medical marriage

Chapter 551
On the way home, Jiang Xingxing drove the car happily singing songs on the stereo.

This was the first time she walked out of the house so happily, and it was also the first time she chatted with her parents so relaxedly and without burden.

Talking about the past, talking about the present, looking to the future...

Isn't this the way she has always wanted to get along with a family?

Maybe part of it was because of Ying Lingxuan's presence, but no matter what, she was happy!
No matter it's because of Ying Lingxuan's relationship, or it's really because of what they said: think about it, people have lived to this age, so why fight?
She is happy!
Ying Lingxuan looked at her with a smile, quietly sharing her joy.

What she wants is such a simple home, where she can sit down and chat easily.

With such a simple wish, the Jiang family has failed her for so many years!
"Why are you looking at me like that?" At the red light, she took advantage of her spare time to glance at him, she didn't expect to meet his smiling eyes, she was slightly taken aback, then she grinned at him, her good mood was beyond words.

"Seeing you happy makes me happy too!" Ying Lingxuan leaned over, pinched her face, and said softly.

"Is it obvious? Is it obvious that I'm happy?" She held her face, tilted her head, and smiled broadly.

"Well, it's just a big-character poster on my forehead!" Ying Lingxuan teased her with a smile.

"Okay! I'm really happy!" She nodded vigorously, her heart open like a flower.

Ying Lingxuan looked at her softly, then pointed to the traffic light ahead, and said with a smile, "The light is green."

"Do you know? This is the first time I've had such a happy chat with my parents at home! It's really the first time!" Jiang Xingxing started the car, and while looking at the road ahead, she happily shared her story with him. good mood.

"Although it's a bit late, it's still a good start, isn't it?" Seeing her so happy, it's a good decision to carry out some things according to the original plan.

"Yes! I really didn't expect that my mother kept all the awards I had when I was a child, and secretly took so many photos for me! Before today, I never knew she hid those! I always thought that those awards were She has already thrown it away, but I didn't expect her to keep it! Ling Xuan, tell me, did I misunderstand her before? In fact, she loves me very much, but she is stricter and stricter with me. So , will it give me the illusion that she doesn't love me or care about me?"

Jiang Xingxing recalled those photos taken at some unknown time, those awards that she had long forgotten, and couldn't help but start to self-examine.She used to have such a bad attitude towards Fang Yunlan and Jiang Zongjie, maybe she had preconceived ideas at the beginning, maybe she ignored them when they cared about her.

"When I was young, my life scope was very narrow and my lifestyle was very single. I went to school every day, and after school the driver would pick me up to attend various trainings and remedial classes. The children I took care of were almost all the same as me. I was pure I thought, that's it, life is like this. Dad is busy with work every day and rarely goes home. Sometimes, he doesn't see him several times a month. Mom is also very busy, busy shopping abroad with rich wives , playing mahjong, traveling, and rarely caring about me. When I was at home, I would check my homework and grades, and ask me how I was doing with the piano, how I was doing with painting, and how I was doing in English class..."

"And most of the time, Aunt Lin is actually with me. I don't know when Aunt Lin came to my house. I only know that she has been by my side as long as I can remember. When my parents didn't come back, In the whole family, it's just me and Aunt Lin."

"When I was young, I didn't dare to sleep alone at night, but I didn't dare to tell my mother. When they were not at home, Aunt Lin would secretly sleep with me. When they were at home, I could only sleep alone. Many times, when I got up to go to the bathroom or woke up in the middle of the night, I found Aunt Lin lying beside my bed... At that time, I always thought, if only Aunt Lin was my mother! She would love me very much, I’m not going to sleep alone, eat alone, or play alone.”

"Once when I said this to Aunt Lin, Aunt Lin laughed. She said, fortunately, I am not her daughter, otherwise, she would feel distressed for letting me suffer with her! She always told me that my parents love me very much. Me, but they have their own things to do. If you don’t work hard to make money, how can you buy me beautiful new dresses, enroll me in interest classes, and give me such a good life?”

Xing Xing smiled and turned to look at him. He listened very carefully, frowning slightly, and seemed to be concentrating.

"Later, I got to know Youxi, Xiaowen, and Mina, and I realized the meaning of life again. In fact, Mina's parents treated her a little like me. She was also careful at home. I guess no one would have thought of it. , the four of us girls with completely different personalities will become best friends, inseparable, and talk about everything. It can be said that everything can be shared except men!"

