I heard you like me

Chapter 171 You Will Always Be That Little Girl
Ning Zhiqian's face was livid, "There is no rule that you can't study!"

"But there's no requirement for further studies!" Director Liu patted the table, "And you want to keep her! Don't think I don't know!"

Ning Zhiqian said indifferently, "If you can't tolerate it, then I'll resign!"

"You..." Director Liu was very angry.

"I have a major operation tomorrow, I have nothing else to do and I will go home and rest!" He turned and walked out.

"Hey, you..." Director Liu pointed at his back, speechless, and slapped the table for the last time, "You bastard! You really think Bei Ya can't do without you, don't you?"

Ning Zhiqian walked back to the office, ready to call her back, "Liuzheng..."

Just after calling out two words, she was found crying.

"What's wrong?" He approached, "Still feeling sorry for Zhu Yuchen?"

Ruan Liuzheng heard his voice, raised his head suddenly, and grabbed his arm, "It's Shen Gui! Shen Gui!"

"Huh?" He didn't understand what she meant.

"Xiao Yu is Shen Gui's girlfriend!" She cried, and showed him the first page of the diary, "Xiao Yu's diary..."

Ning Zhiqian frowned slightly, stroked her hair, "I see, let's go, go home, it's getting dark."

She carefully put away the diary, put the perfume Zhu Yuchen gave her in it, tied the ribbon according to Zhu Yuchen's method, hugged him in her arms, and followed him out.

After getting in the car, she was a little emotional, he felt it, he didn't rush to drive, and sighed slightly, "Liu Zheng, don't forget, you are a doctor, you have to follow me into the operating room tomorrow, you are already too emotional! "

"Yes! I'm a doctor! But I'm a person first! People have emotions and desires! Not surgical instruments! No wonder people say that a surgeon becomes a cold-blooded animal after a long time! I'm sorry! You are a cold-blooded animal but I can't do it! "She told him about Zhu Yuchen, hoping that he would find a solution, but he was indifferent!

"Flow kite!"

"Don't call me! Maybe one day I will be lying on the operating table, and you will be so cold-blooded too! Thinking about it makes my heart chill!" She looked out the window, and the dark tree shadows swayed with the wind.

"Don't talk nonsense!" He said a little louder.

She hugged the box tightly and ignored him.

He waited for her for a long time, but he didn't see her talking anymore, so he started the car silently and drove towards home.

This time, she didn't speak during the whole process. When the car stopped at the door of the house, she got out of the car with the box in her arms.

"Liuzheng!" He also got out of the car, caught up with her, and caught her in front of the courtyard gate.

"What do you want me to do?" He asked, grabbing her arm.

"I didn't ask you what to do, I'm going home." She turned away.

He thought for a while, "I'm going to fight with God and ask him why he treats a young girl like this?"

Ruan Liuzheng gave him a blank look, it was nonsense!
"Then I'll cry a lot to prove that I'm not a cold-blooded animal?"

"..." She hadn't seen him cry before, not even when he was the saddest. Not everyone expresses their sadness by crying. She couldn't even imagine the picture of him crying in the street like a big man.

"Then I...replace Zhu Yuchen's illness? You come to operate on me?"

When she heard this, the box in her hand was almost frightened. She immediately covered his mouth and shouted at him, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

After yelling, the tears flowed down, but the words kept echoing in my ears, "I am sick in Zhu Yuchen's place, and you will operate on me? I will be sick in Zhu Yuchen's place, and you will operate on me?"

Every time it sounded, it felt like a knife cut her heart. In the end, she threw herself into his arms and apologized tearfully, "I'm sorry, you're not wrong, it's my fault, I got emotional, but..."

This was the most emotionally affected time since she became a doctor. She clearly knew that she shouldn't, but she still lost her composure in front of him again and again. However, she couldn't think of who else could she lose her composure in front of her?Zhu Yuchen?cannot!In front of colleagues?cannot!In front of mom and dad?Even more impossible!
"But what?" He asked, hugging her.

