I loved you so deeply

Chapter 50 Extra Story 2: Later ([-])
Pang Zheng finally laughed and held Gu Jin back, and the two figures gradually drifted away in a cypress forest.

The day Xiaopang was born was already the end of the second summer when his parents came back from Africa.

Gu Jin endured a lot of hardships during her pregnancy, and she did not lose any of the symptoms that pregnant women should have. At first, it was severe morning sickness for three months, and then her legs were swollen. After that period, the swelling subsided. She didn't vomit anymore, and she suffered from anemia again. She had a thin body, except for her bulging stomach, she was not fat at all.

Pang Zheng felt sorry for her, so he didn't even let her go to work, and kept her at home every day.

Mrs. Pang left Pang Lei alone in Beijing, and brought her aunt to City B to take care of her daughter-in-law. Feng Ruoping would also come to visit her daughter every other day, cook her some home-cooked dishes that her aunt could not cook, and sew some small things by herself. Little padded vests that kids need.

Now, Gu Jin became the key protection object of the Pang family.

From the beginning of pregnancy to the birth checkup, Mrs. Pang arranged for her at the Naval General Academy.When Gu Jin went for an examination at eight months, the doctor smiled and comforted her in front of the B-ultrasound: "It's always like this during pregnancy, and your physical condition will change more or less. Now all the hardships you are suffering are caused by this little thing in your stomach. I'm enjoying myself."

On the ultrasound screen, there was a pitch-black mass, and Gu Jin could vaguely make out the outline of the little guy, and the doctor pointed out to her where was the head and where was the foot.

When Gu Jin came home at night, Pang Zheng accompanied her for a walk in the courtyard of the community.In midsummer, the weather was sultry and hot at night. She was wearing a long skirt and flat walking shoes. As she walked, Gu Jin stopped moving.

"What's wrong?" Pang Zheng stopped nervously, subconsciously fumbling for the car keys in his trouser pocket.

With a smile, Gu Jin took his hand and placed it on her bulging belly through a layer of cotton gauze.

After waiting for a few seconds, Pang Zheng understood that she was letting him feel the fetal movement.

That small agitation, subtle, but with a wonderful vitality has been transmitted to the bottom of my heart, which makes people feel very miraculous.Pang Zheng protected Gu Jin and walked forward, and said with emotion: "The days go by so fast, if you don't pay attention, you will become a father."

He touched Gu Jin's belly: "You said, can he hear me talking to him?"

Gu Jin nodded: "Yes, the doctor said he has a memory, you often communicate with him, he is familiar with your voice, and he will feel it."

Pang Zheng held Gu Jin's hand, and really squatted down to communicate with him in a serious manner.Gu Jin was amused by him, and pulled him up: "The due date is at the end of August, you can discuss with Dad, do you want to name the baby in advance?"

Pang Zheng thought about it, and thought about it: "I haven't told you about this. Before the old man left, he told his parents about it. He thought you would name your child after you had it. No one let it go at first. In my heart, when I was sorting out his belongings at home, I discovered that there was really one written in the old man's usual calligraphy practice book."

Gu Jin looked at Pang Zheng with bright eyes: "What is it?"

"Ponze."

After finishing speaking, Pang Zheng was afraid that Gu Jin would be unhappy, so he quickly followed up with a few words: "The old man said that the word 'Ze' sounds grand and easy, it can be used by boys and girls, he hasn't read any books, what's in his mind They are all the Four Books and Five Classics taught in Mr.'s private school in the 50s and [-]s, if you don't like it...I'll think about it later."

Ze.

It is related to water, and it is the world.

Gu Jin understood what grandpa meant.

He has dealt with Dahai all his life, and he has deeply rooted in the integrity of a soldier. Pang Zheng's failure to serve as a soldier has always been a regret in the old man's heart. His naming this name partly represents the old man's love for this young man who has not met yet. One wish and hope guys.

Gu Jin felt uncomfortable. The guilt of not being able to see her grandpa for the last time flooded her heart again when her grandfather passed away. She lowered her eyes and did not speak. It took a long time to sniff her nose, and said angrily, "I like it."

She gently stroked her stomach, and smiled brightly at Pang Zheng: "It's called Pang Ze."

Pang Zheng grabbed Gu Jin's hand and rubbed it against his lips, with a grateful smile in his eyes: "Okay."

When Xiao Xiaopang was born, he weighed seven catties on the scale, a very standard fat boy.

He was pulled out of his mother's stomach by the nurse, put into a small basin of moderate temperature, washed clean, and wrapped in cotton cloth that had been sterilized in the incubator. The whole process was quiet. The nurse looked at the doctor in horror. The doctor took care of Gu Jin while familiarizing himself with the door. Said familiarly: "Take him twice."

