medical marriage

Chapter 435 Are you hiding something from me?
After eating the cake and chatting for a while, Shi Youxi and Yu Ziyao went back to the room on the second floor.

Little Bean Sprout was taken away by Song Qingyun, and there were only husband and wife in the bedroom.

Ever since Little Bean Sprout was born, they haven't had a two-person world like they do now!
Just as Shi Youxi entered the door, he was pressed against the door by Yu Ziyao, with both hands fixed on the door panels on both sides of his head by him, and his kisses came all over the place.

"Master..." Shi Youxi's heart skipped a beat, and he let him lead him passively, rekindling the throbbing that he hadn't had for a long time.

For so long, they have been too depressed because of the little bean sprouts!
In this way, the male lion that he had imprisoned for more than a year screamed to wake up as if he had broken through the cage.

Exhausted, the two lay down in the bathtub together, enjoying the jacuzzi.

"Youxi."

"Ok?"

"I want to talk to you about having a baby."

"Well, I want to have another daughter!"

"No, we can just have a little bean sprout! If you really want a daughter, then we can adopt one..."

"Why?" Shi Youxi frowned, and turned to look at him.

It's not that they are infertile, why would they rather adopt a child than have their own?
"I don't want you to work so hard, and I don't want to see you suffer like that again, I..."

"I don't agree! I don't think there is any hard work. Although the moment of giving birth is really painful, but I am willing! I think it is worth it! I can give birth by myself, I hope to give birth to our child, I don't want to go Adopt!" Shi Youxi was a little agitated, and slapped the water surface with both hands, and the water splashed high, which also wet her face and his.

"Calm down first, listen to me..."

"I don't want to hear it! Unless you hate me and our children, don't persuade me to adopt other people's children!"

"How could I hate you, how could I hate our children? You know, my feelings for you, I love you..."

"Then promise me, we will have one by ourselves, just another one! A person's childhood is very lonely, you are the only child, don't you have the idea of ​​wanting a brother or sister when you were young?"

"I know, so, let's adopt one...Adopt one you like, whether it's a little girl or a little boy, as long as you like..."

"Yu Ziyao! It's really strange that you are like this! What is your reason and why do you have to let me adopt one? Don't say anything about feeling sorry for me, that's not enough to convince me!" Shi Youxi really said at this moment Unable to guess him, since he asked to adopt a child, she suddenly discovered that their thoughts are still very different!
They are still so young, their genes are so good, and the little bean sprouts are so cute and healthy, they are not bad at anything, so why don't they want to give birth to themselves?
Even if he loves her dearly and is reluctant for her to endure the pain of childbirth...

But she is willing!

She didn't think the pain was so unbearable!
She became numb with the pain, but what she got in exchange was the crystallization of her love with him!

She doesn't understand!
I don't understand why he wants to give up his own child, but to give love to other people's children!

He does charity, she supports him, and can also share her love with him to those children who need love!
But adoption and charity are two different things, why does he have to mix them up?
She could understand that when he adopted Gala before, he had no wife and was single. If it was her, she might make the same choice as him.

If he wants to adopt without sacrificing their own child, she is willing to accept it, and I can also generously distribute my love to the child he adopted.She can also treat that child as her own, but she is absolutely unwilling to accept it. He won't let her have a child!
These are two completely different concepts, two completely different definitions!
"Youxi..."

"Okay, don't talk anymore, I think, you need to calm down and think about what you really want!"

Shi Youxi shook off his hand, stood up, wrapped a towel around her, and left the bathroom.

Yu Ziyao frowned, looked at the open door, and sighed helplessly.

When Yu Ziyao came out, Shi Youxi was already asleep on the bed, but his slightly frowned brows and tight lips were reminding him of her protest.

Walked over, gently lay down next to her, and took her into his arms, but he couldn't sleep all night.

She would not understand his feelings of not wanting to have another child, it was a decision made after repeated thinking and hesitation.

When she was in the United States, she held that little skirt and told him that she wanted to have another daughter, and he began to think about it.

