Accidentally became Lord Shen's favorite

Chapter 842: Chen Guangyu's Monologue
Gu Qinglan and the others went out for a long time without hearing the sound of the underground palace exploding, nor did they see the sparks of the explosion.

And those five men from before came out from the entrance of the underground palace, and Chen Guangyu.

The moment she saw Chen Guangyu, Gu Qinglan couldn't believe it, and when she realized it, she hurried forward.

Shen Yu'an stretched out his hand to stop Gu Qinglan, but in the end he gave up.

Chen Guangyu would not be able to survive at this point, and he was not such a stingy person.

"Are you okay?" Gu Qinglan reached out and touched Chen Guangyu, his face was still pale.

Chen Guangyu shook his head with a smile: "It's okay."

"But it's not right, how could Yaozhu let you go?"

"Yaozhu didn't intend to kill us from the beginning. She said that the underground palace belonged to her and Yaohan, and no one was qualified to die in it with them. She also ordered us to all go out immediately. This is also the reason for the explosion."

As soon as Chen Guangyu's words fell, the explosion sounded immediately, and the dazzling flames lit up the entire sky.

Gu Qinglan and the others had already exited the underground palace. Although they were out of reach of the explosives, they still felt the scorching heat.

Shen Yu'an quickly pulled Gu Qinglan into his arms to protect her.

The explosion lasted for a while, until the entire underground palace was flattened, and the flames slowly dissipated.

Chen Guangyu turned his head and glanced at the location of the underground palace, and a wry smile overflowed from his mouth. The final ending was like this after all.

There is no ending between him and Gu Qinglan, even though he has done so much and worked so hard, in the end, she still belongs to Shen Yu'an.

In fact, a long time ago, as early as five years ago, he knew that he would never win Gu Qinglan's heart again, but he stubbornly held on to the lost beauty and refused to let go, chasing it in his memories alone.

A desperate pursuit, a desperate struggle.

When Chen Guangyu turned around, Gu Qinglan saw the rot on his back.

Just now he used his entire back to protect Gu Qinglan, and hugged her tightly with both hands, so that there was no trace of poison on her body.

As for Chen Guangyu, it was conceivable that the poison would corrode his entire body.

He has been enduring the pain in his body. He has been with Yaozhu for several months, and he knows what the poison is. He has no way to live, and he has no need to live.

The heart is dead, even if you live, you are still a walking dead.

"Guangyu, your back..."

Before Gu Qinglan finished speaking, Chen Guangyu smiled and made a gesture of silence: "Lanlan, I have something to say to you. Of course, this is my last word. You just need to listen. You can laugh, You can cry too, but you must not interrupt, okay?"

After seeing Gu Qinglan nodding, Chen Guangyu began to speak slowly: "Actually, I still hate your mother in my heart. I still can't let go of my father's death. After my father died, my mother went crazy. Then When I was only a teenager, I dropped out of school because there was no way to go to school again. My relatives thought my family was unlucky and didn’t want to bring bad luck to them, so they were all unwilling to help us.

I was trying to earn money, but I was too small and no one wanted to hire me.So I can only go to the street to sell some small things, but with my income, there is no way to support myself, let alone my mother.

Later, when I was on the street one day, I was bullied by a group of children. They called me a slut, a bastard, and a born beggar.

At this time, a man dressed in black appeared, he was like a hero in the comics I read, and beat the children who bullied me away.

He said that he can give me the life I want, and even give me endless money, and he can arrange for my mother to be treated in a mental hospital.

At that time, I was at the end of my rope. Seeing such hope, it was like a big pie falling from the sky to me. Naturally, I followed that man.

He took advantage of me who was young and volunteered, and asked me to help him sell white and powder.Later, seeing that I was clever, he took me by his side to help him with his affairs. Slowly, I became his apprentice.

He felt that I was more and more like a plastic talent, so he sent me to the training base.You may not know what kind of place it is, but the people around you, Shen Yu'an, Jian Jian, Lian Lian and so on, they must know.

There were more than 1000 people who went in for training, but there were only 1 or so left when they came out, and I was No.[-] among the [-] or so people.

Later, I killed the master who brought me up and took his place.

I still remember the words he said when he died. He said: Sure enough, I was right. Your ambition is bigger than a leopard, and your heart is harder than a wolf.

I asked him, since you knew that one day I would betray you, why did you accept me as an apprentice.It's just a pity that I never heard from him again.

In this life, I have indeed killed many people, and my hands are stained with blood.

But do I have anyone who is soft-hearted? Yes, and that is you, Lan Lan.

I approached you for revenge. I knew that Du Lianyue was my enemy, but I couldn't kill her.Because I know that she is your only relative.

If I kill her, you will definitely feel very uncomfortable.

The only thing I didn't count on was that I would fall in love with you.

But Lanlan, I don't regret falling in love with you, really.Thinking about it now, the good memories I can still remember in my mind are those years when I was with you.

Obviously we were so happy in those years.

It is precisely because of this that I think it is possible for us to go back. I think I made up my mind and even gave up revenge, but you ran into Shen Yu'an's arms.

I'm not reconciled, I gave up my great hatred for you, but you left, it's not fair at all.

I hated you, but in the end, when Chen Yiyi took you to the cave, I found that my love for you had already surpassed life and death. If Chen Yiyi wanted me to die before letting you go, I would also Never hesitate to give yourself a shot.

I hid you, and I deliberately gave you wrong information, causing you and Shen Yu'an to separate and misunderstand for five years.

I know that you are still alive, and I know that Shen Yu'an hasn't found you yet, so I feel in my heart that as long as I find you first, we still have a chance to start over.

Later you came back to find Shen Yu'an, no matter what your original intention was, you ended up with him.

I became more and more unwilling, so I went to Yaozhu and reached an agreement with her.I thought, as long as I can defeat Shen Yu'an, we can still be together.

It wasn't until yesterday that I realized that we can't go back, no matter what, we can't go back, those memories are just the past.So I gave up the last opportunity to be the sect master of the J-word party, and I gave up the position of sect master that was at my fingertips.I knew Yaozhu would come here, so I laid an ambush here.Fortunately, everything was in time, and nothing happened to you, fortunately. "

(End of this chapter)