Concubine Mad Concubine: Fifth Miss of the Prime Minister's House

Chapter 1768 Sima Zhennan, kneel down and admit his mistake

After Yiru left, Sima Zhennan came out of the hidden place and staggered to An Yonghong's grave. Looking at the large characters of An Yonghong written on the tombstone, he really realized that here What was buried was the woman he once loved, the woman he thought was dead.

He stretched out his trembling hand, and when he touched the word Yong Hong, he quickly retracted it.

Is she blaming him?She should be blaming him until she dies, right?
She came all the way to look for him with her child, but was turned away thousands of miles outside the general's mansion. She must have felt very uncomfortable and painful at that time, right?
Knees bent, she knelt down, and cried, "Yong Hong, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Ten years later, he came, but what he saw in the end was a lonely tomb, and what he saw in the end was just a tombstone with her name written on it.

"Yong Hong, are you punishing me? Because I didn't protect you ten years ago, so you use your departure to punish me? Because ten years later you came to the general's mansion and were kicked out , so you hate me, right? Sorry, I only found out some time ago. It turned out that it was a misunderstanding ten years ago. I didn’t know that it was the housekeeper who knocked you out of the barracks. I really don’t know, I I thought you were angry with me and left. I sent everyone out to look for you, but I didn’t expect to find a corpse and a string of prayer beads that I had left for you. I thought you were dead, and I was disheartened. I buried you, so I haven't sent anyone to find out your whereabouts for ten years. I'm sorry, if I could send someone to look for you again, maybe it won't be like this now, maybe you won't die, meaning If you don't become an orphan, maybe..."

Everything has already happened, what is the use of him talking about it now?

Sima Zhennan was crying at the moment like a child who lost his beloved toy.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." At this moment, he really didn't know what to say besides this sentence.

After Sima Zhennan cried for an hour in front of An Yonghong's grave, he slowly stopped crying.

Looking at An Yonghong's tombstone and wiping away the remaining tears on his face, Sima Zhennan sniffed and said, "Yonghong, I am the one who is sorry for you. After I die, I will kneel in front of you. I apologize to you, if there is a next life, I will be like a cow and a horse to repay what I owe you in this life."

"Yong Hong, thank you, thank you for giving birth to a daughter for me." Having said that, General Sima, who has always been serious, showed an innocent and happy smile like a child: "I saw that child, she looks very similar to me. You are almost printed out of the same mold, and you will definitely be a great beauty when you grow up."

"This child has a lot of resentment towards me. Don't blame the child for resenting me. Sometimes I feel that I am really not human. I really feel that I am not worthy of being her father. For ten years, I didn't even know the existence of this child. , what qualifications do you have to be her father." After speaking, he smiled wryly at himself, and tears fell again.

"Yonghong, today I promise in front of your grave that I will definitely let Yiru recognize his ancestors and return to his clan, and become a child of our Sima family. After Yiru recognizes his ancestors and returns to his clan, I will move your grave to ours. Go to the ancestral grave of the Sima family, you wait for me, I will pick you up as soon as possible."

She was the woman who bore children for the Sima family, so she should naturally enter the Sima family's ancestral grave.

(End of this chapter)