Angels will love you for me

Chapter 16

In the early morning, the first ray of dawn slanted into the ward.

Dust particles in the air danced in the golden sunlight.

When Cheng Yuan opened her eyes from her sleep, the first thing she saw was Xiaomi's back standing beside the hospital bed.

Xiaomi has been here for three days.

For three whole days, she never left her aunt's ward, didn't go to class, didn't go back to the dormitory, and she didn't even visit Yin Tangyao who was in the intensive care unit next door.

Cheng Yuan couldn't figure out what happened. Ever since Yin Tangyao had a heart attack on her birthday, she didn't follow her because she had to take care of her aunt. After that, everything became incomprehensible.Qi Guoguo said that Yin Tangyao was very ill and almost died, so Xiaomi should be most nervous about him.

Why did Xiaomi stay by her aunt's bed like a stone sculpture all day and all night.From day to night, she stared blankly at her aunt for a long time, her shoulders were as thin as a thin piece of paper.

Cheng Yuan walked over and saw that her aunt was still in a coma, so she gently asked Xiaomi, "Is everything okay?"

Xiaomi nodded: "Auntie Cheng hasn't woken up all night."

Cheng Yuan was silent.

My aunt's sleeping time became longer and longer, and the time of being awake gradually did not exceed five or six hours a day.Although she was well prepared, seeing her aunt's condition worsening but being helpless made her heart ache, and even when she fell asleep, all she dreamed were nightmares.

"Why not have an operation?"

Xiaomi bit her lip and asked.

Cheng Yuan looked at her and said flatly, "The doctor said it's useless."

Xiaomi's body trembled, and his face immediately turned pale: "Why? Let's change to another hospital, maybe..."

Looking at her aunt's sleepy face on the hospital bed, Cheng Yuan frowned tightly, she turned and walked to the window.Xiaomi also walked over, with astonishing stubbornness in his eyes.

"We can find a better hospital..."

"How did you know about my aunt's heart change?" Back then, the hospital performed a heart transplant for my aunt for free, and the only condition they were required to agree to was not to tell anyone else about the heart change.But three days ago, Xiaomi actually knew about it, and Pei You also knew about it. Dean Ren seemed to have tacitly agreed that the aunt's heart-changing surgery can be made public from now on.

"..."

Xiaomi was silent, her lips were pale and transparent in the dawn.

Cheng Yuan looked lightly at the blue sky outside the window: "We have no money, and we have always lived in poverty. Fortunately, we met many kind people, so my aunt can be the administrator of the dormitory, and I can also go to school in Shengyu. Auntie has a heart." If it wasn't for the heart transplant surgery, she might have passed away at that time. How can we afford a heart transplant surgery, so my aunt lived in the world for a long time, like an angel A gift for us..."

Cheng Yuan said quietly:

"However, the deadline for the gift has come. The doctor said that because my aunt was too weak before, coupled with the rejection of the heart transplant, it caused severe organ failure."

Xiaomi shuddered.

"If the treatment is still useful, even if we are poor, I will take my aunt to all the hospitals." Cheng Yuan silently looked at Aunt Cheng on the hospital bed from a distance, and continued for a long time, "But... aunt Very tired, very tired... You know that in order to make rice wine for you, my aunt was so tired that she passed out for two days without opening her eyes..."

Eyelashes froze.

Crystal tears rolled down Xiaomi's pale cheeks.

Cheng Yuan smiled lightly and said to her: "I don't mean to blame you. Because my aunt was very happy when making rice wine for you. She was smiling. That smile even made me a little jealous, as if she was just making rice wine for you. She can be so happy. Xiaomi... Auntie really likes you..."

morning sun.

On the hospital bed, Aunt Cheng fell asleep quietly. She slept peacefully, with fine wrinkles at the corners of her eyes and a peaceful smile on her lips.

Particles of dust swirl in golden light.

Xiaomi stood by the window in a daze.Outside the window is the blue sky, with white clouds floating gently.There was silence in her ears, and the blood flowed slowly in her body, as if there was an echo, swaying in layers of loneliness in the dawn.

"So, I don't want to make her suffer too much." Cheng Yuan opened the window to let the cool wind blow in, and said in a low voice, "It might be better for us to stay by her side like this."

Xiaomi was speechless.

The wind gently blew her short hair, her eyes lost their spirit, they were dark and empty, and she stood there for a long time, unable to recover.

The door of the ward opened silently.

