wedding honey

Chapter 505 I already knew it, but I didn't want to admit it
Roubao hated Zhibao's behavior of calling herself a new model of human beings, and she was very sure that Lan Shaoye would never say he liked her as a human model.

So Roubao felt that he had been deeply hurt by his brother, so he glared at Zhibao, turned around and went to find sister Qiao.

Qiaomei looked at the meat bun, and happily passed the chocolate in her hand to the meat bun: "Sister, eat."

"Sister Qiao has a conscience. In the future, my sister will definitely not betroth you to Lan Shaoye." Roubao happily stuffed the chocolate into his mouth.

Leng Yifeng and Yang Xiao showed up on time with Wei Wei, and Rou Bao took the initiative to drag Wei Wei into the children's world.

Lan Lichuan and Leng Yifeng were sitting on the sofa, not knowing what they were talking about.

Ye Chenmeng looked at Yang Xiao and asked, "Miss Yang, can we talk alone?"

Yang Xiao felt that even if she was sitting in this hall, she would have nothing to do, so she simply nodded and followed Ye Chenmeng upstairs.

In fact, Yang Xiao knew that Ye Chenmeng would probably say something to him, but Ye Chenmeng didn't say anything, but walked into the bedroom suddenly, took out a photo album, and handed it to Yang Xiao.

Said: "This is the former Leng Yifeng, the Xi Jianchen in my heart. In the second year after his death, I originally wanted to burn this photo album, but in the end I couldn't bear it."

Yang Xiao held the photo album in his hand and didn't turn it over.

I only heard Ye Chenmeng continue to say: "However, I buried these photos in the soil back then. Although I have changed a photo album now... Actually, this is what I wanted to give you early in the morning, but I didn't expect you to bring it with me." Leave slightly."

Yang Xiao smiled wryly in her heart, so everyone thought so in their hearts, they all thought that she took the initiative to take Wei Wei away.But that's not true, is it?
Yang Xiao didn't explain a word, just looked at Ye Chenmeng quietly.

Ye Chenmeng helped her find the photo album.The first photo was a bit unexpected, it was a graduation photo.

There are many youthful faces on it, each of which is full of joy of graduation and longing for the future.

Ye Chenmeng looked at Yang Xiao with a relaxed tone and said, "Can you recognize who is Leng Yifeng?"

Of course Yang Xiao recognized him, she had seen Xi Jianchen before.As Xi Jianchen's doctor, how could she not know him.

That young Xi Jianchen had already lived in his heart.

Looking at the silent Yang Xiao, Ye Chenmeng said again: "Maybe the Leng Yifeng in your heart is different from the Xi Jianchen in my heart. In my memory, he is not so tall, nor is he as low as he is now. The voice doesn't have such a lean body, and it doesn't have the same gloomy expression as it does now, but..."

Ye Chenmeng stopped halfway through his words, and suddenly stopped again.

Although Yang Xiao kept looking down at the photos on the album, she was still a little curious about what Ye Chenmeng would say next.

In fact, in a real sense, Ye Chenmeng is her rival in love, this is the reason Yang Xiao knew very clearly the moment she knew that she liked Leng Yifeng.

Over the years, more than half of the injuries Leng Yifeng has suffered and the path he has traveled are due to this woman in front of him.

As her rival in love, Yang Xiao should actually hate Ye Chenmeng, and even hope that Ye Chenmeng will disappear from this world.But the reality is not like this.

It is precisely because from the very beginning, every ounce of effort Leng Yifeng made was for Ye Chenmeng, and because she watched Leng Yifeng walk all the way, so Yang Xiao knew better what Ye Chenmeng meant to Leng Yifeng. importance.

In Leng Yifeng's heart, Ye Chenmeng is faith, the reason for him to survive and survive.

Yang Xiao not only doesn't hate Leng Yifeng for loving Ye Chenmeng, but she hates why she doesn't want to be with a man who loves her so much.

Ye Chenmeng will probably never know how much courage Leng Yifeng needs to give up on her.

Yang Xiao still remembers the moment when Leng Yifeng leaned against the wall by the pool and called her at Ye Chenmeng's wedding.

His whole body exudes a deadly loneliness. He lit a cigarette with a match, but he didn't smoke it.

Ye Chenmeng on the stage was holding a bouquet of flowers, smiling like a flower.The whole salute was very festive at the wedding scene, but Leng Yifeng seemed to be isolated in another world.The whole world cannot see his sadness and sorrow.

Until Su Jingsheng suddenly approached Leng Yifeng.

She said: "I didn't lose to Ye Chenmeng, I lost to you. I love Ye Chenmeng with all my heart."

As everyone knows, that sentence is also what Yang Xiao has always wanted to say to Leng Yifeng.

