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Chapter 518 I'm in pain, it hurts to death
The next evening when Xia Yunshu woke up, Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan came.

Gu Xiangwan put a paper bag of clothes on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, looking at Xia Yunshu carefully hiding worry and hesitation.

Chang Man sat on the edge of the bed, wrapping Xia Yunshu's cold hands with warm hands, "Auntie doesn't know what to say. Anyway, from now on, we are a family. No matter what happens in the future, we will be with you."

Xia Yunshu's complexion was sickly pale, looking at Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan with dim eyes.

She didn't speak, just stared at Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan for a while, then shifted her gaze to the paper bag that Gu Xiangwan had placed on the cabinet.

When Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan saw it, their eyes were sore.

In Xia Yunshu's current situation, Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan didn't stay for long, and left after a while.

Xu Changyang sent the two of them out, and when he came back, he saw Xia Yunshu was still staring at the paper bag, his throat brushed against Shichu, and he sat down beside her, looking at her softly, "What do you want for dinner?"

Xia Yunshu looked away from the paper bag, lay down on the hospital bed, closed her eyes, pursed her pale lips, and did not make a sound.

Xu Changyang's heart ached, and he silently held Xia Yunshu's tightly clenched hand outside the quilt.

……

Xia Yunshu woke up just after five o'clock in the morning the next day.

Slowly sitting up from the bed, Xia Yunshu glanced at Xu Changyang who was sleeping in the chair beside the bed holding her hand and propping his forehead. With her eyelashes drooping, she pulled her hand out of his.

Xu Changyang woke up instantly, took a deep breath, and looked up at Xia Yunshu.

Seeing that Xia Yunshu was already awake, she was getting off from the other side of the bed.

Xu Changyang's throat rolled quickly, he got up and walked over, lightly holding one of her arms, "Why did you get up so early?"

Xia Yunshu lowered her head, pulled away his hand, walked to the bedside without saying anything, picked up the paper bag, and walked towards the bathroom like a ghost.

Xu Changyang clenched his hands tightly, staring at Xia Yunshu's thinning back.

……

It took about 10 minutes before Xia Yunshu came out of the bathroom.

She took a shower and washed her hair, and changed into the "clothes" that Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan loosened on purpose.

Pure black shirt, pure black trousers, cold and heavy.

The hospital didn't have a hair dryer, and Xia Yunshu didn't seem to wipe the water from her hair. The water droplets from the ends of her hair fell drop by drop, onto the floor, and onto her shirt and trousers. The moisture stained the black shirt and pants. pants
The color is even darker.

When Xu Changyang saw it, he took a deep breath and jumped into the bathroom very quickly. When he came out quickly, he had an extra dry towel in his hand.

He walked up to Xia Yunshu, and silently wiped the water from her hair.

Two minutes later, the hand he put on Xia Yunshu's head was pushed away by Xia Yunshu.

Xu Changyang's hands were slightly stagnant, and he looked down at her.

Xia Yunshu walked away from him.

The blood in Xu Changyang's body became cold, and he tightened his eyes and stared at her.

"Where?"

Xia Yunshu asked in a hoarse voice.

Xu Changyang clenched his fists, how could he not know what Xia Yunshu was asking.

His Xia Xia has always been smart.

How could they fail to guess what Chang Man and Gu Xiangwan meant by sending them clothes?
The corners of Xu Changyang's eyes shivered, "Let's go and see grandma for a ride."

Xia Yunshu's back trembled violently, but she quickly calmed down and nodded calmly.

……

Eight o'clock in the morning.

The black car stopped in front of the funeral home.

Xu Changyang, also in a heavy black suit, got out of the car first, walked quickly to the passenger seat, and opened the door.

Xia Yunshu sat in the car blankly, staring intently at the gate of the funeral home. At this moment, her heart beat very slowly, as if it was about to stop completely.

Xu Changyang's eyes were worried, he looked deeply at Xia Yunshu, and stretched out his palm towards her.

Xia Yunshu didn't put his hand on Xu Changyang's, leaned over and got out of the car, lightly holding the other arm in one hand, and walked towards the gate of the funeral parlor.

Xu Changyang grasped the cold wind with his outstretched palm, and he tilted his head to fixate on Xia Yunshu, feeling a pain in his heart.

……

When he reached the gate of the funeral parlor, Xia Yunshu stopped.

Xu Changyang also stopped two steps behind her, staring deeply at her back.

It's a little windy today.

Xia Yunshu's eyes looking towards the mourning hall were flushed red by the wind.

There is a coffin in the middle of the mourning hall, surrounded by yellow and white chrysanthemums.

Other than that, there were only a few scattered wreaths leaning against the walls on both sides of the mourning hall.

There is no photo in front of Wang Pei, so even if it is her mourning hall, there is not even a photo.

Xia Yunshu pinched her palm desperately, her vision was a little blurred, she rolled her eyes and landed on the lonely figure standing on one side of the mourning hall.

"He is the grandnephew of the old man."

Xu Changyang's low voice came into Xia Yunshu's ears from behind.

Xia Yunshu stared at the man, her pale lips trembling slightly.

Wang Pei devoted her whole life to her grandmother, her mother, and her. Over time, the relatives who had a blood relationship with her lost contact.