Pei You walked in, and he walked to the bedside and looked down at his aunt, and lightly pressed the pulse on her wrist to adjust the speed of the infusion.Then, he looked up and saw Cheng Yuan and Xiaomi by the window.

Cheng Yuan nodded to him.

He nodded with a smile, and his eyes lightly fell on Xiaomi next to her.Xiaomi looked at him absent-mindedly, there was a pain in his eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and the same pain gradually appeared in his eyes.

silently.

His and her eyes meet in the air.

Cheng Yuan lowered her head, not wanting to see Pei You and Xiaomi staring at each other again, it felt like she was isolated.She picked up the thermos bottle and was about to turn on the water, when she walked to the door, the door was suddenly pushed open with a "bang"!
pale face.

Lilac lips.

There is a small silver angel flashing on the nose.

Yin Tangyao was leaning weakly by the door, his lips were pursed tightly, his pupils were dark and tight, and he was staring at the person in the ward, his chest heaved chaotically, his legs were weak and weak, as if he would fall down at any time.

"The doctor said you can't walk around!"

"You can't get out of bed!"

"Doctor~~! Doctor~~!"

Behind Yin Tangyao, the nurses shouted anxiously to dissuade them. One nurse held a hanging bottle in her hand. There was blood on the needle of the infusion tube, as if it had been pulled out abruptly. A nurse was pushing an empty wheelchair in a panic. When he rushed over, a nurse supported him in panic.

"Go away!"

Yin Tangyao shouted, even though he was sick, he was still frightening, the nurse trembled and hurriedly withdrew her hands.

Pei You was shocked, and hurried over:

"Yao! What are you doing! You can't get out of bed yet!"

Yin Tangyao looked at her.

The morning sun shines in from the window, she stands with her back to the window, and the light dances and flickers around her.She is like a beautiful angel, with short hair, white skirt, and golden sunlight, but her face cannot be seen clearly in the dazzling light.

He felt a pain in his heart.

Lavender lips hooked a lonely smile.

"Is it... there is an exam recently... so you don't have time to come and see me..."

Cheng Yuan turned her face away.

Pei You's walking steps froze, and he couldn't help turning his head slightly to look at Xiaomi.

Xiaomi stands against the light.

Her face was even paler than Yin Tangyao's, so pale that she seemed to faint in the next second.She looked at Yin Tangyao, her lips were pale and trembling, and there seemed to be black holes in her eyes, dripping blood that was about to solidify.

She moved.

However, he stopped again and stared blankly at Yin Tangyao.

Yin Tangyao looked at her with difficulty, trying to get closer to see her more clearly, but a sharp pain in his chest made him start to cough.

Lavender lips coughed in pain.

His body swayed.

Pei You supported him, supporting his whole body weight so that he didn't fall down.

Yin Tangyao coughed lightly, forced the corners of his lips to curl up, and smiled at her: "You...can you come closer...I miss you so much..."

*** ***
Intensive care unit.

Dean Ren reluctantly asked the special nurses to go out. He told Xiaomi that Yin Tangyao must never be stimulated, and that if he showed signs of a heart attack again, he must call someone immediately.Xiaomi nodded in a daze.Dean Ren frowned and left the ward, knowing that it would be inappropriate to leave these two alone together, but if he did not agree to Yin Tangyao's request, his condition would probably deteriorate immediately.

It was very quiet in the ward.

Yin Tangyao was half lying on the hospital bed. He quietly looked at Xiaomi beside the bed, with a smile on his lavender lips: "Did it scare you that day..."

She bit her lip, pale.

He sat up a little bit, and held her hand with difficulty, her fingers trembled slightly, and both of their hands were icy cold.He held her fingers into his palm, looked at the thin diamond shining between her fingers, the smile on the corner of his lips was very quiet:

"It's all my fault... I shouldn't be sick on my engagement day..."

Sudden--

Her fingers twitched away in shock.

Yin Tangyao was stunned.

His palm was suddenly empty.

He looked at Xiaomi in a daze: "Are you really angry? That's why you haven't come to see me all this time?"

Xiaomi's heart was in a tearing pain.

She stood up and said tremblingly, "I'm sorry, I have something to do, I have to go first."

She started to go.

He grabbed her hand.

He grasped her hand tightly, so tightly that he could feel the coldness and stiffness of her fingers, so his fingers gradually became cold and stiff.

Her back is turned to him.

