All the years are for you

Chapter 118 You Don't Love Me At All

Lan Xiyue, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said lightly: "Go back and rest first..."

From Lan Chenxiu's eyes, she could already see doubt and coldness.

Gu Hanyu withdrew his gaze, turned his head to look at Lan Xiyue with a calm expression, moved his lips slightly, and nodded without saying anything.

After Gu Hanyu turned and left, Lan Xiyue took a deep breath, clenched her fingers tightly, then let go, turned and walked out of the classroom, standing under the eaves in front of the main entrance.

The wind messed up her long hair and covered the expression in her eyes, making Lan Chenxiu unable to see her expression clearly.

He moved his stiff fingers, then pushed the door and got out of the car.

There was no expression on the handsome and beautiful face, only from the indifferent black eyes and the thin lips that were tightly pursed, he was in a bad mood at this time--
Lan Xiyue's heart ached from his eyes, she clenched her fingers and didn't know what to say. She admitted that she was still unwilling to take that step and ruin the love that had just begun. For her, it was really It's too cruel, for him, too.

"Explain..." Lan Chenxiu stared closely at Lan Xiyue's eyes, with a trace of tolerance in them.

Anyone who knows him well knows that he has always acted swiftly and resolutely. If he is wrong, he is wrong, and there is no need for any redundant explanation.

But this time, he gave her a chance to explain, explaining why the phone was turned off on purpose and not contacting him, why Gu Hanyu was here and behaved intimately with her——
As long as she explained, no matter what the reason, he would believe it.

Lan Xiyue has never thought of explaining. One day, to her, it was like a death sentence. Explain what?how to explain?

It is not voluntary to say that she deliberately alienated him, and that she and Gu Hanyu are just ordinary friends, don't get me wrong?

Then if she did this, wouldn't all previous efforts be wasted?

She wanted to explain, but couldn't speak.

"When did you arrive..." Her voice was dry and hoarse.

Lan Chenxiu narrowed his eyes while staring at her, and slightly clenched his slender fingers. He looked at her inquiringly with his indifferent eyes, and said nothing——
After a long time, a muffled thunder rumbled in the air, causing Lan Xiyue's heart to tremble violently!
After the thunder had passed, she heard Lan Chenxiu's plain but cold voice again: "Explain..."

Her body was as stiff as a rock, looking at Lan Chenxiu, she felt her heart ached so badly that she almost stopped breathing.

The two faced each other quietly, as if nothing around them existed.

Suddenly, a pleasant voice cut in——
"The generation gap between you is too deep, she is not happy with you..."

Lan Xiyue's eyes widened in astonishment, and she suddenly turned her head to look at Gu Hanyu who was slowly walking out.

There is a storm in my heart--
After Lan Chenxiu heard his words, his breath suddenly stopped, and his heart also trembled...

Then he fixed his cold eyes on Gu Hanyu with his hands in his pockets.

Gu Hanyu fixedly looked back at Lan Chenxiu, and said again: "Isn't it? You have too much burden on you, where does she rank in your heart? I can leave anything and anyone for her, and stay by her side all the time ,Can you?"

Lan Chenxiu's body froze, and the dark light surged in his eyes!

"Gu Hanyu!" Lan Xiyue growled, preventing him from continuing.

"This is what you think in your heart, why don't you let him know?" Gu Hanyu stared at Lan Xiyue closely, with persuasive eyes!

"I···"

Lan Xiyue's eyes hurt badly, she stared closely at Gu Hanyu, her eyes were bloodshot, but she couldn't get out the three words "I don't care" stuck in her throat no matter what.

Gu Hanyu is forcing her, forcing her to make a choice in front of him, either stay with him or separate completely...
Lan Chenxiu looked at Gu Hanyu and said coldly: "This has nothing to do with you--"

Gu Hanyu slightly hooked the corners of his lips, and said softly: "Why is it okay?" After finishing speaking, he slowly stretched out his right hand to hold Lan Xiyue's stiff left hand hanging by his side.

"Didn't...you see it?"

Gu Hanyu's words and actions completely irritated Lan Chenxiu!
His eyes were like swords, and he stared at the clasped hands with burning anger. Then, he shifted his eyes to Lan Xiyue in a flash, and said in a low voice, "Really?"

Lan Xiyue's pupils constricted, feeling powerless in her heart, her destiny seemed to be on the right track...
"Really!" Lan Chenxiu roared angrily!

After a long time, Lan Xiyue lowered her eyes, resisting the pain in her eyes, and said softly, "Yes..."

Lan Chenxiu was stunned, looking in disbelief at Lan Xiyue who bowed her head and didn't look at him!
Gu Hanyu's eyes flashed with shock, he never expected that Lan Xiyue would answer yes!

"Why?" Lan Chenxiu still couldn't believe it.

Lan Xiyue raised her head suddenly, stared at the shocked Lan Chenxiu with a determined expression, and said in a calm voice, "Because...you don't love me at all...you are with me, just don't want to see what belongs to you possessed by others."

Lan Chenxiu's pupils constricted, and he froze on the spot in astonishment as if he had been poked at the center - unable to speak for a long time...

"Brother, go back..."

The stars have changed, everything has returned to the original point again, she is still his adopted sister, and he is still the brother in her mouth——
Faced with such doubts and betrayals, Lan Chenxiu, the arrogant and indifferent Lan Chenxiu, Lan Chenxiu who had just tasted sex, how could he lower his haughty head to beg, persuade, and explain? The hazy feeling in my heart is already love, but it is not very clear...

He turned around resolutely, no longer looked at the two people standing holding hands, stepped into the car with stiff steps, started the engine, turned around, and left in the dust...
Thunder roared, lightning flashed sharply, and big raindrops poured down instantly, as if to wash away all traces of his existence!

Lan Xiyue looked at the car body that disappeared into the night, her legs gave way, and her body fell to the ground like a kite with a broken string.

Gu Hanyu was caught off guard, and hurriedly stretched out his hands to support her.

Lan Xiyue lowered her head and pushed him away...
Gu Hanyu's heart twitched, looking at Lan Xiyue who fell to the ground, he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."

It was really selfish of him to just do that--
Lan Xiyue closed her eyes, the tears she had endured for a long time poured down like a bank bursting.

The heart seemed to be hollowed out alive, and the pain was so painful that the world seemed to have lost all its colors the moment he turned and left. It turned out that the moment she lost him, she also lost the whole world...
why?
Why do this?

Why is everyone pushing her!

She raised her head in a daze, looked at Gu Hanyu with tears on her face, and burst into tears: "Tell me... why me? Why me! Tell me..." In the end, she couldn't help crying out. The sound, the crying is piercing, the crying heart is like ashes...

(End of this chapter)