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Chapter 101 101: I can't change the environment, but I can change myself
She hated her to death, yet she still wanted to pretend to be a caring big sister, trying to curry favor with her to win their attention.

Later, it was discovered.

They resolutely blocked her from their world.

They held Xu Shengxiang in their hands, and they never even told Xu Shengxiang the real reason for ignoring themselves, because they were afraid that she would be sad.

What about yourself?

What are you?
She is not Xu Shengxiang's toy, so why should I wrong myself to make her happy.

"They treat you so well, especially Ah Cheng, why did you do such a thing and make him sad?" Xu Shengxiang felt a little uncomfortable.

Ah Cheng, who he saved so desperately, didn't love himself at all.

She used to think that there was a reason why she became like this.

It turned out that there was no reason, she just turned bad.

Treat her so well?
Hearing such words, all Tang Xiaowan felt was irony.

Is she pretending to be stupid or really doesn't understand?

Closing the city was good to him, and it was only because of Xu Shengxiang's face.

In private, even if she accidentally touched his sleeve, he would immediately change it in disgust.

Why save her.

That's because he didn't want Xu Shengxiang's image of a caring big sister to be shattered.

I don't want her to be sad, sad, it's that simple... that's all.

At one time, she also thought that she had integrated into their circle.

But after the high school entrance examination, it was discovered that she really couldn't catch up.

Their academic performance is so good, and they were admitted to No. [-] Middle School at the same time.

But she...

It's a little transparent who can't even pass the general high school entrance examination.

She can only go to vocational high school.

But those girls in the vocational high school, they said she was an orphan, said she was beautiful, like a vixen.

She lived like that every day, really tired.

She had seen how the four of them protected Xu Shengxiang, but she was scolded like that, and no one would protect her.

In her heart, strong injustice welled up.

She had hoped for it before, saying that she was Fengcheng's girlfriend, but in return he gave him a cold warning.

He told her not to do these pointless things, it was disgusting.

Thinking of this, Tang Xiaowan felt pain, and couldn't help growling: "He is nice to me? Why doesn't he come out to protect me when someone makes things difficult for me?"

This was the first time, and the only time, for her to confide in her.

Xu Shengxiang looked at her, frowning tightly: "How come I never knew about this?"

Tang Xiaowan snorted coldly.

Of course she didn't know.

They built a castle for her and kept her firmly inside, never letting her know about all the filth and filth.

Because, in their hearts, she is the cleanest and most perfect angel.

How could you tell her this?

"I can't change the environment, but I can change myself and turn myself into someone like them." Tang Xiaowan took a deep breath and smiled pretending to be relaxed: "So, you know, why did I become like this? "

Xu Shengxiang didn't know how to answer.

Maybe it's because I haven't experienced it before, so I can't really empathize with it.

Anyway, she couldn't understand it.

No matter what, no matter what happens, she will not indulge herself and let herself fall into that situation.

(End of this chapter)