I heard you like me

Chapter 200 Punishment
Ning Shouzheng was stunned.

Dong Miaomiao said softly, "My mother can't hear it anymore, so there is really no need."

"But... I have to give it away..." He muttered.

Dong Miaomiao shook her head with a wry smile, "My mother said that there are two times in her life that she really wants to see you see her off. The first time was when you were sent to the farm, she was a girl who wanted to go into the mountains with a group of men Going to Kaishan, but you are going back to Beijing, that day happens to be her birthday, she wants you to leave one day late, eat a bowl of noodles with her in the morning, and send her to the car to enter the mountain before you go, she is afraid, you will leave like this It was a farewell, but you didn’t. You were overwhelmed by the joy of returning to the city, and completely forgot her birthday. Later, she guessed it by herself, and she really just said goodbye; With me, but because of your future, she had to leave Beijing and go far away. On the day she left, she wanted you to see her off. She didn't know whether she should tell you that I already existed, but you still didn't. She waited on the platform until the train started and you didn't show up, you were playing your good husband. So, what's there to give now?"

Ning Shouzheng was stunned, "No...your mother never told me these things...the day I returned to the city...it's not that I didn't stay, but that the shuttle bus back to the city only runs twice a week. If you miss one trip, you'll miss the reporting time... ..."

Dong Miaomiao smiled wryly again, "Stop talking about it, it's meaningless. Are you still explaining it to a dead man?"

Ning Shouzheng was silent, his expression drooping.

"Besides, you have no position to explain. After all, you are nothing after all." Dong Miaomiao said calmly.

"After all... it's you..." Ning Shouzheng wanted to talk about his father, but he paused and changed his words, "People who are related by blood."

Dong Miaomiao stared at him and smiled wistfully, "You should know that what I hated the most in the past was this bloodline. If I could be like Nezha, I would be willing to cut the bones and return the flesh. I have matured a bit in recent years, not so much. I became cynical, and gradually forgot about this relationship. My mother and I never thought about seeing you again, so let’s stop mentioning the matter of blood relationship. , can be regarded as having parents, my father-in-law and mother-in-law treat me as my own, I live a very good and stable life, and I don’t want to have other people in my life.”

"No..." Ning Shouzheng was stunned, "You lived in Beijing for a while, and your mother took good care of her and had a good time, but you took her to Yunnan. See you this time. What has become of..."

"You're wrong." Dong Miaomiao's face turned cold. "My mother said that the happiest days in her life were the days when my father was not dead. She stayed in Beijing later, not because of how happy she was, but because of her Sooner or later, she will die before me. She is afraid that I will be lonely and helpless, and wants to earn for me what she thinks I deserve. Even after I leave Beijing and go to Yunnan, she still wants to stick to my nest in Beijing. She thinks that I am just Willful, I can't stand the pain, I will come back after all. As for me at that time, I was also ridiculous. I wanted to scare you and make you feel bad. I rebelled fiercely for a while, but later, I found the real me, the real me Happiness, my mother is relieved. She has lived a peaceful life in the past few years, but her health has gradually deteriorated. Until this serious illness, she has always regretted it, regretted the past with you, regretted giving birth to me, and became her life. The pain, especially after being ill, the pain was unbearable, and the physical torture made her feel miserable, she regarded this as her retribution, she said it was God's punishment, and she wished she could strangle me to death."

Dong Miaomiao rolled up her sleeves, her arms were covered with fingernail marks, deep, shallow, and scabbed, "When she was in pain, when she was unconscious, she really wanted to strangle me to death."

She tilted her head and showed him her neck, "It's the same here, it was all pinched when she was still able to move, I am her shame, a person who even hates me so much, do you think she will still think of you Rong? Will you still want to be disturbed by you on the way to the next life? The last words of her life are just to say that she was wrong, and she regrets being with you, not for anything else, but because of her stubborn belief that If she hadn't had that sinful relationship with you, if she hadn't been a wicked girl like me, she wouldn't have been punished like this and wouldn't have been in such pain. So, let her go and let her go on the road quietly. "

Ning Shouzheng was silent, blankly.

