole process.

The corners of Shi Youxi's eyes involuntarily glanced at his hand several times. Once, no matter where she went, that hand would hold her. No matter how hard she struggled, he never let go!
But now, he won't take her hand to go anywhere anymore!
When passing through the hall, two children were chasing and playing, and the one behind didn't notice Shi Youxi, who came out of the corner, and bumped into her.

Shi Youxi's attention was only on Yu Ziyao's hand, and he didn't see the child.One's center of gravity was unstable, she was knocked onto her back, and the child also threw herself on top of her.

The back of his head hit the marble floor, making a dull sound, and his eyes went black.

"Wow..." Maybe it was frightened, the child opened his mouth and cried, and the cry resounded throughout the hall.

Everyone's eyes turned to this side, including Yu Ziyao, who realized belatedly that Shi Youxi had been knocked down!

"Don't cry...are you in pain?" Shi Youxi ignored her dizziness, struggled to sit up, and asked with concern while holding the child.

The child didn't say anything, just cried...

"How are you?" Yu Ziyao squatted down, his eyebrows piled up into a hill.

The child is lying on her body, where can it hurt?

On the contrary, she fell like this, and she didn't know where she was hurt!
"I'm fine!" She twitched the corners of her lips and watched the child being hugged by a woman. She also stood up with Yu Ziyao's support and apologized to the child's mother: "Sorry, I didn't pay attention just now. When it comes to the child, you can see if he is injured, do you want to let the doctor check it?"

"It's okay, it's okay! Our child was too naughty and hit the lady! Are you okay? It seems that you hit your head on the ground just now, why don't you go and get a CT scan!" Children make trouble unreasonably.

"It's okay, as long as the child is fine!" Shi Youxi smiled at her, and reached out to touch the child who had stopped crying. Fortunately, the child is fine!

"Go check it out! In case of a concussion..."

"I'm really fine! Didn't you say you have something to say?" Shi Youxi shook his head, rejecting his kindness.

Now she just wants to end it quickly, so that she can not let herself be so painful in guessing when he will leave her!

Long pain is worse than short pain!

Now that you have decided to leave, be decisive and leave early!

"Check first!" He frowned and pulled her forcefully to the CT room.

Shi Youxi looked at the two hands clenched again, but felt that the collision was worth it!

His palm is still so warm, as if a warm energy is continuously flowing from his palm into hers...

A thing called a sense of security!

"Don't hold it anymore, if you keep holding it like this, I'm afraid I won't be able to let go..." Shi Youxi smiled bitterly, swallowing the bitterness in his nose.

"What?" He didn't hear her clearly, and seemed to hear her voice again, so he looked back at her and asked.

"Let go, I'll go by myself!" There was something in her words, but he might not be able to understand them!
It's time to let go!
This extraordinary sense of dependence on him has made her at a loss for the future she will face alone.

If even leaving, he would treat her in such a gentle way, she really didn't know if she could still turn around firmly like when she made the decision to leave...

"Yeah." He didn't force it, and gently let go of his hand.

At the last second when the fingers were separated, he felt a strong reluctance: he didn't want to let go!For the rest of my life I don't want to let go!

When this thought appeared at [-] seconds, he grabbed her hand back and held it tightly: "If you hit your head, if you have a concussion, if you faint , it caused a secondary injury! I'd better go to the examination room and let it go!"

He gave her a reason she couldn't refuse, and he also found a perfect reason for himself with almost no loopholes.

"Oh!" She replied, and let him lead her without any further rejection.

Take it as the last farewell!
Perhaps, this was the last journey she walked hand in hand with him!

She didn't want to miss this last chance...

I'm really alone in the future, my heart is cold, I hold my hand, lie to myself, in the palm of my hand, there is his temperature...

After the inspection, there was no concussion, only a slight bruise, and a bump on the back of the head.

Shi Youxi heaved a long sigh of relief, it's okay!
Yu Ziyao was not surprised or pleasantly surprised by such an inspection report. Whether he had a concussion or not, his heart was as clear as a mirror!He insisted on pulling her to check, just to spend more time with her!

"I'll take you home to rest!" Yu Ziyao helped her out of the CT room, and Shi Youxi no longer let him help her after she left the door.

"I'm fine, didn't you say you have something to tell me?" Shi Youxi took a step back, keeping a few steps away from him.

"What do you want me to tell you?" Yu Ziyao's heart ached a little, and she was anxious to keep a distance from him even before the marriage was divorced!
"About the divorce." Shi Youxi looked up at him, the expression on his face was no less cold than Yu Ziyao's.

However, the palm of her hand that was carried behind her was bleeding from her fingernails...

"Leave me in such a hurry? Huh?" Obviously the answer is clear, but hearing her say it out, it still hurts so much!
Shi Youxi, are you really a hard-hearted person?

For so long, can't you see my heart for you?
"I just feel that this is good for everyone!" Shi Youxi smiled lightly, and the wind blew the hair on her forehead, just like her current state of mind.

Yu Ziyao, this is my love for you, I am willing to fulfill your happiness!
For so long, thank you for tolerating my selfishness and my ignorance!Thank you for giving me such a wonderful memory!I will always remember the months we spent together!
"After leaving me, will you be happier than now? Will you be happier than now?" This is also his last wish, the only reason he is willing to let go!

Shi Youxi, don't fail me!
If I know that you are not doing well, even if you are already a wife and mother, I will still take you back to my side, and I will never let you go again for the rest of my life!
If you can't leave, you won't be happy, so let us fall together!

Even if you are not happy, I will accompany you!
"What about you? After leaving me, will you be happier than you are now? Are you happy?" The tears that could no longer be held back finally came out of her eyes. She no longer endured the pain of this heart, and pretended to be strong in front of him.

Yu Ziyao, do you know that I am willing to sacrifice my time with you in my next life, not to build a sacred monument, but to fulfill your happiness and happiness!
I have taken away all the pain and regret, I only hope that your future will only be happy and joyful!
With my share, let's go on with double happiness!
"If you are happy, I will be happy! If you are happy, I will be happy too!" Yu Ziyao stretched out his hand, gently wiped the tears off her face with his fingers, and smiled softly.

"Well! I will be very happy, very happy!" She nodded vigorously, with tears in her eyes, and showed him a long-lost smile, as bright as a little sun!
Only she knows how painful her heart is...

"Okay! After grandpa is discharged from the hospital, I will let you go free!" Yu Ziyao nodded, returned her a gentle smile, and made a promise to her.

But, the heart is tearing...

piece by piece...

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