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Chapter 140 Do You Still Want Me? [Second Update]

"Sisi, eat some dim sum. I remember you liked sandwiched dim sum when you were young."

Well, when Nie Xiangsi was a child, she really liked to eat snacks with candy hearts sandwiched between them. When she bit into the crispy skin, the rich candy hearts slowly leaked out through the gaps between her teeth. When she ate them into her mouth, Nie Xiangsi felt that her stomach was sweet The heart is also sweet.

Nie Xiangsi slowly turned her face from the window, facing Wen Ruyan.

His jet-black eyes were like natural black glazed jade, quietly looking at Wen Ruyan.

Wen Ruyan hurriedly picked up a snack and handed it to Nie Xiangsi, looking at Nie Xiangsi carefully, "Sisi."

Looking at her beautiful face and gentle eyes, Nie Xiangsi opened her lips and took a slight breath, then raised her hand to take the dessert from Wen Ruyan.

The moment she took the snack, Wen Ruyan's eyes became wet and she almost burst into tears.

Nie Xiangsi didn't look at her, lowered her thick eyelashes, and the moment she put the snack into her mouth, she said in a hoarse voice, "When I was young, I liked to eat sweet candies and snacks, and I never got tired of eating them every day. Maybe it's because I grew up for the sake of
Now I don't really like eating too sweet things. "

Saying that, Nie Xiangsi raised her head, and there was a thin layer of mist in her big dark eyes, looking at Wen Ruyan's red eyes and slightly trembling lips, "It's like when I hated eating bitter melon and celery when I was a child, now Bitter melon and celery
It tasted alright, not so nasty and overpowering.When I was a child, I couldn’t eat spicy food at all, but now I like spicy food the most, the spicier the better. "

Wen Ruyan covered her mouth and lowered her face.

Nie Xiangsi saw drops of transparent liquid splashing down from Wen Ruyan's eyes, and could also hear her suppressed sobs.

Nie Xiangsi twirled the dim sum with her fingers, the sweetness of the dim sum was still wafting in her mouth, but her throat was terribly astringent, "What's more, you are still talking about my taste before I was five years old. This world is changing every day, 13 Year
, there are too many things that can be changed.For example, I always believed that before I was five years old, my mother loved me very much. She said that she would always protect and accompany me.But now, 13 years later, I'm not sure. "

"no no."

Wen Ruyan raised her red eyes, shook her head vigorously and looked at Nie Xiangsi, "Sisi, mom still loves you very much, and it has never changed. In the past ten years, there has not been a day when mom has missed you. Sisi Si, mom is really

Miss you, miss you very much. "

Nie Xiangsi's face turned pale, endured the astringency in her eyes, and stared at Wen Ruyan closely, "Then, do you still want me?"

Nie Xiangsi originally thought that her voice should be calm and calm.

But the moment she spoke, she realized that her voice was trembling unreasonably.

Wen Ruyan almost cried, stood up abruptly, walked in front of Nie Xiangsi, hugged her head, "You are my daughter, how could I not want you, you are my mother's sweetheart, you are my mother's best friend in this world. most important
People. "

Nie Xiangsi burst into tears, her voice hoarse and aggrieved to the extreme, and with a deep cry, "You lied to me."

Wen Ruyan was startled fiercely, then slowly let go of Nie Xiangsi, and looked down at Nie Xiangsi's tear-filled face with tears streaming down her face.

Nie Xiangsi raised her head and stared at her, crystal clear teardrops oozed from her eyes one by one, like polished pearls, "If I'm really that important, why didn't you come to me after so many years?"

Wen Ruyan looked at Nie Xiangsi's sad and wronged face, her heart ached.

Wen Ruyan squatted down in front of her, held a hand on her lap, and hurriedly explained, "Mom wants to find you every day, but, but..."

"But what?" Nie Xiangsi's eyes flickered slightly, and she looked down at Wen Ruyan.

Nie Xiang thought, if she really has some difficulties and cannot come to her, she can understand.

Wen Ruyan squeezed Nie Xiangsi's hand tightly, tears streaming from the corners of her eyes, "After the car accident, I pushed you out of the car and told you to leave because the car had a serious oil leak and I was worried that it would explode. You After leaving, I will

I felt like I couldn’t survive, it was your father, your father held his last breath, helped me unbuckle my seat belt, and pushed me out.But I was hurt so badly that even if your father pushed me out of the car window, I wouldn't be able to get up.I was already

Be mentally prepared to go with your dad.But in the end, God let me survive. "

Although Nie Xiangsi was only five years old back then, the memory of the car accident was so tragic and profound.

Hearing Wen Ruyan talk about the details of the car accident that year, Nie Xiangsi had a sense of reality, and her heart tensed.

"It was Yunxi's father who passed by and saved me. He carried me into the car, and I begged him to save your father again..."

Having said that, Wen Ruyan lowered her head and pressed her eyes tightly on the back of Nie Xiangsi's hand.

The tears falling from her eyes were as cold as ice scum.

Nie Xiangsi burst into tears uncontrollably.

"But your father pushed me out of the car window with his last breath, and when Yiyang turned back to save your father, your father had...already gone."

Wen Ruyan wept bitterly.

Nie Xiangsi bit her lower lip hard to keep herself from crying.

"Seeing that the car was going to explode, Yiyang didn't dare to stay, so he got in the car and I left. The car was less than 20 meters away, and your father's car exploded."