For a long time, Dong Miaomiao thought he had nothing to say, but saw his eyes flicker, and said again, "Miaomiao, no matter what, let me make it up to you, I will leave you a copy, I am working on changing the will... "

"No need!" Dong Miaomiao hurriedly said, "I said before that I have nothing to do with you, and I don't want to see you appear in my life from now on. Both my mother and I are disgraceful existences. The social atmosphere is not so casual. My mother said that she was an unmarried woman who was pregnant and gave birth to a child. Although my father married her when I was half a year old, it can be regarded as calming the rumors outside, but she has always lived under the control of her in-laws. Contempt, I didn't understand when I was a child, why my grandparents always scolded her, why my grandparents didn't like me, I thought it was because of patriarchy, so I studied hard, I have to fight for myself, and I have to tell my grandparents that I am a girl , not worse than my elder brother! However, no matter how many times I take the age first place, my grandparents still don’t like me and my mother. Fortunately, my father treats us well, and we don’t live with my grandparents, so apart from Some idleness, life is still easy. But, this sense of shame has been with my mother all her life, and you know, I also put a shame on myself after knowing the truth. Now, I can hardly forget After this shame, my parents-in-law are not ashamed of me, so don't show up to remind me and the people around me, do you want my parents-in-law to despise me?"

Ning Shouzheng was silent, speechless.

"I hope this is the last time we meet. In the future, even if we meet on the street, I won't take another look at you, so I can take care of myself."

Ning Shou was listening, his eyes had already moved away from Dong Miaomiao's face, looking at the unknown place ahead, he moved slowly, in a daze, step by step, and walked out of the hall.

Dong Miaomiao took a deep breath, raised her head, and was about to turn around and leave when she caught sight of two people standing not far away——Ning Zhiqian and Ruan Liuzheng, who had been talking to Ning Shouzheng just now and didn't pay attention to them, but now they are gone Ning Shouzheng blocked them, and they came into sight.

Her mind was still immersed in the conversation with Ning Shouzheng, and she didn't slow down for a while. As the two of them walked towards her, she inhaled again, with a gentle smile on her face, "You guys are here."

The distance was far before, Ruan Liuzheng did not hear what Dong Miaomiao and Ning Shouzheng said, but he saw the action. At this time, Dong Miaomiao's sleeves had not been put down yet, and the mark on his neck Also exposed outside, Ruan Liuzheng didn't look at the expression on the man's face, even she couldn't bear to see it, let alone him?No matter how indifferent you are, you can't turn a blind eye after all. Let the next generation repay the debts of the previous generation. The fate is too undeserved...

Dong Miaomiao noticed it, quickly put down her sleeves, covered her collar, and smiled, "Thank you, it's just... a waste of time..."

He didn't answer, and was dull for a while.

Ruan Liuzheng smiled, "By the way, I'm going to the bathroom."

After speaking, she walked quickly towards the bathroom, and she didn't turn her head until she estimated that the two of them could no longer see her.

In the midst of people coming and going, he and Dong Miaomiao stood face to face.

I didn't look any further, just found a chair, sat down and waited quietly.

Dong Miaomiao's red eye sockets and slightly swollen eyelids showed that she had cried, but standing in front of him at this moment, she was calm and smiling.

"Thank you," she said.She knew that he hated her mother in his heart, but because it was her mother, his attitude had been reserved, and this time he was still willing to come for the operation, no matter whether the operation was performed or not, the arrival of him and Ruan Liuzheng , are moving.

He opened his mouth, but suddenly couldn't find anything to say.

Those images of my youth flashed before my eyes. At that time, I could talk freely and follow my inclinations, and suddenly became very far away, so far away that I couldn't see clearly.

"Ahem..." He cleared his throat, "My condolences."

When he opened his mouth, he was stunned for a moment, it turned out to be the most polite words.

At that moment, he recalled the topics he talked with her back then, life, ideals, literature, art...

And now in his life, maybe these are still there, but the point is really life.

She smiled, "I'm not too sad. For my mother, it's also a kind of relief. The pain is so painful that she can't live without it. If she leaves, the pain will be gone. If she leaves, she will be clean. It's what she wants." Yes, start a new life cleanly, am I too indifferent?"

The corners of his lips curved slightly, and he changed the subject, "Do you have any children?"

She nodded and raised the child, her eyes were full of maternal tenderness.

That was her appearance that he had never seen before, mature, gentle, peaceful, satisfied and happy in every glance and brow.Thinking of the childish, domineering, fiery girl in Yanyuan, there are really two people...

His smile lines deepened, "Boys and girls? Do you have a picture?"

"Girl!" She laughed, took out the wallet from her bag, and showed it to him. Inside the wallet was a group photo of a family of three. She was holding a little girl, and Fang Chizhou was holding her mother and daughter. She was smiling in Fang Chizhou's arms. Sweet and pure.

He glanced at it and exclaimed, "The girl is beautiful, just like her father!"

"Yes! Pretty little girl!" Dong Miaomiao put away her wallet, the smile in the corner of her eyes never faded.

"Fang Chizhou is a good kid!" He praised again.

"Yes, he is very good." Her smile became more calm, "Zhiqian, I am very happy, unprecedented."

(End of this chapter)