The morning sun came in from the window, shining brilliantly, she stood with her back to him, the light in her short hair was soft and cold, as cold as her fingers.Yin Tangyao couldn't see her face, couldn't see her expression, he didn't understand why she didn't want to even look at him when she agreed to be engaged to him that night.

Palm hard!

He wants to squeeze her!

Her body trembled a little, but she still turned her back to him.

There was an eerie silence in the ward.

Hospital bed.

Yin Tangyao closed his eyes in pain:

"Then, what they said should be true..."

His lips are light purple.

His face was pale.

"I haven't had a heart transplant..."

The angel on the nostrils flashed a cold light.

"...So I actually don't have that heart, so you actually found the wrong person, so you don't even want to look at me anymore, because you don't want to waste even one more minute on me!"

Xiaomi trembled!

She turned her head suddenly, there was a fragile and desperate light in her eyes, she trembled, her teeth bit her lips tightly, not allowing herself to speak out, she did not allow herself to speak out.

Yin Tangyao didn't see it, his throat was constricted, his whole body was stiff, and the extreme pain made him finally lose control.He shook off Xiaomi's hand vigorously, and a huge force caused her to fall on the hospital bed!Without a trace of pity, he put his hands around her shoulders, glared at her, with incomparable hatred in his eyes, and growled like a wounded beast:
"What am I?! What am I?!"

Xiaomi's body was shaken by him, like a broken doll.

"Without that heart, I am nothing, right?! Heart, everything is for that heart! Promising to be engaged to me is also for that heart, right?! So, knowing that I don't have that heart anymore , you can leave without looking back! It doesn’t matter if I die! It doesn’t matter how much I like you! I lie on the hospital bed every day, expecting you to come to see me, even if it’s just to take a look and leave. I am looking forward to you coming to see me, thinking of all kinds of reasons to comfort myself because you don’t have time, it’s not that you have forgotten me, I’m as pitiful as an idiot, it doesn’t matter, does it?!”

Tears streamed down her face.

she cried.

Yin Tangyao looked at her sideways, with a mocking expression on his lavender lips: "Why are you crying? Since that heart is not with me, don't you think it's a waste to shed so many tears for me?"

Xiaomi bit her lips tightly, tears fell like stars, and her body trembled violently.

"You like to cry."

He said coldly, his fingertips stained with her crystal clear tears.

"Because you think that you don't need to talk when you cry, right? As long as you cry, I will soften my heart and let you go, right? Did you use tears to deal with that boy before?!"

More tears slid down her cheeks.

Yin Tangyao's pupils darkened.

There was severe pain in her chest, twisting and tearing, but with a pale face, he grabbed her shoulders and shouted in a low voice: "Speak! Don't cry! I will let you speak! Do you hear me, I will let you speak!"

Xiaomi cried like a breakdown.

She cried out of breath, loudly, and tremblingly.She doesn't know what to do, she doesn't know, she doesn't know anything, she just cries, she's done everything wrong, she's a fool, she's an idiot, she's a fool, she's done everything wrong since he left up!She can only cry, and she doesn't know anything except crying!
"I told you not to cry!"

Yin Tangyao roared hoarsely!

He shook her shoulders desperately, shaking her violently, but the more she cried, the more she collapsed, as if she had fallen into a world he could not intervene, her soul seemed to be pulled away, and what was crying in his hands was only a broken rag doll.

Suddenly, he quieted down.

He looked at her and cried.

leaned over.

He kissed her weeping lips.

She was dumbfounded.

Tears flowed between his and her lips, cold and salty, he kissed her, his voice was as soft as a whisper, but with painful fragility.

"Millet……"

Being kissed by him, her eyes gradually widened in horror, and she began to struggle, struggling hard.

"let me go!"

She dodged his lips and cried:

"Let go of me! Let go - let go - I -!"

Yin Tangyao's pupils tightened, the severe pain in his heart made his fingers stiff, and his lips turned from lavender to deep purple.He stared at her in disbelief, but kissed her even harder!

"let me go……"

She cried and shouted, struggling desperately.

A fishy smell gushed out from between his and her lips, and the blood, whether it was his or hers, dripped drop by drop on the snow-white quilt.

He hugged her desperately.

Desperately kissed her dodging lips.

Yin Tangyao's voice was so painful that it seemed like a dark night without a ray of light: "Without his heart... even kissing...isn't it okay?"

His voice hurts so much!
Like a needle, piercing through the air, piercing deeply into her heart.She suddenly froze and couldn't move, staring at him blankly, her empty eyeballs gradually moved, and a thin layer of mist surged up.

