It's not too late to love again

Chapter 32 Kill the child! 1
In an instant, as if a basin full of cold water was poured over his head, Shui Han's joy just now was washed away, and his whole body was icy cold.

What is his purpose?He...he actually looked at her like this?

Shui Han only felt his brain buzzing, looking at the face in front of him in disbelief, his heart was pierced like a knife...

"You... Could it be that in your heart, I am that kind of person with low character?" Shui Han stared at him with red eyes filled with mist.

Yan Jiyun's hands in his trouser pockets were tightened, and a wave of anger rolled in his deep eyes like a pool: "Isn't it? That day, I personally fed you the contraceptive pill, but you were pregnant. Even if the contraceptive pill failed, why didn’t you tell me the first time when you found out you were pregnant? You were the one who told me, you must be the reporter who posted the news. I was mistaken before, I didn’t expect you to be so scheming, You have great ambitions, and your idea is to use your child to achieve your goal, now that the outside world knows that you are pregnant with my child, Yan Jiyun, what is your next plan?"

These words are exactly the same as what Yan Hongzhang said.

The bitter taste spread in Shuihan's heart, tears swirled in the eyes, the great grievances and injustices made Shuihan breathless.He stepped forward and took Yan Jiyun's hand, and hurriedly explained: "No... It's not what you think, I have no plan, I have no purpose... The contraceptive pill may be because I stopped taking it not long after I left the hotel that day. Comfortable, I threw up on the side of the road... probably the birth control pill was thrown out at that time. I really didn't mean it... the pregnancy thing, it was because I was too nervous and flustered, I was afraid you would not be happy , that's why I didn't tell you the first time... I don't know why the reporter found out, I didn't tell anyone else, please... believe me, okay?"

After Shui Han finished speaking in one breath, she felt like a person waiting to be sentenced, and Yan Jiyun was the superior judge.

There is a deadly and terrifying thing about human thinking, which is called...preconceived.

It was precisely because Yan Jiyun saw the news first, so no matter what Shui Han said now, it was useless.Such is the human psychology.It can be seen how insidious the person who broke the news secretly was.

The dishes on the table were steaming and fragrant, but Yan Jiyun was not in the mood to even take a bite.Looking at Shui Han coldly, indifferently without a trace of warmth: "If you were me, would you believe all of this? Isn't what I give you enough? Here, you eat well and live well, and I will pay for your college education , why are you still not satisfied? Trying to trap me with pregnancy, I can tell you that this trick is useless to me. She is not the woman I love, and she is not qualified to bear children for me. "

These words pierced Shui Han's heart like a barbed blade.Shui Han thought that the hurtful words of her classmates and Yan Hongzhang were the limit, but until this moment, she realized...there is no worst hurt, only more hurt!Every word said by the man in front of her can stab her heart to blood, just because she has him in her heart, she fell in love with him first, and forgot how ruthless he was at the beginning... Especially the last sentence, Enough to make you want to die.

"Yan Jiyun, you really...really misunderstood me...I have no purpose...I don't...I will stay here only because of me...I..."

"What about you? You want to tell me why you stayed by my side?" The corners of Yan Jiyun's lips curled up in an unusually cold way.

Shui Han was startled by his cold expression, and was at a loss for words for a moment... Yes, she never said that she was saved by him four years ago, if she said that she had planted him in her heart four years ago She fell in love with him after getting along with her during this period of time, would he believe it?

Will he believe it?The answer is of course no.Shui Han's voice was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't justify herself why she stayed by his side...everything needs the right timing, even if Shui Han confesses to Yan Jiyun now, it will only provoke Yan Jiyun's deeper feelings Disgusted, will only think she is still cheating.

Seeing that Shui Han was speechless, Yan Jiyun took his hand away from her, and walked straight to the door without looking at the food on the table or her face.

Shui Han just came back to her senses, and hurried to catch up...

"Don't go...you don't go...don't go..." Shui Han pulled his sleeve, begging helplessly, her choked voice was already hoarse.

Yan Jiyun's footsteps stopped, but he didn't turn his head back. His indifferent voice spread like thin ice: "Let go."

Two simple words overflowed from his cold lips... These two lips have kissed her mouth countless times. Her body, which was once so warm and seductive, turned into ice at this moment. Words that broke her heart.

She clearly remembered that when he went out the morning before yesterday, he had kissed her forehead...

In order to let Yan Jiyun stay, Shui Han has already begged so humblely, let herself be lowered into the dust, just because her feelings for him are causing trouble, she can't bear his misunderstanding, she can't bear the pain of lovesickness, but so what, he I don't care anymore.

"Let go!" Yan Jiyun shook her off angrily.

He was so strong that Shui Han's feet were unsteady, and he staggered back, almost falling.

Yan Jiyun's expression tightened, and he stretched out his hand subconsciously, only an inch away from supporting her, but finally stopped in mid-air, and then retracted calmly.Resolutely turned around, opened the door and left.

Shui Han leaned against the wall, watching his clear back disappear outside the door, finally couldn't bear the huge pain, and slid weakly and slowly sat on the ground.The tears that I had endured for a long time poured out like a mountain torrent...

