Chapter 285

After a night of heart-wrenching pain, it was already the next morning when she opened her eyes again. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Xu Youning lying beside her bed at a glance. The events of last night were repeated in her mind Back, it seemed to be ringing the alarm for her, telling herself that this incident was just the beginning, and the heart-wrenching experience last night was just the beginning. People hate to the bone marrow.

The appearance of Xu Youning lying on the side of the bed made her feel grateful. What could she do to get this girl to treat her like this?
She propped herself up, took a coat from the closet and put it on her shoulders, then put on the clothes by herself, went to the sofa outside the house, and nestled herself in, the strange emotion swept over her so fast that it was too fast for her Without the slightest preparation to control it, thousands of thoughts in her heart were smashing towards her like surging waves, and she was caught off guard, unable to guard against it. These years, the more difficult she was suffering, the more she wished to tear them into pieces. She, even more so.

Xu Youning woke up early in the morning and saw that she wasn't there. She was so frightened that she was shocked. Then she touched the bed and found that there was still a trace of warmth. She came out of the room and opened the door. She was surprised to see her sitting on the sofa with her head bowed. The heart that was raised suddenly fell down.

"How are you?" she asked eagerly.

"I'm fine, don't worry," she raised her head, she had put her emotions in order, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, telling her not to worry.

When Xu Youning heard the words, he didn't believe it a little, put his hand on the back of her hand, and said seriously: "No matter what time it is, I will stand with you, believe me."

It doesn't matter whether Gu Yan is good or bad, she will be there, not for any other reason, just because this girl makes people feel distressed, obviously they are almost the same age, but in her eyes, it is not difficult to see the taste of the ups and downs of the years .

"Thank you," Gu Yan pursed his lips tightly, and stretched out his hand to hug her into his arms. Bai Shenxing, Gu Qingzhou, look, an outsider who has only known each other for a few months knows to stand in the united front with me, you guys Woolen cloth?Can you do it?
After so many years, how did you give up on me so cruelly and not want me?How did you do it?
"Thank you," she cried silently, tears splashed on Xu Youning's neck, her intuition was scalding hot and scary, she never thought that Gu Yan would cry silently, would hold her tightly in his arms and thank her loudly.

Gu Yan thought, maybe she was hurt by this indifferent world, so now others will burn her if she is given a little warmth. She has lived with Xu Youning for more than a month, and today she can be regarded as completely accepting Xu Youning's personality. Human existence, what about normal times?No, she has always had a grudge, and she dare not trust anyone, even if this person is handpicked by Lao Yu, she still can't trust it.

There is no reason, no reason, just because she has been used to indifference over the years.

"Boss, HD's project has been delivered, and Jack told you to have a look," Zhang Jin said when he saw her coming from afar carrying her bag.

"Okay," she agreed, and then opened the office door and went in.

At this time, she no longer had the painful appearance of hugging Xu Youning as in the early morning, but only a strong body and an armor that wrapped herself up.

"Boss, tea or coffee?" Zhang Jin pushed open the door and asked.

"Coffee." After so many years away from the country, she thinks that she seldom drinks tea, so she hardly drinks it. Why?Because when she was young, Gu Qingzhou liked to drink tea, and she often took her to talk about the tea ceremony with Bai Shenxing and the other two, so she is also a person who knows tea, but now, she is going to get rid of all these things,
If you can not be contaminated, you will not be contaminated.

"Jack said, let you take a good look at the HD project and try to win it," Zhang Jin passed Jack's words to Gu Yan.

Gu Yan stretched out his hand to flip through the HD project, and then spent a whole morning browsing through the files, and an afternoon to make annotations, and took the files upstairs and handed them over to Jack. After looking over them, he nodded frequently, and then turned to Gu Yan Said; "From the very beginning, I knew that I was right, really," he did not hesitate to praise Gu Yan.

From Jack's point of view, she is indeed a very good employee, with great abilities in all aspects, and then she acts decisively, without any sloppiness, and goes straight to the point, just like the cooperation project in his hand at this time. The result she gave herself is very good. details.

"You are in charge," Jack concluded directly.

Gu Yan didn't shirk it, because what she needed now was experience and fame, and she would take any case Jack gave her.

On the third day after returning from Berlin, she planned her itinerary for the whole day, then went to work, and was ready to leave work at six o'clock. After work, she walked two blocks to Ben's training hall. She started a new life, this new life The impetus was brought to her by Lao Yu. She may not feel it, but Ben clearly knows that Gu Yan is getting more and more ruthless, and his methods are getting more and more ruthless. If the strength is seven points, then she must use ten points of strength. If he said three points of strength, she must be six points. Accept it, even if it means being beaten, she is willing.