Maybe he is the same as her, wants a daughter, wants a daughter who is as beautiful and lovely as her!
But when she was watching her pregnancy, the older the month, the harder she worked, and she couldn't wear her favorite white shoes—because she couldn't bend down and tie the shoelaces, she reluctantly gave up her favorite ones and changed them to the ones without shoelaces loafers.

I can't sleep well at night, because it is difficult to turn over, and I wake up every day with back pain, and I am more tired after sleeping than staying up all night...

When the little bean sprouts were born, the pain of more than ten hours almost cost her half her life. Seeing her lips biting so hard that she couldn't bear to look directly at her, it felt like biting his heart.

Until the moment she passed out from exhaustion when she gave birth to Little Bean Sprout, his heart felt as if he had passed away.

It was also from that moment that he made a decision: he would not let her have children again!

He would rather adopt one than let her have another child!

Nothing is as important as her, even their child, in his heart, is not as important as her!

He doesn't know how to express his feelings, maybe from a certain point of view, he is not a qualified father, if one day he has to choose between Youxi and his child, he will choose Xiaoxi without hesitation. Hee!

He didn't know how to explain this kind of sick love, but he loved it without hesitation!
I don't want to stop myself from being like this...

When he found out that she was pregnant, his first thought was not that he was moved by being a father, but that he didn't have to divorce her!He can keep her by his side for the rest of his life, and will never let her leave again...

From the next day, Shi Youxi entered into a cold war with him.

She would talk and laugh with him in front of her family, but as long as they were together, she would stop talking to him, ignore him, and ask her not to agree.

"Youxi, let's talk!"

The cold war is not the ultimate solution to the problem. He cannot accept this way of getting along between husband and wife. Even if she quarrels with him like before, it is better than suffocating her anger in her stomach without saying a word. .

"About what? If you change your mind!"

Shi Youxi has had enough, the cold war is not the way she wants to solve the problem!

She also had to worry that such sulking would pass through breast milk and affect the health of the little bean sprouts.

"I promise you, let everything take its course, okay?" Yu Ziyao nodded, and no longer insisted on his opinion of not wanting children, but chose to compromise.

"Okay!" Shi Youxi froze for a moment, and finally nodded.

After she was overjoyed, she looked at him with tender eyes: "It's not that I disagree with you adopting a child, but there is no conflict between having a child and adopting a child at all! You can adopt a child, and I have no objection. I promise you will treat your own child like your own." Treat him the same as you do. But, you can't object to me having a baby, no matter what the reason is!"

"Well, I'm sorry!" Yu Ziyao embraced her and apologized from the bottom of his heart.

"I also want to say sorry to you, I shouldn't lose my temper to you like that! From now on, I will control my temper. If there is a problem, I will calm down and negotiate with you! I'm sorry!" Shi Youxi nestled in his arms, sincerely Ken's apologies.

Yu Ziyao kissed the top of her hair and didn't say anything, but a flash of determination secretly flashed in his eyes.

However, Yu Ziyao reduced the number of times he touched her.

In the past, he always squeezed her whenever he got the chance, but now, it has become so many times a month.

Moreover, the time is so fixed...

Shi Youxi didn't know where the problem was, whether it was his problem or her problem.

But she didn't have so much energy to worry about these things, her body, mind and attention were all on Little Bean Sprout, who became different day by day.

After she had Little Bean Sprouts, she was no longer so patient with other things.

His work is still as busy as before. Although he said that he would not work overtime, sometimes when the emergency department comes, it is always so sudden that there is no room for him to refuse.

Even if it was midnight, or early morning, or when the two were in love, he had to get up and rush to the hospital.

He couldn't put his life aside and enjoy family happiness at home.

Sometimes there was a big car accident, and he didn't even go home for two or three days.

Shi Youxi never blamed him because of this, but because of distress, she delivered him meals every day, and only hoped that he would not starve herself and affect her body.

March [-]th is a festival they celebrate every year, and it belongs to both of them.

After they handed over the baby to their mother, the two went out for a romantic and memorable anniversary like every year.

"Why don't we choose to get married today?" Shi Youxi felt a little regretful.

