I'm a world apart from you

Chapter 46 All misunderstandings start with "I thought" (2)
Before he finished speaking, the elevator door slammed softly and was about to close slowly.Wen Ge subconsciously reached out to stop her, but Wen Shaoyuan was one step faster than her. He blocked the elevator door with one hand and reached in with the other. He precisely grasped her wrist and pulled her out of the elevator without any rejection.That tough power, as well as the unusual emotion, immediately made the alarm bell in Wen Ge's heart ring.

"Little, uncle?" Wen Ge let out a hey, and was pulled forward uncontrollably by him.

"I don't want to listen to you right now." The tone was no longer calm, but contained depression.

Wen Ge immediately shut up knowingly, not daring to provoke him again.

The lights in the house were not turned on, and outside the window was the twilight visible to the naked eye.

Wen Ge looked up at Wen Shaoyuan who was standing a few steps in front of her with his back to her, took his schoolbag off his shoulder and put it on the shoe cabinet, changed his shoes again, and asked carefully in a low voice: "Uncle, when I go out?" I'm sweating all over, I'll take a shower first, after I take a shower..."

Wen Shaoyuan turned his head and glanced at her, with an indifference that Wen Ge had never seen in his eyes.

Her words stopped abruptly, and suddenly she couldn't think of what to say, she just looked at him in a daze, at a loss.

That cool look seemed to penetrate the darkness, and landed directly on her heart, which made her shiver and feel chilled.

"Uncle..." She looked at him pitifully and aggrievedly, "I lied to you, I didn't buy textbooks with Xiaobai. I left alone, I don't know where I went..."

Her fingers clenched the corners of the clothes tightly, and the thin fabric was about to shatter in her palm: "Don't look at me like that, okay?" At the end, her voice was choked up.

He is right in front of her eyes, but she can't ask for it, even if she likes it, she must keep it quiet, and not let him notice, for fear that a careless overstep will make him retreat three "feet" from her.

She didn't have such a depressed and low mood even when facing Bai Junyi's straightforward analysis, but his eyes made her feel wronged, her nose was sore, and tears fell down involuntarily.

Wen Ge rubbed his face hard with his arm, trying to suppress his crying, his lips trembled slightly, even his voice trembled a little: "Uncle, I'm so sad, I don't want to cry..."

She has been strong for so long, whether in front of Xu Liqing or Wen Shaoyuan, she has never shown the difficulty and loneliness of living independently, but no matter how comfortable a person is with life, loneliness alone is enough to overwhelm everything.

No one knew why she stayed in City A alone.It's not that he is coveting the prosperity of City A, nor is he yearning for Xu Liqing's wealthy family, it's just because he is here.Even if it is only occasionally, it is far better than only imagining and thinking.

But now, she doesn't think so anymore.Seeing that his life is so different from her own, she has never felt so clearly that he and herself are not in the same world as now. He couldn't get over it, and he didn't want to get over it.

However, even if she was wronged like this, no matter how sad she was, she couldn't spread it out in front of him. Such a secret love made her unable to bear it anymore.

Wen Ge stood at the entrance crying out of breath, and the whimpering sound was like a wounded little animal, which made anyone feel pity involuntarily when they heard it, let alone Wen Shaoyuan who was related to her.

His anger was instantly extinguished by her tears, leaving only an unvented depression.

He hesitated for a moment, and finally turned around and stepped forward. Seeing her hanging her head, he pinched her chin and lifted it up without any politeness.In the increasingly dark sky, he couldn't see her appearance clearly at all, but he could guess the embarrassment on this face just by the wetness on his fingertips and the crying.

Wen Shaoyuan raised his sleeve and wiped her face, with a straight face, he ordered in a cold voice: "Don't cry."

As soon as the crying stopped, just as Wen Shaoyuan's mind gradually relaxed, Wen Ge raised his voice and cried even louder: "If you still don't let me cry, I still want to tell you..."

Wen Ge sobbed, and said regardless: "I just don't like Bai Wei, I hate her, and now I also hate Xiao Bai, I hate them to death..."

She grabbed his sleeve and threw herself into his arms.

She was no longer the thin little girl who only reached his chest, she stood up straight now, her head was already touching his shoulder, she pounced so firmly, her warm and soft body pressed against his, Wen Shaoyuan suddenly stiffened .

"I still hate you. You always have a cold war with me, don't talk to me, and don't let me see you. I live here alone, no one talks, and it's quiet and silent everywhere. It's not because you're here that I don't want to stay here." I don't know if this kind of venting made her feel better, Wen Ge hugged him tightly, buried her head in his arms, tears and snot all over her head They all rubbed against his chest, "You don't want me to like you, I just want to like you. Just leave me alone and let me fend for myself. Anyway, I have no relatives alive, and I have nothing to worry about. ..."

The world is lonely, but there is no one to care about.

Wen Shaoyuan's eyebrows twitched twice, he clasped her shoulders, and tightened his grip: "When will I leave you alone?"

