medical marriage

Chapter 364 Since then, I have emptied my heart!

Yu Ziyao waited until Xu Nianwei's car drove away before entering the coffee shop and sitting next to Shi Youxi.

"Did you hear everything?" Shi Youxi looked at him, his expression was not good-looking.

She knew that he was a man with a strong sense of responsibility, and hearing Xu Nianwei's frankness, he must have felt uncomfortable.

"Yeah." Yu Ziyao took off the Bluetooth headset and gently placed it on the table.

Shi Youxi took out his cell phone and hung up.

Just now, none of them knew what was going to happen, nor did they know what Xu Nianwei was looking for her for.Yu Ziyao asked her to turn on the call button, and he was listening outside. If there was anything, he could rush in to protect her.

But Xu Nianwei was beyond their expectations, she just came to say goodbye to her sincerely!
"She's on the plane at nine o'clock tonight, you go see her off! I think you should have something to say to her!" Shi Youxi stroked the pink gift box that Xu Nianwei gave her, but didn't rush to open it.

"If you don't go, it will end here." Yu Ziyao shook his head, but so what?

Going or not going will not change anything, and it is impossible to change anything.Since she wants to leave quietly like this, then let her do as she pleases!
She can say such a thing to You Xi, it also shows that she really sees it!
Such a result is good for everyone!
"Then we should say goodbye to her officially, let's say goodbye!" Shi Youxi frowned, since it's over, let's end it well!Rather than in everyone's heart, there are still regrets!

"What are you thinking? Didn't you hate me seeing her before?" Yu Ziyao examined the expression on her face. Did she say such words from the bottom of her heart, or was she angry?
"Now it's different from before! Master, I know you have always felt guilty towards her in your heart! It's just to make me feel at ease, you draw a clear line with her, and don't have any contact with her! But today she said this Now, take this opportunity to say everything you want to say to her! From now on, you and her can be friends or strangers, but at least you will no longer have any regrets for each other in your heart! Even if When two strangers say hello, it also starts with hello and ends with goodbye. If you really want to end with her, then go and say goodbye!"

Shi Youxi's expression was more serious than ever, it couldn't be more serious.

It's not that she has a big heart and is kind to her rival, at least now that Xu Nianwei is in her heart, she is no longer a rival!The more reason is that she has confidence in herself and is willing to trust Yu Ziyao.

There are some things that should be explained, and should not be so unclear!She also didn't want to help that silly girl who was like a thieves before Yu Ziyao and Xu Nianwei met!
The earth is round after all, if you keep walking, you will eventually return to the origin!This world is only so big, and they will meet again somewhere!

If you just hope that they won't see each other again, that they won't rekindle such naive and silly thoughts, it's better to let them meet face to face!
Even if you really want to rekindle your old relationship, it's too early!

At least for now, she still has a chance to fight for it, and has the ability to compete fairly with Xu Nianwei, at least Yu Ziyao has her in his heart!
Yu Ziyao looked at her deeply, but he didn't say so forcefully that he didn't want to see Xu Nianwei.

Shi Youxi knew that his words had moved him, so she smiled gratifiedly, and squeezed his hand tightly: "Master, I'm really not angry, I said that on purpose! Instead of worrying about your reunion with Xu Nianwei all day long, I would rather I chose to watch you and Xu Nianwei meet in front of me! It was not until today, after listening to Xu Nianwei's words, that I cleared away the last trace of doubt in my heart! She is different from the Xu Nianwei I imagined!"

"The last ounce of doubt?" Yu Ziyao never came here. She didn't know that, after so long, she still had something in her heart!

"Well! Xu Nianwei has always been in my heart and has never been let go! It's not that I don't believe in you, nor in myself. I've been struggling. If I didn't show up at the beginning, would you start all over again! But now, I feel that this answer is not important anymore! I don’t want to know anymore! Regardless of whether the answer is yes or no, I only know that the person who is with you now is me! Give it to her, there was a time when I thought that if my departure would make you happy, I would like to fulfill you! But now I am reluctant to do so, even if you can’t make you happy with me, I will I can only work hard to make you happy, but I won’t be willing to let you go to another woman! Because I really love you so much that if I lose you, I don’t even have the courage to live. I dare not Then imagine how I will live without you in the future!
When we made an appointment to divorce before my grandfather’s operation, I didn’t know what I was breathing on. Every day, my heart hurt so much that I wanted to die immediately!But every day when I open my eyes, I can see your beauty, which makes me reluctant to die so early. Even if I really want to die, at least I have to wait until after our divorce, when you completely leave my eyes, and you will never appear in my sight again In the back!At that time, there was only one thought that supported me to be strong, that is, divorced, you will be happy!You will be happy!You will be better off than you are now!Xu Nianwei will love you more than I do!
In this way, I recite silently dozens of times every day, hundreds of times to convince myself to be strong, even if my heart is really hurting, I still have to smile!

