I'm a world apart from you

Chapter 54 Exile is because love is too lonely and courageous (4)
The relationship between Wen Shaoyuan and Wen Ge has always been like a thorn in his heart. He didn't see it at first, even if it hurts, it was just uncomfortable, but after seeing it with his own eyes, the thorn pierced into his heart, and he could no longer ignore.

"I don't understand... Uncle and I have nothing to do with each other anymore." Wen Ge choked up, struggling to speak a complete sentence, looking at Old Man Wen standing in front of him with blurred eyes.

He seemed to be a lot older, with a tired feeling all over his body, only the stern and indifferent expression made him look far away, strange, and untouchable like never before.

The old man's face changed slightly, and he slammed his cane heavily: "No shame."

The crutch seemed to hit Wen Ge's heart hard, and the phrase "shameless", like a sharp knife, pierced her heart with thousands of holes, and she froze in place immediately.

"I've already called your adoptive mother. If she hadn't hung up urgently, I really want to ask if she taught you to act so boldly?"

Wen Ge's face instantly turned pale when he said that she had no tutor in disguise.She raised her head and looked at the old man without avoiding it. The blood in her body seemed to be rushing to the top of her head, and she shouted to fight: "My business, please don't involve my family." Ask one sentence at a time: "You said that I have no shame. Firstly, I did not interfere with my uncle's feelings, and secondly, I did not steal love with a knife. I am aboveboard."

The old man smiled back angrily, and gave her a cold look: "You have entered the genealogy of my Wen family, and your name is still on the birth certificate. I accepted you as my half-great-granddaughter, but you are entangled with my grandson Unclear. Didn't get involved in Shaoyuan's feelings? How do you explain Bai Wei's matter?"

Wen Ge's face was colder than his, and he said confidently: "She's not my uncle's girlfriend."

"Would it be possible without you?" The old man sneered, and before he could say something, the mobile phone on the table rang suddenly. He glanced at the screen, picked it up and handed it to her.

Wen Ge was still a little puzzled at first, but when he saw the words "Ms. Xu" on the caller ID, it was like a bolt from the blue, and he didn't have the courage to reach out.

She couldn't help thinking about what the old man said to Xu Liqing, and how should she explain it to Xu Liqing?

Before she could figure it out, the old man had already connected the phone and handed the phone to her.

Xu Liqing's familiar voice came to Wen Ge clearly through the phone: "Wen Ge, that's it... Wen Ge."

That helpless tone, that choked tone caused Wen Ge's calm heart to set off another huge wave.

She looked at the old man in disbelief, and asked tremblingly, "What did you tell my mother?"

"Your great-grandfather didn't say anything to me. Wen Ge, listen to my advice, we're not there anymore, we won't stay in City A anymore, mom will take you back to City N, and we won't think about anything, okay? I never mind You are ashamed, I'm just afraid that you will fall to the ground and bleed."

The old man looked at her quietly, saw her face turned pale suddenly, and her eyes were burning with blood like flames, he sighed lightly, and said with regret: "Wen Ge, I really can't accept you. I also know less Yuan, his temper is cold and indifferent, which is impossible for you. Why make both families unhappy?"

The place on the face washed by the tears was itchy and painful, but Wen Ge had no time to take care of it.She was holding the phone, and Xu Liqing's pleading voice was in her ear, urging her to let go.Looking up was the aggressive look of the old man. It was as if a big hole had been torn open in her already battered heart, and the cold wind was pouring into it, so cold that her limbs were cold, even her blood was about to freeze, and her brain was blank.

There was a voice that seemed to come from a distant place, loud and noisy, which made her headache almost burst.

Why is it so difficult?
She likes Wen Shaoyuan, where did she go wrong?

Everyone looked at her with incomprehensible eyes, and everyone questioned whether her liking was serious. Even Wen Shaoyuan seemed to think so, just because he was adopted by Wen Jing and called Wen Shaoyuan "little uncle" for a few years. "?
She didn't care about these worldly views, but she lost to his silent and indifferent response, and to everyone's dissuasion.Just like she was a girl who accidentally slipped, everyone shouted to her on the shore, telling her not to go into the sea any more, but to turn back quickly.

The person she likes is excellent, the best person in her mind, who can protect her, give her a sense of security, and make her feel happy. It seems that as long as she stays by his side, the whole world will be embraced. .

But when everyone tells you that this world is wrong, upside down, and not recognized, this world has edges and corners, which stabbed her bloody, but she still hugged her tightly and refused to let go.

What about now?Really exhausted, the expression and tone of his expression and tone when he said that night "If you become like this, I would rather never know you" are still vivid in my memory.

She suddenly didn't want him anymore.

She struggled in the mud and wanted to hug him, but he was a cloud floating in the sky, spotless and high above.

Maybe such an approach really brought him endless embarrassment and trouble, but she was unwilling and reluctant to let her go.

