pastoral pretty girl

Chapter 1509 The Suffocating Pain
After Mrs. Gu left, Gu Zi buried her head on her knees, tears could not help but flow down.

A man does not flick his tears lightly, even if a sword pierces through his body, there will not be a drop of tears, but——

He was seriously injured, with pain all over his body, but it was less than one ten-thousandth of the pain in his heart.

After Scar wounded him, he deliberately didn't go for treatment, because his body was in pain so that his heart would not be so painful, otherwise he was afraid that he would be too painful to live.

I thought he would slowly get used to the pain in his heart, and when the pain became numb, he would be fine.

turn out to be--

It can be more painful!
He has long been ready for Zhou Xiaoxiao to marry. She is so beautiful and so many people like her, so she will definitely be happy.

Chu Ze is a good choice. Even as a man, he feels that Chu Ze is worth entrusting. He will take good care of Zhou Xiaoxiao.

It's just that when this day really came, he found it hard for him to accept it.

Maybe he is selfish deep in his heart, and he selfishly hopes that she will stay in the capital, even if he takes a look at her from a distance.

Until this time, he hated himself even more, because of him, what kind of pain she should bear.

She chased him for six years and fell in love with him for six years, earlier than he fell in love with her.

A woman's best years and best expectations are all on him.

One can imagine how painful it must have been for her when he rejected her and said he wanted to marry another woman.

Even now, they have made a decision, but everyone knows that he is going to marry Liu Xinyue, how sad must she be?But she still insists on being optimistic every day, smiling so happily that she doesn't let the people around her worry.

She is stronger and braver than herself.

He was immersed in pain every day, causing his mother to worry about him, but she still had to comfort other people.

Gu Zi laughed at himself, he felt that he was a man in vain, not even as good as hers, not worthy of her at all.

She deserves a better man.

Gu Zi constantly paralyzed himself and forced himself to accept this fact, but deep down he couldn't accept it.

Stretching out his hand to cover his chest, it was really painful, so painful that he was about to suffocate.

If he really suffocates to death, he is very willing, but it is not an easy thing to want to die.

Standing up with difficulty, he opened the cabinet door and took out a jar of wine.

Ever since the day he accepted his fate and prepared to marry Liu Xinyue, he had always kept wine in his cupboard. In the dead of night, without these wines, he would not be able to sleep at all.

Lifting the lid of the wine jar, he lifted it up and poured wine down his throat.

The moment he drank the strong alcohol, the pain in his heart eased a little, but once it stopped, the bone-piercing pain enveloped him again, as if it was going to swallow him up.

He gulped down the wine, drank the jar of wine quickly, reached out to take out the jar, sat on the ground, and poured himself alcohol desperately.

Isn't wine to soothe your sorrows?Why did he become more sober the more he drank, and her image was all in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

"Smile, smile, smile..."

He kept chanting her name, as if she would come to him in this way.

Mrs. Gu was worried about him, and stayed outside the door of the room, listening to Gu Zi calling Zhou Xiaoxiao's name inside, crying like a tearful person.

She would rather have her own broken leg than Liu Xinyue, so that the two of them don't have to be separated?

And if she didn't force Gu Zi to get married, there would be no result today...

(End of this chapter)