Ghostly Tomb

Chapter 1418 What happened when I was young
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After Bao Ping finished speaking, he put the lighter on the table.

Chen Zhi suddenly found it very funny, but he didn't expect Mu He to have such a delicate behavior, which didn't match his deep and serious face at all.

Chen Zhi picked up the lighter and took a look. It was not a valuable lighter, and it didn't look like the Northeast Wang Baoye should wear it normally.

This is an outdated varnish lighter, with a black exterior, but now, most of the black paint has peeled off, revealing the mottled silvery white inside.

Chen Zhi remembers that when he was in junior high school more than ten years ago, he saw some senior classmates who bought this kind of lighter specially to pretend to be aggressive in front of girls, and then imitated young and Dangerous boys, turning back and forth in their fingers when lighting cigarettes, feeling I am very handsome.

But then it became obsolete, and the price at that time seemed to be only a few dozen yuan.

"When I first came to the organization, when I smoked for the first time, Mu He gave it to me. At that time, hehe~~",
Bao Ping's eyes flickered suddenly, as if he remembered a lot of things, and those things seemed to stir up a lot of emotions in him, and finally he suppressed these emotions, and wiped the faded black lighter on his body. Sassafras, and put it in his arms.

"That year, when I was only 13 years old, I was hunted down and defected to the organization, and I didn't know anyone in the dark city of Xiqi.

But soon, another child was sent, and that was Mu He. The adults in the city told me that the two of us would live together in the future.

Mu He is different from me. He is more talkative than me and is good at communicating with people. He can often go to places I can't go.

But one day, the adoptive father suddenly called me away, saying that he wanted to recognize me as a foster son and that he would do something for him in the future.

But before that, he wants me to do one thing, to let me know what kind of role I will play in the future.

Then that night, Ji Yang took me out, locked me in a room alone with an adult man, and gave me a knife. On that night, I used these hands to kill my first human life!
I still remember that that person was two heads taller than me, with injuries on his body, but still much stronger than me.

I struggled desperately with him and exhausted the last bit of strength in my body. I had pierced him many times and finally bled to death. But before he died, he stared at me with both eyes, as if he was going to kill me. It's like remembering the underworld..."

"13 years old?"

Chen Zhi looked at Bao Ping in astonishment,

"Yeah, 13! Somewhat too young, right?",
Bao Ping smiled, turned his head to look at Chen Zhi:

"So, don't think that everyone's life is the same, everyone has their own destiny, and don't think of me as a very good person.

Do you still remember what it was like when you killed someone for the first time? "

"I……",
Now that Chen Zhi closed his eyes, he immediately remembered Tony's face, and those days after he killed Xiao Cong for the first time, the feeling in his heart at that time.

"No feeling after killing, no different from a beast",
Bao Ping still smiled faintly, and when he said these words, his tone was very calm, as if telling someone else's story.

"That night, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep, my hands were shaking constantly, and I always felt that the man I killed was standing at the door and looking at me.

I remember that I felt like crying at that time, and the feeling of crying was actually very good, and I could release the things in my heart, but I don’t know why?I ended up not crying.

Later, when my adoptive father came to see me that night, he lifted the quilt and saw that I was trembling all over. He suddenly became furious and beat me hard with a whip.

I, I still remember the whipping at that time, and I was beaten all over without a good piece of meat, but I still didn't cry!My heart didn't know why, and it slowly hardened.

The adoptive father pinched my face with his hands, looked at my face carefully, and then said to Ji Yang beside him,

"It's him!"

Then they went away, leaving me alone in a dark room.

At that time, I was already lying on the ground and couldn't move, and I couldn't even turn on the lights. I clearly remember that I only had one feeling at that time, and that was that I wanted to die.

Later, Mu He got out from nowhere, I guess he had been hiding outside the window just now, and he saw it when my foster father and the others beat me.

He was two years older than me. After helping me up, he secretly took out a pack of cigarettes from his arms and gave it to me, which he stole outside. He also stole two lighters and gave me one.

He said to smoke, it doesn't hurt anymore, he has seen it on TV before, a man who smokes is a real man, a real man is not afraid of anything!
So I started smoking at that time, and I can't quit smoking ever since. I think it was also his fault. "

"And then what?"

Listening to Bao Ping talking about these things casually, Chen Zhi imagined his appearance at that time,

"And then……,
Hehe..., and the next day, Mu He was taken away.

I heard that he was sent to the best school by his adoptive father. Since then, he has been on the rise, all the way up, doing clean and glorious things, and taking a completely different path from mine.

But it was different for me. From then on, more and more blood stained my hands. At the end, I didn’t feel any more, and I could eat even next to the dead body.

Maybe it's like what Mu He said, after a man learns to smoke, he becomes a real man!But real men are fearless.

"what about now?",
Chen Zhi glanced at Bao Ping and continued to ask,

"You should have been in touch all the time."

"Of course contact...",
Bao Ping suddenly laughed:
"After Qingyun went straight up, this kid is much more difficult than before.

When foster father was around, he would often ask him to do something!
He always pushes back and forth, for fear of crossing the line and affecting his future, and every time he helps, the lion will open his mouth, and he will take the money.

Now that the adoptive father is gone, I can't control him anymore.

And since last year, he has said that his current identity is free, and he has no obligation to do anything for the organization.

And I'm different from my adoptive father, I'm of the same generation as him, and I'll have to pay double the price to find him in the future!

Tmd, this kid!

It has always been a bottomless pit of dissatisfaction, and it is better than a monkey when it comes to things!When you are free, you should really clean up.”

"leader!
Actually, I've always wanted to ask you something..."
When Chen Zhi said this, he suddenly looked at Bao Ping seriously, staring at his dark gray eyes,
"Chief, I've always wanted to ask you, are you and Muhe friends?"

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