Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 549 Must be happy!

After leaving the hospital, he drove to Shu Ran's house.

The Shu family didn't seem to know what happened to Shu Ran. Shu's mother and Mu Ran were cleaning the yard, talking and laughing.

When Xi Jincheng walked in, both Shu Mu and Shu Muran were stunned for a moment, then put down the broom in their hands and walked over.

"Mr. Xi? Why are you here? Where's Ran Ran? Didn't you come back with you?" Shu's mother looked at the car behind him, and she couldn't help asking after seeing Shu Ran get off the car for a long time.

Xi Jincheng frowned, and Shu's mother didn't look like a fake.

"Ran Ran, she..." Xi Jincheng licked his lips, looked up at Shu Muran, who silently shook his head at him, Xi Jincheng's eyes darkened.

"What's wrong with Ran Ran? Is she getting emotional with you again?" Shu's mother didn't think too deeply, she just thought it was just the two of them having an argument again, sighed, and said helplessly, "Mr. Xi, this child Ran Ran Her personality is indeed too strong and competitive! Over the years, it was her unyielding temperament that saved our family. If she gets angry with you, please be more tolerant and don’t be angry with her, she That is, the one with a knife mouth and a bean curd heart, she..."

"Auntie, you misunderstood." Xi Jincheng shook his head, listening to Shu's mother's words, he felt as uncomfortable as someone covering his mouth and nose, feeling as if he couldn't breathe.

What the hell did he do?

Why did the two women he loved so much die so violently and leave him?

Could it be that the people he fell in love with finally left in this way?
He doesn't know how he left Shu's house, and he doesn't remember what he said to Shu's mother and Shu Muran...

Back in Sedum, in the house where no one lives, the whole area is lifeless and desolate.

He remembered that she had breakfast with him every day. When he was at work, she walked to the door, tiptoed to kiss him on the chin, and said softly: "Drive carefully on the road."

When she came back from get off work, she would greet him at the gate of the yard, hold his arm, lean her head on his shoulder, Xiao Niaoyi said with a smile, "Why did you come back so early?"

"Then if I don't come back so early, how long will you stand here and wait?"

"I'll wait until you come back!" She replied without thinking.

At that moment, his heart seemed to be stuffed with balls of cotton, full of happiness.

"Shu Ran, come out and tell me that none of this is true. Shi Yuyan lied to me. He must have hidden you! It must be like this!" He murmured to the desolation that filled the room, Looking around the huge house, I never felt that the size of the house just added to my own sadness.

No matter how big the house is, there is no one who can accompany him.

He didn't dare to see her for the last time.

On the day of her burial, he sat in the bar and got himself very drunk.

The acrid wine was mixed with salty tears, so bitter that he suspected he was drinking bile, not wine.

I'm sorry Ranran, until now, I still can't believe that you really left me!
You must be hiding because you hate me so much that you don't want to see me again, that's why you hid...

Although it's a bit late, I still want to tell you, I'm really sorry, I'm in love with you!
After so much going on, I can't kid myself anymore, I love you, I love you!

Even I don't understand why I fell in love with you so thoroughly, but the fact is that I really fell in love with you!

I know this confession came too late, I should wake up and admit it earlier, in that case, you won't leave me!
It's a pity that there is no medicine for regret in this world. Only after losing it can we know what is most cherished.

I thought, in this life, I couldn’t hold women other than Xiaoxin in my heart. I thought I couldn’t forget my love for her. I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to give you happiness, I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to give you promises...

What I am most afraid of is that I find that I have fallen in love with you unknowingly, and I feel that I am sorry for Xiaoxin.

I promised her that I will only love her in this life.

I broke my promise, so I'm afraid...

I am afraid that I will also break my promise to you, so I will force myself to stay away from you.

As said, I should let you go earlier.

I should not have provoked you from the very beginning, knowing that you are different from those women, but I am still playing with fire and setting myself on fire.

I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry...

No matter where you are now, you have to take good care of yourself and raise our children well.

I heard that the child is almost four months old.

I must be the most dereliction of duty father in the world. I haven't even noticed the child for four months. Your stomach should be a little bulging, right?

Why am I so careless?

How could you be so careless that you didn't notice it at all?
No wonder you rejected me so desperately, so you were protecting the child, why didn't you tell me?
If you tell me, I...

You must know that I will not let you have this child, that's why you hide from me, and that's why you choose to leave me, right?
That's right!
If I hadn't been through so many things, I must still be doing assholes.

