When I woke up, I was secretly married

Chapter 477 Xiao Shujing’s True Identity Is Yun Han, Young Master of the Yun Family (59)

Xiao Yingyu was not at all surprised by Bai Jiaojiao's driving away, as if she would have known this result a long time ago.

But there is still room for her, that is, at least Bai Jiaojiao is willing to see her in front of Li Ling.

"I am not here to persuade you not to leave my son."

Bai Jiaojiao: "..."

She looked at Xiao Yingyu with a hint of surprise in her eyes.

Xiao Yingyu saw that Bai Jiaojiao's expression changed slightly, she looked at Bai Jiaojiao with a gentle expression and said nothing.

"Then what are you doing here?" Bai Jiaojiao asked Xiao Yingyu back.

Xiao Yingyu's eyes were clear but different. When she saw Li Ling, she had no emotion in her eyes, but she looked at Bai Jiaojiao very tenderly.

"I just came to tell you a story."

Bai Jiaojiao: "..."

story?

"Okay, you can talk."

After saying this, she wanted to bite her tongue off.

She was in so much pain that she didn't want to listen to Xiao Yingyu's storytelling, but even she didn't know what she was thinking that made Xiao Yingyu speak.

Xiao Yingyu watched Bai Jiaojiao's expression change to annoyed, she seemed to see through Bai Jiaojiao's mood.

But she still said softly: "I was not born and bred in Licheng. I was born in the family of ladies in country M. My mother was a lady and a gentleman. I met my son's father at a ball. It can also be said that I saw him at a glance. Like my husband..."

Bai Jiaojiao's eyes flickered slightly, she didn't expect Xiao Yingyu to tell these private matters of the Yun family.

She knew about these things because Xiao Shujing had told her about them at the time, but it was not as detailed as Xiao Yingyu had told herself.

At this moment, Xiao Yingyu seemed to be talking about a very ordinary thing, she told Bai Jiaojiao everything in this half of her life including Xiao Shujing in great detail.

Bai Jiaojiao also listened carefully to what Xiao Yingyu said.

In Xiao Yingyu's words, she understood that Xiao Shujing had never laughed since she was a child.

But she knew that he had smiled, and it was the only time he smiled, and that was when he smiled at her.

The way he smiled at that time fascinated her.

And Jovi was trained to be with him since he was a child, because he was alone when he was a child.

Qiao Wei was specially brought by Xiao Shujing's father to accompany Xiao Shujing, and he was also Xiao Shujing's bodyguard.

Huo Xuan, who was pretending to be sitting in a wheelchair, was also brought by Xiao Shujing's father and friend to let him know, after all, there are still a lot of good people.

The servants who used Xiao Shujing's monster eyes every time also changed again and again, only Wu Ma stayed by his side to take care of him.

Since childhood, no one has walked into Xiao Shujing's heart, not even Xiao Yingyu, who is his mother, but she has walked into his heart.

"My son never comes or does not go out. When he is abroad, he shuts himself in the room every day. The Muslim city is also locked in the room. The only time I go out is when my husband and I quarrel. He doesn't know what to think. He took Xiao Shujing out and asked his son to drive, but the two of them had a car accident on the road, and he has been living with self-blame and guilt ever since."

"He thought he killed his father, but in fact the car accident had nothing to do with him. Because when Xiao Shujing was a child, I took her to meet your grandma, and your grandma warned him not to drive after your pleading. My husband and I are very concerned about this matter." He knew it well, but he still asked Xiao Shujing to drive."

"Wait..." Bai Jiaojiao said immediately, she frowned and looked at Xiao Yingyu and asked, "What did you say? You took Xiao Shujing to meet my grandma when you were young? And I begged my grandma?"

Xiao Yingyu's words made her suddenly think that Xiao Shujing said they met when they were young, but she still can't remember it.

"You..." Xiao Yingyu looked at Bai Jiaojiao's confused and puzzled expression, and she seemed to understand all of a sudden: "You were young at that time, and it's normal for you not to remember things when you were young. But my son took a look at it." Don't forget, and those who he is willing to remember will remember clearly until death."

Bai Jiaojiao: "..."

She stared blankly at Xiao Yingyu.

"Are you sure I met Xiao Shujing when I was a child?"

"Sure." Xiao Yingyu told Bai Jiaojiao with certainty, "You were very young at the time, but after you begged your grandma, you suddenly fainted on the ground, and your grandma drove our mother and son away angrily like crazy, and she also resolutely stated that this life is not the same. Meet us. After that I took my son away to find another way, but no one could save him."

Bai Jiaojiao was startled after hearing Xiao Yingyu's words.

She really didn't remember what Xiao Yingyu said.

"My son shouldn't suffer like this, and he shouldn't be hurt by his own father." After a while, a trace of hopeless hatred appeared in Xiao Yingyu's eyes as she spoke, "Actually, at that time his father wanted to take Xiao Shujing to die together, so that we My son would not live in such pain and loneliness, but it was he who died in the end, not my son."

Bai Jiaojiao shrank her eyes and looked at Xiao Yingyu in shock.

"He hates me." Xiao Yingyu has regained her composure and looked at Bai Jiaojiao, "He hates me for hurting Yesenia and causing our son to not live long and half live in pain. I hate him for loving me first and then moving away." Don’t fall in love with Yesenia, and even let our son bear Yesenia’s harm because of him!”

Bai Jiaojiao's heart was complicated after hearing this.

"Xiao Shujing lay in the hospital for several years after the car accident. Although he didn't die and was seriously injured that time, but fortunately the doctor rescued him." Xiao Yingyu's voice was a little unsteady when she talked about this incident, but she still worked hard to calm down The tone told Bai Jiaojiao, "He told me that he blamed himself for driving and killing his father. But I know that my husband wanted to die and it was not his fault, but he couldn't let go of it."

"He once wanted to end his life once and for all, and more than once..." When she said this, her eyes finally turned red, "Because he said that living is painful..."

Bai Jiaojiao stared at Xiao Yingyu with wide eyes.

Xiao Shujing, he...

"But I and the doctor cut him off every time." Xiao Yingyu stared peacefully at Bai Jiaojiao, "Miss Bai, I didn't come here today to tell you how miserable you are and make you sympathize with my son. I just want to say that love is a double-edged sword. It hurts others and hurts myself. I also know that my son will not live long. He loves you to hurt you, but this is also the magic of love. Can't control feelings, otherwise my husband wouldn't love Yesenia either."

Bai Jiaojiao's breathing became disordered, because Xiao Yingyu was right.

The magic of love made her unable to control her feelings, and she loved Xiao Shujing desperately.

But what he did made her very sad.

"The pain that cannot be loved is very painful, and those deep-seated longings are like vines growing wildly and uncontrollably." Xiao Yingyu stared at Bai Jiaojiao, "You have loved my son, you should know what love is, and you can't control it." I understand the meaning of the two words "Missing."

"I understand." The silent Bai Jiaojiao responded to Xiao Yingyu, "Because I know that the most difficult thing to stop in this world is longing. Once it starts, it will run through the whole life from beginning to end."

She loved Xiao Shujing so much at the beginning, from meeting to knowing each other, her missing of him not only runs through her life, but also exists in the first ray of sunshine every morning and in the late night miss.

(End of this chapter)