I loved you so deeply

Chapter 53 Extra Story 3: The Story of Chen Yin ([-])
She stood up and picked up the clothes on the floor naked without any scruples. The skirt was torn and the zipper on the back was torn.Yin Bailu scratched his hair, simply threw the clothes into a ball, and put on his underwear slowly under his nose.

Chen Zhanbei asked her: "How do you go? Just go out like this?"

Yin Bailu smiled provocatively, and picked up the coat on the sofa.

The overcoat was dark green with suede, and it was as long as her calves. She covered the overcoat with her naked body, fastened the double-breasted buttons, fastened it with a belt, and then put on her high-heeled shoes.

Holding her bag, she straightened her hair in front of the mirror, and she was a charming Yin Bailu again.She told him, bye.

The door opened and closed, her high heels fell silently on the carpet in the hotel corridor, and she was gone.

After getting out of the elevator and in the lobby on the first floor, Yin Bailu's cell phone rang, she took it out to have a look, smiled as she walked and raised the phone to her ear.

Chen Zhanbei was silent for a few seconds: "You..."

Yin Bailu quickly blocked what he wanted to say: "Take medicine."

She pushed open the heavy glass door, exhaled white mist, and stood in the cold morning wind. Someone came in outside the door and bumped her shoulder. Yin Bailu looked up and saw that it was a very beautiful girl, dressed in fur and Short skirt, big eyes, high nose bridge.

The girl's face was slightly displeased, and she was startled when she met Yin Bailu's face.

Yin Bailu nodded apologetically at her, with a smile still on her lips, she quickly walked towards the parking lot, and answered the phone: "I know."

Hanging up the phone, Chen Zhanbei stood by the upstairs window and looked down, his hand holding the phone slowly tightened, and Yin Bailu gradually became a very small dot in his sight from a long distance away. , the dark green windbreaker on her body was thick and lonely in the early morning mist.

Someone knocked at the door, it was a waiter pushing a dining cart: "Mr. Chen, this is the noodles you ordered the restaurant to make."

He stood in front of the window and pointed casually: "Put it on the table."

The waiter politely placed the exquisite noodle bowls, and quietly retreated out.

It was a bowl of longevity noodles with only one root, colorful vegetables and a whole poached egg.She said yesterday was her birthday, and he didn't even have time to say happy birthday to her.

This made Chen Zhanbei, who was always a gentleman towards women, very unhappy.

He touched the bowl of noodles, and it was still steaming. After a while, he squatted down and began to pick up the scattered pearls on the ground.

It was the one he tore off from her skirt yesterday. It was small and round, and it was cold and gentle in his palm.Much like how she made him feel.

Chen Zhanbei and Yin Bailu are together.

It is not clear who took the initiative, nor how it started, and even that kind of relationship cannot be defined by "lovers".

Sometimes the two would chat during their free time during the day, and Chen Zhanbei would drive her car to pick her up from work at night, and then take her to eat at a newly discovered private restaurant in the city. The twentieth century American rock and roll was playing in the car, and the evening wind was blowing, and the cool air scattered around, blowing Yin Bailu's soft and curly hair, and then the two went to his hotel together without any communication.

Chen Zhanbei is a very gentlemanly lover. He is gentle to Yin Bailu and has a sense of humor. In his bones, he has both the childishness of a boy and the maturity of a man. When he squints and smiles, his eyelashes are black and the corners of his mouth are upturned. Yin Bailu couldn't stop.

She knew that she was ashamed to be like this, and she had sat by the window many nights, pulling her hair fiercely.

She said to herself: "Yin Bailu, you and Chen Zhanbei are really people from two worlds. You are not worthy and cannot be with him."

The two of them don't meet every day, maybe only two or three times a week, and sometimes Chen Zhanbei gets busy and doesn't contact her for more than half a month.He didn't say where he was going or what he was up to, and Yin Bailu never asked.