Yin Tangyao let her go.

The sharp pain in his chest made him bend over and cough lightly.

His lips were deep purple, his eyes were full of pain, he gently stroked her pale and tearful cheeks, his fingers tremblingly stroked her face:

"What to do... what to do with you..."

Xiaomi looked at him, tears rolling down from her wet black eyelashes.

His lips were bitten off by her, deep purple lips, scarlet blood, like sharp needles crazily pricking her heart!She raised her hand in a daze, and her fingertips touched his lips in a daze, soft and cold.Suddenly, as if being shocked by electricity, she withdrew her hand in panic, and the thin diamonds on her fingers flashed dazzlingly in the air.

She lowered her head tremblingly.

Holding her own hand, the thin diamond between her fingers hurt her palm.

The morning sun is quiet.

The glass of the window was a little reflective, flashing and flashing, so bright that it was dizzying.

The wind was light.

The blood on his purple lips was slowly congealing.

Yin Tangyao's palm slid from her cheeks to her neck. The thin neck was like a tender flower branch. His fingers stroked her warm skin, and he said softly:
"I hate you."

Xiaomi shivered and closed his eyes.

He said in a low voice, with painful hatred flashing in his eyes: "Ever since I knew that you approached me only for that heart, I began to hate you. I hate you for making me helpless and vulnerable like a child, Hating you has destroyed all my self-esteem and pride. So, I want revenge on you."

Her face grew even paler.

He tightened his fingers on her neck, and he smiled faintly: "I want you to stay by my side, and I will do all the things you like, and try my best to make you happy, even, I will go Imitate him...I do everything I want...to make you fall in love with me..."

Her fingers were stiff on the hospital bed, and the tiny diamonds trembled and shone between them.

Yin Tangyao pursed his lips tightly.

Lips are purple.

"Let you fall in love with me, and then I will leave you."

In the morning sun.

Xiaomi's body was completely stiff.

"I want you to taste all my pain, every pain, every fragility, you have to taste it yourself..." His fingers made faint marks on her neck, "I will leave forever You, even if you cry, I will never come back."

She was as stiff as a puppet.

Yin Tangyao smiled faintly:

"I'm dead, maybe you will miss me the same way you miss him... just looking forward to it, looking forward to the moment when I die, you will cry and say to me, you love me, you don't want me to leave, but, I will leave you forever...you know? This is your revenge."

Her face was snow-white, her eyelashes trembled violently, and there were wet tears on her face. Her strength seemed to have been exhausted, and she drifted away in emptiness.

The pain in his heart made Yin Tangyao's lips more and more purple.

He said lightly:
"But...it's still not possible...the so-called heart transplant is just a lie...without that heart, why would you care about my death..."

There was a sharp pain in my heart.

He couldn't help moaning softly.

Fingers unconsciously tightened around her neck.

Xiaomi heard it.

She opened her eyes tremblingly, looked at him, and asked repeatedly in panic: "Are you in pain? Is it very painful? Do you want to call a doctor?"

He looks at her.

His eyes were dark and painful.

"What to do...I hate you...why you don't love me, but I like you so much..."

Fingers pinched her neck lightly.

"I hate you……"

His fingers made faint marks on her neck.

"I want to kill you..."

Her mind was blank, she couldn't breathe, her throat was hurting, and the world was filled with white mist, "clack", she heard her bones making soft noises.

morning sun.

The bright glass quietly reflects light.

The wind is very gentle.

The sky was blue and blue.

Particles of dust swirled softly in the beams.

Yin Tangyao's face was pale, his lips were astonishingly purple, his fingers were trembling on her throat, and there was fragile pain and childlike stubbornness in his eyes.

Xiaomi's head was thrown back.

She looked at him in a daze, without struggling or shouting, just staring at him blankly.Her face was pale and transparent, but there was tenderness in her eyes, her short hair was fluffy in the sun, and her whole body was glowing.Looking at him, a smile appeared on her pale and transparent lips.

The wrist trembled slightly.

The imprint on the wrist also seemed to be shining lightly.

…………

……

dying soon...

Should be dying soon...

On the hospital bed, she lay quietly.

The room was so silent late at night that the sound of blood trickling briskly from the arteries in the wrist could be heard.

Blood, like a stream...

