obsessed with love

Chapter 200
Qiao Anming couldn't control what Du Ruo said anymore, he just felt distressed, and wanted to pull her with his hands, but she pushed her away, and kept shrinking back. He knew that her emotions were on the verge of collapse, and he didn't dare to provoke her anymore. I could only keep comforting: "Okay, okay, Du Ruo, calm down first, I understand what you want in your heart, but what I said just now was not impulsive, others will know about the child sooner or later, instead of letting others guess and insult you like that , why don't I admit it generously, I said it a long time ago, I don't want you to sneak around for me."

"You don't want us to be sneaky?" Du Ruo repeated, this was really the coldest joke she had heard recently.

"What ability do you have, and what standpoint do you use to say this? Do you think we can be aboveboard? Qiao Anming, after all, you still don't understand what I want! I never imagined that you could abandon Gu Lan and give me Fame, even if I am pregnant with a child, I have never expected such a luxury, because I know it is impossible, so I just want to beg you, don't bother me anymore, let me stay here quietly for the last few days months, and then I will leave and never bother each other! But now? You tell so many people that the child is you, and soon the whole world will know, and then, what should I do? I don’t even have the last one You have blocked all the way to go, Qiao Anming, what qualifications do you have to say that it is for my own good!?"

At the end of Du Ruo's speech, his intense emotions gradually cooled down, and he had changed from scolding to despair.

The man in front of her had once given her warmth and courage. The unrivaled hero in her life was also the one who pushed her into the abyss.

Feelings are indeed a double-edged sword. While stabbing others, you can't think about getting rid of it.

Qiao Anming listened to Du Ruo's lengthy narration, from fierce to calm, and finally backed up, with his back against the wall, but he stopped approaching, stood still and asked, "In your heart, have I never given you anything?" Do you feel safe? Is the only thing you want now is to leave me? "

"Yes, if you are really good for me, just pretend that you don't know me, you return to your original position and continue to be your good husband, and I, I should be responsible for the mistakes I made. This is my mistake. I'm going to seduce you and disturb your marriage, I deserve it, so I don't want you to clean it up for me, I just want you to stay away from me, I can't afford to provoke you, but I can still hide!"

Her intense emotions were gradually aroused again, her voice became louder and louder, and the last sentence was almost roared out through gritted teeth!
This feeling is like a fight. Her strength is too weak and her position is not enough, so she has no power to fight back. She can only bear the beatings, and finally shrinks in the corner, begging others to let go. The love that can wipe out everything for it, after experiencing so much hurt, what courage is there to support it.

Qiao Anming didn't understand, or rather, he understood, but he was stubborn, dragging her to death and refusing to let go. In fact, he was the cruelest kindness to her.

"...I don't think about anything now, I just want to keep my child and start over again! I have experienced the sadness after being misunderstood by you, and I have also experienced the despair of being blocked in an alley, calling every day should not work, and the land is not working. I don't want to experience this kind of despair again!" Du Ruo's back was propped against the wall, his legs were slightly bent, and the harsh sunlight shone on his face. There is fine sweat on the forehead.

His face was too pale, and his words were too cold!
Qiao Anming never thought that he would be speechless by a woman, so he could only stand still and listen to her continue.

"...Don't think too much about yourself. If you were really that good, you wouldn't have misunderstood me acting in the first place, and wouldn't have given Gu Lan the chance to hire someone to beat me. Just treat me as cowardly and worthless, those The pain is something I've experienced myself, and I don't want to experience it a second time..."

In the end, she felt that she didn't have much strength, the soles of her feet were weak, and the sun above her head was cast down like a net... When her eyes went dark, she quickly passed out...

When Du Ruo woke up, he found himself lying in the infirmary of the base. Qiao Anming was sitting in front of the bed, propping his forehead with his hand, not sure if he was asleep or resting his mind.