"But..." She thought for a while, forget it, let's not say that she will only be presumptuous in front of him, and warned herself not to be so childish, and gradually calmed down, "I... I'm a little ashamed, I shouldn't be like this, I've already It's not too young, and it's a doctor again, the behavior just now was too childish."

His eyes were as soft as moonlight, "Silly girl, in front of me, you will always be the tricky little girl who comes to me with well-understood questions and makes trouble for me over and over again."

She was taken aback. It turned out that he knew all the little dramas that she thought she was self-righteous...

For a moment, I was filled with emotions.

"Liuzheng, go back and have a good sleep."

She nodded, "I'm sorry, Teacher Ning, I... won't be like this in the future."

This sentence of sorry is for Teacher Ning, the person who can indulge her to be a tricky little girl forever is Zhiqian, not Teacher Ning.

He smiled slightly, "Teacher Ning is Zhiqian, Zhiqian is Teacher Ning, there is no difference."

The tip of her nose was sore, and on this late spring night, the warmth was like the fragrance of flowers in the air, surrounding her one after another.

"Besides, your reaction is normal. After all, your qualifications are still young and you haven't really seen death. The friendship between Zhu Yuchen and you is different from that of ordinary patients. Although you haven't been together for a long time, you really treat her as your sister. For you, she is just like a family member, and it is inevitable to be emotional. Whether it is work or life, it is a step-by-step practice. Every surgeon grows up slowly in this way. What you are going through is also my experience. It's over." He continued.

She looked up at him, "Have you ever been afraid too?"

"Of course." His eyes gradually darkened, "In the second year of my operation, there was a little patient in the department. She was a little girl. She was seven years old. She had an operation for a brain tumor. It recurred and spread. She was as optimistic and cheerful as Zhu Yuchen. , I am very happy every day, I like to sing, and when I have a headache, I sing very cheerful songs. She quietly told me that singing can not make my head hurt, but it can lie to my mother, so that my mother will not know that she has a headache. Actually , how could adults not know children's tricks? Just pretending not to know, her mother cried behind her back, knelt down and begged us to save her daughter, my mood at that time was the same as yours now, but , some things, we really can't do anything... Later, the little girl left, I still remember the last time she took my hand and said to me, she said, uncle, if I leave, please tell mom not Crying, I will become a real little angel, looking at her in the sky...Liu Zheng, at that moment, I also cried, I was also very angry, and I also wanted to question why God took away such a lovely child. "

Ruan Liuzheng hugged him for a long time, tightly.

Late spring, night wind, silence, understanding.

"However, what we can do is to cure, to relieve, and to comfort, so, remember the sadness, and forget the sadness." He stroked her hair, "Remember the sadness, let us always keep our original heart, pity life, Love the world, don’t be reduced to what you call a surgical instrument, and then forget about sorrow, and do more things than ordinary people can do besides sorrow. Liuzheng, I know you will do it, after studying for so long, sir More than 100 large and small operations, I have seen every one of them. Accuracy, calmness, and carefulness are all your strengths. Even on the day when you had the most surgeries, you performed three surgeries in a row, and each one was perfect. , you will be my pride."

She listened silently, and replied softly, "It's not what you said, is perfection a basic requirement? Now it's a compliment?"

He smiled lightly, and kissed her on the forehead, "That's what Teacher Ning said, but you can be proud of Zhiqian."

Like flower petals brushing between her eyebrows, the touch at that moment made her soul tremble more than penetrating into her body. Staring at his deep black eyes in the night, she saw her own shadow, very clear, and the tears gradually emerged again. into his arms, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't say you are cold-blooded, I was wrong."

"If you know you are wrong, you will be punished." He smiled slightly.

"How to punish?" With his invisible control and regulation, the atmosphere has quietly changed.

He pulled her out of his arms, lowered his head and looked at her face seriously, "I will punish you to go back and eat a full meal, wash your face well, take a comfortable bath, and sleep well, any of the four things If you don’t do it, you will have to copy a hundred medical records by hand.”

(End of this chapter)