"It's also because I have been to Xiaowen and Youxi's home, and I have seen the kind of warm family affection. Their parents even love Wujiwu and treat us as kindly as their own daughters. I am very envious and miss To be like them, no matter how busy they are, they will still take time to spend time with their children's parents. Do you know? I graduated from elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university. My parents have never attended and witnessed My growth. But Xixi and Xiaowen’s parents will come to participate every time, and they will give her... no, send us flowers! Every time I buy four and give each of us one. At that time I almost mistakenly thought that I was their daughter too."

When Fang Yunlan repeatedly resisted Youxi and the others being with her and becoming good friends, she didn't think it was their problem.

They didn't do anything wrong. Isn't it the most normal to have parents love and love them?

In contrast, shouldn't they be her parents, who never cared about her?

For her graduation ceremonies and competitions, they always said that there was no time and no time, and they asked Aunt Lin to accompany her every time, and the driver took her there.

When she was in junior high school, she was misunderstood that Aunt Lin and the driver were her parents...

"Aunt Lin will send me flowers. She is skillful and will tie a large bouquet of beautiful paper flowers for me, or those made of silk stockings, just like the real ones! She said that although these flowers are not as beautiful as real flowers, But long-lasting, flowers are easy to wither. I think the flowers she folded are much more beautiful than real flowers! By the way, I should still have them at home, I remember I have kept them!" Jiang Xingxing stuck out his tongue at him , Said like offering a treasure.

"Aunt Lin is really good to you." From the first time he stepped into the door of her house and was kicked out by her parents, it was Aunt Lin who secretly followed him out, comforted him softly, and told him that Xing Xing had gone out. , really not at home.

At that time, he didn't listen to so much at all, and he just felt that he was just colluding with Jiang Zongjie to deceive him!

Looking back now, he really misunderstood her at the time!
"Well, she knows what I like to eat! She knows my living habits, what I like, and what I don't like! She knows me better than my parents, understands me better, and cares about me more!" Jiang Xingxing agrees Nodding, as if finding a bosom friend, full of comfort.

"Does Aunt Lin have her own family and children?" Ying Lingxuan asked curiously. She said just now that Aunt Lin has been by her side as long as she can remember. Just let her work outside?

According to Xingxing, Aunt Lin is a person who loves children very much, but what about her own children?
"My mother once told me secretly that Aunt Lin divorced her ex-husband very early because she couldn't have children, and her mother-in-law provoked her relationship with her ex-husband. Later, they divorced. However, I have not confirmed it , I don’t know if what my mother said is true!”

Xingxing shrugged his shoulders, and sighed with some emotion: "You said that the value of a woman is to continue the incense for the man's family? If she can't have a child, will she be forced to divorce and be driven out of the house?"

"This kind of feudal thinking is rare now, but it is not completely non-existent. After all, it is not easy to change the 5000-year cultural background of human beings all at once. Besides, at Aunt Lin's age, her mother-in-law should There are still feudal ideas left! In the eyes of that generation, passing on the family line is very important!" Ying Lingxuan calmly helped her analyze it, rubbing his chin in thought, no wonder Aunt Lin has been at their house all the time, so she doesn't have a family of her own.

Maybe because of his infertility, he treats the stars as his own children.

"What about you? What about your mother? Do you think so too? If I can't have children, will you divorce me too?" Jiang Xingxing blinked at him and asked seriously.

"If you can't have a baby, don't have a baby. There's nothing wrong with living a two-person world." Ying Lingxuan shook his head with a smile, but he hoped to have a baby later in the year.

After all, he and Xingxing missed so many years, and the real time together was just a few months.

He prefers to get along with her for a few years, so that their personalities and living habits can get used to each other. This will also benefit the environment for the child's growth in the future.

"Isn't he saying these words on purpose to deal with my problem? Are you thinking in your heart, what's the use of you if you can't have a child?" Jiang Xingxing deliberately looked at him questioningly, secretly thinking for him moved by the words.

"When I said I wanted a child, I was actually thinking, can I have it two years later? But I don't want you to misunderstand that I don't want a child. I'm afraid you will think too much. If you really can't have a child, I think it's really I want to cherish the time with you. Even if it is my own child, he will occupy your time and distract your attention, and I may be jealous." Ying Lingxuan expressed his heart solemnly Looking at her shocked expression, she seemed unable to accept his point of view.

Jiang Xingxing looked at him in surprise, he didn't look like he was joking at all!
The idea of ​​not wanting to have children for the time being seems to have been planned for a long time, right?
(End of this chapter)