The small room was very quiet, the sun shone through the window sills, but he was sitting with his back to the light, the light blue dark pattern shirt, the light gilded a golden circle around his outline, and he hung his head, with one hand Hold Du Ruo's wrist, the other hand rests on his forehead, his broad shoulders block the large area of ​​light from the window, and his face is hidden in the shadow. With his eyes closed, he can clearly see a few fine lines at the corners of his eyes.

Du Ruo didn't wake him up quickly, but just watched greedily with his eyes open. The unrivaled hero she hit, the father of the child, the god in the eyes of many people, before meeting her, everything was under his control Back in the day, I kept moving forward steadily, but what about now?He put aside his work and sat in the small infirmary like this, his hair was a little disheveled by the wind, the front of his shirt was crumpled, and his tie was tilted to the side. Qiao Anming, who has always been elegant and calm, showed such a tired look for a woman. look.

She used to think that love is a matter between two people. She loves him and wants to be with him, even for a moment of tenderness. But after so much experience, she has to admit that she is still too naive. The relationship between her and Qiao Anming Up to now, the entanglement has entered into a deadlock of hurting others and hurting oneself. There is no way out and no way out. They can only stand in a stalemate with each other. Now it is even worse. Many people will soon know that she is pregnant with Qiao Anming's child, including Gu Lan, but what should we do next?
Qiao Anming was woken up by the sound of people at the door of the infirmary, and with a flick of his head, he woke up instantly, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Du Ruo staring at him with wide eyes, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and asked with concern: "Are you awake? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

Du Ruo shook his head, turned his eyes elsewhere, and didn't want to speak.

Qiao Anming didn't seem to care about her indifference, and explained to himself: "The wound on your leg has already been bandaged. The wound is not deep, and it should heal in a few days. The fainting is because of your agitation and the weather. It's stuffy, so I have a slight heat stroke, and the doctor said there is no major problem!" His tone was soft, but his voice was hoarse from exhaustion, Du Ruo glanced at him, and finally he was willing to say "um".

Seeing that she was finally willing to talk, he was a little happy, and continued, "Do you want some water? Heatstroke is caused by dehydration. Let me get you a glass of water!"

Qiao Anming stood up quickly, went to the water dispenser to get water before Du Ruo could answer, and then quickly walked back to help Du Ruo sit up.

Du Ruo took the paper cup from him, and was stabbed by his attentive and gentle attitude. I don't know whether it was touched or sad. Anyway, I felt uncomfortable, a little stuffy and sour, but I couldn't express too many emotions clearly, so I could only reply vaguely. Say "thank you".

Qiao Anming smiled at the corner of his mouth, and asked again: "Let me take you to a hospital in the city for a comprehensive prenatal checkup. You fainted suddenly in the afternoon. I'm afraid something will happen to the child."

Du Ruo originally wanted to refuse, but seeing that his expression was too concerned, and she was also worried about the baby's accident, she agreed and nodded.

It should be the light well at four o'clock in the evening, the sun is still a little bright, but the angle of the light becomes oblique, and the greenery at the door of the infirmary is shrouded in orange fog.Du Ruo lay there for a long time, her eyes narrowed unconsciously when exposed to the harsh sunlight, and the soles of her feet were also a little weak. Qiao Anming thoughtfully supported her behind with his hands, and just supported her all the way out of the infirmary, holding her all the time. Du Ruo didn't intend to let go of her hand, and employees passed by from time to time. Du Ruo struggled a few times, but he hugged her even tighter. She knew that his temper was also very tough, so she couldn't help it, so she could only obediently and half cling to her. He walked towards the car with his chest.

It's not too far from the infirmary to the parking place, just a few tens of meters away, but Du Ruo felt chills when he walked there.

Now that her relationship with Qiao Anming has been made public, the way ahead is at a loss, how should she go on?Should he lean on his chest for the rest of his life, or should he grit his teeth and leave, alone?
Du Ruo sighed in his heart, turned around and looked up at the people beside him. He kept his gaze calm and straight ahead. The orange light slanted on his face, outlining a more resolute face.