I will definitely not want to protect you and the child as clearly as I am now, and I will definitely do what you think, forcing you to kill the child in order to escape!

Ran Ran, don't forgive me in this life, just forget the person who hurt you so much!
You are so good, but I didn't catch you, you who love me so much, I hurt you like blind, even I can't forgive myself, let alone you who are the victim!
Ran Ran, after you forget about me, find a good man who loves you. If you want to live happily, you must be happy!

He was lying on the table, and his intermittent voice made people look dull.

"Go and have a look! Today is Miss Shu's burial, she... oh!" Liu Can sighed faintly, no one expected such an ending, and the most painful person was still the idiot of the instigator.

Alas, if I knew this earlier, why did I do it in the first place?
Such a good girl, but let him give...

As if he didn't hear, he wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve and forced a smile.

What's the point of seeing it?
He would never believe that she was dead, let alone go to see her so-called burial!

"What are you going to see? Do you think I will believe that she is really dead? I, Xi Jincheng's woman, will not be so stupid as to die. She must have escaped! She must have looked for it because she hated me so much. Such a lousy excuse to run away from me!"

Whether it's self-deception or the fact that Shi Yuyan lied to him, he won't believe that Shu Ran is really dead!
It's just a heart that is so painful that it shatters into pieces, how should I settle it?

He could finally understand how sad it was when Shi Yuyan said that Shu Ran was looking for pharmacies all over the street to buy bandages to mend the wound in her heart!

Liu Can turned her head silently, pulled up her sleeves and wiped away the wet tears.

Xi Jincheng's duplicity and self-paralysis are heartbreaking.

Now, he can only deceive himself and others to comfort himself like this, right?
"Liu Can, tell me, am I really an asshole?" He picked up the wine bottle, no longer satisfied with pouring it into a cup, and blew directly on the mouth of the bottle.

"Mr. Xi, you're... really... really stupid to Ms. Shu!" Liu Can gritted his teeth, and borrowed two thousand guts from God before mustering up the courage, and confessed cautiously.

"Yes! That's why she got angry and left me!" When the bottle of wine ran out, he raised his hand and called the bartender: "Two more bottles!"

"Mr. Xi, I can't drink any more! If you drink like this again, your stomach will be perforated!" Liu Can stopped him distressedly, and shook his head at the bartender.

"Piercing, just piercing! Who else cares about me? Everyone who cared about me ran away in anger. Xiaoxin did, and so did Shu Ran. Who else would worry about me?" Xi Jincheng raised his head mockingly. Laughed loudly, the man who is usually high above him like a king is now so depressed that even the beggars on the side of the road are more elegant than him.

"Go and see Shu Ran! Don't let yourself regret it." If you can wake up early, how can such a tragedy happen?Why does everyone know that it is too late to regret after losing?
"No." He shook his head resolutely, as long as he didn't look, he wouldn't feel that she was no longer in this world.

As long as he doesn't look, he can tell himself that Ran Ran just went on a trip, maybe one day she will be tired and miss him, and she will come back!

"Mr. Xi..."

"Don't say any more!" He leaned on the table and stood up staggeringly, with red eyes, grabbed Liu Can's skirt, and roared loudly: "Ran Ran just went away, she will come back!"

Why so unconvincing?Even he can't convince himself...

"Mr. Xi, don't do this, just accept the fact, okay? This kind of injury is enough once, don't hurt yourself like this again, okay? Miss Shu is gone! She has already left...Ah!"

Liu Can's words were stopped by his fist, and he gasped in pain, with a salty taste in his mouth.

"It is because of this state of evasion that you can't face reality and always live in memories, so you can't see people in reality, you can't see emotions in reality, and you make people in reality Become a real memory. If you continue like this, there will be a second Shuran in the future, and a third Shuran...uh"

Liu Can was punched by him again, spat out a mouthful of blood, and fell to the ground, along with the untenable Xi Jincheng.

"Mr. Xi! How are you? Did you get injured?" Liu Can rushed over to help Xi Jincheng, regardless of his injuries.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt anyone anymore." He shook his head with a smile, as long as the woman who is related to him will not end well, it seems that women are against him in his life.

"If you don't hurt anyone, then you have to hurt yourself?" Liu Can sighed helplessly.

"Okay, don't worry about me anymore, go back!" Xi Jincheng said evasively.

　Tickets... Tickets... Tickets...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)