God is finally with me

Chapter 379 Shocking [4 more]

At this time, it was only in the early hours of the morning that Qin Momo didn't fall asleep last night, but passed out.

In an instant, he was stunned, thinking what he had done. When she lifted Qin Momo's quilt and was about to carry her to the hospital, she realized that she was naked and her snow-white skin was shocking.

At this time, Qin Momo's skin was no longer as fair as before. Because she took a lot of baths yesterday, her skin had a lot of red rashes, and there were many bite marks left on her body in the early morning.

Looking at Qin Momo in this state in the early morning, she half-closed her eyes and stood aside, not daring to approach her for a long time.

Is this unconscious Qin Momo still his Momo?

At this time, he realized from Qin Momo's apology yesterday how much she regretted and how much she hated herself.

She really didn't intend to take revenge on herself, she was really just being targeted by Miyagi.

But when he heard her cry and apology, he was indifferent and hurt her badly.

At this moment, he realized how many showers Qin Momo had taken at home yesterday to rinse himself off, but he didn't realize it. He just used his own way to cover up the breath left by others on her body.

What right does he have to blame Qin Momo, what right does he have to punish her like this?

When Qin Momo knew that Meng Xiyan was pregnant, she couldn't bear to blame herself, and told him not to apologize anymore, saying that he didn't do it on purpose.

But he faced the same thing, the same mistake, what did he do?
Looking at the comatose Qin Momo, in the early hours of the morning, he only wished for time to turn back. He didn't pray for time to go back to before Qin Momo was hurt by Miyagi, he just wanted to go back to last night.

If he could, he would never blame Qin Momo again, would give her a hug, and forgive her unintentional mistakes.

It's just that now, it's too late, he has already hurt her.

Thinking of Qin Momo bearing his anger silently, thinking of her not daring to call out pain, Chenchen hated herself to death, hated herself for being so irrational.

He only hoped that Qin Momo would wake up soon, that Qin Momo could accept his apology, and that she would not hate him.

Thinking of this, Qingchen quickly took Qin Momo's clothes from the closet and changed them for her.

Then he called the family doctor and asked him to come to the single apartment to treat Qin Momo.

When the doctor arrived at the apartment, Miyagi, who was in the hotel, happened to be discovered by the cleaning staff, who called 120 and sent him to the hospital.

In the apartment, the doctor gave Qin Momo a lotion and prescribed a plaster for Qin Momo to rub on his skin.

After sending the doctor away, Chenchen couldn't wait to take off Qin Momo's clothes and apply medicine for her.

Looking at every trace on Qin Momo's body, Chen Chen's heart felt as if it had been stabbed severely by a bayonet.

After he applied Qin Momo's medicine, he couldn't breathe smoothly. He held her little hand tightly and said sorry to her over and over again.

However, Qin Momo, who was in a coma, couldn't hear anything.

It wasn't until four o'clock in the afternoon, when Miyagi was pushed out of the emergency room, that Qin Momo's eyes slowly opened.

Looking at the blurry dawn in front of him, Qin Momo's eyes instantly became moist.

She thought she was dazzled again and saw wrong again. She didn't expect that she could still see the early morning when she woke up.

It's just that she doesn't want to see the early morning, and she doesn't feel good after seeing him.

She still remembers that her apology didn't have any effect, and she still remembers bullying her mercilessly in the early morning
She still remembered that she didn't fall asleep, but passed out from the pain.

She thought about the anger yesterday in the early morning, and her decision became more determined. She would never try to stand by his side in the future, and would not cause him any harm or trouble.

She didn't want him to feel distressed when he saw her and feel uncomfortable when he saw her.

The same is true for her, she doesn't want to suffer anymore, doesn't want to suffer anymore, doesn't want to torture each other anymore.

This time, Qin Momo completely resigned to her fate. When she and Chen Chen were together, what they brought to each other was nothing but harm. Their happiness far outweighed the harm.

If you want to live a lifetime of torturing each other like this, it is better to spend a long life with regrets.

At least avoid hurting each other again in the future, and avoid the chance of becoming enemies.

Looking at Qin Momo's slowly opening eyes in the early morning, she kissed her little hand excitedly, and asked with concern: "Momo, you finally woke up, is there anything wrong? Are you hungry? I cooked porridge for you .”

Listening to Qingchen's concerned greeting, Qin Momo took a deep breath and felt that there was no pain anywhere in her body, but she said in a soft voice, "I'm not feeling well, I'm not hungry."

After she finished speaking, she took great effort to pull her little hand back from Chen Chen's palm.

Thinking of how he disliked her yesterday, Qin Momo didn't want him to touch her. She was afraid that she would dirty him and make him dislike her even more.

Looking at Qin Momo who pulled his hand back in the early morning, for a moment, he felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak. The palm of Qin Momo's little hand that was holding Qin Momo just now hurt, his chest seemed to be pulled by something, and he was so uncomfortable that he was about to die.

He stretched out his big hand, gently stroked Qin Momo's haggard face, and said, "Momo, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my mind last night, and I shouldn't have accepted your apology."

Qin Momo felt the gentle big hand caressing her face in the early morning, took a deep breath, raised her arm with difficulty, and took his hand away from her face, she said: "You are right!"

Hearing Qin Momo's fragile voice in the early morning, feeling her resistance to him, he held her little hand again and said, "Momo, you blame me, just scold me, it's my fault, I shouldn't faint Head, I shouldn't take it out on you."

Listening to Chen Chen's self-blame and apology, Qin Momo tried her best to withdraw her hand, but failed.

In the end, she could only take a deep breath, and said cautiously, "I'm afraid I'll get your hands dirty."

At this moment, Qin Momo felt extremely inferior. She felt that she was no longer worthy of Qingchen.

So she is unwilling to accept his tenderness, which will only make her more uncomfortable and make her blame herself more.

But in the early morning, he was shocked. He didn't expect that Qin Momo's rejection of him was just for this reason. He would rather she was angry with him than see her humble.

So, he said, "I'm not clean either."

Listening to Qingchen's comfort, Qin Momo whispered, "You are a man, I am a woman, they are different."

Although Qin Momo has never been considered an old-fashioned woman, in her subconscious mind, she still has the idea that she should love herself more than Chen Chen.

So she can try hard to accept Chen Chen's mistakes, but she can't forgive her mistakes, and she can't let Chen Chen get close to her again.

Listening to Qin Momo's reasons in the early morning, my heart felt like a knife.

Only then did he understand how guilty Qin Momo was, how much he blamed himself, but he ignored them all last night, and she completely ignored Qin Momo.

For a while, he stood aside, at a loss, not knowing what to do.

Although he minded Qin Momo's mistakes and couldn't let go of them completely, he had no right to blame her.

(End of this chapter)