medical marriage

Chapter 398 How Do You Ask Me To Forgive Myself?

Yu Jianxing was watching TV in the living room, when he heard the noise from the elevator, when he turned around, the whole family had already filed out.

"Grandpa!" Shi Youxi called out sweetly when he saw him.

"Good girl, you've worked hard all the way!" Yu Jianxing narrowed his eyes when he saw her, and waved to her.

"It's not hard!" Shi Youxi trotted over and sat down next to him. No matter how he looked at it, he felt that the old man was a little different from what he saw at the wedding: "Grandpa, is there something wrong with you? Why have you lost so much weight?"

"Grandpa is fine! I have a cold for the past few days, and I will be fine in two days!" Yu Jianxing smiled and shook his head, and when he turned his head to see Yu Ziyao also sat down, he reached out and patted Yu Ziyao on the shoulder: "Good boy !"

"If you catch a cold, you have to take medicine, otherwise it will be slow to heal! I'll take a look at it for you later, and I'll prescribe some medicine for you." Yu Ziyao frowned, and he dared to hide his worry in his heart.

"Okay! Listen to you!" Yu Jianxing did not refute him, and readily agreed: "The girl is pregnant, you can't let me get infected!" His next sentence made everyone in the room inexplicable Nasal acid.

"Grandpa!" Shi Youxi was moved, holding Yu Jianxing's hand, speechless.

She knew that when she asked him to go to the hospital, check his body, and take medicine, he would say in disgust that he was fine and his body was healthy!But now, he readily agreed to Yu Ziyao, but it was only to prevent her from infecting her!

"Come over and eat! The food is cold!" Song Qingyun hurriedly greeted, interrupting the sudden inexplicable sadness.

"That's right! Let's eat first!" Qin Jiaodi followed suit, and went to the kitchen with Song Qingyun to prepare hot dishes and serve rice.

"Dad, let's eat!" Yu Yanfeng glanced at Yu Ziyao, and after the latter gave him a look, he nodded knowingly.

"Okay, it's time to eat! Girl, are you hungry? Is the food on the plane unpalatable?" Yu Jianxing nodded in agreement, and stood up with the support of Shi Youxi and Yu Ziyao: "No need to help, I'm not too old I can't stand up! Just let the girl accompany me!" Yu Jianxing shook off Yu Ziyao's hand, and didn't like being served like an old man.

"That's right! Grandpa, the food on the plane is really unpalatable! Do you know that? I really miss the wild mushroom soup you made for me. I feel like I can drink a big pot at once!" Shi Youxi helped the old man stand up, While looking for topics to make him happy.

"Haha, okay, next time I wait for the rain, I'll go look for you in the mountains again! I'll make a big pot of soup for you!" Yu Jianxing laughed heartily, laughed a few times, and clenched his hands into fists Covering his mouth and coughing, he pushed Shi Youxi away, coughing and said: "Girl, stay away from me, don't get infected!"

Shi Youxi's tears fell down like this, unexpectedly, and there was no reason to cry, even she herself felt that the tears fell inexplicably.She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, held Yu Jianxing's hand tightly, and grinned at him: "Grandpa, I won't be infected! I have the resistance of two people! It's like wearing a mask." It’s like a golden steel cover, invulnerable to swords and guns!”

Yu Jianxing coughed badly, wanted to laugh but couldn't, Yu Ziyao walked over and blocked Shi Youxi: "I'll help grandpa to rest, you go to eat first." He winked at her, Shi Youxi bit her lip , nodded obediently.

"Grandpa is fine...cough cough...just a cold and cough! Good boy, let's go eat...cough cough..." Yu Jianxing did not push Yu Ziyao away this time, and after comforting Shi Youxi, Yu Ziyao helped him He went to the study.

"Don't worry, with Ziyao here, Grandpa will be fine!" Song Qingyun came to comfort her and led her to the restaurant.

"Mom, what happened to grandpa? He seems to have aged a lot all of a sudden, hasn't it only been over a month? At the wedding, he was still fine!" Shi Youxi asked worriedly. The old man didn't look like that at all. The appearance of a cold and cough is obviously much more serious than a cold and cough!

"When people get old, they will always get sick! It's okay, I'll hear what Yaoyao has to say later! Be good, let's eat!" Song Qingyun shook her head, she didn't know what happened, since she came back from the wedding, he Back to the farm again.

Later, when they went to the farm to see him and gave him things, they found that his mental state was getting worse every time, and his body was getting thinner and thinner day by day.Yu Yanfeng persuaded him several times, asking him to go to the hospital for a check-up, but he said he was fine, he didn't feel any discomfort in his body!
The whole family didn't know how to eat, so they put down their chopsticks while they were eating, and waited for Yu Jianxing and them to come out.

