I just want to pamper you

Chapter 603

She naturally knew how terrifying it was for this man to be ruthless.

She felt completely desperate, because she couldn't die cleanly in front of him, and she couldn't calm down and stab his heart with a knife.

"You know? What I want to see more than seeing you die is that you say something to comfort me and coax me. If you could say something like that three minutes ago, I wouldn't even want to come up with it. This knife, you know!"

Finally, her already numb heart was stimulated to wake up bit by bit, and the pain that she felt after she knew it was like a sharp knife point slicing through every inch of her body.

"Why don't you give me a little hope? That kind of hope is not that I want you to like me, nor is it that you give me a little bit of your love for Miss Xu. I just hope that you... can be there when I need you. time, accompany me, comfort me."

Even if his company and comfort are just formulaic and coping, that's fine.

"Yes, I did say in front of you not long ago that in the past so many years, I have never lived for myself. I am weak and timid, and I can't hold my head up in front of you, so even if you are married, I still want to have a good life. Fight for yourself once, but Mu Junting... have you seen that I did something that hurt you and Miss Xu!"

To put it more simply, she just has a heart but no guts.

Her cowardice and inferiority complex have been integrated into her blood and deeply hidden in her bones.

Tang Yin couldn't take it anymore and collapsed.

She didn't expect that her hysteria was not because Tang Xin died in prison, but because she felt wronged and hurt in front of Mu Junting.

She has to admit her selfishness, human nature is a sinister thing, in the past so many years, she has suffered so much injustice, no matter in terms of family or relationship, but she has always wanted to be a kind person.

She has been working hard, but the kinder she is, the sadder she is.

Mu Junting once told her, don't use kindness to test a person's bottom line.

She didn't listen to it at the time, but now she knows how reasonable that sentence is.

She looked up at him, her face full of despair and pain.

"I won't stab you with that knife, and you don't owe me anything. You don't want me to die in front of you. Anyway...I can die anywhere."

Once, she was full of hatred for this world, because she felt that she had never been treated kindly.

When she remembered, either her father grabbed her hair and slapped her, punched and kicked her, or her mother brought a messy man back home to have fun, and told her to get out and die far away.

The classmates don't like her and look down on her, just because she wears old, washed white school uniform, like a child who walked out of a slum, and she keeps a straight face all day long.

At that time, she wanted to die.

But later, Xia He subsidized her, gave her good food, good clothes, and good use, but even though Xia He raised her as a princess at the beginning, she still couldn't hide her tattered temperament in the end.

To Tang Yin, the ugly duckling turned into a swan is just a fairy tale.

(End of this chapter)