old love revisited

Chapter 90
Shaking her head and going back to the thoughts in her mind, Qu Ranran forced herself to close her eyes and stop thinking about any problems, but when she closed her eyes, Guan Hao's figure flashed in her mind.

Speaking of leaving, she still couldn't care less...

The things that Zou Ji told her about him did not fail to cause a ripple in her heart...

She was really surprised. It turned out that what she felt in the past that he didn't care was not completely true, but it was too late to know such a fact now.

There are too many things going on between them... Whether it's the unpleasant memories of the past, or Guan Mu, or the current Joss, these are all problems that she can't overcome if she wants to be with him.

He said she had doubts, why didn't she ask him directly? Did he consider that Joss was pregnant with his child, no matter what explanation he gave her, she couldn't get over this hurdle, she asked him has no meaning……

In fact, when he called her last night, she said that she missed him, which was the truest feeling in her heart...

At that moment, she really missed him, and wanted to hear him say something about her that he cared about her. Last night, she was even looking forward to his return today...

But she didn't expect that when he came back today, what she would face was his questioning.

She admitted that when she heard his tone, she felt very uncomfortable, so she spoke angry words to him...

Who knows, he will tell her that she "can go anytime"...

He didn't know that when he said this, tears had already flowed from her eyes...

That night, Qu Ranran couldn't sleep.

At an unknown time, she heard the sound of the door opening, and then, the door of the room was twisted open.

You can almost tell it's him from the sound of the steps...

With her back to him, she instinctively closed her eyes, pretending to be sound asleep.

In the dead of night, he didn't turn on the light, she could clearly hear the sound of him loosening his tie and unbuttoning his shirt, and then he didn't walk into the bathroom.

It wasn't until the sound of his bathing water came from the bathroom that she slowly opened her eyes.

There is his breath in the air, it smells so good...

I don't know how long it took before he came out of the bathroom.

She was still in a deep sleep, with her back turned to him.

He suddenly came to her side...

She was startled, startled, and quickly closed her eyes.

Not hearing much movement, she slightly opened her eyes to look at him in the dark.

Through the faint light, she could see that he was standing beside the crib, kissing Yu'an lightly.

She has known him for so many years, and has always felt that he is dark and ignorant of feelings, but for some reason, she can always feel that he is really like a father to Yu An.

Yu An moved because of him kissing him, her small body twisted in the crib.

Seeing Yu An's cute movements when he fell asleep, Guan Hao couldn't help chuckling.

Qu Ranran watched him quietly until he went to bed and lay beside her.

Although the bed was big, and they were sleeping alone on one side at the moment, she could clearly smell the faint fragrance from his body after bathing and his already pleasant smell...

He didn't come to hug her as soon as he lay down the bed like in the past few days. At this moment, he seemed to have a barrier for her.

Although there was a faint loss in her heart, her stubborn temper made her not want to talk to him. She continued to pretend to be in a deep sleep state, but she still couldn't fall asleep.

Without warning, he hugged her...

She immediately opened her eyes, her body tensed...

Without saying anything, he hugged her into his arms and let his breath wrap her.

His body was still icy and cold after taking a bath just now, she felt a little uncomfortable and instinctively stretched out her hand to push him away, but he didn't allow it, and wrapped her arms tightly around her...

The two of them just kept silent, one was tough and the other resisted. In the end, she chose to compromise and nestled in his arms helplessly.

His embrace warmed up in an instant, and for some reason, she, who was not sleepy all this time, was hugged by him, even though she couldn't move, she quickly fell asleep.

The next morning, Qu Ranran woke up following her biological clock.

Usually at this time, Yu An would wake up and play alone in the crib, so she wanted to get up when she opened her eyes.

However, when she took away his arms hugging her waist and was about to get up, she felt a tightness around her waist, and he pulled her back onto the bed again.

She lay on the bed again, turned her face and looked at him.

He didn't open his eyes, his handsome face exuded a gentleness in the morning, his thin lips protruded, "The child hasn't woken up yet, let's sleep for a while."

She glanced at the crib and found that Yu An was indeed still awake, so she followed him and lay down.

He felt that this didn't seem to be enough, so he stretched out his hand and hugged her domineeringly like last night...

At ten o'clock in the morning, Qu Ranran was playing in the living room with Yu An in her arms.