Until Yu Ziyao helped Yu Jianxing back to the restaurant and told everyone: "Don't worry, it's just a cold. I will take the hospital to the hospital tomorrow for a blood test to check if it is a virus infection."

Only then did everyone heave a sigh of relief, Shi Youxi hurried over to help Yu Jianxing sit down: "Grandpa, it's been cold recently, you need to add more clothes!"

"Okay, grandpa knows!" Yu Jianxing nodded, pulled her to sit down next to him, and looked at her kindly: "Girl, grandpa thinks that seeing you and Yaoyao have such a good relationship, you will have another relationship right away." Now that the baby is here, grandpa will be cured of all illnesses! I used to worry that Yaoyao's character was too indifferent, he couldn't take care of others, he didn't know how to love girls, and he was always worried that there would be no girls who would follow him sincerely! But now , Grandpa is very relieved. Your appearance has changed Yaoyao too much, and it has become great! You and Yaoyao are a good complement. Grandpa believes that you will get better and better in the future. happy!"

"Grandpa, don't talk too much, you'll cough again later!" Shi Youxi's nose was sore, why did he talk about it suddenly?It feels like we are going to be separated...

Bah bah bah!Crow mouth, what are you thinking!

Grandpa is healthy and long-lived!
"Yes, Dad! You take a rest, let's eat first! Today Youxi is tired after flying for a whole day, and we will accompany you to the hospital for a physical examination tomorrow! When you recover from your cold, let Youxi accompany you to talk Have fun!" Song Qingyun also felt weird when she heard it, so she made a sound to smooth things over.

Qin Jiaodi and Shi Jianxin looked at each other, shook their heads tacitly, and said nothing.

"Okay, let's eat!" Yu Jianxing nodded, picked up the chopsticks, and greeted everyone to eat.

A meal was eaten quietly with everyone having their own concerns, and even Shi Youxi, who usually chattered like a sparrow, became extraordinarily quiet.Just from time to time, I put vegetables in Yujianxing's bowl, scoop up soup, and say, "Grandpa, eat more."

After dinner, Yu Ziyao accompanied him for a walk, Shi Youxi wanted to follow, but he stopped him: "It's cold outside, stay at home obediently, don't catch a cold!"

"Oh!" Shi Youxi nodded obediently, without insisting.

It also snowed in Gongcheng. Two days before they came back, it snowed for two consecutive days.

The snow on the road was swept away, but the flower beds, trees, and roofs next to it were all white.

"Yaoyao, do you still remember what your grandma looked like?" Yu Jianxing looked at a certain place in front of him, his thoughts drifted a little far away.

"Remember." Yu Ziyao looked at him and nodded slightly.

"But I can't remember her appearance. I miss her very much recently, and I always dream of her in my dreams. I feel that she is smiling at me, as gentle as before, calling me an old man. But I can't see clearly Her face is gone, it’s just a blurry shadow, and I know it’s her like a mirror! She hasn’t entered my dream for decades, I thought she found a new love there, and forgot about me, the old man Yes! Isn't it funny?"

Yu Jianxing talked for a while, and then laughed again, smiling, but his eyes were red.Looking up at the sky, the gray sky, blocked by heavy clouds, has lost its original color.

"How could grandma forget you? She loves you so much, so how could she find a new love?" Yu Ziyao's brows were tightly pulled together, piled up like a hill, feeling uncomfortable in his heart, but it couldn't reach his face.

"Silly boy, I'd rather she find someone over there who loves her and will take care of her! That way, she won't have to wait for me alone!" Yu Jianxing shook his head, slowly What Xu said was beyond Yu Ziyao's expectation, but it was also within his expectation.

When the relationship between two people reaches a certain level, it will transcend life and death. They no longer just want to have each other, but more, they want each other to be happy!If grandpa can no longer give grandma happiness and happiness, he will hope that someone can replace him to take care of her, give her happiness, and give her happiness!

He didn't know if he could love Youxi like grandpa loves grandma, but he knew that he just wanted to protect her like this for the rest of his life!He didn't want such a life-and-death parting to test his relationship with her, and he didn't want to test how much he loved her...

All he knew was that he was satisfied with what he was like now, plain and never giving up!

"Yaoyao, thank you for hiding my illness for me in front of everyone just now. Grandpa's health, grandpa knows it himself. So many years of old problems, plus the gunshot wounds and knife wounds he suffered when he was young... It's almost come to an end The most gratifying thing for grandpa is to see you get married and start a business with your own eyes. You have a wife you love deeply and love you deeply, and a child who is about to be born. Your life is considered complete. Even if grandpa dies, he will rest in peace !" Yu Jianxing stopped, looked at him lovingly, with a gratified smile.

