I'm a world apart from you

Chapter 60 I'm still with you in the time you don't know (6)
Four years later, the hesitation and worries he had had were so heavy that he could no longer bear them.He clutched his chest and coughed a few times in a muffled voice. It seemed that there was a handful of gravel in his throat that was constantly grinding. The pain made him want to grab the wound fiercely, but after struggling in vain, he found that he could hold Only the wound couldn't stop bleeding.

The air in the carriage was slightly shaken by the sudden cold wind, and he clenched his hands tightly into fists, just wanting to vent his frustration at the moment.

not suitable?Yes, they really don't fit.

In eight years, the two people are destined to have different thinking.He stood too high and ignored her feelings.He was used to arranging everything for her, used to being nice to her silently, used to her dependence, her trust, and her obedience. Unexpectedly, this habit was the source of destroying everything.

Wen Shaoyuan closed his eyes tightly, only the back view of her when she decided to leave just now was in his mind, which kept replaying.

After a long while, he finally opened his eyes, his depression still condensed.

He raised his eyes, looked at the window of her room through the rain curtain, and let out a deep breath.

After Wen Ge returned home, he silently smashed all the things that could be smashed in the entrance, even the ornamental floor bottle at the junction of the entrance and the living room, and it fell to pieces.

Only then did some of the pent-up stale air be released, and she sat down on the floor, gasping for breath and crying loudly.

"Wen Shaoyuan, you bastard, I'll only like you if I'm blind." As if venting, she used all the curse words she could think of on Wen Shaoyuan, and then gradually calmed down.

She rubbed her feverish head, sat against the shoe cabinet for a while, and then stood up while supporting the floor to wash her face.

His eyes were swollen from crying, red and bloodshot, his nose was also red, and he looked ugly in the mirror.

Wen Ge pulled the towel off the shelf and wiped his face vigorously. He leaned against the sink and thought about it more and more. He wanted to call Sui Anran, but she suppressed the idea as soon as it popped up—she Sui Anran had a lot of headaches because of this bad thing, now Sui Anran is unhappy, isn't he waiting to be killed by Wen Jingfan?
She sighed deeply, and simply went back to the bedroom and fell asleep.

When Wen Ge woke up, the rain outside the window had stopped, and the sound of water droplets falling from the eaves made the night extraordinarily quiet.

She cried a lot and fell asleep again. Although her head was still dizzy at the moment, her consciousness was unprecedentedly clear.

She originally thought that these four years had calmed her throbbing heart and was no longer controlled by him, so she came back resolutely, as if to prove that she had already done it—to be calm and calm when facing him, not to Under his influence, I no longer panicked, couldn't help being moved, and couldn't help approaching.

But in fact, she didn't realize until now that she still couldn't do it.

A word from him can still make her emotionally collapse, a slight expression of his can set off a storm in her heart, even a single look in his eyes is shining, as long as he looks at her, she will have nowhere to hide.

Such a fact made her feel depressed from head to toe.

She couldn't help wrapping herself tightly with the quilt, and then wrapped it tightly until the breathing space was reduced to only the size of a fist, and the complicated and chaotic thoughts calmed down.

She let out a dull breath, thinking desperately, she must find something to do, otherwise, everything related to him may overwhelm her again at any time.

For those who have decided to give up, there is no need to pick it up again, no matter how reluctant, no matter how unforgettable.

No?
He Xing came to work early in the morning, prepared the contract for signing, and placed it neatly on Wen Shaoyuan's desk.

It was half an hour before Wen Shaoyuan came to work, and He Xing was in a surprisingly good mood today, so he cleaned up the reviewed or unsigned documents that Wen Shaoyuan casually placed on the table, and then returned to his desk Keep busy.

When the signing ceremony had been postponed for more than an hour and Wen Shaoyuan could not be contacted, He Xing's good mood was completely ruined.

While reassuring the other party to be calm, he anxiously dialed the number he knew by heart, but the notification tone kept telling him that Wen Shaoyuan's cell phone was turned off, until finally, he had to cancel the contract and find someone.

