Acacia does not fail to turn the year

Chapter 433 Ready to leave
Nanxian Muchen has been quietly watching Su An'an interacting with the children, who can understand the sadness in his heart?
I am really sorry for An An. When faced with a choice, he never thought of giving up the people of the entire capital because of her. This is his helplessness.

If he was just an ordinary person, he would definitely choose Su An'an's life without hesitation. What does the world have to do with him, and what does Feng Yu's rise and fall have to do with him?All he wants is a healthy Su An'an, nothing else really matters.

However, he is the emperor of Feng Yu, and he must first consider the country and the country in everything he does. He must be responsible for the country and the country, otherwise he will be ashamed of his ancestors.

Nanxian Muchen has never wanted to be the emperor as much as he is now. He was the emperor because of Su An'an, and now he doesn't want to be the emperor because of Su An'an.
Su An'an has been with An Ran for the past few days and has peace of mind. As for Nanxian Muchen, she always avoids him intentionally or unintentionally, because she is planning to escape now, and she will feel guilty when facing Nanxian Muchen .

And Nanxian Mu Chen also felt Su An'an's rejection of him these days, he regarded her as blaming him, and kept watching her silently by his side, neither talking nor disturbing her, he just wanted to watch quietly Just look at her.

"An'an, did the imperial physician tell you how long you have left?" Nanxian Muchen asked with difficulty.

"Less than ten days." Su An'an replied flatly.

At this moment, they are sleeping on the same bed, but their hearts seem to be separated by thousands of miles.

Nanxian Muchen didn't like that Su An'an was so indifferent to him, but he couldn't blame her for anything, because he was the one who was sorry for Su An'an first.

He hugged her tightly and asked softly:

"An'an, are you blaming me?" He hasn't called himself "Mulang" since that day. Although it's just a title, it means a lot.

Su An'an bit her lip tightly, not knowing how to speak.

"I know, you're blaming me for not choosing you, aren't you?" Nanxian Muchen continued to ask.

Su An'an still didn't speak, but quietly let him hug her.

"An'an, I know I'm blaming me, but I really can't help it, you know? The reason why I inherited the throne so early was because of you, only because of you, you were killed by Mu Yalan, I realized , Only when you reach the pinnacle of power can you protect the people you want to protect, so I told my father that I want to enter the court earlier, and my father agreed.
I used my power to start planning to avenge you. Those who bullied you, I will never let go, so I made Mu Yalan my princess, let her be in a high position, let her be all object of envy.
You know, for so many years, I haven't even touched his hand, even the night in the bridal chamber was replaced by someone else, I want Mu Yalan to atone for your sin, this is the retribution she deserves .

I planned step by step, planning to destroy Mu Yalan at the most suitable time, and planning how to avenge you, but... I didn't plan that my feelings for you would be so out of control!
Obviously I had already thought about it at the beginning, I will not let you enter the palace, I just want you to live a simple life, but later, I changed my mind, I want you to enter the palace to accompany me, to be my queen, I love you, I love you so much that I can't extricate myself, I want to have you, even if you don't want to enter the palace, I still want you to enter the palace.
But now I regret it again, how wonderful it would be if you didn't enter the palace, and how wonderful it would be if I wasn't the emperor. Unfortunately, I can't go back, I can't go back to everything An An, I love You, I really, really love you"

Having said that, Nanxian Muchen was sobbing. He hugged Su An'an tightly and wept, and Su An'an also burst into tears.

Su An'an, the man in front of you has done enough for you, what else do you have to resent?Didn't he do enough for you?You'd better leave as soon as possible, don't stay and harm him anymore Su An'an closed her eyes, turned around, and kissed Nanxian Muchen.

"Mu Lang, don't say anything, kiss me." Su An'an said while stroking Nanxian Mu Chen's face.

Nanxian Muchen was very excited when he heard her calling him Mu Lang, and immediately kissed her. The two of them had been suppressed for a long time, and now they should explode.

The two of them were like dry wood and raging fire, they were soon entangled together, inseparable from each other, but perhaps, this was the best memory left by each other.

The next morning, Su An'an woke up, looking at Nan Xian Muchen who had been fainted by herself on the bed, she felt very guilty, but she had no choice, if she continued to stay in the palace, it would only make her feel ashamed. more painful to each other.

"Mulang, I'm sorry, I really have no choice, I left you a letter, this is my last wish, I hope you can help me realize, goodbye, maybe, we will never see each other in this life. "After finishing speaking, he dropped a kiss on his forehead and walked out.

"Empress, why hasn't the emperor got up today?" Gui Dezi asked anxiously, the time for the morning court is coming soon!

"My father-in-law went to inform you that the emperor is ill today, and today's morning court has been cancelled. In addition, let the emperor rest well, and no one should disturb him." Su An'an said very calmly.

When Gui Dezi heard what Su An'an said, he didn't have any doubts, and immediately went to spread the news.

Su Anan first went to Yuzhu and told her that she was leaving.

"Master, why did you leave?" Yu Zhu looked at Su An'an very puzzled and asked.

"Yuzhu, I lied to you last time when I told you that my illness was cured. In fact, I only have a few days left. I want to leave the palace and find a quiet place to die." Su Anan said lightly said.

"No, it won't be like this, how could it be like this?" Yuzhu looked at Su An'an in disbelief, and tears fell instantly.

"Nothing is impossible, Yuzhu, I'm sorry, after I leave, you help me take good care of them safe and sound, and I will let the emperor make you a noble concubine. From then on, you will be their concubine mother." Su Anan was very pleased Said decisively.

"No, I beg you, I beg you, don't go, I don't want to leave you, even if you have the last time left, master, wouldn't you spend it with the emperor and the princes and princesses?" Yu Zhu knelt on Su An'an In front of him, he begged.

Seeing Yuzhu's appearance, Su Anan couldn't bear it, and helped her stand up.

"Yuzhu, I'm sorry"

Before Yuzhu could react, Su An'an covered her nose with a drug and passed out on the ground.

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