Sir, I will not marry!

Chapter 351 But He Can't Control It

Shen Lingye kept silent about the life and death of He Wanyun and Jiang Huaqing these days, so Jiang Xiaonuan basically knew about them.

When people are hurt and frustrated, they will subconsciously choose to escape.Then, in the small space created by myself, heal a little bit of precipitation.

In the past few days, Shen Lingye connived at her doing this, but now, he wants to bring her back to the reality she has to face.

Jiang Xiaonuan paused slightly, then continued to walk forward casually.

She suddenly said: "That day, I saw how their swords were at war, slandering and hurting each other."

When Jiang Xiaonuan said this, he paused, and then continued: "During this time, I actually didn't have that kind of great grief. Although my father has met several times, to me, he is actually More is just a blank existence; my mother, although she gave me love before the age of 16, but after that... I don't think I have much affection for her anymore."

"So, when I saw them arguing like that, slandering each other, and hurting each other that day, I actually didn't feel very sad. I just felt-poor, and felt that they were really sad. When I later saw them lying When the stretcher was completely unrecognizable, I was even a little thankful that they finally didn't have to toss about this and that, and finally they can no longer toss in my world. Shen Lingye, if given the chance to choose, I would rather be abandoned in my world since I was a child. Orphanage, if you gave me love and hope, why did you let me witness their destruction with my own eyes? Shen Lingye, tell me, am I cold-blooded? Am I heartless?"

Shen Lingye squeezed Jiang Xiaonuan's hand tightly, and said in a deep voice: "Jiang Xiaonuan, remember what I said? Don't use their mistakes to punish yourself. Family affection is not as strong and important as you think,"

Jiang Xiaonuan subconsciously said: "If family affection is no longer important and reliable, then what else in this world can we rely on trust?!"

Before meeting Jiang Xiaonuan, Shen Lingye felt that in this world, the only person he could rely on and trust was himself.

However, after meeting Jiang Xiaonuan, some thoughts changed subtly.

He began to try to establish some kind of connection with another person, to give him trust.

——He began to make intentional or unintentional investments in the love between himself and Jiang Xiaonuan.

He clearly knew that such a so-called relationship was illusory, but he couldn't control it and could only indulge.

Shen Lingye squeezed Jiang Xiaonuan's hand, and said, "Jiang Xiaonuan, I have answered this question for you in a few days."

Jiang Xiaonuan froze for a moment, then thought of the conversation they had in the study of the apartment a few days ago.

She asked: Shen Lingye, will you abandon me for those so-called desires of fame like those people?
Shen Lingye replied: Jiang Xiaonuan, if one day we part ways in this life, it must be you who left me.

It felt like someone had stuffed a large ball of cotton in my heart, it was soft.

Jiang Xiaonuan pursed her lips, thinking of Shen Lingye's unknown company these days, she stopped talking.

"I have an important meeting tomorrow morning, so I won't accompany you to the cemetery. Not many people know about your parents' death, and I won't announce it. I will send you there tomorrow. Be careful yourself. , don’t run around anymore. I’ve prepared flowers and clothes for you, just wear them tomorrow.”

(End of this chapter)