Every word that Wen Ruyan uttered was wrapped in deep pain.

She loves her husband as much as she loves her daughter.

Even though she later married Xie Yiyang, deep down in her heart, she still loved Nie Xiangsi's father.

As for Xie Yiyang, she was just repaying him for his kindness.

Therefore, whenever Wen Ruyan recalled Nie Xiangsi's father, it was the most painful and sweetest thing.

"Sisi, mom is sorry for you, and I'm sorry for your father." Wen Ruyan raised her head, crying so much that her whole body was shaking.

Nie Xiangsi looked at her, and tears couldn't be restrained from falling down, "What happened next?"

"Later Yiyang sent me to Japan to heal my injuries, and I spent two years there." After Wen Ruyan finished speaking, she bit her lower lip very hard, almost bleeding out from her lower lip.

Nie Xiangsi panicked, and quickly reached out to stroke the blood dripping from her lips, her fingers trembling.

Wen Ruyan choked and trembled, grabbed Nie Xiangsi's hand and pressed it to her tear-filled cheek, crying again, "I was disfigured because of the car accident, half of my face was stuck in glass shards, just after taking it out and inserting it The glass on the face took a while
months.His left leg was fractured between the seat and the door due to the rollover of the car, and he was raised for two months.It has been more than half a year until all the injuries, big and small, are almost healed.Later...then plastic surgery..."

When Wen Ruyan said this, her voice was so hoarse that she couldn't continue.

Because the experience of plastic surgery was too painful... Every time she thought of that experience, cold sweat broke out all over her body. She never wanted to experience that pain again.

Just imagine, the picture of nails being driven into the face...

Wen Ruyan leaned over and hugged Nie Xiangsi again, "Sisi."

Nie Xiangsi didn't hesitate this time, she raised her hand to hug Wen Ruyan, and gently patted Wen Ruyan's trembling back with her white hands. Although she didn't say anything, every tiny pat was expressing her love to Wen Ruyan. comfort.

Under Nie Xiangsi's comfort, Wen Ruyan gradually calmed down.

Slowly let go of Nie Xiangsi, Wen Ruyan looked at Nie Xiangsi with tears in her eyes, "During the two years in Japan, I couldn't find you. After returning from Japan, I asked Yiyang to help me find out about you. Yiyang came from the police station. learned that you were taken by a nice family

It was adopted by another family, but it was impossible to find out which one.But Yiyang promised me that he would always find a way to help me find you.I know that the family that adopted you is good, so I feel a little relieved, but I still can't help but worry that you will be wronged.exist
During the time I was looking for you, Yiyang proposed to me..."

Having said that, Wen Ruyan carefully stared at Nie Xiangsi.

Seeing that Nie Xiangsi didn't show any disgust, she breathed a sigh of relief and continued, "At that time, I only wanted to find you, but I was a woman with no connections, no back, and even no money. I didn't know how to find you.

Yiyang told me that after I agreed to marry him, he went to Zhaonian's father for help.Zhaonian's father is in a high position in the government, if he helps, there will be news of you soon.In addition, Yiyang saved me, there is a fee
I can't repay you for taking care of me for so long.So, I agreed to marry him.Sisi, will you blame me? "

Wen Ruyan shook Nie Xiangsi's hand nervously and said.

Nie Xiangsi shook her head.

How could she blame her?She suffered so much, and even remarried because she wanted to find her as soon as possible.

Moreover, she is still so young.

She can't selfishly ask her to be a widow for her father for the rest of her life.

"Thank you Sisi, thank you for not blaming mom." Wen Ruyan showed Nie Xiangsi a smile uglier than crying.

Nie Xiangsi frowned and reached out to caress her eyes.

Wen Ruyan laughed and cried, "Later I married Yiyang, and Yiyang also kept his promise to let Zhaonian's father find out who adopted you, so I knew that you were adopted by the Zhan family, and I heard that the third young master of the Zhan family He is very good with Mr. Zhan

I love you, I am very pleased.I couldn't wait to find you, but Yiyang stopped me. "

"...Why? Because does he mind my existence?" Nie Xiangsi's eyes widened, with tears in their sockets.

"No, no, he doesn't mind, yes, it's Yunxi."

Wen Ruyan said guiltily.

"Xie Yunxi?" Nie Xiangsi sniffed and choked up.

Wen Ruyan nodded, and reached out to touch Nie Xiangsi's face, "I married Yunxi's father, Yunxi was against it at the time, she was worried that after I married her father, there would be other children who would take away the love that Yunxi's father gave her. Father Yunxi
San promised to ensure that what she was worried about would not happen, but Yunxi didn't believe it at all, and finally forced her to death.Yunxi's father had no choice but to promise her that we would not have any more children after we got married. Yunxi's father even wrote her

Guarantee.Not only that, Yiyang also told Yunxi that I have never been married and have no children.And these, before marriage, I didn't know anything about it.I am full of longing, thinking that when I find you, I will take you back to me
Take care and grow up with you.But I finally found you, but Yiyang told me that he couldn't take you back. He was worried that Yunxi couldn't bear it and would commit suicide again. "

Wen Ruyan grasped Nie Xiangsi's hand guiltily, her heart hurt so badly, her voice was extremely hoarse, and she cried, "Sisi, I'm sorry. Yiyang saved me and helped me find you, he begged I... I, I can't
Regardless of his daughter's life or death.So Sisi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. "

(End of this chapter)