Sir, I will not marry!

Chapter 229 She Didn't Dare To Be Passionate

Jiang Xiaonuan, who had been suffocating in the apartment for several days, decided to go out to the supermarket to do some shopping.

She changed her clothes and went out with her bank card in her pocket.

Not long ago, Jiang Xiaonuan was an exceptionally poor household. Some time ago, she even quarreled with Shen Lingye because she went to work in Tsui Hark's shop.

But it's different now, Jiang Xiaonuan has 30 RMB in his bank card.

Shen Lingye said that it was the money he sold her baby design.

Jiang Xiaonuan didn't know if what Shen Lingye said was true, but the design drawings were gone, and he gave the money again, why not?
Since meeting He Wanyun that night, Jiang Xiaonuan has thought through and seen many things these days.

People, sometimes you don't have to be too hypocritical.

Jiang Xiaonuan suddenly felt that what Shen Lingye said was right, why bother to do anything to prove it to everyone?Why bother to make yourself so tired?

Shen Lingye said: Whether you live a good life or not, you just need to know it yourself.

Jiang Xiaonuan thought about it seriously, and felt that maybe what he said was right.

Do you follow your own heart and let nature take its course?
Or force yourself to walk a road full of potholes and thorns?
Jiang Xiaonuan knew that she had succumbed, and the energy to charge forward like a submachine gun without fear of death was fading.

On the one hand, this is due to He Wanyun's indifferent and mean attitude towards her that night. With such a mother, Jiang Xiaonuan felt chilled, and she also understood that He Wanyun didn't care whether she was fat or thin, good or bad, she Doing more is a waste of emotion;

On the other hand, it's because—she, Jiang Xiaonuan, is doing pretty well now, isn't she?
Although Shen Lingye used to be cruel and cruel to him, but now?The human heart is made of flesh and blood. Since there is flesh and blood, one can feel the warmth and warmth of human feelings—Jiang Xiaonuan knows that Shen Lingye is now, or is really treating herself well, at least she no longer has any ill will towards herself.

Since there is a benefactor who provides her with food, clothing and housing, why not follow the trend and keep going like this?Why do you have to run around like a mouse whose ass has been blown up all day long, trying to escape?
The above two points are the reasons Jiang Xiaonuan gave herself—the reason why she continues to stay in Shen Lingye's apartment.

However, is it really only because of disappointment with He Wanyun and compromise with the environment that he is willing to stay?

Jiang Xiaonuan vaguely understood that there was another more important and fundamental reason.

Jiang Xiaonuan blurted out this reason that night when she was lingering with Shen Lingye, under Shen Lingye's urging.

However, even though she knew it vaguely, Jiang Xiaonuan still forced herself not to think in this direction.

Shen Lingye could be nice to her, but Jiang Xiaonuan didn't dare to pretend to be affectionate, and had fond memories of him.

Just like what Shen Lingye said earlier, she, Jiang Xiaonuan, was just a toy on his whim.

You can't hand over your sincerity easily. If you don't give your sincerity, you will return the same warmth.

Even his own daughter can be abandoned like a shoe, and that kind of sincerity is considered a P.

Besides, was she treating Song Yuanmin badly back then?In the end?Wasn't she driven out of the Song family without mercy?
Jiang Xiaonuan suddenly felt that, perhaps because of being expelled from the Song family, she had never been interested in dating for many years.

To ordinary men, Jiang Xiaonuan didn't dare to give up his sincerity easily, let alone that powerful and strategizing Shen Lingye?
When thinking of this, Jiang Xiaonuan felt a little bitter in his heart.

Before this emotion was about to converge into inferiority complex and loneliness, Jiang Xiaonuan simply stopped his brain from thinking in this direction.

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Author's Note: The class gap is too large, which will make the disadvantaged party feel awed and inferior to love.

(End of this chapter)