He often saw that the training hall was empty, and she was sweating profusely on the sandbags. He didn't know why this happened, but he knew in his heart that it was inseparable from that gunshot wound, until he couldn't see her anymore. , he said something to remind her that the time is up and it's time to go home.

Lao Yu said that only when she is strong enough can she not be trampled on. She always remembers this sentence, and will never forget it no matter what. Therefore, she strives to be the first in the company, and tortures people to death in the training hall. I, abused to the point that those men dare not fight against me.

Berlin.

Shu Ning returned to her residence from the cafe where she worked, and turned on the TV to listen to the international news. This was a habit she had developed over the years. Then she walked to the kitchen to get some food for herself, and suddenly opened the refrigerator door and asked When the meat smelled, the nausea came suddenly, and she didn't even have time to run to the bathroom, she vomited directly on the kitchen sink until it was dark, and she knelt limply on the cold kitchen floor. Uncomfortable, she recovered after a while.

She forced herself to lie on the sofa and rested for a full two hours before she recovered. It was like a thunderbolt in an instant. She left Seoul for two months, and the last night with Xu Mingyi was the night before she left. yes…….

Before he had time to think about it, he ran down, searched for a long time before finding a pharmacy, and pushed open the door to enter.

"Boss, pregnancy test stick," she took out the money and put it on the counter.

"How many?" the boss asked.

"How many are accurate?" She had never had this kind of experience, so at this time, she was completely dumbfounded.

"Not necessarily," the boss did not give an affirmative answer.

"Give me one of each of your brands." She came to Berlin for two months, and the most expensive thing was probably spent on buying pregnancy test sticks.

When the boss took out five pregnancy test sticks for her, she felt as if she was holding a heavy stone in her hand. She couldn't believe it, but she did remember that Xu Mingyi refused to take any measures that night, shouting that she was pregnant It happened to be a marriage or something, and after a while in her ears, he finally let him get his wish. However, he didn't take the contraceptive pill the next day and left in a hurry.So put this matter behind her, today's reaction made her hate it to death.

When she entered the bathroom with the pregnancy test stick, she didn't have the slightest strength to open the door of the bathroom. What if she was really pregnant?
What should she do?To stay or not to stay?If you don't stay, how cruel, it is still a little life anyway.

Keep?She doesn't have the courage to be a single mother, and she can't be that great.

She went into the bathroom, the first stick, the parallel bars, the second stick, the parallel bars, the third stick, the fourth stick, the fifth stick, all of them. The five pregnancy test sticks showed her the news that she was pregnant. At this time Sitting on the toilet seat, covering her face and trembling, she would rather it wasn't real, it was just a dream, but obviously, no, it wasn't a dream, what was in front of her was naked reality, It's all reality, a reality she can't escape.

What should she do?
Life abroad is not as good as at home. Now she is just floating in this city, how can she afford to raise a child?At this moment, she was in a state of disarray, wishing she could go back to two months ago, if she wanted to leave, she could leave completely, why did she go back and sleep with Xu Mingyi?
She doesn't have much savings, and she can't afford to squander it, what can she do now?what to do?
Tears soaked through her fingers and stayed slowly, she was going crazy.

This night, at eleven o'clock, at two o'clock in the morning domestic time, Xu Mingyi received a call from across the country. At this time, he was discussing with the company's executives about cooperation with the municipal government for the next day. This was Shu Ning's first meeting since he left. , He didn't go to the company, the secretary brought all the executives to his apartment, and then the sofa became their office place. His mobile phone was placed in the bedroom, but he didn't take it to the living room. Naturally, he couldn't hear any noise. At five o'clock in the morning, After the plan was finalized, a group of executives lay in disorder on the sofa in the living room. After finishing the documents, he turned and went back to the room to pick up his mobile phone. Only then did he see a missed call. It rang for five seconds. He thought it was a nuisance call and ignored it.

As everyone knows, if he had answered the call at that time, everything would have been different.

Shu Ning plucked up the courage to go downstairs to make this call, but when the phone rang, she was timid, regretted, and had already decided to leave, why did she turn back so hypocritically?Just because I'm pregnant?
At this moment, she seemed to be poured down by a basin of cold water, her heart felt cold.

All hypocrisy seems trivial at this moment.

It was she who was going to leave, and she left as soon as she left, and she didn't want to go back. She had self-esteem and couldn't tolerate being too hypocritical.

If you don't have the ability to create ability, you won't go back the whole way.