Thinking that he will belong to another person in the future, the tingling pain from the bottom of her heart will spread to the bone marrow and blood, and in the end even her only nerve that keeps awake is completely ruptured.

She covered her lips, and could no longer hide her panic, helplessness and despair, and slowly crouched down hugging her knees, as if only in this way could she bring herself a little warmth and make herself less painful.

The most uncomfortable thing is not getting what you ask for.

Wen Ge felt that in his entire life, he probably never had such a profound night, so clearly aware of his powerlessness.

She hated the feeling of wanting to fight but being crushed under her fingers without any resistance.

She has very few wishes, the only one, and now it will be taken away severely.

"Woo..." She desperately suppressed the crying from her mouth, and the finger covering her mouth was bitten hard by her, and the pain penetrated into the bone marrow, but she seemed to be unconscious, and even now she only felt this pain To wake her up, to make her realize that she is still alive.

Once, she also felt that she was abandoned by the whole world, otherwise why was she the only one so miserable?Her relatives left in a hurry after being with her for a short period of time, but in such a big world, she could never find a person who was connected with her blood and could get close to her.Without her mother's gentle touch, without her father's solid support, without her grandmother's caring care, her life seemed to end in that time, turning into a dim old photo.

And he is the most dazzling ray of sunshine in her black and white world, illuminating the darkest place in her heart.

Maybe no one knows how scared she was when her aunt locked her in a small room. She was shivering every dark night.

When alone, when she misses her parents and grandma crazily, she even has very dark thoughts, she wants to take her world and fall asleep.

She didn't suddenly become quiet, but she didn't know how to talk to people or open her mouth for a while, but she couldn't make a sound like before, so she began to get used to observing the other person first to determine whether he was malicious.

But those hands came in through the mottled security window, and when they held her right in front of her eyes, the warmth of the palms made her heart jump with joy.

When she was standing at the door of the old man's study at a loss, the person who told her "come to me if you don't know what to do in the future", his connivance and difference to her have long been like a seal. A deep imprint was engraved on my life.

That was an extremely different existence in her world, which made her gradually reopen the door of her heart.

But now, she was severely injured again, and her heart was shattered.

She raised her head, grabbed her neck with her right hand, and then let herself make a sound: "I...will...leave..."

As you wish.

That hoarse voice that was almost broken, she spent all her strength and all the courage in her life.

Wen Ge couldn't remember how she came back that night, she only remembered that she sat in the hotel room for a long time, and everything after that seemed to be broken, and her mind was completely blank when she recalled it.

When Sui Anran came to see her, she was packing her things and preparing to go abroad.

This is Xu Liqing's meaning: "Wen Ge, you should go abroad to go to university, leave city A, and also leave city N, stay far away, think about it carefully."

Everyone thinks that she has hot hair and is the most unruly and rebellious adolescent, but no one knows that she likes her and gives her all.

Originally, she was desperately trying to make everyone understand and agree, but after what happened that night, she seemed to really "repent".

It's useless, between them, it really can only end here.

At least for the past half month, her world has been very quiet, and no one has disturbed her.

Sui Anran sat with her for a while, seeing that she looked tired and obviously not interested in chatting, it wasn't until she was about to leave that she asked, "Does he know that I'm going abroad?"

Sui Anran was taken aback, met her clear and calm eyes, and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

How could you not know?But his choice was within Sui Anran's expectations.

Even though An Ran didn't answer, the expression on his face was enough to explain everything.

Wen Ge nodded, with almost no waves in his eyes: "I'll take you out."

Disappointed?
not at all.

After seeing An Ran to the door, Wen Ge smiled a little, took her hand, leaned over and hugged her: "Don't be so sad, I think going abroad is very good, and this is my choice. On the day of going abroad, Will you come and see me off?" Sui Anran hadn't had time to agree, she added a sentence on her own: "That day, no one saw me off."

Xu Liqing and her husband are in N City. Xu Liqing has a lecture that day, and she must be there. Xu Liqing's husband will accompany her to the dinner that night, and he will not be able to spare.

Wen Ge actually did it on purpose, she just chose to leave on a day when everyone was busy.

She couldn't bear another farewell.

Regarding that incident that day, Xu Liqing kept a secret. She didn't talk about what the old man said to her that night, and she didn't ask Wen Ge about that night. She just gave Wen Ge a choice and pushed Wen Ge to go out.

But in the subtleties, it is not difficult to see that she has some resentment towards Wen Ge.

The day before going abroad, Wen Ge unexpectedly received a call from Wen Shaoyuan.

His voice was a little strange, slightly hoarse, unable to make a sentence, and he asked her intermittently: "Where are you going? Do you need me to help you? Have you found a house? Or do you live in a dormitory? How much do you have for a year for living expenses? not enough……"

Wen Ge listened quietly to the end, only then could he hear a trace of drunkenness in his voice.

Looking at the flickering street lamp outside the window, she only replied: "I went to Minnesota, and I heard that the winter there is very snowy. Such a far away place...Uncle, I exiled myself."

(End of this chapter)