Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 341 I Trust My Own Judgment

"On Valentine's Day 11 years ago, it snowed heavily that day, and her blood stained the surrounding snow red..." Shi Yuyan turned his head to look at Xi Xiaoxin's tombstone, his eyes became distant, layer upon layer of sadness The pain and regret seem to be tearing apart silently, tearing up this piece of unsettled memories.

Shu Ran's pupils shrank, and she subconsciously licked her lips.

In his description, there is also a picture of deja vu drawn from the depths of his memory, which becomes extremely clear and horrifying.

She refused to hear from him what made her uncomfortable again, she covered her ears tightly with her hands, and her face became pale.

"The car was driving very fast. When she rushed out of the gate, the car couldn't stop suddenly. The tire slipped in the snow, and she was knocked three meters away..."

"Shi...Mr. Shi, stop talking!" Shu Ran was so uncomfortable that she began to feel nauseous, and the picture of her father lying in a pool of blood appeared in front of her eyes, the snow was stained red with blood, and the group of crazy cats...

Only then did Shi Yuyan realize that her face was livid, her whole body was trembling unconsciously, and her eyes were filled with fear.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this." Shi Yuyan suddenly remembered that when he was investigating Liu Shengwei's case, he had seen photos of Shu Ran's father's death scene, and realized that it might have brought back bad memories for her.

"I'm fine, I... go down and wait for you first!" Shu Ran glanced at Xi Jincheng whose back was facing her, turned around and ran down the mountain stumbling.

Shi Yuyan chased Shu Ran down the mountain without saying hello to Xi Jincheng, she didn't look like a normal person at all.

Xi Jincheng heard their footsteps leaving one after another, and when he turned his head, he only saw the backs of the two leaving one after the other.

Pursing his lips, Shi Yuyan went after Shu Ran regardless of Xiaoxin?
"Shu Ran, are you okay?" Shi Yuyan chased to the foot of the mountain, watching her squatting beside Xi Jincheng's car, throwing up her blood, but she didn't vomit anything.

"Ouch..." Shu Ran retched, her chest was oppressed and uncomfortable, she wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit.

Xi Jincheng once said that she was mentally ill, she couldn't hear cats, and couldn't see the picture of blood stained snow.

Now it seems that it really is!

Shi Yuyan blamed himself a little, he just told her about Xiaoxin for some unknown reason, and forgot the shadow in her heart.

"It's okay." Shu Ran didn't stand up with the car until she stopped vomiting, and Shi Yuyan hurriedly supported her.

"Why don't you go and sit in my car first?" Shi Yuyan pointed to the car not far away, and suggested.

"Will he really stay here until dark?" Shu Ran turned her head to look in the direction of the mountain, answering irrelevant questions.

"Maybe!" Shi Yuyan looked at her, from the moment she followed Xi Jincheng to Xi Xiaoxin's grave, everything became uncertain!

"In the past, he always came here to stay on this day, didn't he?" Shu Ran thoughtfully, gently withdrew her hand from Shi Yuyan's hand, and leaned against Xi Jincheng's car.

"Yeah." Shi Yuyan also leaned against the car, looking in the same direction as her in the direction of Xi Xiaoxin's grave.

"After so many years, I still feel so sad. What kind of deep relationship is it that lasts for more than ten years?" Shu Ran sighed. If she could make Xi Jincheng love her like Xi Xiaoxin, even if it was her Lying there, she will be happy too!

Laughing self-deprecatingly, but the fate is not enough, their fate is more than ten or 20 years late...

"Xiaoxin was the one who accompanied him during the lowest period of his life in the city. Their relationship must not be the pure love you imagined." Shi Yuyan glanced at her and said meaningfully.

Shu Ran nodded, yes, it is said that companionship is the longest confession of love.

When Xi Jincheng was at his lowest ebb, Xi Xiaoxin carved her shadow in his heart bit by bit, and that was the most indelible trace!
However, she left him without giving him any chance, so that he didn't even have a chance to transfer his feelings, so she became an eternal concern.

Maybe in this lifetime, Xi Jincheng will never have a place in his heart to accommodate other women.

Whether it's pure love or family affection, Xi Jincheng doesn't care at all whether he has more feelings for Xi Xiaoxin, he feels that he loves Xi Xiaoxin without hesitation.Even if there is no Xi Xiaoxin in this world, he is still willing to keep his heart for her, and will never allow anyone to covet that land.

"Shu Ran, give him more time, he will see you." Shi Yuyan patted her on the shoulder and said with a smile, "He burned down the backyard where Xiaoxin used to live, and took all the things that Xiaoxin had treasured during his lifetime." The relics were given to me, and he's already trying to move on from the past."

Everything in the past is like a swamp. It's not that Xi Jincheng hasn't tried hard, it's just that he needs someone who can help him when he is struggling.Xiaoxin was by Xi Jincheng's side when he was five years old. She participated in all his important moments until he was 19 years old.

In the huge Xi family, the two encouraged each other and took care of each other. It was almost the childhood that the two spent together.

He didn't want to comment on whether Xi Jincheng's relationship with Xiaoxin was mostly love, family affection, or just an insecure dependence.All he knew was that Xi Jincheng couldn't do without Xiaoxin...

Shu Ran lowered her head, looked at her toes, and smiled wryly to herself.

It turned out that the backyard was where Xi Xiaoxin lived before his death!
She should have thought of it earlier.

But, what if she gave him more time?It was he who was unwilling to give her time, not her.Even if she gave him his whole life, he would never give his heart to her...

In the emotional world, she is a very greedy person, she will not satisfy him, she just sees her.What she wants is someone who belongs to her wholeheartedly, not just a little place in her heart. She can't bear to share him with other women!

Between her and Xi Jincheng, Shi Yuyan would not understand at all.

"Mr. Shi, thank you." She always thought that he was a cold-blooded and ruthless person than Xi Jincheng, but now it seems that she misunderstood quite deeply.

"If I say that I am not helping you, but atoning for myself, will it hurt people?" Shi Yuyan smiled, and his soft and handsome face softened slightly.

"However, I'm afraid I'll disappoint you." Shu Ran laughed at what he said, and shook her head.

He wanted to make amends in order to match her with Xi Jincheng, which is probably impossible.

"I trust my own judgment." As Shi Yuyan said, he turned his head and looked at Xi Jincheng who was coming down the stairs: "This is the first time in 11 years, Shu Ran, do you think it's not enough to explain something? "

Shu Ran also saw it, she knew what he meant, but, was it really because of her that Xi Jincheng went down the mountain so early?

(End of this chapter)