Wen Ge was already crying so hard that his head was covered, and now he was relying on conditioned reflex, thinking that he was going to push him away, and clasped the hands behind him even tighter, instead of answering his question, he asked: "Uncle ,do you like me?"

Wen Shaoyuan pursed his lips, his face was not very good-looking: "You forget what I asked you when you said that for the first time?"

How can Wen Ge not remember, she still remembers that sentence "Wen Ge, what did you call me" that is still cold and unkind in retrospect.

She bit her lip, suddenly pushed him away, and said bitterly: "Then you also forgot what you said?"

Wen Shaoyuan looked at her suddenly bright eyes, and his heart sank.

Wen Ge looked at him, and returned to him verbatim what he had said to him once: "In terms of law, you have nothing to do with me."

Wen Shaoyuan didn't remember whether he had said this sentence, but seeing her looking at him with such stubborn eyes, her tone of seriousness and gnashing of teeth, he couldn't figure out the complicated emotions in his heart.

He undoubtedly considered more things than her, she just needed to know whether she liked it or not, but he couldn't.

Wen Shaoyuan has long passed the age of youth and frivolity. During the past few years of experience in society, he has seen through the fickleness of the world and the various states of the world. The gap between him and Wen Ge is obvious. Difficulties and obstacles are like continuous mountains. One after another.

So what if I like it?So what if you can climb one mountain after another?The most difficult thing to control is people's hearts, even if he is always in the position of strategizing, he dare not easily say that he can control it.

The worry and fear of not being seen when picking her up from school in the evening, the sudden anger and displeasure when she knew that she and Bai Junyi "went to the bookstore to buy textbooks together", the secret joy at her jealousy, the involuntary feeling when she saw her wronged His heartache, as well as his reluctance to let go, and his special pampering and indulgence, all confirmed his heart-like, and it is more than just liking.

But the more clearly he realized it, the more he dared not take a step forward.Every step of guidance he is doing now, if there is a slight mistake, hidden dangers will be planted. Once danger occurs in the future, let alone retreating unscathed, the most injured person will always be the weak Wenge.

He can't take this risk, let alone take this risk, so what bothers him now is a more difficult question than the choice - how to settle such a slight relationship?

There was a strong wind outside the window, and the whistling wind could still be heard clearly even indoors. The suddenly darkened sky swept away the last light from the sky, and there was complete silence.Not long after, the heavy rain that had been brewing for a long time came pouring down. The sound of the rain was like pearls and jade, and it was like thunder.

In such breathless silence, Wen Shaoyuan finally said: "I have nothing to do with Bai Wei, even if there is, it's just the old man's wishful thinking."

There was a touch of helplessness in his tone: "The other day you saw me outside the police station giving her an insulated box. It was she who made soup for the old man and didn't take it away..."

Wen Ge lowered his head, rubbed his eyes that hurt a little from crying, but didn't say anything.

"You know, it's impossible for me to respond to you now. With me, you have always been a gentle and respectful adopted daughter, which is the responsibility he entrusted to me." His voice paused, looking into her eyes, His eyes are gloomy.

"You're very smart." He raised his hand and put it on the side of her face. He rubbed her warm side face with his thumb and wiped away the tears on his face with his fingertips. There is no dodging.

"You shouldn't be thinking about these things at this time. You are struggling to be independent and not dependent on anyone. These are just the beginning. You still have a long way to go if you want to get rid of the brand of the Wen family and your attachment to me. Let's go. What's more, you are still young, even if you are more mature than girls of the same age, you know what you want..."

He lowered his head and kissed her gently on the forehead: "No one will think that your current love can be entrusted to you for a lifetime, and I don't dare to bet. You will meet many people, and they will change your view of life. It will give you a new understanding of the world, which is far from what it is now."

A gentle kiss landed on her forehead, the warm and dry touch made Wen Ge's heart feel hot, indescribably sour.She wanted to cry again, so she could only close her eyes tightly, not to look at his expression, not to look at his deceptive eyes.

He was persuading her, but she still didn't understand.

Seeming to understand what she was thinking at the moment, Wen Shaoyuan chuckled lightly, with endless helplessness: "You are so thin-skinned about other things, why are you so stubborn about this matter? You know how inappropriate we are."

It's not that Wen Ge can't see the gap between them. Wen Shaoyuan was born a proud son of heaven. The world he lives in is completely different from hers. But putting aside all objective problems, the most important thing that stands between them is - he doesn't love she.This alone determines the ending.

An unprecedented sense of powerlessness engulfed her, and Wen Ge was so sad that she couldn't even speak.She comforted herself that it was already very good. He knew what he wanted, and he no longer chose to avoid it. He had already improved.

But her heart seemed to be torn apart, and the pain made her panic.

She opened the door with her backhand, lowered her voice forcefully, and stood by the door: "Uncle, let's go."

There was a strong wind mixed with water vapor in the corridor, and the light on the wall was dim, which made her face pale a lot: "Even though you said more, you still rejected me, so I don't want to see now you."

Wen Shaoyuan pursed his lips and stood there looking at her.