This time, Beizhou International built a new six-star resort center in Wuhan, and Chen Zhanbei, as Mr. Chen, followed his father to cut the ribbon.Wuhan is Chen Zhanbei's lair, where many of his friends grew up. When they learned of his return, a group of rich second generations grabbed him and insisted on staying for more than ten days before returning.Chen Zhanbei got off the plane and went to see Pang Zheng and Song Fanghuai. When he came out of the Shengheng Building, he thought of Yin Bailu belatedly.

Chen Zhanbei wanted to go to her company to surprise her, but waited awkwardly for more than half an hour before being told that Director Yin had called for sick leave and hadn't come to work for three days.It happened that there was a dinner in the evening, so Chen Zhanbei thought about it for a while, rejected it, and went to Yin Bailu's house again.

He sent her back several times, but never went upstairs.The old-fashioned high-rise, the exterior wall paint has been refurbished many times. Chen Zhanbei looked up to the seventeenth floor. The window was bright. He was about to go upstairs when he smoked a cigarette, but the unit door was opened from the inside.

Yin Bailu was wearing light blue home clothes, no makeup, and a ponytail, and was sending a man out.

The man was young, tall and thin, with fair skin, just like a kid who had just graduated from college, wearing a suit and carrying a briefcase, standing at the door saying goodbye to Yin Bailu.The two of them didn't know what they said, but Yin Bailu was very happy anyway.

When she smiles without makeup, she looks like a lily.

The man drove a white Hyundai, and when he was far away, Chen Zhanbei blew out his cigarette angrily, slammed on the car door and followed Yin Bailu upstairs.

Yin Bailu was tidying up the drinking glasses on the table. Chen Zhanbei knocked on the door and watched Yin Bailu's astonished face slowly walk in. He opened his mouth with a bad temper: "What's the matter? After walking for a few days, it's so fast. Hook up with a little boy?"

Yin Bai poured water into the pool without changing his face, brushed the cup clatteringly, turned his back to Chen Zhanbei, and ignored him.

Chen Zhanbei was annoyed, and turned her face angrily: "Speak!"

Yin Bailu lowered his eyes, staring at his hand pinching her chin indifferently.Her eyelashes trembled and her face was pale. Chen Zhanbei subconsciously let go: "I went to your company to look for you. They said you were sick. Where is the illness?"

He looked at her.

Yin Bailu silently turned her face away, sniffed her nose, and said without any emotion: "I have a cold." She turned on the tap to wash her hands, and the sound of water splashed against her strong nasal voice, "It's nothing serious, I'm sorry for you." Young Master Chen came here for this trip, my place is small and I can't accommodate you, so go after you have seen it."

Chen Zhanbei gritted his teeth angrily at the obvious expulsion order, carried her to the kitchen counter and kissed her.Yin Bailu kicked, beat and refused to give in, and had several bruises on his body.Chen Zhanbei felt distressed, hugged her, and changed his gentle tone again: "I miss you, and I came to look for you when I got off the plane. I was watched by my father during this time, and I never made time to come back. Don't be angry. ?"

Yin Bailu snorted coldly, turned his head and looked out the window.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Chen Zhanbei became anxious, kissed her carefully, and called her name over and over again, like coaxing a child: "Bailu..."

It was the time to get off work, the twilight was about to fall, the lights of the buildings opposite were turned off, and there was a lot of traffic outside the window.Thinking of the torment he had suffered these days, Yin Bailu's nose became sore, and he slowly put his arms around Chen Zhanbei: "That's Jiang Nan, a new student from the department. I haven't been at work for a few days, so I'm in a hurry to give it to me." file's..."

Yin Bailu showed weakness and shouted, Chen Zhanbei finally relented, picked her up and walked into the house, because he was too impatient, he went wrong several times like a fool.

In the early hours of the morning, Yin Bailu came out of the bathroom and looked at Chen Zhanbei who was sleeping on his bed, feeling warm in his heart. He frowned, wrapped in her beige quilt, as if he was really tired.She reached out her hand to touch his brow cautiously, before Chen Zhanbei could touch it, Chen Zhanbei opened his eyes.

