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Chapter 1860 Can you let Jane go

However, as Chi Feiyu said, A-Zhen's death made him feel guilty for ten years, and so far, he has not completely come out. A Jiang Xue came and brought up the past, which made him blame himself for so long.

When the two are together, can they really abandon Ah Zhen and be happy again?

This question made Chi Feiyu startled. He always believed that there was no conflict between these two people at all. As he said, he loved Gong Linlang, and it was just a kind of guilt towards Ah Zhen.

However, how long will this sense of guilt affect him?Whether he is in guilt, he tortures himself and punishes himself, as the people around him, it has no effect at all?
It is true that Ah Zhen's death, in the eyes of outsiders, was indeed a car accident. Not only Ah Zhen was killed at the time, but even the driver of the large truck was also killed in that accident.

Chi Feiyu in this situation made Gong Linlang understand that he couldn't let Ah Zhen go completely.

"Feiyu, let's get together and get away. You remember a long time ago, when you asked me to be your girlfriend, I said that I am a person with a cleanliness, and I have a cleanliness mentally... I can't accept it, I There is another woman in my heart. If you have another woman now, I will take revenge without hesitation, for your empathy, for your abandonment... But now, in What you have in your heart is a dead woman, you have been unable to let go of the dead A-Zhen, and I am absolutely not reconciled to this humiliating way of getting along..."

"Fei Yu, let go... If you have been living in guilt... I am with you, it will only increase your sense of guilt... On the one hand, you will feel ashamed of Ah Zhen, and feel that you are not worthy in front of her." Obtaining happiness...on the one hand, you will feel guilty about me, feel that you want to give me happiness, but you can't give me happiness...Fei Yu, aren't you tired of such contradictory psychology?"

Chi Feiyu has a deep understanding of this kind of contradictory psychology. He is tired, indeed very tired. He suffered from it a while ago.

On the one hand, he felt that he should be punished and shouldn't be happy, but on the other hand, seeing Gong Linlang being left alone in the cold, he felt so guilty that he agreed to give her happiness and make her safe and happy.

Gong Linlang withdrew her hand from his, turned around and prepared to leave, instead of such a painful entanglement, it would be better to take a step back.After knowing the truth of the matter, she didn't hold any resentment towards Chi Feiyu, nor did she have the unwillingness and humiliation of the past.

Maybe letting go is the real fulfillment for Chi Feiyu, and he doesn't have to live under double layers of guilt.

"No..." Chi Feiyu yelled angrily, the wound in his heart was so bloody dug open, he just wanted Gong Linlang to return to his side and let him let go, how could it be done.

He pulled Gong Linlang over, refused her to leave, lost control of his emotions again, held her face in his hands, and shouted at her: "Linlang, do you understand that I can't let her go, but I can't even Let go of you."

He was on the verge of roaring, and Gong Linlang was stunned by that thunderous aura. He gritted his teeth and said viciously, "Gong Linlang, I love you. If you want me to let you go, don't even think about it."

Unable to restrain himself, looking at Gong Linlang's red and swollen lips bitten by him, he wanted to kiss her again.It's just that at the moment of getting closer, the face that was originally heavily made up and smeared with tears, like Ah Zhen's blood-stained face before her death, appeared in front of her eyes, and it was suddenly magnified.

(End of this chapter)