She lowered her head, her entire face was so blurred that she couldn't see her facial features clearly, only her slightly hoarse voice and pale cheeks revealed a bit of sadness.

Suddenly, a kind of pain from a torn wound surged up unexpectedly, which caught him off guard.

"Others may not know how deep my feelings for you are, but you have to know." Wen Ge raised her head, her slightly choked voice was the grievance hidden in the deepest part of her heart.

"Even if I meet many excellent people in the future, there is still no one who can compare with you. My liking is never just talking.

"Uncle, I don't know how long I will like you, but if I am mistreated and treated coldly over and over again, one day I will be disheartened. But before that, I will not look back, I will not regret it, just like you did not look back at me many years ago, I can also be desperate."

Originally, I didn't want to embarrass you, but now, it's already embarrassing even if it's not embarrassing.

Then there is no need to look back. In her life, there is no way out.

Wen Shaoyuan stood there without responding for a long time.

His handsome face seemed to be covered with a layer of mist under the faint light, his cold eyes fell on her, and a deep sense of powerlessness emerged spontaneously.

Such hearing made him feel a little strange.

"I don't want to know." He said suddenly, his tone was a lot tougher than the gentleness just now, his face turned cold, he looked at her calm eyes, and seemed completely indifferent to her confession just now, "Will you Let me be sober. You are a student who is facing the college entrance examination. Everything you have now depends on your adoptive mother. What qualifications do you have to say that you are desperate? I tell you clearly that it is impossible between us. From From the day you called me brother-in-law, I will only be your brother-in-law for the rest of my life." The last sentence was mixed with a bit of coldness.

He squinted his eyes, pinched her chin and lifted it up, forcing her to look at him, the gloom in his eyes made her see clearly like this: "Just this, you can't get over it." .”

The coolness of his fingertips made Wen Ge tremble involuntarily, and even the eyes that looked at him were a little frightened.

Wen Shaoyuan's reaction was far beyond her expectations - mercilessly strangling her.

"I'll say it again, if you say something like this in the future, I'll let you know what the consequences will be." After saying that, he let go of his hand. It was too much to even look at her again. He turned around, passed her by, and walked straight out. the door.

The cold wind came in from the window, she let go of her hand suddenly, not even daring to look at his back, as if all her strength was drained in an instant, she couldn't even hold the door, and fell back against the cold wall .

The door was closed, and the light sound of the lock was like a shackle on her heart. She was unbearable, wronged, hurt... all emotions accumulated, and they were all locked in that small room, which made her feel sad. Not knowing which one to mourn first.

She wrapped her arms around her body, she couldn't even cry anymore, she just stared blankly at the small space in front of her eyes, completely overthrowing the only fantasy she had left to comfort her.

No, he was real, he didn't like himself at all.

I'm afraid, after today's appearance, he really started to tire of her in his heart.

Wen Shaoyuan took the elevator downstairs, and there was no one in the spacious and empty hall, the pure white marble reflected the lights on the ceiling, giving off a bit of coldness.

He suddenly turned around, clenched his fingers into fists, and slammed into the wall fiercely. The sudden surge of pain seemed to break his five fingers, and it was piercing.

He tilted his head, staring at his fingers that were bluish white due to clenching tightly, his temples throbbed wildly, and all kinds of emotions screaming in his heart were struggling to rush out. After being pressed down forcefully, nothing but difficulty remained It is difficult.

Wen Shaoyuan closed his eyes, the pain in his fingers made his consciousness clearer than ever before.He withdrew his hand, turned around and looked at the dark night and the pouring rain outside the window, his heart seemed to be soaked in the rain, and it was extremely cold.

When Wen Jingfan received a call from the manager of the TC Guild Hall, he was in the Wen family’s own room packing his luggage for L City—since he went to the Fanyin Temple in L City a few years ago to get the small-leaf red sandalwood beads consecrated by the master, he has been going to Sanskrit every year. Temple ran several times.

Confirming that the news he had heard was correct, Wen Jingfan's hands paused, and the string of Buddhist beads on his wrist was slightly rounded under the bright light, as if there was a glimmer of light emerging.

"I'll be right there." After hanging up the phone, he took the car keys and was about to go out to pick up someone without any delay.

When passing by the living room downstairs, Mr. Wen, who was talking to Bai Wei, looked up at him, and asked casually, "Where are we going at this late?"

Wen Jingfan's eyes flicked across the old man's body and stayed on Bai Wei's body. After a moment, he looked away and replied: "I left something in the apartment. I have to go out tomorrow. Go get it now."

The old man did not suspect him, and asked casually, "Where's your elder brother?"

Wen Shaoyuan?
Wen Jingfan didn't even change his expression, he opened his eyes and said nonsense: "I don't know."

The old man sighed regretfully, looked at Bai Wei who was sitting there quietly, and smiled apologetically: "He doesn't go home all day and doesn't know what he's busy with." He waved his hand as he spoke.

Wen Jingfan understood and left.

(End of this chapter)