He smiled secretly, and looked at her with dark eyes: "I'm hungry, is there anything to eat?"

Yin Bailu withdrew his hand with a smile: "Yes, what do you want to eat?"

"whatever."

Cooked rice, stir-fried shredded bamboo shoots, Kung Pao chicken, and a small bowl of boiled fish soup.

Because Yin Bailu had been with her grandma since she was a few years old, she was influenced by what she saw and heard, and she had some talent, so she was very good at cooking. Chen Zhanbei ate, sitting in her simple but cozy house, without complaining at all.

This is the picture that Yin Bailu has thought about many times.

She and her lover face each other in their home like this, silent to each other, but honest.

Yin Bailu poured him a glass of water, then lay on the table and looked at him with bright eyes: "Chen Zhanbei?"

"Ah."

"After this meal, you go. You go, and we will never see each other again."

He paused the hand holding the chopsticks, and he knew what she meant.

Yin Bailu exhaled foul breath, stood up and turned his back to him, and said in a cold voice, "We are really not suitable, some things are best so far, it is good for you and me."

"I'm really a selfish person, and I'm not a good girl." She looked down at her fingers, as if she was talking about something very ordinary, "You should have heard my gossip, I don't want to hide it from you, When I first joined Maobai, I was indeed with my original boss. He was very kind to me. It can be said that without him, Yin Bailu would not be where I am today. I also gave him everything I have, just like you know Just when I thought he could marry me and I could be with him forever, his wife came. So do you know who I am?"

She pointed at herself, with a pitiful mocking smile on her face, tears streaming down her face: "I, Yin Bailu, am a woman who really destroys other families. I don't want to be that kind of person anymore."

She will never forget the day when she happily accepted the man's invitation to dinner with him, thinking he was going to propose to her.What an attractive man he was, a man who had been taking care of her since she graduated from university, a well-known figure in the public relations circle, he was aloof, but treated her like a father and a brother.He taught her to deal with all kinds of customers with ease, and stretched out a considerate hand when she was embarrassed; he accompanied her to work overtime, and took a night flight back from his busy schedule just to say happy birthday to her; he witnessed with his own eyes Watch her transform from a girl to a woman, watch her become more and more comfortable with the jobs she doesn't like, watch her treat her feelings from jerky to open-minded and awe-inspiring.

She thought they were close enough, so even when facing his wife, Yin Bailu was calm.

She was poured with half a bottle of red wine in the revolving restaurant covered with roses and red wine. She looked at the man and said apologetically, "Sorry Bai Lu, this is my wife. I have a very warm family. A lovely daughter."

She wiped her face, poured the remaining half bottle of red wine on her head, and slapped herself hard in front of that hysterical woman.

She sincerely apologized to the woman, and left in embarrassment amidst other people's pointing.

She was wearing a particularly beautiful red dress that day, and spent three months of her salary on a pair of high heels.She took off her shoes, her face was smudged, and she walked home barefoot.

She swears that in Yin Bailu's life, there is really only one time in Yin Bailu's life, this kind of dignity is completely lost, this is the last time.

She squatted on the ground and cried loudly. For the first time, she used a begging tone to Chen Zhanbei: "Chen Zhanbei... I really really want to have a normal life..."

The normal life she wants is without luxury cars and houses, expensive clothes and jewelry, but she has a plain and caring lover and a warm and caring confidant.She lives in love and magnanimity every day, not like this now. Facing the critical moment of her stepfather's life, she is powerless and can only watch her step-sister seduce her best friend's husband. The person who is attracted to him can't step forward bravely, he can only beg him to leave him over and over again, trying to use his heart to maintain his last dignity.

Chen Zhanbei hurriedly threw away his chopsticks and went to hug her.She resisted his touch, and cried loudly like a collapse. While struggling, Chen Zhanbei saw the magazine she had spread out.