Guan Hao had already gone to the company at nine o'clock, she knew he was very busy, he went to Y City for a few days, and he had a lot of business to deal with.

Although he only said to her from last night to this morning when he was going to the company, "There may be a party at noon and he can't come back", but for some reason, she was in a much better mood than last night.

Because she brought the child with her, she didn't have time to think about her and Guan Hao's affairs in the morning. In fact, she was thinking of letting nature take its course. However, the sky didn't work out. When it was close to noon, someone knocked on the door of the apartment. ring the doorbell.

Without thinking about who it would be, Qu Ranran picked up Yu An and went to open the door.

Opening the door, Qu Ranran was surprised to see Qiao Si standing in front of the door.

Qiao Si looked at Qu Ranran who was in a daze, smiled faintly, and her eyes fell on Qu Ranran's arms. She was staring at Yu An who was staring at Qiao Si with her lovely black and round eyes, and said happily, "Miss Qu, Is he Yu An, the child of you and Guan Hao?"

Qu Ranran's tone was not friendly, "What are you doing here?"

"You have been in New York for so long, and I have never seen Yu An. Today I bought some toys specially to come and see him."

Qu Ranran glanced at the two bags of toys in Qiao Si's hand, and said calmly, "He's still young and doesn't play with toys."

Qiao Si seemed to have just realized it, and said with a smile, "I'm really ashamed... I only know how to buy toys for the child as soon as I think of a child, and I completely forgot about Yu'an for more than two months."

Qu Ranran replied lightly, "I appreciate your kindness, do you have anything else to do?"

Qiao Si smiled calmly, her eyes still focused on Yu An's childish face, "Yu An looks like Guan Hao, if only my child could be as cute as Yu An."

Qu Ranran fell silent.Joss' words seemed to remind her of the facts about Hao's child...

After staring at Yu An for a while, Qiao Si's eyes finally turned to Qu Ranran, and she said slowly, "Today, I just want to see Yu An, and there is nothing else...Miss Qu, I'm leaving first."

Qu Ranran didn't respond.

Joss put the children's toys at hand into the apartment, then turned and left.

Qu Ranran was about to close the door, but she inadvertently caught a glimpse of Qiao Si, who was about to enter the elevator, suddenly leaned over and almost fell, but fortunately she held onto the wall in time.

The kind-hearted Qu Ranran saw that Joss was finally leaning against the wall, looking very uncomfortable, so Qu Ranran walked out of the apartment, came to Joss, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

Joss shook her head, "I'm fine...the doctor checked me for severe anemia before, so I often feel dizzy, but I'll be fine by leaning against the wall and resting for a while."

Seeing the undisguised paleness on Joss's face, Qu Ranran said, "Come in and sit for a while, it will be better if you sit and rest."

Joss nodded, then walked slowly towards the apartment.

……

In the living room of the apartment, Joss was leaning on the sofa at the moment, her face was a little more bloody than before.

Qu Ranran hugged Yu An and sat across from Qiao Si, and asked, "Anemia in pregnant women is very serious. Do you usually pay attention to nutrition and blood supply?"

Joss put her hands on her lower abdomen and replied softly, "The doctor said that I am not in good health, so I have been careful all the time. I ask my aunt who cooks to cook soup for me every day."

Qu Ranran didn't say anything more.

"thank you for your concern."

"I was just concerned about a pregnant woman."

Qiao Si smiled faintly at Qu Ranran, "Actually, you and I can be friends."

Qu Ranran said directly, "Sorry, I never thought about being friends with you."

Facing Qu Ranran's indifference, Qiao Si sighed softly, "I'm sorry, I told you so many exaggerated things when we met last time, but those were not my intentions... Maybe you don't know me yet, you I really didn’t do those scheming things I mentioned, I just wanted to annoy you that day, and I also wanted to see how much you really care about Guan Hao.”

"Whether you have scheming or not has nothing to do with me. You don't need to explain this to me."

Qiao Si looked at Qu Ranran and said seriously, "Miss Qu, I have to explain one thing to you today, that is, I lied to you about Aunt and your mother's death. Made it up to stay in New York."

Mentioning this incident, Qu Ranran became angry, "I was about to ask you, why did you do this?"