You now know why I got up so early during that time and exercised with you every day, right?You once asked me, you appeared here just to see me?

Yes, the answer is just to see you!
If I can look at you one more time, I can remember you a little more, imprint you deeper and deeper in my memory, and burn it into my heart. I will never forget you in this life!

During that time, it was really hard, every day was like living in a frying pan, with all kinds of suffering and pain!Several times, I want to go back on my word, I want to tell you, I will not divorce!Even if both of them die in pain, let's tie them together!As long as I can stay by your side all the time, even if it's painful, let's bear it together!
Until I found out I was pregnant.

At that moment, so many ideas flooded into my brain!Have you thought about whether to take the child and disappear silently, just like Mina, who hides alone and gives birth to the child secretly!Only then did I know how much psychological pressure Mina had endured when she made the decision, and how much courage she had to take that step!
I also thought about killing the child secretly, I don't want you to have to continue living with me because of the child!I'm even more afraid that you will say in person, let me kill the child!Such a sentence is enough to wipe out all of you that I have worked so hard to get into my heart!

When you came to school to look for me, I was so nervous and scared that my heart seemed to jump out, especially when you grabbed my hand and felt my pulse. At that moment, I was so scared that I wanted to turn around and run away. Far, far!Never let you find it again!
But fortunately, all the things I was worried and afraid of did not happen!
I think this may be our fate!We are destined to be tied together for the rest of our lives, even on the eve of divorce, God can send a child to renew our relationship!
Sometimes I think, I must have been God's favorite in my previous life, maybe I made some mistakes and had to be relegated to the mortal world to practice!Otherwise, why am I always luckier than others?When other children are complaining that their parents are not good to them, beating him and scolding him for controlling him.I was thinking, thankful that I have a pair of parents who love me deeply, and a sister who loves me to the bone!When other children are complaining that they can't keep up with their studies and can't listen to them in class.I was thinking, thanks to my parents for raising me so well, my academic performance is always among the best!
During the three years when I fell in love with Nan'anyang, I was also happy!He is a very good boyfriend, he cares about me very much, he is very gentle, he follows me in everything, accommodates me, and never asks me to do things I don't like!Even if I say one thing, he won't say one thing...

I have devoted all my love and loved him wholeheartedly for three years. During these three years, I have fantasized about my future with him countless times!Have a wonderful and memorable wedding, honeymoon in Venice!Then give birth to a daughter, give birth to a son, and put together a good character!
I just want to be a happy housewife, take care of my husband and children at home, and keep time every day to go to the door to greet my husband who comes home from get off work, and the children who come home from school!

The stars once laughed at me for not being ambitious, but I think this is what I want!As long as I have a happy family, what should I do with ambition?I don't have such big ambitions, I want to rule the world, and I don't want to be a strong woman who can't even take care of her family!
I simply want to be my family's reliance when they are the most exhausted and tired!

At that time, I would also think, if I have such an advantage, will I be punished by God someday?How is it possible that on the road of life, everything can be so smooth, without any ups and downs?
Later, my idea was verified!

Nan Anyang's betrayal almost brought me to the end of my life!
The moment I stood on the roof, I had no thoughts in my mind, I just thought of one thought: Nan Anyang, I will let you live in guilt and fear for the rest of your life!
If it wasn't for your appearance, maybe the current Shi Youxi is just a handful of ashes in the grave!
So, until now, I still believe that I must be God's favorite, and he doesn't want me to be wronged!I can't see that I'm having a bad time!That's why I met you at the lowest point of my life!

It was you who pulled me out of that unbearable grief bit by bit, no matter how unreasonably I made trouble, no matter how wronged you, misunderstood you, hurt you, you never gave up on me!
Without you, I would not be who I am today!

After going through so many things and so many twists and turns, I think I have enough reasons to believe in you, and I also have enough reasons to believe in myself, and I believe that we will go on together for a lifetime!
Lord, after saying these words, I have emptied my heart ever since!All grievances and grievances are cancelled!From now on, in my heart, I will only pretend to be you, the child, and the people we should love and care about!
Also, I want to see Nan Anyang, and I want to explain something to him face to face!Maybe, I should have sat down with him and had a good talk, maybe, things won't come to such an extent today!
Between me and Nan Anyang, Dai Mina, someone must come out and solve the problem!It can be regarded as a beginning and an end! "

Yu Ziyao just looked at her quietly, so she hid so many secrets in a place he didn't know!She didn't tell him everything until today!

This silly girl, how did she know that when he agreed to divorce her, why didn't his heart go through the same torment as hers?Unexpectedly, in the end, it was just two people who couldn't confess their feelings enough, torturing each other and torturing each other!

Sighing, he smiled softly, and hugged her into his arms like a treasure.

"Yes, you are right, let's have the beginning and the end!"

His girls have grown up!
(End of this chapter)