Whatever you want, Qiao Anming, it is fate that pushes us to the cusp, so we can do whatever we like!
Xiao Zhang was smart and felt sorry for Qiao Anming, so the car drove very slowly on the mountain road.Du Ruo was sitting in the corner of the wide long leather chair, leaning her head on the window glass and not speaking, which was her usual action when she was in the car.

Qiao Anming really hated the arm distance between the two of them to death, so he moved his butt to her side, wrapped his arms around her, and pulled her into his arms. She might not struggle because she was too tired, but her head After rubbing against each other, she obediently placed half of her face in his arms.

The movements are done in one go, like a couple who have known each other for several lifetimes.

Xiao Zhang looked over from the rearview mirror, such a gentle scene, that Qiao Anming with a smile on his mouth, hugging Du Ruo, was really not like the lonely and unhappy man a while ago.

"Go to sleep for a while, it will take a long time to drive to the city..." He spoke first, and his fingers unconsciously wrapped around the hair at the base of her ears.

Du Ruo let out a "hmm" and closed his eyes, but quickly asked again, "How long have I been sleeping in the infirmary this afternoon?"

"Two hours."

"You just sat by my bed for two hours?"

Qiao Anming smiled lightly, but didn't answer, but instead asked, "Are you hungry? I just realized that you might not have had lunch."

Du Ruo shook his head, sucked his nose and got into his arms again, his emotions began to surge again, he must be the Buddha, she still couldn't escape his palm no matter how fast she ran.

In the end, Qiao Anming asked Xiao Zhang to get out of the car and bought her some dim sum. There were no exquisite dim sum to buy in the suburban towns, so he found a steamed bun shop and bought a basket of steamed buns.

Du Ruo was not hungry at first, but she couldn't bear the smell of steamed buns. Qiao Anming took out a tissue and put it on her lap. It was so hot that only her tongue hissed around, Qiao Anming smiled wryly and helplessly wiped the grease stains at the corner of her mouth with a tissue.

"Eat slowly, I won't compete with you, if there is not enough, I will buy it later in the city."

Du Ruo was a little embarrassed, turned his head and ate slowly facing the window.

Qiao Anming's mood suddenly improved a lot, and he said with a light smile, "Eat some pads first, I made an appointment with my friend, and I will take you to dinner after the prenatal checkup."

Du Ruo let out a "hmm" and continued to swallow the buns.

The car drove for nearly two hours before arriving at the destination. Du Ruo recognized this place. It is a well-known private maternity hospital in Tongcheng. It provides one-stop services from obstetric examination, childbirth to confinement, but the fees are also very high. There are very limited registrations, and you need to make an appointment to get in. People who are not worth it must not count on it.

Qiao Anming helped Du Ruo go to the obstetric examination building, she asked nervously: "The doctor who will examine me later is your friend?"

"Yes, he is a knife in Tongcheng's caesarean section, and he is also one of the investors of this private hospital..."

Du Ruo let out an "oh" and didn't ask any more questions.

In fact, as Qiao Anming, it is not surprising to be able to meet such a "high-end" friend Du Ruo, but what is strange is that Emma...his friend is actually a man, and a knife for a woman's caesarean section is actually a man, So when Du Ruo saw the gentle male doctor in the office wearing a white coat and wearing glasses, his jaw almost dropped.

"This is the friend you mentioned?" Du Ruo stood at the door of the consulting room and pulled Qiao Anming's sleeve.

He smiled and said nothing, took her hand and walked in.

The doctor seemed to be writing an obstetric medical record. Seeing Qiao Anming walk in, he looked at his wristwatch first, and joked with a smile, "Mr. Qiao, it's almost six o'clock. The promised four o'clock?"