Gu Jin was weak, because of the normal delivery, her head was sweating profusely, and she was so tired that she didn't even have the strength to raise her eyes.

The nurse patted it twice, and Xiaopang wriggled in the swaddling baby, still not wanting to cry.

Gu Jin's complexion changed, and he suddenly became nervous. The doctor hurried over to check and found that everything was normal. Then he patted the child's buttocks again in a warm voice, and said, "Good boy, please show consideration to your mother, let her listen to our loud crying. Voice."

Xiao Xiaopang pursed her mouth, and it was only then that she completely burst into tears.

That voice was so loud that even my father who was waiting outside could hear it.

Xiaopang grew up to be one and a half years old, and has grown from a fluffy and wrinkled little meatball to a white and fat big meatball.At first, Pang Zheng thought his son was ugly, and the little guy drank milk extra hard when he heard this. Later, when he grew up, Pang Zheng proudly hugged his son and walked in front of the little boy, pinching his son's face and flirting with others. Se: "Look at my son, he's pretty or not, and he looks like me?"

In fact, if you take a closer look, you can find that the child's facial features are still very similar to his father's, with his brows, eyes and nose bridge, except for the two patches of baby fat on his face and a bulging mouth that completely follow his mother's.

Another year of heavy winter snow.

When Pang Zheng came back from the company, his body was still cold. When he entered the room, Xiao Pang was wearing diapers and a panda apron on his chest, sitting on the ground and stuffing things into his mouth.

Gu Jin was preparing dinner in the kitchen. The range hood was on and the sound was loud, so he probably didn't have time to take care of him. The little guy's chubby face was covered with colorful fruit puree.Turning his head to watch Pang Zheng take off his coat and put on his slippers, he waved the spoon in his hand and yelled crisply: "Dad!"

Pang Zheng responded, picked up Xiao Pang, put him on his lap, and patiently wiped his face clean with a wet towel.The little guy is just at the age of learning tongues. He just started to talk, sitting in his father's arms, tinkering with toys in his hands, playing with them, and raised his head cutely and shouted at Pang Zheng: "Daddy?"

Pang Zheng happily agreed: "Hey."

"father!"

Pang Zheng still responded patiently: "Well, Dad is listening."

After getting his father's response, Xiao Pang giggled happily, fell down on the carpet, and stared at Pang Zheng with dark, wet eyes.

Because the little guy's brain is well-shaped and bulging, Gu Jin specially asked a stylist to shave his head. The panda half-sleeves on his body exposed his chubby arms and calves, making him even more tiger-headed and tiger-headed.

Pang Zheng smiled softly, didn't even change his clothes, propped up his two long legs, let Xiao Pang stand on them: "Don't just say this, say something else."

The little guy tilted his head, as if he didn't understand, he called again enthusiastically: "Dad!"

Pang Zheng laughed, and simply bit his son's cheek.

The little guy nestled in his arms, still ruthlessly tugging at the buttons on his shirt, the little soft ball made people feel very comfortable, Pang Zheng's tense mood after a busy day was all overwhelmed by his The two babbles of "Dad" disappeared.

Gu Jin came out with the dishes, and saw the picture of the father and two playing together: Pang Zheng lay on his back on the flying chess mat, closed his eyes and fell asleep, Xiao Pang lay on his belly, and his toys were thrown around in a mess. Toys, strollers, spoons and small bowls.

Gu Jin set the dishes on the dining table, came to the side of the tea table, squatted down and looked at the father and son with a smile: "Hey! Let's eat."

She was wearing light gray home clothes, and her long hair was casually tied behind her head. Under the warm light, she added a bit of femininity and gentleness.

Pang Zheng opened his eyes, patted his son's buttocks, Xiao Pang obediently stretched out his arms for his mother to hug, Gu Jin put one arm around his son, and handed the other hand to Pang Zheng, pulling him up.

The family of three ate around the table. They had fish ball soup and vegetable balls that Xiao Pang liked to eat, as well as grouper and side dishes that Pang Zheng liked to eat.

Gu Jin's cooking skills have improved over the past few years, which suits the father and son's appetite very much. The elder and the younger concentrate on eating, and no one makes a sound.Gu Jin coaxed his son to drink half a bowl of soup, then remembered something, and said to Pang Zheng: "Mom called me today and said that she wanted to take him in for a week on Friday."

Pang Zheng thought for a while: "Didn't she just visit this kid last week?"

Mrs. Pang, a grandma, loves her grandson very much. After taking care of Gu Jin after confinement, she is still reluctant to leave. If Beijing is not worried about leaving Pang Lei alone, she would like to live here for a long time.

