I don't want to hide behind you

Chapter 305 My love is for you

But it's been a long time, Xie Yourui can't remember many things, he could recall them for a long time before, but now he finds that he remembers so little.

"Sister, how are you in heaven? Are you looking at me in heaven? Do you hate brother for doing this? In order to let you have a little memory left in this world, to hurt another woman, am I right?" Shouldn't have appeared..."

"Brother doesn't regret, I don't regret everything I've done for you. It doesn't matter if you resent me, or even hate me, I don't care. The only thing I can do is this, try to use another person Instead of you!"

"There is a blood relationship between us, but I fell in love with you hopelessly. Am I dirty or disgusting? If you knew about this, wouldn't you despise your brother and ignore me from now on? Hehe , think about it, I am your big brother, how could I fall in love with you!"

"Why does Gong Minze, whom you don't like, be able to pursue you so persistently, while I can only hide in the darkness like a shadow, what's more, I don't even have the courage to speak to you. Jealous of Gong Minze, even if you don't love him, he still has a chance to pursue your heart, but I don't even have a chance to qualify! Brother is really painful!"

One can of wine, two cans of wine, ten cans of wine.

Drinking one can after another, the alcohol paralyzed his nerves more and more, and Xie Yourui felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart, even a little breathless pain.

Dai Luo also drank wine silently, and was unable to extricate herself from her own world. No one knew what she was thinking, but tears fell from the corners of her eyes.

Everyone has sad things, once touched, it is heart-piercing pain...

The two drank silently outside the hall to relieve their worries.

In the room, Ye Jinxin also got up from the bed, bent her knees, Ye Jinxin hugged her legs, buried her cheeks on her knees, tears streaming down her eyes.

Her heart was so chaotic and painful, she had already made preparations, made preparations and sacrifices for Gong Minze not to love herself, she thought it would be fine if she only loved Gong Minze.

But once she falls into it, things are no longer under her control. People are greedy. When you fall in love with someone, you want more from him, and the more he loves her, she The more he wants to take everything from him and occupy him.

So, now it is completely confirmed that Gong Minze doesn't like her, doesn't love her, and that he treats her well because of another person, which makes her feel even more uncomfortable.

Gong Minze was not wrong about this matter, it was her who was wrong, and what was wrong was that she shouldn't want more love from Gong Minze.

But if one's love is not reciprocated, how painful it is, especially since Gong Minze has been lying to her all this time, he is only for Xie Yiqing for her...

Gong Minze is for Xie Yiqing, Xie Yourui is also for Xie Yiqing, if she doesn't love Gong Minze, maybe she won't be so sad, right?

This incident won't hurt anyone, it's just more troublesome to deal with her heart...

Ye Jinxin is very envious of Xie Yiqing, envious of her being able to have the love of so many people, but it is because of her that she has the opportunity to be cared for by the person she likes.

The more she thought about it, the more Ye Jin couldn't hold back her tears.

Trembling slightly, Ye Jinxin hid in the dark room, so lonely and helpless, as if in the dark, she was able to escape these emotional problems, and was able to lick off her torn heart and lungs.

'Boom, rumble...' The heavy rain outside was pouring down, thunderstorms and lightning pierced the dark night, bringing instant light.

But this kind of light is so amazing that people can't help but tremble.

In the Gong family villa, Gong Minze stood in front of the glass door of the balcony.

Dressed in white pajamas, Gong Minze looked up at the drifting heavy rain, but the icy aura around him turned into endless sadness at this moment.

Ye Jinxin's sweet smiling face seemed to appear in the rain, her simple and funny actions, she was hurt, she cried, she leaned in his arms acting coquettishly and shyly.

Looking back again, he found that Xie Yiqing was a little fuzzy in his mind, and he even couldn't remember it a little bit.

The former love, the current love, one has passed away, and the other is standing in front of him.

Facing the relationship between these two people, Gong Minze was very complicated. He didn't know how to choose, how to comfort Ye Jinxin, he hoped that Ye Jinxin could understand him.

"Jin Xin, where are you..." Gong Minze revealed grief in his eyes, "Didn't you always ask me if I love you? I will answer you now, I love you, can you ignore my fault? Come back ?"

Gong Minze's voice was not low, but in the heavy rain, his voice was covered by the rain.

Gong Minze held the mobile phone in his hand and called Ye Jinxin again, but the phone still couldn't get through.

Fingers typed a series of characters on the touch screen, and then they were deleted by Gong Minze.

He had a lot of things he wanted to tell Ye Jinxin, but he didn't know where to start, and he didn't know whether his words would cause Ye Jinxin pain and sadness. He wanted to explain and talk to Ye Jinxin directly, so that the misunderstanding could be best resolved.

It's funny to think about him now, it's been a long time since he worried about someone so much, and Ye Jinxin is after Xie Yiqing.

He once asked himself whether he regarded Ye Jinxin as Xie Yiqing, no, no, Xie Yiqing was better than Xie Yiqing, and Ye Jinxin was better than Ye Jinxin.

The previous attachments have been let go, Gong Minze just wants to be with Ye Jinxin, besides, Xie Yiqing is gone, isn't it?

Finally, Gong Minze sent a text message to Ye Jinxin, 'I'm sorry, Ye Jinxin, come back soon! '

The rain stopped overnight, and the insomniac never closed his eyes.

At dawn, the autumn rain gradually diminished, turning into light rain.

The sky is still gray, and the earth washed by the rain looks very fresh, but can the complicated and chaotic in the heart be washed away like this?

Opening his eyes, Xie Yourui was lying on the sofa, his calm, handsome and masculine face looked very tired at this moment.

Getting up from the sofa, Dailo came out with a plate of freshly fried vegetables in her hands wearing an apron.

Seeing that Xie Yourui woke up, Dai Luo couldn't help but said, "It's really rare to see Mr. Xie with such a bald appearance. I should take some photos. It will definitely sell for a lot of money."

"Whatever you want." Xie Yourui said without hesitation, he didn't believe that Dai Luo would really do this, and would be hunted down by him!

(End of this chapter)