Sweetheart Strikes: The Devil's School Herbs, Please Recruit

Chapter 151 Why Do I Want To Find Him
My childhood memories have been blurred for a long time, but I remember that I had a little friend.

It's the kind of little friend who has a good time, and may even say that they want to be together for the rest of their lives.

I don't remember who that child was. I asked my parents, and they all said that there was no such a child.

I've often wondered if I'm delusional.

But I would hum a short piece of music from time to time, and the melody of that piece was very similar to "Stars".

Ye Keyuan probably knew this too, so he decided that this song would arouse my interest.

But for a long time after Ye Keyuan left the ward, I didn't listen to that song.

It wasn't until it rained and thunder flashed that I felt uncomfortable being alone in the ward, so I put on my headphones and listened to the song.

It is not an insurmountable melody, but it is like a demon that can lure people into the abyss, pulling you into the world of that tune step by step.

When the familiar melody overlapped with the vague memory, I couldn't help but my heart beat faster.

Another small figure appeared in a trance in my mind.

It's that kid!
But more, I can't think of it.

But at that moment, I was sure that when I was very young, I did have a very good friend.

With such a feeling of reunion after a long absence, I listened to "Stars" over and over again.

The heavy rain poured down, washing away the wild roses on the wall outside the window again and again, but there were always a few roses that bloomed enthusiastically and beautifully even in the heavy rain.

The song "Stars" is full of deep loneliness, coldness, and unbearable fear, just like us, tiny, floating alone in the vast ocean of stars, helpless and lonely.

However, at the most desperate time, there will be a ray of light and warmth in this song.

The person who created the stars seeks warmth in a desperate situation.

Like a rose flower in a storm, it still wants to bloom its own beauty.

It's as if I know that I am a demon who has fallen into the abyss, but I still yearn for the light, and I look forward to an angel who will lead me out of the abyss.

Listening to "Stars" over and over again, I suddenly felt that I might not be so desperate.

Chemotherapy is only halfway through. Although the effect is not good, it cannot be said to be a failure until the end.

Even demons hope to go under the light, so can I also hope for a new life?

My parents, including Ye Keyuan, persuaded me about things that I hadn't figured out for a long time. They always thought of the hope and courage I picked up in that rainy afternoon.

In the blooming roses, in the melody of "Stars", everything suddenly became clear.

Until the end, I have to work hard to live.

Live and let your life be as beautiful as a rose.

To live, to find that little figure in memory.

Live to meet the angel.

I'd like to tell the angel if I could.

Don't be afraid of being alone, even if you are a demon in the abyss, an angel will surely appear and lead you into light and warmth.

Yes, since then, I swore, I want to find angels.

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"I want to find the angel, thank him for creating "Star" and helping me survive the most difficult days."

I also want to tell him that there must be someone who will give him light and warmth.

It's just that I keep the last wish in my heart, and I don't want to share it with Su Qingmu.

　O(∩_∩)O Thank you beauty "づ Ye灬 accompany me in my sorrow √Ё" for rewarding 100 book coins!Thank you beauty "Miss Yu Chen" for rewarding 100 book coins!

　　
　
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