Briskly, lively, flowing down from her wrist, staining the snow-white sheets red, tick, tick, dripping from the sheets to the ground, a bright red stream flowing briskly on the ground...

dead……

It turned out that it didn't hurt at all...

On the snow-white pillow, she smiled quietly, her eyes were quietly looking at the ceiling, and tears silently slid down from the corners of her eyes.

It really doesn't hurt...

It doesn't hurt at all...

Her will gradually weakened, she smiled idiotically, and blood snaked down from her wrist.The ward was filled with a faint white mist, her vision gradually blurred, a blood-stained blade fell between her fingers, the needle of the infusion tube dangled in the air, time flowed quietly, and the blood on the ground gradually became a river...

The white mist is like smoke.

The drifting white mist faintly condensed into a white light.

The white light blinded her eyes.

She narrowed her eyes, and a happy smile played on her lips.She knows what it is, it's like this in many, many movies, it's an angel, it's an angel who came to pick her up...

next……

I am coming……

The white light gradually becomes softer.

In the soft white light, a pair of pure white and transparent wings, the light flowed, crystal clear, countless rays of light swirled gently, and the angel's smile was as gentle as the sun lightly falling from the shade of a tree.

next……

She called out in surprise, and stretched out her hand to him in the white light...

Next...

The blood on the wrist is flowing red...

In pure white and transparent light.

Next looked at her.

He looked at her sadly, his body was full of brilliance, and the wings on his back flapped gently, but with sadness, just like the smile on his lips.

why is this...

He asked softly, looking at her sadly...

You have become an angel...

So lovely……

She smiled, struggling to get out of bed and get close to him.

you……

You are here to pick me up...

In the faint white light, his eyes were sad, and he flapped his wings trying to get out, but he seemed to be locked in that light, unable to move.He couldn't move, so his eyes became more and more sad.

Did you forget it……

Millet……

what……

She struggled to roll out of the bed and crawled towards him, kneeling in a pool of blood, she struggled step by step towards the white light where he was.

Angels can only be with angels...

She was stunned, her wrist suddenly began to hurt violently, kneeling in a pool of blood, she looked up at him in a daze.She couldn't understand what he was saying, she couldn't understand.

Suicide is impossible to become an angel...

Millet……

Angels can only be with angels...

You lied to me……

She shook her head in a daze.

I know you're lying to me, you don't want me to die, so you're lying to me...but, without you...it's really hard to live...

just let me be with you...

OK……

next……

In the faint white light, his face was pale and transparent, and the wings on his back flapped transparently and painfully. Looking at her, his heart ached.

Millet……

do you remember……

what……

I like you……

He smiled softly, and the white light shone softly on his wings, which were transparent and brilliant.

Millet……

Even if you don't love me anymore, even if you have forgotten me, even if I have disappeared from this world, I will still love you...

I'm going to find an angel...

Let it love you for me...

I like you too……

She cried, kneeling in a pool of blood, which trickled from her wrists.

But I don't want an angel...

next……

I only want you……

I want to be with you...

The white light suddenly became stronger.

Dazzling and dizzying.

His sad figure gradually dissipated, even though he tried his best to flap his wings, the strong light still penetrated his body, shining dazzlingly and sadly, and then, like bubbles, dissipated bit by bit.

Only angels can be with angels...

She cried bitterly and crawled towards the white light, in a pool of blood, her wrists were in severe pain, her knees were in severe pain, crying, crying loudly, she crawled towards the white light step by step.

but……

dissipated...

nothing left……

She hates angels!

She swears she hates angels!
Weeping and shouting.

She fell heavily to the ground and passed out.

Silent night.

Only the blood on the wrist is still flowing quietly and briskly.

……

…………

There is bright sunlight outside the window of the ward.

Blue sky.

The light reflected from the glass flickered on the ceiling.

The palms tightened around Xiaomi's neck.

Her consciousness gradually faded, her face was white and purple, her hands were hanging down feebly, her throat made a soft sound, just like the pale and transparent smile on her lips.

Are you dying...

how nice...

If you don't commit suicide, you can become an angel...

Yin Tangyao growled in pain, and suddenly let go of his palms, hugging her tightly into his arms.With a pale face, she coughed tremblingly, like a dying white bird in his arms.He hugged her tightly, his lips were tightly pursed, deep purple and deep purple, and the severe pain in his heart made him cough violently.

I hate her so much, I hate her so much that I want to kill her, but why do I want to hug her tightly when I see her pale and painful face, and want to use all my life to make her live happily.