No one in the lounge; no one in the hotel room;

If there is no one in the Wen family, He Xing really doesn't know where else to find Wen Shaoyuan.And the problem also lies here, Wen Shaoyuan has gone back only a handful of times in the past four years, and his relationship with the old man has reached freezing point, so it is impossible for him to go back.If he went over recklessly like this, if he alarmed the old man, he would have to be cut by Wen Shaoyuan later.

He Xing was so anxious that he was sweating profusely. In the end, he had no choice but to call Wen Jingfan to ask.

Wen Jingfan was peeling oranges for Sui Anran. Hearing this, he paused his hands, thought for a while, and said calmly, "What's the rush? Someone must know where he is."

He Xing was confused by Wen Jingfan's answer, and thought for a while: "Who is it?"

The voice on the other end was clear, and with a smile, he replied: "You can ask Wen Ge."

When He Xing thought of this aunt, his brain hurt, because in his cognition, Wen Ge's name was bound to the word "trouble".

Wen Ge took a day off to sleep at home, and when he received a call from He Xing, he was still a little sleepy.

She sat up wrapped in a quilt, and the heavy curtains in the room were drawn down. She couldn't see the sky outside, and she didn't know what time it was. She held her forehead and spoke lazily.

He Xing paused when he heard her sleepy voice, and asked her as gently as possible: "Miss Wen, do you know where Mr. Wen is?"

The word "Mr. Wen" is really refreshing, and the last bit of tiredness left by Wen Ge dissipated immediately, and he stretched out his small sharp claws involuntarily, and scratched the innocent He Xing fiercely through the phone: "What does it matter to me if the other person disappears?"

The tone was so bad that He Xing could hear it clearly through the phone. He laughed dryly twice: "That's right, there was a very important signing ceremony this morning, but Mr. Wen was not there, and even the phone was turned off."

Wen Ge shuddered, and instantly remembered something - she seemed to have thrown away Wen Shaoyuan's phone yesterday?
Thinking of this, her expression suddenly became so ugly that she swallowed a fly: "Then have you looked elsewhere? Maybe he has returned to the apartment. Go and have a look."

He Xing sighed, and felt a deep sense of powerlessness suddenly: "If I didn't find him everywhere, I wouldn't call you."

Wen Ge: "..."

She resigned herself to her fate and got out of bed. Although she was very reluctant, she was still worried about Wen Shaoyuan's situation.

Before they fell out yesterday, he was still sick. If she hadn't wanted to call He Xing and ask He Xing to take him to the hospital, maybe she wouldn't have seen her picture on the screen saver later.

After He Xing received the assurance from Wen Gehui to help him find Wen Shaoyuan, he immediately felt more at ease, and hurried to wait downstairs in Wen Ge's apartment.

Wen Ge came out in a hurry, only wrapped in a long coat. It rained yesterday and the temperature dropped sharply. As soon as she opened the door and walked out, she was shivered by the oncoming cold wind. His temper became worse and worse.

He Xing stopped walking up to her, looked at her face, and asked cautiously: "Miss Wen, otherwise you can give me the address and I can look for it myself."

Wen Ge glanced at him and asked, "Did you find the garage?"

He Xing nodded: "I asked the security guard in the duty room, and they said that the car was not registered in the warehouse."

"I'll go and have a look." Wen Ge felt uneasy, and couldn't help but quicken his pace a little.

He Xing followed her into the parking garage, and saw that Wen Shaoyuan's parking space was empty, only a cluster of lights above his head were dimly lit, and there was nothing there, so he couldn't help but feel even more headache.

Wen Ge's face became even more ugly, and he confirmed again: "Have you looked for the apartment?"

He Xing nodded: "I've looked for it, but I haven't gone back at all."

Wen Ge weighed the key that she carried on her body when she went out just now, only to feel that the small piece of metal was heavy in her hand and it made her a little hard to hold it.

