Big business guy wants to chase me

Chapter 677 How I yearn for that kind of life!

"Xiaoxin, you can't do this! You're so drunk every day, how can you still be with Jincheng? Men don't like women who are so drunk!" Pan Xin persuaded her earnestly and stopped her One-by-one drinking mode.

"Aunt Xin, in fact, I know that even if I don't drink, he won't want me! He despises me, and he doesn't have me in his heart!" Xi Xiaoxin pulled her hair in pain, and cried out loudly. He yelled and yelled, completely ignoring that anyone around would see and hear him.

She is drunk!

It's great to be drunk, you don't have to care about anything, you don't have to worry about anything, you can do whatever you want, that's great!

She laughed foolishly again, grabbed Pan Xin's hand, and leaned forward and backward with laughter.

Pan Xin frowned, feeling displeased and impatient.

"So, you want to give up now, don't you?" Pan Xin withdrew his hand, not sure if she was really drunk or fake drunk, the strength of her arrest was so great that she pinched her wrist and the back of her hand in several places It's red, and there are nail marks.

"I didn't give up, I just can't do it if I don't give up! Do you know what you caused me to lose? Do you know that you made me miserable?" Xi Xiaoxin waved her hands at Pan Xin as if venting. Staring at the blood-red eyes, there was a kind of ferocity that would rush to bite at any time.

Pan Xin subconsciously moved a little to the side, looked at Xi Xiaoxin defensively, and remained silent.

"Aunt Xin, Aunt Xin, how did you hook up with the chairman? Can you teach me? Can you make me like you and make Xi Jincheng fall in love with me?" Xi Xiaoxin sneered, she was drunk, But her sanity is still sober!
She won't hurt Pan Xin. Before she can gain a firm foothold, she won't tear herself apart with Pan Xin!
"What did you say?" Pan Xin's face darkened immediately, and he asked in a low voice with displeasure.

"I'm just really envious of the relationship between you and Chairman Xi, I'm so envious! Why do you have such a good life, why do I have to be bullied and teased by fate everywhere like this? Aunt Xin, You pass on some of your experience, okay?"

Xi Xiaoxin rushed towards Pan Xin with bewildered eyes, but Pan Xin had been prepared to avoid it, so she flung herself to nothing, lay down on the sofa and started crying.

Pan Xin pursed her lips, and seeing her so drunk that she was out of her mind, she eased her expression a little.

Can she really get angry with a drunk person?

Sighing, she sat down again and helped Xi Xiaoxin up. If it wasn't for the sake of her usefulness, she really didn't want to spend so much time with her!

"Silly boy, how do you know how many setbacks and hardships Aunt Xin suffered back then? People like us are destined to have no one who can pave the way for us. What kind of road do we want to take? , You need to step out step by step by yourself.

No pain No gain!Xi Xiaoxin, don't lose confidence after suffering such a little setback! "Pan Xin hugged her, and let her cry in her arms with snot and tears. What she said had her own sincerity, and it couldn't be said that it was all for coaxing her.

She, Pan Xin, was able to sit in the position she is in today. She is superior to others and inferior to others. It is not because of the love of fate!

It all depends on her own efforts, and she has earned it by herself!

"But I'm not good enough for Xi Jincheng. Look at me. I'm crippled. This hand is like a cripple. I'm still being..." Xi Xiaoxin spoke, and was accidentally bitten by her teeth. After she had to wake up a little bit, she suddenly realized what she almost said!
"What?" Pan Xin asked suspiciously.

"Being deceived and bullied by others! For so many years, I lived a life that was worse than death. I hoped that I could die every day, and I would die forever! The sad thing is that I don't even have the right to die. We are 24 hours a day. Keep an eye on it, even when you go to the toilet, you will be watched!"

Xi Xiaoxin smiled wryly, her tears couldn't stop flowing, her whole body was trembling involuntarily when recalling the hellish days in the past.

Pan Xin patted her on the back lightly, accompanied her silently, and listened.

"I thought that after I arrived at Xi's house, I would not have to live a hard life anymore! Chairman Xi wanted me to be with Xi Jincheng on purpose. The first time I saw Xi Jincheng, I fell in love with him deeply!
At that time, I was thinking in my heart, how beautiful it is!I really have never seen such a good-looking man, even better than a star!If I can be with such a man, I am willing to cut my life in half!

But he is so cold, he is very gentle to me and looks very good, but he is really cold!He looked at me, but felt that he was not looking at me, his eyes seemed to have a perspective function, as if he was looking at other people through me!This kind of feeling always makes me have a kind of fear that runs down my spine. I'm actually a little afraid of him!

But I want him more than I am afraid!I know that as long as I'm with him, I can live comfortably, and I can never have to live that hellish life again!I can live like a rich wife!

How I yearn for that kind of life!I dream about it!

I told myself, no matter what, I must catch this man, marry him, and become Mrs. Xi! "

Xi Xiaoxin broke away from Pan Xin's arms, picked up the wine on the table, and drank it in one gulp.

The liquid slid down the corner of the mouth to the chin, dripped onto the skirt, and quickly smudged.

Looking at her, Pan Xin knew that Xi Xiaoxin's words were sincere.

Just like when she saw Xi Lizhong for the first time, her longing was completely consistent with the mood Xi Xiaoxin described now!

So many years... over 30 years!

She followed him for more than 30 years, but Xi Lizhong never gave her any substantive promises!

No matter how unhappy he was with Xi Jincheng, no matter how Xi Jincheng contradicted him, no matter what Xi Jincheng did to make him unhappy, in the end, he would still bear it and choose to forgive Xi Jincheng.

Especially after the death of that woman Shu Ran, Xi Jincheng's half-dead appearance made Xi Li wish he could not replace her!
In the five years since Xi Jincheng left, Xi Lizhong has been thinking about Xi Jincheng even more.

If it wasn't for Xi Lizhong's preference for Xi Jincheng, she couldn't see Jinyan at all, couldn't see her, why would she...

Now, she has no way out, she wants to pave the way out for Jinyan, she can no longer live in the Xi family in such a chaotic manner as a fictitious Mrs. Xi who has no dignity and no real power!
It's just that this simple Xi Xiaoxin is the same as she was back then, foolishly thinking that as long as she marries into the Xi family, she can become a master and live the life of a rich wife!
Perhaps, the Xi family is indeed not stingy in terms of material life.

But when you have a child, when the child grows up, all the thoughts will no longer be the same as before!
(End of this chapter)