Joss's voice became full of sadness, "Miss Qu, believe it or not, my attitude towards relationships has always been to let nature take its course... I like Guan Hao, but I know that relationships can't be forced, so in Guan Hao When Hao went to Alton to look for you again and again, I knew that his heart was never with me at all... I envy you for making Guan Hao care about you like that, and at the same time, I have always been silent in my heart I wish him and you happiness...Of course, I am not so magnanimous that I can see the person I like with other women. I just think that if he is happy, I will be very happy, so I told him that day You said those exaggerated words just to test your feelings towards Guan Hao, seeing how angry you were that day, I thought my withdrawal was correct..."

Although what Joss said did not completely convince Qu Ranran at the moment, her gentle tone and sincere attitude did not seem to her to be lying.

"Now that I have spoken, I will tell you everything... Please don't mind the child in my stomach. This is just an accident. I have been with Guan Hao for so long, and I have never lived together. I did not live together that night either. Knowing how Guan Hao came into my room, still like that... Longing, the next day after the incident, we found out that Aunt drugged Guan Hao's soup last night... I was pregnant, but I never was I thought about keeping this child, that's why I lied in front of Aunt that day to clear up the relationship between the child and Guan Hao. I just hope not to destroy your relationship with Guan Hao...Miss Qu, I will fly back to France tonight, I will never appear in front of you and Guan Hao again, I hope you can cherish the relationship between you and Guan Hao, and don't let Guan Hao lose."

in the afternoon.

Qu Ranran was playing in the living room with Yu An in her arms, when she suddenly heard the sound of the door lock opening.

This time is usually the time when Guan Hao comes back from the company, so...

The door was opened, and from the corner of the eye he could catch a glimpse of the familiar handsome man, but Qu Ranran pretended not to see it and continued teasing Yu An.

Yu An was amused by Qu Ranran and giggled, making the atmosphere in the living room very lively.

Seeing Yu An smiling so happily, Qu Ranran also had a warm smile on her motherly love face...

Holding the doorknob, Guan Hao looked at the smile on Qu Ranran's face that hadn't been shown for a long time from a distance, and was so engrossed in it that he was a little dazed. He was slow for a few seconds before closing the door and walking towards Qu Ranran. go.

Qu Ranran naturally noticed Guan Hao's tall and tall figure walking towards him, but she stubbornly refused to look at him.

Guan Hao sat down beside Qu Ranran, then threw the car keys to the coffee table, and asked softly, "When will he be three months old?"

"There are still nine days." Qu Ranran replied to Guan Hao, but her eyes still fell on Yu An's immature face.

Guan Hao hugged Yu An who was in Qu Ranran's arms, and kissed Yu An's tender face lovingly, "Do you think he looks more and more like me?"

Qu Ranran really wanted to give someone a look.Does this fact need to be said?Yu An is his miniature version, anyone can see it at a glance.

"Little baby, is it fun to be at home with Mommy? Tomorrow, Daddy will take you to the company to play with the uncles and aunts there, okay?" Guan Hao pointed Yu An upright, and spat out with his father's compassion.

Yu An stared at his father with big bright eyes, and babbled out the baby's Martian words, "@#￥￥%%%!......"

Guan Hao asked with a smile, "What does Yu An want to tell Daddy?"

Yu An responded, "#￥@^&%@&^!"

Guan Hao spit out according to the homonym of the child's escaped words, "Sister?"

Yu An is still an indistinguishable baby word, "%^$$#**&^%$"

Guan Hao's always cold and serious face in front of people showed a loving smile at this moment, "Yu An originally wanted a younger sister, so Daddy has to work hard..."

As soon as Guan Hao said this, Qu Ranran blushed immediately.

Without warning, Guan Hao turned his face sideways, his thin lips brushed against Qu Ranran's pink cheeks, and said softly, "My son likes girls just like me."

Suddenly being kissed by Guan Hao, Qu Ranran's face flushed even more, and she said angrily, "You can give birth if you want!"

Guan Hao condensed on Qu Ranran's pretty face, with a hoarse voice, "That's up to you!"

Qu Ranran didn't know how to answer the conversation, but her face was already red up to her ears.

Knowing that Qu Ranran was thin-skinned, Guan Hao didn't tease her anymore, and continued to interact with his son, "Little baby, come on, call me 'Daddy'..."

While Yu An was sleeping, Qu Ranran cooked the dinner herself.

Although she did Guan Hao's share, Qu Ranran didn't take the initiative to say a word to Guan Hao at the table during the meal. However, the atmosphere at the table was not stiff, which should be related to the improved mood of both of them.