"What nonsense! What the hell! Go to the hospital with me tomorrow, and I will arrange an operation as soon as possible, and I won't let you have any trouble!" Yu Ziyao scolded coldly, but his heart hurt like a knife.

In Grandpa's heart, the doctor knows better than him!His body has indeed entered into functional failure. Although those fatal injuries in his youth were lucky not to take his life away at that time, but now that he is old, those organs that have already been scarred and scarred have shown serious damage. The problem is that it is no longer able to support the operation of life!

"Son, grandpa knows your medical skills are good! But grandpa doesn't want to waste the rest of his life on the operating table, lying in the ward. Grandpa just wants to take advantage of the time when he can walk, move, talk, and think. With you, enjoy the family happiness! I like the girl Youxi very much. This girl is caring and kind. She has no scheming, no city, and she can say whatever she thinks of. Talking with her, I feel that I have become a lot younger , energetic, haha..."

Yu Jianxing laughed happily when he thought of Shi Youxi. Now, his only regret is that if he died now, he would not see the child born!This is his biggest regret so far!
"Grandpa, believe me, go for surgery! Only surgery can make your body recover..."

"Yaoyao, grandpa is like this now, what else can I do? Can my current mutilated body withstand the toss of surgery? The spleen is gone, only half of the liver is left, and four of the lungs have been cut off. One, there is only such a complete heart left... but it is the only organ that is not diseased? It’s not that grandpa doesn’t believe you, but grandpa really thinks that living up to now is enough! Before I completely forget her, go find her! I’m afraid that if I go later, she will really forget me! When she left, I wanted to follow her, but I couldn’t bear your father and you. Now, grandpa is nothing I’m not willing to give up! If you’re lucky, you might be able to last until your child is born and hug your child. If you’re not so lucky, just wait for the child to be born, and hold him to my grave to see me, and let me take a look at the child. ! Let grandpa go without pain!"

As Yu Jianxing talked, two lines of tears slid down his face full of vicissitudes against the cold wind.

"Stop it! Grandpa, I won't agree! No matter what, I won't just give up like this! Your illness has not reached the point of despair, why do you give up so lightly? Persevere, you will live, Youxi said But, I will give birth to a son and a daughter, and you will definitely see our children, and you will definitely be able to watch them grow up!" Yu Ziyao resolutely objected, and he would never give up until the end!

"If you don't agree, then I will leave quietly, find a place, and die alone! The world is so big, it is easy to find a hiding place, unless you want me to choose this path!" Yu Jianxing's attitude He was so resolute that he could not be refuted, he had been stubborn all his life, he had been stubborn all his life, this time is not bad!
"Grandpa!" Yu Ziyao looked at him sadly and angrily, but there was nothing he could do.

If he really left, as he said, it would not be difficult to find a place to hide so that they could not find it!
"Let's keep this matter a secret from everyone! Especially Youxi, this child is too kind, let her know, she will be worried!" Yu Jianxing patted his shoulder and smiled softly, as if it was for her This is the end of the matter.

"Grandpa, how do you ask me to forgive myself?" Yu Ziyao shook his head heartbroken. He saved the world, but he couldn't save his closest relatives. Why did he change his career to study medicine?
Everyone knows that when he watched grandma leave, he was helpless!He finally managed to save people, but his grandfather didn't let him work hard and gave up automatically, just raising the white flag to the god of death, how embarrassing is this for him?

"It's not your fault, why blame yourself? This is Grandpa's choice, it's the path Grandpa wants to take, it has nothing to do with you! Silly boy, your abilities are well known, so you don't need to question yourself at all! Grandpa knows you Filial piety, but, grandpa, please respect grandpa's choice! Grandpa really misses your grandma, and misses you very much! You love Youxi so deeply, you should be able to experience the pain of wanting to see but not being able to, and also You should be able to know how tormenting this kind of lovesickness is, so you can treat it as a perfect grandfather and let grandpa go to find your grandma, okay?" Yu Jianxing sighed, and wanted to hide it from everyone, and left quietly , but this child is too shrewd, from the first glance, he can see his condition...

Yu Ziyao didn't speak any more, but turned his head away in silence. There were a little bit of starlight in his eyes, but he closed his eyes stubbornly to prevent them from continuing to condense.

"The Spring Festival will be in two days. After the Spring Festival is over, spring will come..."

Yu Jianxing looked up at the light tree covered with snow. After spring, the kapok will be full of tree forks. A gust of wind blows through, and the faint fragrance is tangy...

(End of this chapter)