Gu Jin went to work in the company after half a year of maternity leave, because she was pregnant within half a year of this new job, and she felt very sorry, so the important task of taking care of Xiaopang fell on her grandma.After having a child, there will always be jealousy between the two old people. Mrs. Pang feels uncomfortable, so she often flies over to see the little guy on weekends or holidays.

Gu Jin blinked, but still chose not to lie to Pang Zheng: "Well, Dad came back from a business trip in Hainan yesterday, because he has to stay in Beijing for meetings recently, and he can't get away, and wants to see his grandson."

Pang Zheng smiled nastyly: "Oh, the co-author is the one who asked his mother to make fun of him?"

He touched his son's face, and played arrogantly: "Don't do it, my son, why should he make us go all the way if he wants to see it? If he really wants to, he can come here by himself, yes no?"

The little one couldn't understand, and rushed to the side like a fool.When Pang Zheng was happy, he stuffed another ball into his mouth.

Gu Jin put down his chopsticks and threatened in a low voice, "You're almost done."

The relationship between fathers and sons is generally like this all over the world. It is very delicate, and it seems that there is always a rivalry. Especially after Pang Zheng became a father, he always talked to Pang Lei about the fact that the old man missed his grandson.Pang Lei couldn't bear to beg again, so he could only use Mrs. Pang and Gu Jin as a cover.

"Anyway, it's grandpa, he's so busy every day, how can he spare time to see his grandson, but you, if you really want to see him, you might as well go to Beijing with your little things."

Pang Zheng hissed, his mind was broken, annoyed and arrogant: "Who are you?"

Gu Jin smiled and tilted her head to look at him, her expression was somewhat similar to that of Xiao Pang.

She knew that he was using this method to awkwardly express his concern and miss for Pang Lei.

Pang Zheng and her looked at each other, and after a while, he picked up his chopsticks and continued to eat. Although he looked annoyed and frustrated, the corner of his mouth was smiling.

Gu Jin held his son's little hand and leaned over to talk to him: "Son, let grandma take you to Beijing on Friday, let's go see grandpa together, okay?"

Xiao Xiao's soft gums were exposed, and he repeated inarticulately: "Grandpa?"

"Yes, look at Grandpa."

As if remembering, Xiao Pang waved the spoon happily, bouncing up and down on the chair: "Okay!"

Gu Jin carried his son to the house to pack his backpack, while Pang Zheng sat alone in the dining room.Sitting and sitting, he suddenly lowered his eyes and smiled, his eyes were warm and deep.

The word "Gu Jin" is entangled in her heart, gentle and gentle, with her unique appearance, which makes people's hearts warm.

The relationship between Pang Zheng and his father in adolescence is indifferent and unfamiliar. He has his own set of views on life that are not recognized by his father. There are more emotions that cannot be expressed.

He always felt that it was irresponsible for a man who entrusted himself to his grandfather to raise him since he was a child.

Until he became a father himself.

Sometimes looking at Xiao Pang's immature appearance, Pang Zheng himself would be dazed, being called "Dad" by his son one after another, being hugged by his neck, watching him play at his feet, he felt a little bit of "father" The understanding of these two words.As a father, he may take on much more than he imagined. He has to support his son and give his wife a warm and safe haven. In many cases, he must be responsible and tolerant.

Pang Zheng suddenly remembered what Yang Chen had said to him.

He said that sooner or later, you will gradually understand that feeling, and you will understand everything a man should take on.

Inside the room is the figure of Gu Jin shuttling through the study room. His son is standing on the small desk, pointing to an enlarged photo on the wall and babbling. In the photo, there is a large expanse of seascape. On the mountain, there are rolling waves and reefs under their feet. They are not far apart, but they all turn their heads to look at each other when they are inadvertent.

It was taken by Lacey when the two were in Africa.

It was not until a few months after returning to China that Pang Zheng found these photos in his mailbox. In them were the back view of Gu Jin standing barefoot on the grassland, her side face looking at the rising sun, and her open-mindedness when facing the mountains and rivers. laugh.

Gu Jin pointed to the person in the photo, and said to Xiaopang, "This is mom, and this is dad."

Hearing her gentle and crisp voice, Pang Zheng felt that he suddenly understood. He understood his grandfather, he understood Pang Lei, he understood all the emotions in the past that were not resolved by his hostility and arrogance, and he understood... warm.

He leisurely got up and went to the study room to embrace his wife and son. He only hoped that in the long time to come, his parents would be in good health and Xiao Pang would grow up slowly so that he and Gu Jin would have more time to grow old slowly. until whiteheads.

For the rest of his life, although he had no deception in the wind and rain, and had no worries about food and clothing, he was lucky to have her.

(End of this chapter)