In addition to the bunch of keys that had been returned to him, he also put a bunch of spare keys in her room, which Wen Ge found when cleaning the room after returning to China.I don't know when it was put in, and it was placed in the pen holder casually. If she hadn't knocked down the pen holder, she would not have known that there was a key to his apartment here.

Wen Ge stood there blankly for a long time, seeing He Xing scratching his head anxiously, tightening his fingers on the key: "I'm sorry, I don't know where he is."

This apology, I don't know who it is for, the voice is low and inaudible.

How could He Xing dare to blame her, he only said to go to Wen's house to have a look, and now he would have to disturb the old man if he wanted to.

He opened the car door and was about to get in the car, when Wen Ge's low voice came from behind: "Then... can you take me there?"

He Xing turned to look at her.

Wen Ge's eyes were wet, he gave him an awkward look, and muttered, "I'll just stay in your car, not go in."

If you don't go in, you mean not to enter Wen's house.

Although He Xing didn't know what happened four years ago, Wen Gehui suddenly chose to go abroad, and he didn't know the reason why Wen Shaoyuan was abnormal, but based on what he saw and guessed, he also knew that there must be some misunderstanding between the two of them, and Wen Shaoyuan Home is clearly an obstacle that stands between them.

He sighed and motioned her to get in the car.

When the car drove out of the community and merged into the traffic, He Xing took a look at Wen Ge in the rearview mirror, and said softly: "There was a round-trip ticket to Minnesota in the cabinet in President Wen's bedroom. It took a lot of round trips to go there."

Seeing Wen Ge in the back seat of the car raised his eyelids, still looking indifferent, he looked away and laughed for some reason: "Forget how old you are, as long as it rains on weekends, Mr. Wen will go out. I later found out that he was worried that you would get drenched in the rain without an umbrella, so every time he went out to buy an umbrella and send it to you, he put it at the front desk.

"When school is over every Friday, this car is parked opposite the school. Mr. Wen watched you ride away on the bicycle before letting me go back. Later, when you graduated from high school and went to N City, I even bought dog food and went to the one behind the community. I have fed stray dogs at the intersection. I have followed him for so many years, not only as an assistant, but also as an errand runner."

Only he knows how soft-hearted Wen Shaoyuan is, who is cold and unapproachable in everyone's eyes.

This kind of memory with a sense of history was originally only his little secret. When a third person told him in this way, Wen Ge couldn't tell what he felt for a while.

The sourness in her heart swelled, as if it was about to come out, her heart that was already shaken was shaken violently a few times at this moment.

He Xing glanced at her again from the rearview mirror, she was shrinking in the back seat, staring out of the window blankly, there was no extra expression on her face, she was as quiet as if she didn't hear what he said at all.

Originally, he just mentioned it casually. Seeing that she was not interested, he looked away and concentrated on driving.

When He Xing and Wen Ge arrived at Wen's house, Wen Jingfan also arrived.

After Wen Jingfan hung up He Xing's phone call, he came back. He was not surprised when he saw He Xing standing at the door knocking on the door. He nodded at him and ordered, "He has a high fever. The old man has just invited a doctor. I showed it to him, and I haven’t slept for long. The business affairs of these two days will be postponed in advance, and we will talk about it when he goes back.”

He Xing responded, breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to leave when he remembered something, pointed outside, and said, "That... Miss Wen is in my car."

Wen Jingfan looked in the direction of his finger, and only then saw Wen Ge who was half huddled in the car.

Her attitude of "refusing to contact and refuse to communicate" was really obvious. He frowned and thought for a while, then shook his head: "You send her back."

He Xing hummed, turned around and left without asking the reason.

Along the way, Wen Ge was silent, watching the scenery passing by the car window, until she reached the apartment downstairs, when she opened the car door and got out of the car, she said: "Thank you."

I don't know whether to thank him for telling those things just now, or simply thank him for sending her home.

She didn't mention Wen Shaoyuan at all.

He Xing suddenly couldn't understand her.