In the magazine, there was news that Beizhou International had opened a new store in Wuhan, there was a photo of him attending a reception, and in the bottom corner, there was a figure of him embracing a girl in the dark and blurred light of the night scene.

The girl had a sweet smile, she was the daughter-in-law of a famous real estate developer, and the daughter-in-law appointed by the Chen family.

Yin Bailu was crying so hard that she couldn't even speak clearly: "Chen Zhanbei...I don't love you, and I don't care whether you have someone you like or a suitable marriage partner. I...I just want to... ...Frankly with one person, I really...I don't want to be with you...Can we separate...I beg you..."

Chen Zhanbei felt distressed, and hugged her tightly, with a gentle tone and blamed himself: "She is not my girlfriend, but a younger sister who grew up together. My dad likes to want her to be my daughter-in-law. It's not me, I just like her." You, I just want to be with you." He flicked through the magazine, pointing at the photo, "The place in the bar is too messy, she is a girl, and there are demons dancing in it, so I protected her, it's really not what was written in it, I went to Wuhan not to get engaged, but to cut ribbons, because there were too many friends, the gathering was delayed, and I always have you in my heart."

When Yin Bailu heard this, he cried even more fiercely.

Chen Zhanbei pressed her head to his chest, and wiped her face helplessly: "Don't cry... Bai Lu, I beg you, don't cry, okay?"

He doesn't know how to coax girls, girls have always come to coax him.Chen Zhanbei frowned, and said to her from the bottom of his heart: "I used to be philandering and liked many girls. My parents couldn't control me, and I never thought about being with anyone for the rest of my life, let alone getting married. Yes. But Bai Lu, I really like you and want to be with you. After I have you, I will always be alone. I have never been to those messy places. I don’t know if I can be with you forever, but I know I can't do without you now, and I promise you are the only one who can do it?"

He stretched out three fingers to promise, with a sincere expression: "I would say that I can give you my whole life, that would be a lie, and I can't give you this promise so irresponsibly, but you can't even deny me the chance to be with you I. I love you. I don’t care about your past, and it’s not your fault. That man doesn’t know how to cherish and hurt you. You are also a victim. Don’t ask or think about my past. As long as today, in the future, We only have each other in our eyes, put aside those burdens and irrelevant people, and be together seriously, okay?"

Yin Bailu gradually stopped crying, leaning against his arms and sobbing intermittently.

Chen Zhanbei stroked her hair with a look of blankness in his eyes: "As for Gu Jin...that's your family business, and the couple's own business, so don't have such a heavy psychological burden. If you don't want to go home, you want to If you leave that sister, I will buy you a house, and you can move out with your mother, really, I will support you in the future. Let's live for ourselves regardless of others. "

He kissed her forehead, Yin Bailu gradually calmed down listening to his deep and sincere voice.

He said, we don't care about others and live for ourselves once.

He said Bai Lu, it wasn't your fault, after all, you are also a victim.

When everyone accused Yin Bailu of being a shameless and ungrateful person, there was only one beside her, Chen Zhanbei, who told her that it wasn't your fault.

What virtue and ability does she have, and there is no reason why she should not devote herself wholeheartedly.

She grabbed Chen Zhanbei's hand, closed her eyes, smelled his breath and gradually fell asleep.She thought, who cares, just be selfish this time.She believes that these problems will be resolved in the end.At this moment, she really let go of those emotional shackles, and just wanted to be with this person.

Even if you die tomorrow.

Many things that I forced myself not to care about finally came to the moment when the Dongchuang incident happened.

What has been concealed all along, Yin Bailu and Bai Ziqing's sister relationship was revealed, good friend Gu Jin lost control and got into a car accident, stepfather died, all kinds of things caught Yin Bailu by surprise and lost his soul.

Gu Jin refused to forgive her, lying thin and pale on the hospital bed, feeling tired even looking at her.Even when she left, she didn't let her know.

Yin Bailu felt that this was his own retribution.

(End of this chapter)