After finishing the meal, Qu Ranran cleaned up the dishes, while Guan Hao walked to the French window because he received a phone call.

Qu Ranran wanted to enter the kitchen with the plate, but when she turned around to go to the kitchen, her eyes fell on Guan Hao who was on the phone in front of the side French window.

He seems to be very busy recently, often talking about business at home.

His back is as cold and indifferent as before, exuding his inherent arrogance and arrogance, he still has a sense of distance, but I don't know when, this sense of distance has disappeared from her. do.

She still remembers how he taught him to be "good" when he had no feelings for her a few years ago. Such cruelty and ruthlessness are memories she will never forget in her life...

Therefore, he has always been a ruthless character, but he doesn't know when he started to suppress these things in front of her.

At this moment, Guan Hao was alone with his trouser pockets in his pocket, talking and laughing happily with the people on the phone.

He can establish such an undefeated position in the business world, and his communication skills are naturally excellent. Therefore, when watching him talk to business people in fluent English, his natural self-confidence and strength The author's demeanor deeply fascinated her.

She was fascinated by it, and became dazed...

It wasn't until he turned around as if he felt her looking at him that she came back to her senses and walked into the kitchen as if nothing had happened.

While washing dishes in the kitchen, Qu Ranran was always absent-minded...

It feels really good to be with him...

She has always imagined that one day, they will be like ordinary people, he is in charge of the outside world, and she is in charge of the house, and run a good family together, but...

In reality, there are so many problems between them.

This reminded her of what Joss told her today...

She really didn't know whether it was joy or sadness...

She was happy because Joss said that Guan Hao never paid attention to her, which was enough to comfort her, but the sad thing was that even if he didn't care about Joss, he still had a relationship with Joss. The most intimate relationship between men and women.

She admits that she has been protected by her father since she was a child. Before she met Guan Hao, she never knew what a relationship between a man and a woman is. Therefore, her personality has always been conservative and traditional. The fact that Joss had a relationship, even though she knew it was not his intention, she still couldn't accept that he had done such an intimate thing to Joss.

After washing the dishes in a trance, returning to the room, Qu Ranran sat down beside the crib. After thinking for a long time, she couldn't make a decision, and felt more and more entangled... It's better to watch her son sleep. Yan, let her figure it out a little bit.

For her now, the most important thing is the child. She doesn't have the energy to think about it, and she doesn't want to think about it. Let things develop naturally. If you want to make a choice, hurry up. She doesn't want to Continue to torture my heart like this...

When Qu Ranran was immersed in her thoughts, she didn't know that Guan Hao had entered the room...

When Qu Ranran felt that someone was encircling her waist suddenly, she returned to reality from her thoughts, turned her face subconsciously, and met Guan Hao's eyes without warning.

Guan Hao stared at Qu Ranran's slightly pale face after seeing him, and asked in a low voice, "What are you thinking?"

Qu Ranran wanted to back off about him and Qiao Si, but when she got to her mouth, she still couldn't ask.

It wasn't that she didn't dare to ask, but she was afraid of hearing the answer he gave her.

Just like going to see Joss in the hospital with him that day, she didn't want to go because her heart was really hurt, but she still hoped to hear different facts when she went to the hospital. Even if she knew that Joss was lying, she would Willing to pretend to be stupid, unwilling to pierce this barrier, just want to deceive herself as if she doesn't know anything.

At this moment, she is also like this...

He was really afraid that he would bear it with her. She didn't know how to deal with it, did she care or pretend she didn't care?These two choices will mean two endings, and she doesn't want to make this choice now, because she knows what choice she will make...

Qu Ranran broke away from Guan Hao lightly, stood up, and said calmly, "I didn't think about anything...I'm going to take a bath."

Just as Qu Ranran was about to leave, she was pulled back violently by Guan Hao.

Before he had time to react, Guan Hao had already pinned Qu Ranran on the bed with lightning speed.

His hands were pinned on the bed by him, unable to move, and his body was pressed tightly by him. Qu Ranran held her breath nervously, her chest heaved violently, and she looked at Guan Hao warily.

Guan Hao's black eyes became more strange and deep because of the night. He was staring at Qu Ranran's tense face at this moment, and his voice was obviously hoarse after suppressing his inner emotions, "Why do you even talk to me more?" Are you unwilling to say a word?"

(End of this chapter)