"She took a nap in the afternoon and woke up at four o'clock. I'm sorry to delay you from work." Qiao Anming replied flatly, and pulled Du Ruo to sit on the armchair in front of the doctor. The doctor immediately turned his eyes to Du Ruo, took a look, and stood up with a smile.

"It's a great honor. It seems that I am worth an hour off work today. I finally met someone who can make Mr. Qiao change his plan." The doctor said cheerfully, and quickly leaned over to Du Ruo and stretched out a hand: "Hello, my surname is Zhou, you can call me Frankie, or Doctor Chow!"

Du Ruo was surprised by his enthusiastic attitude, with an embarrassed expression on his face, he forced a smile and shook his hand: "Hello, Doctor Zhou, I'm sorry."

"No trouble, it's rare that Qiao always asks me for something, I'm honored!" Zhou Lang did not forget to give Qiao Anming a meaningful look, and then sat back in his chair to start the routine inquiry.

"How many weeks are you pregnant?"

"In a few days it will be three months..."

"Have you had a systematic prenatal checkup within three months?"

"I did it once, also in a private hospital in Tongcheng. At that time, it was less than a month, and I had a B-ultrasound and several other routine examinations." Du Ruo explained in detail, and Qiao Anming always stood behind her and listened carefully. .

Zhou Lang just now looked very unreliable, but now that he has entered the role of a doctor, his brows are coldly frowned, he really looks like a medical elite.

"Then did you bring the report of the last prenatal inspection? If you bring it, please show me..."

Du Ruo shook his head in embarrassment, Qiao Anming lost his patience, and said directly: "Do it again, all the tests that need to be done, I don't worry about what other hospitals do..."

"You're right, are you complimenting me? We've known each other for so many years, and this is the first time you've praised me!" Zhou Lang started to argue again, pushing the glasses on the bridge of his nose with his finger, but quickly called The nurse came in and took Du Ruo for an examination.

Qiao Anming wanted to follow Du Ruo, but was stopped by Zhou Lang.

"Mr. Qiao, please wait in my office. Male guests are not allowed in the examination room..."

Du Ruo followed the nurse to the door, turned her head and nodded to Qiao Anming, meaning to let him stay, she can be alone, Qiao Anming explained a few words worriedly, and then walked back to the consulting room.

Zhou Lang kept staring at Qiao Anming with the eyes of looking at rare animals, but his concentration was so good that he could aim as you wish, and he remained calm anyway. In the end, Zhou Lang couldn't help it, and said gossipingly: "Mr. Qiao, do you mind asking?" You have a personal question?"

"You want to ask what is her relationship with me?" Qiao Anming smiled and sat on the chair in front of him, and continued smoothly: "I am the father of the child in her womb!"

"The child is yours? Impossible!" Zhou Lang threw the pen in his hand on the table, obviously a little disbelieving, but seeing Qiao Anming's serious expression, he suddenly understood, and muttered softly: " I'm going to..."

In fact, when Qiao Anming called him to make an appointment in the afternoon, Zhou Lang was already a little skeptical, because the woman who asked Qiao Anming to call and make an appointment in person and send her over to accompany her for the prenatal examination must have a lot of background, but I didn't expect that the two of them were actually on this level. Moreover, he can admit without hesitation in person that this man, even in dealing with this kind of extramarital affairs, can be so decisive and straightforward, and he is really courageous.

"You decided to let her have the baby?"

"Of course, otherwise, what would I bring her to your place for? But don't worry, I won't let you come no matter whether she has a natural delivery or surgery in the future. You can contact me with an authoritative obstetrician in the industry after a while!"

"Why? You praised me just now, but now you don't trust me? Am I not authoritative enough?"

"You are authoritative enough, but you are not a woman!"

Zhou Lang was stuck in a sentence, this old man, why is he so poisonous!
Du Ruo came in following the nurse just now, and the nurse handed the examination report to Zhou Lang. He glanced at it and replied in the usual doctor's tone: "The examination report of the pregnant woman is okay, there is no major problem, but some nutrition can't keep up. The height of 1.6 meters five, 11 weeks of pregnancy, unexpectedly less than 50 kilograms, is it too thin, and the report shows that she still has some anemia, Mr. Qiao, I need to make up when I go back..."

