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Chapter 561 Lin Xun Can't Comparing With You

"Xia Xia, I can't explain to you why I called the name you heard that night. But I can tell you with certainty that in my heart and eyes, there is only you, only you!"

"Only me?" Xia Yunshu blinked away the tears in her eyes, "I really want to believe you, I really want to! But, I really can't do it!"

Xu Changyang sat up from the sofa, staring at Xia Yunshu with deep eyes, "Before you went back to Tong City because of lovesickness, I rushed over to find you immediately, even though I knew you didn't come back because of me. But so what close
Yes, as long as you come back, I will regard you as willing to come back to me.I didn't expect that your attitude is still so decisive, leaving no room for..."

Xu Changyang closed his eyes lightly in pain, "Xia Xia, I won't lie to you, I have never suffered so much because of a woman, so painful, and even embarrassed myself. Because of you, I have become less like myself

.A wise and invincible barrister in the eyes of others is nothing in front of you. "

Xia Yunshu's eyes were clear, and he looked at Xu Changyang.

"If this is the case, and I can't clearly distinguish who the person I really care about and can't let go of is, then I'm really a complete idiot!" Xu Changyang's voice was tense, and Shen Yi said.

Xia Yunshu's eyes flickered, and her original firm belief and thoughts were shaken in her heart, "You have loved Lin Xun for more than ten years, and I have been with you since we met, except for the four years we were separated, and we have been together for less than a year... Of course I am more not on you
Lin Xun in my heart.Xu Changyang, are you trying to coax me or yourself by saying this? "

Xu Changyang smiled shyly, "I don't want to deceive anyone, let alone coax anyone. Every word I say now is from my heart! Xia Xia, if you don't believe what I say at this time, it can only mean that I am in your heart
, has no credibility at all! "

Xia Yunshu's heart ached, his lips moved slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

Xu Changyang got up from the sofa, walked towards Xia Yunshu, sat on the edge of her bed, reached into a hand from the corner of the quilt, and held her slightly clenched fist on her belly, "Xia Xia, I was really in pain that day! My heart is empty and flustered,

Also very angry, at the same time, hate you! "

I heard him say the word "hate" again and again.

Xia Yunshu sneered, tearfully trying to break away from his hand.

Xu Changyang held on tightly, "You left me for four years, four long years! During these four years, I have confirmed over and over again how much I love you, how much I want you, and to be with you forever! Xia Xia, how can you

How could you say such unfeeling things to me?I also have my pride, so I hate you!However, I know better that my hatred is just because I love you too much! "

"Do you think I'll believe you if you tell me this? Four years ago, I was fooled again and again by you as a fool, do you think I'll still be fooled by you?" Xia Yunshu gritted her teeth.

"These are all facts! I did not lie to you, and you are not as easy to deceive as you imagined!" Xu Changyang squeezed Xia Yunshu's fist tightly and shouted in a low voice.

"I'm not that easy to deceive, didn't I also be deceived by you? It can only prove that Xu Changyang is a good deceit!" Xia Yunshu also yelled back!
Xu Changyang's tense face twitched.

Then the moonlight that came in through the window gap stared at Xia Yunshu forbearance, "That time you came back, I was going to show my heart to you. I don't love Lin Xun. I love you, just you! But your attitude is like a front
The extremely sharp sword stabs at my heart one after another, and I will love Xia Xia very much!Like you, I have a mortal body, and it hurts! "

Xia Yunshu saw the scarlet eyes in Xu Changyang's eyes, and his heart trembled even more, "But you can't explain why you called her name that night? Xu Changyang, you can't explain it!"

"I'm just explaining to you now! Knowing that you're back, no matter what the reason is, I'm ecstatic. My mind is filled with the idea that I want to confess to you, I want to tell you, I only love you, Lin Xun has no way to be with you." You compare!"

Xu Changyang leaned down suddenly, and put his other hand on the back of Xia Yunshu's neck, staring at Xia Yunshu's eyes like a trapped beast, every word was like a blunt ax smashing into Xia Yunshu's ear!
Xia Yunshu was still frightened, shrugged her shoulders lightly, breathed tremblingly, and looked at Xu Changyang's tense face that was almost ferocious.

Seeing Xia Yunshu like this, Xu Changyang gritted his teeth in regret, his head softened, and he nestled into Xia Yunshu's neck, gently stroking her hair, his voice was hoarse and weak, "Xia Xia, I must have wanted to tell you this , i must be
.I don't love Lin Xun, I really don't, trust me, trust me, okay? "

Xia Yunshu shuddered violently, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and she panted heavily with her lips parted.

Xu Changyang kissed her ear hair, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I can't control myself. In front of you, I always lose my mind so easily. Xia Xia, what should I do? You teach me, I should How to do it

? ”

Xia Yunshu's throat was blocked and he couldn't speak.

"I know I shouldn't have any blame for you, any resentment. Four years ago when you decided to leave me, I knew that I hurt you too much and made you feel insecure. I know it's me, my Wrong." Xu Changyang
whispered in her ear.

Xia Yunshu looked down at him, her face trembled to varying degrees, she parted her lips, and uttered a few hoarse words, "You still can't let Lin Xun go."

