A drug wife: Husband, please respect yourself!

Chapter 415 Su Qiuyu Tells About His Past Life

"My lady, I was wrong. I shouldn't have failed to recognize you once or twice. Can you forgive me?"

There were only Su Qiuyu and Lu Xuanqing plus two sleeping children in the room. Su Qiuyu was leaning against the bed, sipping hot chicken soup.

Lu Xuanqing simmered for a day and specially prepared it for Su Qiuyu. He pulled a small mat and watched the lady drink the soup. He kept apologizing and admitting his mistake over and over again. His appearance was as pitiful as he could be.

It's just that no matter how much he said, Su Qiuyu didn't seem to hear it. After a bowl of chicken soup was eaten, Su Qiuyu wiped his mouth, then looked at Lu Xuanqing and said:
"In the 48th year of Kanghe, I learned that the Su family wanted me to marry Tieniu, so I secretly took money from the family and went to Beijing to recognize my relatives.

After arriving in the capital, I was recognized by Su Yixiu at a glance, and I returned to the Hou Mansion from then on.

In the 49th year of Kanghe, the Hou Mansion made an engagement for me and Wang Ziheng, the concubine son of Wang Qinglang, Minister of the Household Department.

In order to refuse this marriage, I boldly pursued Liu Chengyi, the general of Zhenguo, regardless of secular prejudice.

I did crazy things for him, causing people in the capital to say that I was extremely lowly when they saw me.

But these don't matter to me anymore, because there is no one else in my life except Liu Chengyi.

In the 53rd year of Kanghe, Liu Chengyi was injured, and my female companion mixed into the military camp to take care of her for three months. Later, when I learned that the military was difficult, I went home and entered the Su family ancestral hall to secretly use military books.

I didn't expect that the book of war would enter my mind as soon as I touched it. I wrote it silently and handed it to Liu Chengyi. But at this time, also because of Liu Chengyi, I sued Wang Qinglang on the street for embezzling military pay, which led to Wang Qinglang's dismissal and investigation.

My marriage with the Wang family fell through, because of what I had done and the fact that I pursued Liu Chengyi so hard that everyone knew about it, the Wang family formally proposed to withdraw from the Su family.

Sadly, at that time, I was still struggling and insisted on waiting for Liu Chengyi.

Until Liu Chengyi returned from victory, the Su family knew that Liu Chengyi had never taken a fancy to me at all, so they expelled me from the Su residence. I waited for Liu Chengyi's return in the tower, but what I waited was indeed Liu Chengyi's ridicule and abandonment.

On the eighth day of October in the autumn of Kanghe's 53rd year, I jumped from the city tower and died.

Open your eyes again, do you know?I actually went back to Kanghe for 47 years. In that year, I agreed to marry Tieniu.

But Tie Niu actually died on the day I passed the door, and I was a widow alone on the mountain until November 48, 23th year of Emperor Kanghe, when I saw you on the mountain.

Lu Xuanqing, this is me, this is the real me, do you understand now? "

Su Qiuyu's words were simple and clear, but she said everything clearly.

Lu Xuanqing fell to the ground in shock and looked at Su Qiuyu in disbelief, the lady was not joking, what the lady said was true, it was true.

How can this be?Is the lady doing it all over again?Is it all over again?
Lu Xuanqing sat on the ground blankly, his mind was in a mess.

He thought that the lady did have memories of her previous life, but he didn't know that there was something about Liu Chengyi in it.

Even the lady died because of Liu Chengyi jumping off the tower in her previous life, how could this happen?How could there be such a thing in this world.

"By the way, I forgot to mention that Liu Chengyi asked a wizard to help him recall the memory of his previous life. He told me that he only discovered my goodness after I died and never forgot about me. That's why he is so attached to me in this life. Lu Xuanqing, You think clearly, I am your wife? You still want to be with me!
I don't want to tell too many lies. I can tell you these things now, which is what I have long wanted to say in my heart. In my life, at least this life, I have never been sorry to anyone, let alone you.

I know what you think about me, and you also know how I treat you. You didn't recognize me, so I can't blame you, because if you don't care, why would you miss me again and again?

But again, Lu Xuanqing, because I love you too much, I, Su Qiuyu, can no longer deceive you. Of course, I have never deceived you, at least I have treated you sincerely in this life.

But I have the memory of the previous life. There was another person in my life that I can't forget, although the fate that person brought to me is also unforgettable.

I tell you this to make you think clearly, I don’t want these strange things to appear again in the future, you will doubt it, let me hide it, and today’s things will happen again.

Lu Xuanqing, I can't afford to gamble, I have a child, I don't want to let myself feel that this happiness seems to be stolen, you and I can get together and stay apart, and forget each other in the rivers and lakes from now on. "

After Su Qiuyu finished speaking, he let out a long breath. Some words came out, and it was not as difficult as imagined.

She looked at Lu Xuanqing who was sluggish on the ground and sighed, she knew it would be like this, how many people can accept that their wives once gave up their lives for a man.

But in the same way, she didn't want to hide anymore. In the past, there were too many concealments like this between them, so Su Qiuyu always felt that this happiness seemed to be stolen.

How Lu Xuanqing treats her, she is too clear, so affectionate, if she continues to hide it from him, she can't do it.

Because those are what she experienced, she regretted it, but it doesn't matter if she regrets it or anything else, what she experienced is what she experienced, it was her past, she made it by herself, she should pay for her own life.

Instead of Liu Chengyi bringing out these things one day and threatening her again, or Liu Chengyi telling him about her past, it is better to tell Lu Xuanqing about this possible thing now.

The choice was never in her hands.

If Liu Chengyi hadn't been so perverted to touch her bottom line again and again, she thought, maybe she would bring this rebirth into her grave.

However, Liu Chengyi, an odd number, appeared, and his appearance represented that everything could no longer be kept secret.

The more you hide it, the more disappointed Lu Xuanqing will be when he finds out about it in the future.

On that day when she couldn't leave Lu Xuanqing and suffered another emotional injury, it would be better for her to cut off the back road with her own hands now.

In this way, she doesn't have to live with lies, and Lu Xuanqing doesn't have to be deceived either.

This is actually all good.

Su Yixiu knocked on the door, looked at Lu Xuanqing who was sitting on the ground in shock, stretched out his hand and led him out without saying anything.

That's fine, the two of them just let it go, sometimes it's better to forget each other in the Jianghu!
Lu Xuanqing was taken out, Su Qiuyu looked at the sleeping child beside her, tears flashed in her eyes, from then on, she only had them, this was enough!

　Huhuhu, tell it, let Lu Xuanqing know the past life, there will be no more lies between the two, do you think Xiaoqing will accept it?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)