He hugged her desperately!
She trembled and coughed in his arms: "Kill me, please, please continue, kill me..."

Yin Tangyao froze.

He slowly let go of her, and looked down at her stiffly: "Why..."

"Please kill me."

Tears rolled down her pale face.

"Please, kill me!"

The severe pain passed through his heart slowly, and he inhaled lightly: "Would you rather die than never see me again?"

"Yes!"

Xiaomi cried and said.

Yin Tangyao coughed lightly, not daring to cough too hard, the smell of blood was churning in his chest, he said hollowly, "Why are you so cruel..."

"Yes! So please kill me..." She cried tremblingly, as if she had completely collapsed, and she didn't want to hide anything, just let her die, let her die like this!
There were sharp pains in his chest.

Slow, cold, hollow, and sharp pain like a tear, as if the heart has been dug out, and there is nothing in the body, only a dark black hole with a faint echo.On the hospital bed, he sat quietly, looking at her, gradually calming down.

"it is good."

There was no expression on his face, blood gushed from the corners of his dark purple lips, he looked at her hollowly, and the angel on his nose emitted a hollow light.

"Then let me die."

he spoke slowly.

"I'm dead, you don't have to see me anymore, and I won't bother you anymore."

Fresh blood, streams of fresh blood gushed out from the corners of his deep purple lips, his pale skin was glaringly bright red, and he smiled hollowly.The bright red blood dripped on the haughty chin, and dripped on the snow-white quilt. He looked at her, and there seemed to be a black hole in his eyes.

Xiaomi cried out in horror.

Doctors and special nurses outside the ward rushed in, rushed to the bed in a panic, auscultation, first aid equipment, injections, electric shock boards...

"Go away..."

Yin Tangyao coughed lightly, and blood gushed out from the corner of his lips.

Everyone was busy in the ward in panic. The special nurses tried to put various instruments on him. Xiaomi covered his mouth and stood by the bed blankly, tears streaming down his face.

"Go away!"

Trembling, Yin Tangyao swept all the instruments and injection equipment on the ground. He coughed with a pale face, and the blood on the corners of his lips was like a flowing river.

Doctors and intensive care staff were at a loss.

A special nurse brought a sedative, and everyone tried to push him down. He growled and resisted, coughing violently, blood gushed out, his pale face, and deep purple lips were so shocking that all the doctors and nurses dared not approach him again. .If he moves vigorously again, all the rescue and electric shocks may be in vain.

"What should I do!"

Xiaomi by the hospital bed suddenly cried and shouted.

"Then, what should we do!!"

She cried and shouted to Yin Tangyao, tears of panic flowed down her cheeks frantically.

The morning sun was dazzling.

The wind carried the chill of autumn.

The doctors and nurses in the ward were stunned by her crying.

Xiaomi cried out in tears, her vision was blurred, the white mist, the eardrums roaring, she cried loudly:

"I can't like you...how can I like you..."

Yin Tangyao coughed lightly in pain.

The bright red blood on the corner of the lips.

The doctors and nurses were stunned.

"At first it was for Yi's heart...but..." she cried, "...slowly, I began to not be able to tell whether it was Xia or you... I couldn't tell, and I didn't want to do it again. Are you with the heart of the next one him or you... Yes, I fell in love with you, I don't know whether it is because of the heart or because of you... But, it doesn't matter... I like you... I fall in love you……"

Yin Tangyao froze.

The blood-stained dark purple lips trembled.

Xiaomi cried in despair: "But it's all wrong! You don't have that heart, you're not Yi, you're not Yi at all...how can I fall in love with you!...I can't like you!! I can only like Yi! Absolutely can't like you!...I will only like Yi forever, only like him alone, even if he is dead, even if he is gone, even if I will never see him again, I can only like Yi!!… So...how can I fall in love with you!..."

Yin Tangyao trembled in a daze.

Moist light suddenly flashed in his eyes.

She backed away crying, and said in a low voice: "But...I'm sorry for Xia, I actually fell in love with you...I'm sorry for you too, because I can never forget Xia...I can't become an angel...I can never become an angel... Angel...Even if I become an angel, how should I go to see Yi!...What should I do...Please tell me...What should I do..."

He held out his hand to her.

In the sunlight, his fingers were pale and breathless.

She backed away crying.

Shaking her head desperately and crying, she was crying like a dying animal, trembling all over, crying and retreating, she cried out in despair——

"I can never love you anymore!"