"It's good like this now! You can have one more festival!" Yu Ziyao smiled dotingly.

"Don't you feel bored? Didn't you say that men hate festivals?" Shi Youxi asked curiously.

"It's not that all men hate festivals, but it depends on who they are with!" Yu Ziyao shook his head, and if he didn't meet the right person, any festival would no longer be a festival.After meeting, every day is like a holiday!
"It's my honor!" Shi Youxi mischievously saluted him as a gentleman.

"I thought it was my honor!" Yu Ziyao raised his eyebrows, looking indulgently at her mischievous appearance.

"Okay! This is an honor for the two of us! Thank God for his blessing!" Shi Youxi shook hands, closed his eyes, and thanked God devoutly.

The light strips on the tree flickered, making her face flicker, very vivid.

Yu Ziyao looked lost, his heart beating faster.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" When Shi Youxi opened her eyes, she met his burning gaze. She was startled and asked timidly.

"No!" Yu Ziyao came back to his senses, smiled, took her hand, and continued to walk forward.

"It feels like you've always had something on your mind these days. You're always so restless. Is there something you're hiding from me?" Shi Youxi looked up at him, and asked the question that he had been wanting to ask for a while.

"No!" Yu Ziyao shook his head, "What can I worry about?"

"You've been like this recently, watching me in a daze, the number of times is more than ten fingers!" Shi Youxi couldn't tell what it was like, but every time she bumped into his eyes, she always felt surrounded by sadness. illusion of...

She couldn't tell whether it was an illusion, or he was worried about something, but he refused to tell her that's all!
It's not that she hasn't ruled out that he might have a baby because of it. Maybe he still doesn't want to have a baby with her in his heart!
But he didn't wear the condom anymore, and he didn't ask her to take medicine...

Moreover, since the Cold War peace talks, he never mentioned the matter of adopting children.

She chooses to believe in him, and believes that he is really willing to let her have a child, as she wishes!

"I'm going to the United States in two days." Yu Ziyao's words did not explain his abnormal behavior, but gave Shi Youxi a surprise.

"Go to the United States? Didn't you say that the results of the research won't come out so soon?" Shi Youxi stopped and asked doubtfully.

"There are some things that need to be dealt with in the past." He also stopped, but didn't look at her, but only looked at her eyes from a distance, looking a little irritable.

"Oh...then I'll go with you! I'll take Little Bean Sprouts with me, let's go see the stars together..."

"Next time! It's a bit inconvenient this time, okay?" Yu Ziyao frowned, and almost at the same time Shi Youxi made the request to go with him, he responded a little aggressively and declined.

"I won't bother you, you don't care about us, you..."

"Hey, next time! When I finish, I'll come and pick you up to watch the stars." Yu Ziyao patted her head and coaxed patiently.

Shi Youxi looked at him for a long time, and nodded without insisting.

He lowered his eyelids in disappointment, he had never neglected her because of work before like now!
No matter how busy he is at work, he won't be like this...

"Are you angry?" Yu Ziyao squatted down and looked at her.

"No." She shook her head, she was not angry, but a little disappointed.

She knew that his work was very important, but in her heart, she couldn't help but feel lost...

"Today, we're not going home!" Yu Ziyao took her hand again, and didn't pursue whether she was angry or not.

"Aren't you going home?" Shi Youxi asked puzzled, "What about the little bean sprouts? He..."

"There is breast milk stored in the refrigerator." Yu Ziyao found out that she would be jealous with her son, and she cared more about him than him!

"Oh...but why don't you go home? If you don't go home, where are we going?" After Shi Youxi nodded, he was confused again. What exactly did he want to do?

"Go to Lipton and spend a night with just you and me!" Yu Ziyao looked back at her and smiled.

"Why do you have the feeling that you are about to die?" Shi Youxi muttered in a low voice, and then realized that she had said something unlucky, so she said "Bah Bah" twice, and patted her mouth lightly: "Crow's mouth! "

"Oh, you've made me crazy!" Shi Youxi looked at him complainingly and sighed.

Yu Ziyao just smiled and watched her series of actions and the funny way she was talking to herself.

(End of this chapter)