Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 1150 The heartbeat is all on the left!

Xi Jincheng's back is very wide and thick, lying on it, inexplicably makes people feel at ease.

I feel that as long as this is the case, even if there is a danger full of thorns ahead, he can protect her well.

"What's wrong with Yu Yan?" The two walked quietly for a while, Shu Ran suddenly remembered seeing Shi Yuyan's abnormal expression just now, stretched her neck, looked at his profile and asked.

Xi Jincheng turned his head sideways, met her gaze, and stole a sweet kiss on her lips: "You care about him that much? Huh?"

"If caring and caring are the same thing in your understanding, then I should still care about it. Apart from the fact that he and you are good friends, for so many years, if it weren't for his care and help, you would have If you can't find me again, it's all a question."

Shu Ran confessed unabashedly, frankly, without concealment:

"In a sense, he should be regarded as the benefactor of our family, and also the old man of mine and you. To us, he has too many identities. I think it is understandable to care about him or care about him. .”

She knew Shi Yuyan's feelings for her, as well as the sacrifices and accomplishments that Shi Yuyan made later, he was a man who touched and admired her.

It's a pity that her heart is no longer her own, and she can't obey her arrangement and accept or allow others to break in.

And Shi Yuyan, he should also have a better girl than her to give him better happiness.

Consummation, the kind of happiness without regrets.

"You never celebrated the New Year with him in those years, right?" Xi Jincheng didn't make any comments on her words, but only asked her questions in an affirmative tone, and at the end, there was still no question mark.

Shu Ran was astonished for a moment, but it just passed by. Shi Yuyan should have told him this!
"Well, no." Shu Ran nodded.

No, no, anyway, she and he lived in two cities, one in the south and one in the north.

He won't come for several festivals, such as Spring Festival, Valentine's Day, or when it snows...

"He thinks of Xiaoxin." Xi Jincheng said lightly.

This name no longer gave him such an unforgettable pain, but it still couldn't make him completely relieved.

Shu Ran could tell that it wasn't just Shi Yuyan who thought of Xi Xiaoxin, but also the man who was carrying her behind his back... as well.

However, she no longer cares about the place this name occupies in his heart and the role it plays in his memory as she did back then.

"It's Valentine's Day after Chinese New Year. When the time comes, let's go and see her together!" Shu Ran put her head on his shoulder, and pressed her forehead against his neck. It was warm, and she could vaguely feel it. To the inside the pulse beats.

Xi Jincheng's back visibly stiffened, and when he turned around, she held her face with her hand, preventing him from turning around and seeing the expression on her face.

"Xi Jincheng, I have already died once, and I have lost a person I love again. Maybe when my father left, I was still in a period of ignorance, but now, I have a deep understanding of the relationship between existence and passing away. significance."

Shu Ran rubbed her face on his back twice, Xi Jincheng didn't know if she was wiping her tears with the clothes on his back, and couldn't see if she was crying.

"Shu Ran..."

"It wasn't until the last few days that I slowly figured it out. You were right and I was right that we would go through such a life-and-death parting. What was wrong was that we met the right person at the wrong time. The two people in love, even if neither is right, will be separated because they don't cherish each other.

If there is no such test of life and death, maybe you and I don't know what role each other plays in each other's life, how important it is, so important that Yin and Yang can be separated.

Just like my mom and dad.This is also the biggest reason why I was able to walk out of the dead end so quickly, without making mistakes again and again, blaming you for my mother's death. "

Shu Ran lay on his back, holding his neck tightly with both hands, and looked at the night sky as far as she could see from this angle, and there would still be fireworks entering her eyes.

A different kind of beauty.

She always said that he never carried her back, it was because she heard: this way is when two hearts are closest to each other.

Heartbeat, all on the left!

"Shu Ran, you don't have to worry about Xiaoxin anymore. When you died, I told her and myself that from then on, I will let go of all my feelings for her and never let her appear in the in my life."

Xi Jincheng didn't know whether she was contagious because of Shi Yuyan's sentimentality tonight, or if he just mentioned Xiaoxin and made her feel sad, or if she thought of her parents...

But no matter what the reason was, her free-spirited and open tone made him feel uneasy.

"Don't be nervous. I don't mean anything else when I say these words. I just want to tell you that I believe in you! Even if you loved Miss Xi so much, she has left after all. Even if you miss something in your heart, it is still human. common sense.

If you were not such an affectionate person, you would not have spent more than ten years like that, let alone another five years because of me.

Xi Jincheng, do you understand? "Shu Ran laughed, if she suspects that he loves Xi Xiaoxin more than her in his heart, wouldn't she be even more blind?

This man almost dug out a heart and put it in front of her, so that she could learn from it!
understand?

Xi Jincheng didn't answer, but just asked himself a question.

How deeply he loved Xi Xiaoxin is still a mystery.

Ever loved?
Loved, he won't erase the girl he once loved from his heart just because he has Shu Ran now.

Just how deep?
He didn't know, after so many years, he couldn't even tell whether the obsession he had been so obsessed with was really because of loving her, or as Shi Yuyan said, he was just unwilling?

"Xi Jincheng, it's snowing!" Shu Ran looked at the sky in surprise, at first she thought it was the smoke from the fireworks.

But with the cold falling on the tip of her nose, and more and more stars floating down from the sky, she patted his shoulder in surprise: "Put me down."

"The road here is dark, I'm carrying you on my back." Xi Jincheng didn't let her down, but lifted her up.

It was only then that Shu Ran realized that he was only focused on talking just now, and didn't notice that he had already passed the section of the road with street lights, and the street lights were scattered very sparsely on the road at this moment.

The places where the streetlights can illuminate are very limited, so most of the places are dark, and several broken streetlights are not working, resulting in a dark road.

Fortunately, there are lights from fireworks, which can illuminate the road for him from time to time.

Shu Ran wanted to get her cell phone, and touched her pocket, only to realize that she didn't bring her cell phone out.

There is no signal here, and she doesn't even bother to bring her mobile phone.

(End of this chapter)