Xiaomi rushed out the door crying.

The door of the ward was slammed shut!
"boom--!"

The doctors and nurses froze in shock, unable to recover for a while.

The window glass is bright and dazzling.

Thousands of rays of sunshine.

Dust particles dance quietly in the sunlight.

Yin Tangyao's face was pale and pale, his lips were shockingly purple, he coughed lightly, and blood flowed from the corners of his lower lips.

a long time.

He closed his eyes.

The body trembled slightly.

Tears dripped down on the angel's silver wings, and the brilliant sunlight outside the window, the teardrops reflected colorful rays of light.

*** ***
It has been sunny since that day.

White clouds.

The sky is blue and high.

When the wind blows, the golden leaves flutter and fall lightly.

Every day, Xiaomi stays in front of Aunt Cheng's hospital bed.

Read the newspaper to her softly.

Tell some funny stories.

Peel the apples, cut them into small pieces, put them in a small bowl and deliver them to her.Gently looking at Aunt Cheng, Xiaomi always looked at her gently, asking her what she wanted to eat, what story she wanted to hear, what she needed to do by herself, and if she felt any discomfort.

Cheng Yuan persuaded her.

But Xiaomi didn't seem to hear it at all. She didn't go to class, didn't go back to the dormitory, and stayed in the ward 24 hours a day.She lost weight quickly, her face was as pale as paper, and her chin was pointed, but she smiled all day long, and her eyes were as bright as candles that were about to burn out.

In front of Aunt Cheng.

Xiaomi always has a good smile.

Like a carefree 14-year-old girl, her laughter lightly spread in the ward, so Auntie Cheng also smiled every day.

Golden leaves drift past the window.

spinning.

flying.

Fly to the window of another ward.

Transparent liquid flows quietly in the infusion tube.

pale hands.

The needle penetrates deeply into the skin.

Yin Tangyao was half lying down, looking out of the window lightly, the line of the ECG monitor was connected to his chest, "Di, Di, Di" was the only sound in the silent ward.

He looked out the window.

From time to time the door was pushed open.

Doctors and nurses came and went, and came and went.

He was half lying on the hospital bed quietly, his nose had a silvery light, and a pair of small wings seemed to be transparent, reflecting his pale and lonely face.

outside the window.

The leaves are all golden.

On the lawn of the hospital, the fallen leaves were golden and golden. Xiaomi pushed the wheelchair and walked on it, with a soft "rustle".She chuckled and talked about some interesting things, gently pushed Auntie Cheng, bent down to look at her from time to time, to see if the evening sun had hurt Auntie Cheng's eyes.

Aunt Cheng smiled and patted her hand.

So Xiaomi laughed happily and continued to talk about fun and interesting things.Before she knew it, she was the only voice on the lawn.

She squatted down.

Dazedly, she found that Auntie Cheng had fallen asleep in the wheelchair. The sky was full of sunset, and she was so weak that she seemed unable to wake up again.

Xiaomi squatted in front of the wheelchair and stared blankly at Aunt Cheng. Quietly, the beautiful sunset glow like an oil painting enveloped her body, and her short hair was softly flushed, just like her dazed eye sockets.

Thousands of gorgeous rays of light.

Spilled through the glass of the window into the sick room.

When Pei You opened the door and came in, Yin Tangyao was standing quietly by the window.

Picturesque sunset.

Xiaguang reflected the angel on the nose with gentle light.

He stared out the window dreamily.

No sound of anyone approaching was heard.

Pei You walked to the window.

Far away, on the lawn downstairs, a girl in a white skirt is squatting in front of a wheelchair. Her back is a little dazed, like a lost angel.

The colorful clouds in the sky shone on her.

It also shines on the pale and lonely Yin Tangyao by the window.

The sunset gradually dissipated.

it's dark.

A small light was on in the ward.

Aunt Cheng fell asleep on the hospital bed, breathing so lightly that it seemed that it would disappear at any moment.The doctors who made the rounds sighed and shook their heads, then left.

The room was silent.

Xiaomi sat quietly in front of the hospital bed. She quietly held Auntie Cheng's hand and stared at her in a daze for a long time.

The night is getting deeper and deeper.

Yin Zhaoman looked at Yin Tangyao on the hospital bed.

He lay there quietly.

There was no sound, as if he had fallen asleep, his eyes were gently closed.The breathing was very light, and the angels flashed lightly on the nose with his breathing.The light in the ward was dim, and he was sleeping quietly, his face was a little pale, his lips were light purple, and he was surprisingly handsome.