The feeling of heartache turned out to be so uncomfortable, the bloody heart was cut open, and the pain was almost suffocating.

In the huge space, it was terribly deserted, only the sound of Shui Han's miserable weeping remained.

Just when Shui Han was heartbroken, a figure flashed into the doorway.Shui Han looked up in surprise, but saw that it was Hong Zhan.Disappointment hit her, and her spirit sank instantly.

Hong Zhan looked at Shui Han with a complicated face, shook his head and sighed, but still didn't say anything, and ran upstairs quickly.Not long after, Hong Zhan came down with a black travel bag.

Shui Han's mental state is very poor, stimulated by repeated blows, her consciousness is a little dazed.

"Hong...Hong Zhan...you are..."

Seeing Shui Han in such a state, Hong Zhan was indeed somewhat regretful, but Yan Jiyun had orders, so he had to say them.

"Shuihan... the young master ordered me to get some of his clothes, he won't be back soon, and... the young master said, there is cash in the drawer in the bedroom, you can go to the hospital for... abortion, it can be used Come on. Sigh, you...you can do it for yourself." After Hong Zhan said these few words, he felt as if he was so tired after talking for days and nights, and he actually stuttered.

Hong Zhan didn't dare to delay, so he left after speaking, not wanting to see Shui Han's red and swollen eyes again.

The future fate of this little girl is not something that Hong Zhan can predict.He only knows that everything depends on Yan Jiyun's choice... To be favored by Yan Jiyun, life is of course easy, but once he loses Yan Jiyun's pity, the situation is one word, miserable.

Shui Han was still in a daze for a long time after Hong Zhan left, and Hong Zhan's words echoed in his ears...

Do traffic?Is this Yan Jiyun's final decision?After all, he doesn't want this child!He doesn't want children!

Before that, what Shui Han was most afraid of was hearing such a result, but she couldn't help feeling a little fluke, imagining, what if, hypothetically, what if he also had a little affection for her?Maybe he'll keep the kids.But now, Shui Han's extravagant hopes were ruthlessly smashed to pieces!

If two days ago, she was still living in a beautiful paradise, loved and pampered by him, and the years were peaceful, but now, his indifference and heartlessness made her wake up from the dream.Is this what hell feels like?

Yan Jiyun's car drove out of the villa, and he sat in the back seat without saying a word, looking out the window of the car, and his eyes were cast into the distance.What was he thinking about?
For Shui Han, his belief or not is all in one thought.The reason why he was so angry that he even asked Hong Zhan to tell Shui Han to do the abortion was because he felt that he was cheated by Shui Han, and what he hated most was being cheated.

His slender fingers were icy cold as he stroked the necklace pendant around his neck, Yan Jiyun thought of those unbearable scenes in his memory... When his parents were still alive, how did his father deceive his mother time and time again, fooling around outside behind his mother's back.Since childhood, Yan Jiyun has seen too many hypocrisy, so he has always longed for a truth in his heart.

He was attracted by Shui Han's innocence, so he kept her by his side. Invisibly, he already had some trust in her.Even unknowingly began to care about her and pet her.But just when he was trying to feel the "truth", the news broke out.When he was completely unprepared, this report was tantamount to pulling him away from Shui Han who was approaching him.

No one can be indifferent after thinking that they have been calculated, especially Yan Jiyun who is so eager for sincerity.

He was able to force Shui Han to take the contraceptive pill, so one can imagine how cautious he was in giving birth.And Shui Han's current position in his heart may not be enough for him to accept the fact that she is pregnant...or maybe, he hasn't realized what kind of feelings he has for Shui Han.

"Hong Zhan, go to the mansion." Yan Jiyun ordered lightly, and Hong Zhan responded straightforwardly.

It's not that Yan Jiyun will go back to the Yan family's mansion, but he knows that there are still things waiting for him to solve there.The fire in the warehouse in the neighboring city and the matter between him and Shui Han, the Yan family is waiting for him to go back and explain.

Confession?Yan Jiyun slowly closed his eyes. He was tired, and the corner of his mouth had a slight arc of coldness and arrogance... He didn't go there just to explain.

The Yan family's mansion was as elegant as usual, but Yan Jiyun didn't have the leisure and elegance to appreciate the scenery, he just wanted to leave after a quick battle and rest.

Perhaps everyone in each room received the news that Yan Jiyun had returned to the city, so they all gathered neatly in the living room tonight.Everyone has their own thoughts, which cannot be guessed.Only the innocent and lovely Xinya sincerely hoped that her cousin would show up soon.

As soon as Yan Jiyun stepped into the living room, he felt an extraordinary atmosphere.With a cold glance... it turned out that not only a few aunts and uncles had arrived, but even Yan Hongzhang's younger brother had arrived.

Yan Hongzhang only has such a younger brother, and he can be regarded as a relatively low-key existence in the Yan family. Unexpectedly, he would appear here today.Needless to say, it was definitely for that matter.

(End of this chapter)