Xu Changyang's back shook slightly.

Xia Yunshu felt it, and a smile that was uglier than crying appeared on the corner of her mouth.

So like this, how dare he say in front of her that he only loves her?

Xu Changyang backed away from Xia Yunshu's neck and sat upright by the bed, with his back to Xia Yunshu.

Looking at Xu Changyang's generous back, Xia Yunshu felt a sharp pain in her heart, "I know that Lin Xun is already negotiating a divorce with her husband, because the child..."

This was what Lin Xun told her when she came out of the private room and met Lin Xun at the door.

"I can't let Lin Xun go, not because I love her."

Xu Changyang interrupted Xia Yunshu, and turned to look at her seriously.

Xia Yunshu tightened his lips and frowned deeply.

"I didn't intend to let you know about this, because I know that you are the most hard-spoken and soft-hearted. But now, I have to say it." Xu Changyang said.

Doubt flashed across Xia Yunshu's pupils, and he stared at him, "What's the matter?"

"The accident that happened on the night of your engagement party with me caused Lin Xun to miscarry... lifelong infertility!" Xu Changyang narrowed his eyes and said.

Xia Yunshu's heart trembled fiercely, her eyes widened unconsciously, "What did you say? Infertility for life?"

"Yes." Xu Changyang turned sideways, held Xia Yunshu's trembling hand through the quilt, and looked at her with deep eyes lovingly, "This is the reason why Lin Xun had to divorce Qingqian."

"Tell me, are you talking about Lin Xun's infertility, or whether the child is you and her..."

"Shut up!" Xu Changyang's eyes sharpened, and he stared at Xia Yunshu, "What nonsense are you talking about? Me and her child?"

Xia Yunshu, "..."

When she came out of the private room that night, when Lin Xun talked to her, he always mentioned the child and him... Although she didn't say it clearly, what she said meant that she was trying to lead her to think in that direction.

After experiencing the embarrassment and humiliation, it is really impossible not to think about what Lin Xun said!

Xu Changyang reached out and pinched Xia Yunshu's chin, and said sternly, "Listen carefully, I have never met other women except you! In this regard, I am not a casual person!"

"..." After hearing his last sentence, Xia Yunshu was embarrassed.

Hearing this sentence from a man's mouth really makes people not know what to do!
Xu Changyang was stunned for a moment, maybe he also realized that there was something wrong with this sentence, Yingyi raised her long eyebrows, let go of her chin, and said, "In the past few years, I have been looking for experts to treat Lin Xun's condition, I hope can cure her.

In this way, it can be regarded as a kind of compensation. "

Xu Changyang looked at Xia Yunshu seriously, "So I can't promise you to completely ignore Lin Yu, not because I love her, but because I don't want to owe her."

Xia Yunshu drooped her eyelashes and remained silent.

When Xu Changyang saw this, he was not sure whether she believed it or not. He looked at her pupils with a little anxiety, but he resisted saying nothing and gave her time to judge.

"On the night of the engagement banquet, it was Zhao Hanlei who provoked me first. I was in a terrible mood. She rushed over to pester me. I couldn't bear it, so I started fighting with her. At the most intense moment, Lin Xun suddenly ran out, maybe it was to separate
Me and Zhao Hanlei, and..." or for some other reason.

Xia Yunshu didn't say what was said later, she felt that it was cruel to say that in such a situation.

After all, Lin Xun lost his child because of this, and also lost the qualification to be a mother because of it.

Xia Yunshu is pregnant now, the feeling of being a mother does not allow her to make such speculations, so she holds back.

Xia Yunshu raised his eyelids to look at Xu Changyang, "I wanted to get rid of the entanglement with Zhao Hanlei, so I pushed hard. I really don't know if it was Lin Xun who I pushed, or if I was pushing Zhao Hanlei. careful
I met Lin Xun..."

Xia Yunshu's eyes were red, and he was dazed, helpless and wronged, "I definitely didn't target Lin Xun, I didn't do it on purpose."

Xu Changyang reached out and stroked Xia Yunshu's eyes, and said softly, "I know, I believe you didn't mean it."

"But you didn't believe me at that time..."

"I didn't believe you, but at that time, I had to send Lin Xun to the hospital as soon as possible. First, she was pregnant. Second, I don't want you to take responsibility for this accident." Xu Changyang stared at her seriously. explain.

"Just say you trust me." Xia Yunshu said stubbornly, "But if you don't say anything, just hug her and leave. That's our engagement banquet!"

"Xia Xia."

Xu Changyang caressed Xia Yunshu's moist face, "You believe me, I have said countless times in my heart, I believe you, I must believe you!"

"Then why didn't you say it?" Xia Yunshu said aggrievedly, even though it had been four years, when I think about it, I still feel very sad.

Xu Changyang leaned down, put his forehead against hers, and stared deeply at her, "At that time, Lin Xun was bleeding heavily, and children and adults were very dangerous. What do you want me to say? I know you have a lot of grievances, but in that situation, Change

If you are me, even if you believe me unconditionally in your heart, will you say it? "

(End of this chapter)