The moment Su Jingsheng turned around, tears fell like rain.Seeing Yang Xiao leaning against the wall, she said something, "Yang Xiao, there is an obsession in my heart, not because I am too stubborn, but because whenever I meet Leng Yifeng , I was reluctant to give up. I know you understand, because your obsession is deeper and more ruthless. I told Leng Yifeng, if I find a suitable woman and marry, I am not noble, but I would rather that woman be you, And not anyone else."

At that time, Yang Xiao didn't say a word.The back view of Su Jingsheng leaving is very stubborn, but also rare and relaxed.

In fact, she was envious of Su Jingsheng, envied that she could pretend to be nonchalant and turn around to pursue her new life.

And Yang Xiao knew that from the very beginning, she knew that from the moment she fell in love with Leng Yifeng, there was no way out.

Later, Leng Yifeng called her and leaned against the wall by the swimming pool, his voice was very soft, and he said softly: "Yang Xiao, I will give you back your freedom, you can take Wei Wei away! If you can do it , never come back. If you appear in front of me again, even if I torture you, I will not give you a chance to choose."

Yang Xiao remembered that she didn't answer him at that time.

So in the end, he hung up the phone before waiting for her answer.

However, what he didn't know was that the reason why she didn't say a word was because she was wearing a little black dress and was leaning against his back, just separated from him by a wall.

She was afraid that once she opened her mouth, he would hear her voice, and she was afraid that once she opened her mouth, she would not be able to resist keeping her.

So in the end she kept silent, watching Leng Yifeng disappear from her sight.

So the next morning, she took Wei Wei and left.

Probably no one knew that when she left this time, she was ready to see him forever.

But good fortune tricks people.Unexpectedly, Aunt Wan would suddenly appear and take Weiwei away.

All of this is like a secret she buried in her heart, which may never be revealed.

Looking at Yang Xiao who was in deep thought, Ye Chenmeng continued: "But no matter whether his appearance has changed, no matter whether his personality has changed, no matter whether he is Xi Jianchen or Leng Yifeng, he is always him, the one who deserves The man you want to treat and love with sincerity. I know that I am the least qualified to say such words, but Xiaoxiao, Leng Yifeng is worthy of your love. If you can, please trust him again."

Yang Xiao's hand holding the photo album turned pale, and after a long silence, she said, "It's not that I don't trust him, it's that I don't trust myself."

"No matter how he changes, his essence remains the same. He will not easily tell the person he loves how important he is to him. Just as outsiders can see it, he will never tell you , how important you are to him, he may say "I love you", but he will never tell you "I can't lose you". Xiaoxiao, Leng Yifeng will regret it one day, Regret the attachment to our past, regret that he didn't have time to tell you how important you are to him."

Yang Xiao knows that what Ye Chenmeng said is correct, Leng Yifeng is such a person, he may tell you that he loves you very seriously, but he will never lose his mind and tell the other party 'you are very important to me, I can not lose you'.

This is Leng Yifeng, the Leng Yifeng she loves.

Even if he risked his life to love Ye Chenmeng, he would not tell her in front of Ye Chenmeng that he could not lose him.

Because he probably knows better than anyone else that once the words "I can't lose you" are said, it is not only telling the other party how much you love her, but also putting pressure on the other party and putting a burden on the other party Heavy hat.

Ye Chenmeng said: "Some words are an indispensable part of a relationship, more important than I love you. Yang Xiao, people who love each other are together, it is called happiness. People who hate each other are together , that's called mutual torture. But do you know what it's called when two people are together because of wishful thinking?"

"Pretend to be passionate." Yang Xiao answered very carefree this time.

Ye Chenmeng smiled, and then said: "I don't think that's self-indulgence. In my world, I call this hope. Your love for Leng Yifeng is your hope and salvation for him."

After a long silence, Yang Xiao said, "Are you trying to persuade me?"

"No, I'm analyzing." Ye Chenmeng said.

Yang Xiao asked, "Analyze what?"

"Analyze those things that you already know, but don't want to admit." Ye Chenmeng suddenly smiled and said to Yang Xiao: "Do you know that Xi Jianchen used to be very warm, the kind who knew just by looking at him, and he The kind of warmth that you will be very happy to start a family is the kind of warmth that seems to be a crime if you don’t love him. Now Leng Yifeng may not give you that kind of feeling, but a The essence of a person will never change. Xiaoxiao, I have already committed an unforgivable crime, but you are different, you have Wei Wei."

"I don't want Wei Wei to be an accessory to me and Leng Yifeng, let alone because Leng Yifeng is with me because I gave birth to Wei Wei. It's not because I'm afraid of being wronged, but because I'm afraid that he will regret it in the future. I'm afraid I couldn't give Leng Yifeng the future he wanted, but I still left a terrible scar in Wei Wei's childhood."

(End of this chapter)