Thinking about it, Xu Changyang must have spent some time getting in touch with Wang Pei, his nephew.

But... so what?
……

Wang Pei's relatives are only this grandnephew, and there is a question mark whether he is willing to come to Wang Pei's funeral ceremony.

Xia Zhenhou and Yu Suhua reluctantly attended, probably to save the Xu family's face.

Only five members of the Xu family, Zhai Simo, Chu Yu, and Wen Qingcheng were left to attend Wang Pei's funeral.

The few people who can be counted further bring out the desolation and sorrow of this ceremony.

During the whole process, Xia Yunshu remained calm, neither crying nor speaking.

From the funeral parlor to the cemetery, and then to the dispersal of the crowd, everything proceeded so normally and without any suspense, and ended.

Just like Wang Pei's life, unknown and silent.

The only one who can remember her is Xia Yunshu.

Xia Yunshu stood quietly in front of Wang Pei's tombstone, looking at the tombstone without even a photo for a long time.

I often hear people say it.

An old man passed away. On the day of burial, it should rain, which is good for future generations.

When the raindrops hit Xia Yunshu's face and shoulders, Xia Yunshu's emotions, which had been "calm" all morning, were also being torn apart bit by bit.

She suddenly knelt straight on Wang Pei's tombstone, and that was so hard that Xu Changyang seemed to be able to hear the sound of her kneecap breaking.

Xu Changyang clenched his fists and approached her, and said hoarsely, "Xia Xia..."

"I want to be alone for a while." Xia Yunshu stared at the tombstone, her voice was so soft that it seemed to come from far away.

"I'll be with you." How dare Xu Changyang leave her alone.

Xia Yunshu crawled over, sat in front of Wang Pei's tombstone, stretched out her arms to hug her tombstone, closed her face slightly, and gently rubbed her face on the tombstone.

Xu Changyang looked at it, his throat hurt as if being cut by a blade.

"I want to have a good talk with my grandma. We haven't talked for a long time, and we haven't had time to say so many things that we want to say. Today, I think I've told my grandma everything." Xia Yunshu said with her eyes closed.

"Tell me, I won't make a sound." Xu Changyang said.

Xia Yunshu frowned, tears slowly rolled down her eyes, "You are here, what should I say? I just want to talk to my grandma, can't that work?"

"I……"

"Don't worry, I won't do stupid things. I promised my grandma that I will be strong."

"Xia Xia."

"I beg you... can you?"

"..." Xu Changyang felt a lump in his throat.

Xia Yun stretched his lips, panting intensively, on the verge of collapse.

Xu Changyang closed his eyes and compromised, "I promised to let you and grandma be alone, but I don't trust you, so I won't go far. I will watch you."

Xia Yunshu didn't speak.

Xu Changyang lifted his breath, turned around and walked forward for about 50 meters, stopped, and stared at Xia Yunshu from a distance.

As Xu Changyang's footsteps got farther and farther away, Xia Yunshu's arms holding the tombstone became tighter and tighter, and the tears in the corners of his eyes rolled more and more violently.

Her lips trembled violently, and she pressed against the rain-soaked tombstone, "Grandma, Xiao Shu misses you. Can you take Xiao Shu away?"

"Don't refuse me. When you get there, ask my mother and Acacia. They must miss me too and want to see me. Come and take me away..."

"It's not good here at all. The people are not good. They lie to me and treat me as a fool. I don't like this place. I like you. Come and take me away."

"I'm in so much pain, it hurts to death..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry... If I hadn't been overwhelmed by the so-called love, if I had cared more about you and paid more attention to you, you wouldn't have left me so early! You must have been disappointed in me, terribly disappointed, that's why you left

Be so decisive. "

"I hate myself so much, I hate myself to death!"

Xia Yunshu could never let it go, from the time Wang Pei was seriously ill in hospital to the time she passed away, they couldn't even say a word.

She didn't know that Wang Pei was sent to the hospital, nor was she by her side when Wang Pei left for the last time!
Xia Yunshu will never forgive herself, forever!
"Grandma, really, please take me away, please."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Xia Yunshu was gasping for breath, hugging Wang Pei's tombstone hoarsely begging, "I'm a sinner, I'm guilty, I'm sorry for you, you take me there, can I go over there and atone for your sins? Okay... ..."

"Grandma, I really can't do it alone, I can't..."

"I'm so scared, I'm scared, grandma, I'm scared..."

"Take me away, please take me away, ah..."

Xia Yunshu couldn't hold back any longer and cried bitterly.

The cry that was more mournful than heart-dead pierced the sky and crashed into Xu Changyang's ears, causing his back to tremble violently.

He didn't dare to hesitate, not even the slightest bit, and rushed over, hugging Xia Yunshu who was curled up against the tombstone half-forced into his arms.

"what……"

"It's agreed, we clearly agreed, we agreed to stay with me all the time..."

"I was wrong, I was wrong, I will never ignore you again, can you come back, come back, ah..."

"No, ah... I don't want you to die, I don't want you, I don't want..."

"Why, why are you doing this to me, why are you all leaving me..."

"Ah... I really want to..." Death...

"what……"

Xu Changyang only felt that his internal organs were all broken into dross. He hugged Xia Yunshu vigorously, and his broad and strong back couldn't stop trembling. me, you
have me! "

(End of this chapter)