He used a very serious tone before, but when he said the last sentence, Zhou Lang smiled at the corner of his mouth and poked Qiao Anming directly.

Qiao Anming didn't care about Zhou Lang's ridicule anymore, put his hands on Du Ruo's shoulders, and replied with self-blame: "I know, she is a little thinner, she was not fat before, and she seems to be getting thinner and thinner recently..." After finishing speaking, he bowed down and said to Du Ruo: "Did you hear me, I didn't say this, it was the doctor who said it. It's the doctor's order. You should eat more to make up for your nutrition!" The eyes were gentle At that time, there were nurses and Zhou Lang in the consulting room. Du Ruo awkwardly turned to get rid of Qiao Anming's hands, and replied to Zhou Lang with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Thank you, I will remember, and I will pay attention to rest in the future." , eat regularly!"

Qiao Anming was a little anxious after hearing this: "It's not just enough to eat regularly, you also have to pay attention to your diet. Sometimes you are too careless about what you eat, and you eat junk food randomly, but for the sake of your children, you should eat less in the future."

"I don't eat junk food anymore, it's just that sometimes I don't have time to eat on time when I'm so busy!"

"So it's not good for the child and my body!" Qiao Anming's tone was warm and reproachful. Du Ruo wanted to refute, but felt that the surrounding environment was not suitable, so he could only nod reluctantly with a frown.

It was the first time for Zhou Lang to see Qiao Anming who was so thoughtful. Qiao Anming, who was always imposing at industry summits, and with concise words, actually had such a wordy and noisy side. Things like love and fate are indeed a bit evil!

It's just that Zhou Lang couldn't stand it anymore. The two people who were so "tired and crooked" shook hands and asked the nurse to take Du Ruo to the B-ultrasound room for a four-dimensional scan.

The probe of the instrument was pushed on Du Ruo's lower abdomen, and the picture of the four-dimensional color Doppler ultrasound was much clearer than that of the previous ordinary color doppler ultrasound. This was not the first time Du Ruo had done a similar examination, so he was not as excited as the first time, but Qiao Anming was A little nervous, I stood in front of the screen and asked the doctor who did the B-ultrasound.

"... Is this the baby's head? It seems to be moving... and is this the finger? It's just here, huddled together, isn't it?" He was like an impatient and curious child, with his fingers Fingering on the screen.

In the end, the doctor was so entangled by him that he had no choice but to explain to him patiently: "...at 11 weeks of pregnancy, the length of a normal fetus has reached 36 mm, which is as long as your thumb. At this time, the fetus can start to suck, Swallowing and kicking light movements, nuances have also begun to develop, fingernails and fluffy hair have begun to appear. Some internal organs and respiratory organs have begun to work, see if you can see clearly here The contours of the fetal spine..."

The doctor's explanation was professional and detailed, but Qiao Anming still couldn't see clearly. He could only put his face in front of the screen and asked anxiously, "Where? Where can I see the spine...?"

……

Du Ruo was lying on the small bed, watching Qiao Anming's generous back blocking the entire screen... For a moment, she felt her heart tighten, and the pain became more and more painful, as if she suddenly realized that she had made a big mistake.

She always said that Qiao Anming's love for her was selfish, but why was she not!

He insisted on taking the child away and letting him go back to his original peaceful life, which would be the best ending for everyone, but now seeing his side face posted in front of the screen patiently questioning the doctor, he suddenly realized a The fact, that is, no matter where she flees with the child, the blood of Qiao Anming is still flowing on the child, and he is the only father of the child. that power.

He is 45 years old, Gu Lan is barren, and if he loses this child, he will never have any more children in his life, but she actually wants to deprive him of the right to be a father for the only time!
(End of this chapter)