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Chapter 1153 This Is Not Shi Yuyan!

Shi Yuyan smiled and nodded, as if feeling relieved and sighing regretfully.

His expression was too indifferent, and even that smile seemed too fake.

Shu Ran clenched the water glass tightly. For a moment, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say.

"So, even if Cheng never came back to look for you in this life, you will still guard this love alone like this, won't you?" Shi Yuyan raised his head, those too deep eyes made Shu Ran's heart tighten inexplicably .

"Yes." Shu Ran bit her lip. Didn't he always know these answers?Why take it out and ask again today?
Back then, she didn't even know what she wanted. Didn't he mention something to her?
At that time, she was still thinking that after 30 or [-] years, she was far from a man who knew her better than a man who only had a few years.

"In the first half of my life, I didn't want much, and I didn't want to keep much. I have a place in my heart to accommodate her, just hide you." Shi Yuyan said quietly, he felt that maybe tonight he even himself would be ashamed. I feel a little hypocritical, so hypocritical that even he despises himself.

But he was too tired to hide this feeling, and he was too tired to love. He felt that he was thinking of others all his life, and he lost every relationship hesitantly.

Maybe he never got it, let alone lost it, but his heart hurts too much.

The pain made him want to cry, but he didn't know how to cry!
What does it mean not to love?
From Xi Xiaoxin to Shu Ran, he had always loved these two girls before and after, but he always got involved with Xi Jincheng.

This feeling is really, really bad.

"It's a new year, Shu Ran. I've guarded her for 20 years and you for six years. For the rest of my life, I don't want to guard her anymore. Five years ago... no, it should be six years ago, When you died, Cheng sat in front of Xiaoxin's grave for three full days and three nights.

Later, he solemnly said goodbye to her and told her that from now on, he would completely remove her from his heart and would not give her any place again.

He did it. During those five years in the UK, he lived a life like a madman, spending time with the imaginary you every day, but he was unwilling to receive treatment.

Deceive yourself and tell yourself that you are still alive and have never left him. "

He heard the sound of sobbing, and seemed to hear the sound of tears falling on the floor. Even though he said he didn't want to stay, when he heard her cry, he still felt pain in his heart if he didn't obey the command.

Shi Yuyan closed his eyes, shutting all the darkness and gloom in his eyelids, together with the urge to stand up and hug her, he suppressed it in his heart.

"No matter how many times you listen to it, how many times will you still cry? In your heart, apart from him, there is nothing to worry about. If you want to say that the most heartless person in the world, Shu Ran, who are you better than?
Telling you this today is just to emulate him and say goodbye to the past.From now on, you will be my brother's wife in my heart, huh? "

After all, he stood up and hugged her too. When the kiss landed on the center of her forehead, it was just a touch of water, and disappeared together with the embrace.

Shu Ran stood there in a daze, his voice was all around her ears, and his words had the effect of a bronze drum shaking the sky, leaving a shock in her heart and mind.

She couldn't tell what kind of feeling she was feeling in her heart at the moment, it was as complicated as a mess.

"What? Reluctant? Do you still hope that I will continue to love you and flirt with you behind my back?" Shi Yuyan suddenly lifted her chin as if he was a different person, and moved closer to her.

"Yu Yan, you and I both know what kind of person you are, and there are some things that you can't do." Shu Ran was not frightened by his words, she just took it as a joke.

It wasn't until her lips touched a soft spot that she opened her eyes wide in horror, pushed him away forcefully, and instinctively slapped him across the face.

Shi Yuyan didn't even dodge, and took a firm hit. If the light wasn't too dark, he might be able to see five finger prints on his fair skin.

Shu Ran pulled up her sleeve and wiped her lips vigorously, as if it was stained with some disgusting dirt.

"Have you really understood me? Whether I can do it or not depends on whether I want to do it, understand?" Shi Yuyan raised his hand, touched the face that was slapped by her, and lightly licked the corner of his mouth with the tip of his tongue.

Under the dim light, it looks like a Satan hiding in the dark, with evil spirits.

Shu Ran took a few steps back and glared at him angrily, moreover, she just felt it was a shame.

This is not Shi Yuyan!

The Shi Yuyan she knew would never do such a thing to her!
"If you don't go up again, I won't be responsible for what happens later!" Shi Yuyan said, and approached her again.

Shu Ran stepped back, took a few steps, then turned around and ran quickly to the stairs. The water shook violently in the glass and splashed a lot on the back of her hands.

"Good dream." She heard him murmur in a low voice behind her, but she ran forward without stopping.

When she ran to a place with steps, she tripped in a hurry and almost fell down. Fortunately, she was quick enough to grab the handrail.

After patting his chest and letting out a sigh of relief, he heard noises and footsteps behind him, and was worried whether he was catching up, his eyes widened.

He switched on the lights on the stairs.

Shu Ran turned around, and he returned to the sofa, sitting there with his back facing her.

The loneliness emanating from his back once again covered the entire night, as if the scene just now was just her imagination, and he sat there without moving at all.

"Pregnant people can't stand being knocked and knocked, so be careful." The empty downstairs was filled with his cool concern.

Shu Ran bit her lip, her heart gradually settled down, and she suddenly realized that what he did was just to find a good reason for himself to let go of this unfulfilled relationship.

Otherwise, even when he was in such a bad mood, he wouldn't still remember to care about her.

"Thank you, sweet dream." Shu Ran thanked her, and went upstairs without looking back.

It's just that it's one thing to understand, but it's another thing to forgive...

If it is said that hug, that kiss between the eyebrows, she can accept it calmly, as a ritual for him to bid farewell to the past.

But she couldn't forgive his last offense and his last sentence.

Back in the room, Xi Jincheng had already come out and was standing in front of the window with his back to her. When he heard her come in, he turned around and looked at her, smiling softly.

Huge grievances suddenly filled Shu Ran's heart, and before he could say anything, she rushed over impulsively without any thought, hugged his waist, and buried her in his chest, crying silently .

(End of this chapter)