Wen Shaoyuan had to recover from his serious illness for more than a month. The high fever alone lasted for more than half a month. He didn't know what was wrong with his throat. When he came back that day, he couldn't even speak.

Dr. Lin made several trips, and then simply took him to the hospital for a detailed examination, which turned out to be inflammation.Even if it's an inflammation, he should be able to speak long ago, Wen Shaoyuan hasn't said anything until now, it can only be his own fault.

After getting better, Wen Shaoyuan went back to the hotel to sit down.

It took a long time to be busy with the things that were delayed a while ago, but no matter how busy he was, he did not forget to pay attention to a certain comrade who not only did not show up during this period of time, but even did not even care about him.

Every morning when he arrives at the office, the first thing he has to do is to bring back the newspaper on his desk early in the morning. Not surprisingly, he can always see her name appearing behind a certain article—just some Small news, in the corner of the newspaper, if you don't pay attention, it's hard to find it.

He Xing knew Sister Ling and Wen Ge as colleagues, so He Xing often asked her about Wen Ge's recent situation.

Wen Shaoyuan doesn't participate too much in her current life, but he can't ignore her.

Occasionally when she worked overtime and stayed up late, he would stay in the office a little longer, and when it was almost time, he ordered a takeaway to deliver it himself, and then waited for her to get off work.

Sometimes she didn't cooperate, and she left by bus, and he followed her all the way, watching her enter the apartment building, and he went back to the apartment to stay overnight after parking the car in the garage.Sometimes she is willing to cooperate, and when she sees his car parked by the side of the road, she gets in the car by herself, even if the two of them don't speak, and the road is quiet, Wen Shaoyuan is very satisfied.

This strange way of getting along has been maintained for more than a month, until Wen Ge knew that Wen Shaoyuan was not silent during this period, but his voice was still unable to speak, this "silent drama" mode finally ended that night.

Her work was finished in the afternoon, but she wanted to ask him something, so she didn't rush to leave. She pretended to be working overtime and hurried around until after eight o'clock in the evening.

When she packed up her things and left the newspaper office, she saw the car with a familiar license plate parked under the shade of the trees on the opposite street. The sombre color almost blended with the night.

Wen Ge stood at the door for a while, and then held her shoulder straps tightly, and walked slowly across the road with her head down.

The car door was pushed open from the inside, he leaned over and glanced at her, his dark eyes swept across the night, warm and shallow, but it made Wen Ge feel distressed.

She sat in and watched as he took the thermos box from the back seat and handed it to her. The upper layer contained her favorite fried noodles recently, and the lower layer contained seaweed soup.

That shop was far away, and he had to come here to wait for her every time he went back and forth. At first, the fried noodles were cold and uneatable, and then he brought an insulated box there.

She took it and put it on her lap. Seeing that he was about to start the car, she raised her hand to grab his cuff and called him: "Wait a minute."

Wen Shaoyuan turned his head to look at her, his eyes were clear and moist, as if they contained water, and glowed softly.

Wen Ge stared at his normal expression, only felt a bitterness in her throat, and the fingers holding his sleeve kept tightening until she grabbed his shirt in a mess, then she asked him in a shy voice: "Why don't you talk?" ?”

Wen Shaoyuan looked at the impatient expression of her frowning, lightly shook her hand, and quickly let go.

When he opened his mouth, he uttered each word very clearly: "My voice is hoarse."

The voice was the same as when he came back from the cemetery that day, very hoarse.

"Didn't the doctor say that the inflammation has disappeared?" She finally realized that she was still holding on to his sleeve, and when she let go, her fingers couldn't help trembling slightly as she held the incubator.

Wen Shaoyuan didn't notice her slight abnormality. He leaned on the back of the chair with a smile on his face, but his voice was hoarse and his laughter was intermittent: "I probably know that I don't want to talk!"

Wen Ge can deal with all the problems and troubles, but he can't clean up the heart when he faced him. Hearing his tone and broken voice at this moment, he was finally touched, and the expression on his face loosened on purpose, and finally He only said softly: "Send me back."

(End of this chapter)