Yin Zhaoman left quietly.

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling absently, breathing very lightly, as if he could only wait for someone to gently push open the door of his ward.

but.

nobody……

That person never came.

Outside the door, Yin Zhaoman covered her mouth, she wept silently.She knew he hadn't slept, she knew he hadn't slept for a long, long time.

The sky is getting brighter again.

Xiaomi sat beside the hospital bed with the morning newspaper, waiting for Auntie Cheng to wake up.The warm water for washing her face was ready, the breakfast was ready, the interesting and fresh stories in the newspaper were ready, and so was her smile.

As long as Auntie Cheng opens her eyes.

She will immediately become a happy Xiaomi.

Wait from morning to morning, from morning to noon, from noon to afternoon, from afternoon to evening.

She waited quietly by the bedside.

That day, Aunt Cheng only woke up for an hour.

The morning sun shone into Yin Tangyao's pupils.

Hospital bed.

He narrowed his eyes slightly.

suddenly.

Some kind of sound is heard in the ear.

He held his breath and turned his head slightly to look at the door.

It was the nurse who brought the medicine.

He turned back again.

Gently close your eyes.

The weather is getting cooler.

It's late autumn.

Golden leaves are flying in the sky.

Pieces of leaves.

Golden, flying and spinning like a butterfly, the earth is quietly covered with fallen leaves.There are golden fallen leaves everywhere, and the whole world seems to be full of golden light.

The doctor gently covered Auntie Cheng's face with a white sheet.

Xiaomi grabs the doctor's hand.

Don't let him cover it, don't let him cover Aunt Cheng's face, otherwise, Aunt Cheng will not be able to breathe, will not be able to open her eyes, and will never be able to wake up again.

In the corner of the ward.

Tears slowly flowed down Cheng Yuan's face.

That was the first time she had cried since she was growing up.

Xiaomi didn't cry.

She stubbornly grabbed the doctor's hand, preventing him from covering Auntie Cheng's face with the white sheet.The doctor covered the bed sheet, and she opened the bed sheet, and the doctor covered it again, and she opened it again.

She glared at the doctor.

The doctor sighed and left helplessly.

The empty ward.

Cheng Yuan leaned against the wall in the corner and cried quietly.

Xiaomi sat on the edge of the bed in a daze.

On the snow-white hospital bed, Auntie Cheng fell asleep peacefully. As she fell asleep, her breathing was so light that she could no longer hear it. In the silent ward, only the sound of golden leaves fluttering gently outside the window could be heard.

The afternoon sun was golden.

The golden leaves are falling outside the glass window.

The wind is golden.

The silent world is golden.

Sunlight poured into the ward.

Xiaomi sat in a daze, staring at Auntie Cheng who was sleeping, the golden sun embraced her, and her short, fluffy hair softly shone with golden light.

She looked at Aunt Cheng.

Startled smiling.

With a smile on her lips, holding Aunt Cheng's cold hand, she smiled softly, and smiled softly in a daze.

A song floated quietly outside the window of the ward.

murmured—

"If clouds are the breath of the sky
The wind is my flustered sigh
Memories are the continuation of love

Just because you and I are no longer together

……

when we are together

Together with

……

There is an afternoon warmth in the air

i listen to the rustle radio

suddenly it rained
The rain makes me miss you so much I want to hold you

when we are together together

Together with

its very happy
……

you are my once sweet

I am the past of your love

that beautiful memory
none of us can forget
because i love you very much

so I can leave with a smile
Although I won't see you again
Happiness is that we used to be together

......"

That afternoon, the sun shone in warmly, and the golden sunlight shone softly, warmly, and brilliantly into the ward.

bright world.

A golden and bright world.

On the snow-white hospital bed, Aunt Cheng fell asleep quietly.

Xiaomi raised her head slightly, and she looked at the bright sunlight outside the window. The white clouds were illuminated transparently by the sun, and the glass reflected dazzlingly, strands of golden sunlight.

She held that cold hand.

The distant blue sky, the rustling of leaves, the wind blowing, and the gently fluttering fallen leaves.

Songs sang softly outside the window.

"...

There is an afternoon warmth in the air

i listen to the rustle radio

I can't hear what I'm singing

because I smiled foolishly
想起 了 你
……

when we are together

Together with

Together with

its very happy
......"

……

……

(End of this chapter)