From the time she left, she told herself that no matter what, don’t turn back, don’t turn back, no matter what, life is hard, and that’s what she chose. When she was young, she could look for a goal and work hard, and now she can , She is still young and has enough energy to face all of this, it's nothing, it's nothing.

This night, she was doing ideological work with herself, trying her best to do ideological work, even if she had a splitting headache, she would never admit defeat,

In the early morning of the second day, she suddenly picked up the document she had thrown into the trash can again. After reading it for a whole morning, she made a plan list, and then spent a day summing it up. She felt that there was still something feasible. After some time, she picked up her cell phone to make a call.

Little did she know, her phone call determined her fate for the rest of her life.On the fifth day after she came back, she received a call from Berlin. At this time, she was doing documents in the office. When she saw the location of the caller ID, she couldn't help but smile slightly, and then deliberately picked it up slowly. She knew that Shu Ning Will come to find yourself, a woman's sixth sense is simply terrible.

"Hello," she deliberately pretended to be casual.

"I'm Shu Ning, I've seen your plan, I think, we can talk about it," she went straight to the point, she didn't think she could win in a spat with a woman like Gu Yan.

"See you at the old place in the afternoon of the 14th," Gu Yan said. Today, on the 14th, the no. [-] afternoon meeting at the old place proved to be in that cafe. Shu Ning knew it, and Gu Yan knew it too.

After arranging the things at hand, she flew to Berlin. What she didn't expect was that she set foot in this place twice in just one month. Some were familiar and some were unfamiliar.

"I thought you wouldn't agree." Shu Ning was sitting opposite him at this moment, wearing a simple black turtleneck sweater and jeans under a down jacket, monotonous but very capable.

"Are you going to agree?" If it wasn't for the sudden pregnancy, she would never have agreed to work with Gu Yan, because the contract she gave was an unequal contract.

"I really want to know what made you change your mind," Gu Yan said with a trace of curiosity, she wondered why this woman's hard attitude had changed now?Could it be that something happened to her in just a few days?
From the first impression of Shu Ning and Gu Yan, she was a tough girl who would not easily change her decision.

But today, when she sat here and told him directly that she would not agree, she was slightly taken aback.

But amidst this shock, there was a trace of complacency.

"Responsibility," Shu Ning replied lightly, because she had thought about keeping this child for two whole days, and if she actually wanted to, she must have a certain source of income, because she was no longer alone, so she couldn't act willfully , She actually wants to be a single mother, so she should shoulder this responsibility, she thinks so.

Gu Yan nodded slowly. Responsibility is a great summary. She knows the weight of these two words.

"What about you? Why do you want to find me? I only met Lao Yu once," Shu Ning was curious. If she came to him only because of Lao Yu's recommendation, it would be unreasonable, because Lao Yu didn't Knowing themselves, the relationship between them is just a one-sided relationship.

"Because I believe in him," because I believe that Lao Yu no matter whether the person he introduces is good or bad, she will try it, just because it is recommended by Lao Yu.

"Your boyfriend?" When Shu Ning said this, he felt a little bit of admiration for Gu Yan and Yu Siqi in his heart. She and Xu Mingyi couldn't maintain a relationship in the capital and Seoul, but Gu Yan and Yu Siqi One of Lao Yu is in the base of the Capital Military Region, and the other is far away in Los Angeles. If they are really lovers, I should admire them very much.

But Gu Yan smiled lightly and said, "No."

Her low-browed smile contained too many things, and Shu Ning had read countless people, but he couldn't understand the emotion in it. In the High School, they not only learned their majors well, but also had to be familiar with psychology, including how to To distinguish other people's facial expressions, because in the future they will face outsiders, she has learned for a long time, but at this time, Gu Yan, she can't see through, there are too many things in her low-browed smile, too much. miscellaneous.

"I understand that it's not for the time being," Shu Ning took a sip of the boiled water in front of him, and said to her leisurely.

Hearing this, Gu Yan raised his eyebrows lightly, isn't it for the time being?No, according to her premonition, she and Yu Siqi could be confidants, they could be friends by fate, but it is impossible to have a relationship between a man and a woman, because she can't understand Yu Siqi, can't understand Yu Siqi's feelings for her, and also can't understand Knowing what kind of feelings she has for Yu Siqi, she trusts him and relies on him, but she can distinguish between this kind of trust and dependence. She is happy when he comes, and she will be sad and sad when he leaves, but that kind of grief is not It will be too long, it will pass after one or two days, unlike when she left the country and missed Bai Shenxing day and night, it was him when she opened her eyes, and he was also him when she closed her eyes. Everyone is him, and he doesn't feel this way about Yu Siqi and her.

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