I don't want to hide behind you

Chapter 545 He is in pain

But Ji Changfeng didn't seem to feel any pain at all, even if he beat her to death, he wouldn't let go of her.

Under Jiang Xueying's pushing and pulling struggle, Jiang Xueying and Ji Changfeng fell on the bed.

"Hmm..." Jiang Xueying groaned in pain.

"Xueying." Ji Changfeng was afraid that Jiang Xueying would be hurt, so he let go of her lips, but his strong hand still hugged her tightly, not letting go, for fear that Jiang Xueying would be hurt if he let go. will leave him.

A drop of tear fell on her lips, and a salty and bitter feeling echoed in her mouth. Jiang Xueying was slightly taken aback, and looked up at Ji Changfeng, only to find that Ji Changfeng burst into tears.

As if being stabbed by a needle in her heart, Jiang Xueying looked at Ji Changfeng in shock, he was crying, was he crying?
With the faint light and the close face, Jiang Xueying saw the pain in Ji Changfeng's eyes. The fragility made her feel pain in her heart. What's going on? Did Ji Changfeng just because she wanted to be with him? Did you cry when you broke up?

Jiang Xueying, who was struggling to get out of Ji Changfeng's arms, stopped struggling. She raised her hand and wiped it off Ji Changfeng's face. The wet touch made Ji Changfeng cry.

In Jiang Xueying's eyes, Ji Changfeng is always smiling and unrestrained, how can he be so fragile, even if she proposes to break up, it won't make him burst into tears.

Jiang Xueying felt heartbroken, she asked in a low voice, "Why are you crying? What happened, can you tell me?"

"Is it because you really fell in love with Jin Xin, so you feel guilty and owe me..."

Jiang Xueying was interrupted by Ji Changfeng before she finished speaking, "How could I like Jin Xin, Jiang Xueying, I have always loved you, I have loved you since a long, long time ago, but you always They don't believe me, they don't want to accept me."

"Then what's going on with you!" Jiang Xueying was also confused, and asked Ji Changfeng.

"I..." Ji Changfeng fell silent for a moment, not knowing what to say.

"Say it, maybe I can help you solve it. You make me think about you more, you know? I'll worry about you too."

Tears fell from his eyes, and Ji Changfeng's mouth was full of bitterness. After a long time, he finally said, "Well, I destroyed that speedboat. I, at that time, just wanted Luz to die in the speedboat. I didn't Knowing that Gong Minze would also catch up with Lu Si and jump on the speedboat, I wanted to stop him and let Gong Minze get off the speedboat.

But the speed of the speedboat was too fast, and before I could make a sound, I was thrown off by the speedboat hit by the waves.

It was me, I was the one who killed Gong Minze!If I hadn't destroyed the speedboat, the speedboat wouldn't have exploded due to an oil leak..."

The painful voice expressed his pain and indebtedness in his heart at this moment, which is also why he felt uneasy and was so kind to Ye Jin.

If he hadn't made up his mind, Gong Minze would not have died because of it.

Ji Changfeng held back and didn't tell Ye Jinxin, because he was also suffering from great pain in his heart. He originally wanted to talk to Ye Jinxin about this matter today, but thinking that if he said it, it would hit Ye Jinxin even more and make Ye Jinxin collapse, so he didn't Dare to say, and dare not ask Ye Jinxin to forgive herself!
He will never be soft when killing bad guys, and he can also be merciless when dealing with enemies, but Gong Minze can be regarded as his companion, and Ye Jinxin is Jiang Xueying's best friend and friend.

It was really unbearable for him to do such a thing that killed Gong Minze.

Today's fragility, he can't help crying, it's also because he feels useless and powerless, so even Jiang Xueying wants to break up with him, these pains, blows, and the secrets he can't tell make him uncomfortable I couldn't help showing my vulnerability.

Hearing Ji Changfeng's words, Jiang Xueying's eyes widened slightly, and at the same time, she fully understood why Ji Changfeng was absent-minded and kind to Ye Jin.

Jiang Xueying didn't speak, he felt Ji Changfeng's painful heart and understood him very well.

Putting her arms around Ji Changfeng's waist, knowing that Ji Changfeng treated her like that because of such a thing, the anger in Jiang Xueying's heart was gone, replaced by self-blame.

Ji Changfeng was in such pain, but she still made trouble with him so unreasonably, even hurt him, and broke up with her, it was really her fault.

"Changfeng, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you to break up." Jiang Xueying took the initiative to admit her mistake.

Hearing that Jiang Xueying forgave herself, Ji Changfeng bit his lips tightly, hugging her tightly with silent tears, wanting to rub her into the bone marrow.

Feeling his weakness, Jiang Xueying comforted Ji Changfeng, "I know you feel guilty, but you can't blame all of this, you just want to deal with Lu Si, and you don't know that Gong Minze You will also board the speedboat together, you have tried your best.

This is the arrangement of destiny. Since such a thing happened, you can't change it, and the time can't be repeated, and you can't turn back. "

Gently patted Ji Changfeng's back, Jiang Xueying continued, "Have you talked to Jin Xin about this?"

"No." Ji Changfeng replied softly to Jiang Xueying's words.

"Then don't tell Jin Xin for the time being that she doesn't believe that Gong Minze is dead now. If you say that, you will definitely hit her even more. When she accepts the truth, if you still feel guilty, go and apologize to her. Pray for forgiveness.

Jin Xin is not a person who doesn't understand right and wrong, she won't target you, so don't hold back the pain like this. "

After listening to Jiang Xueying's words, Ji Changfeng felt much better at this moment, and kissed her on the brow, "Thank you for comforting me, Xueying."

"I will help you please Jin Xin and take care of Jin Xin, don't worry." Jiang Xueying said.

The face with tears showed the long-lost smile again, Ji Changfeng said, "Xueying, you are so kind, thank you for forgiving me, and don't blame me." He was afraid that Jiang Xueying would hate him if he told this secret .

After all, the person Jiang Xueying loved the most was Gong Minze, and he really didn't intentionally kill Gong Minze.

"Okay, it's one thing to forgive you, let me tell you, next time you will make me doubt and make me uncomfortable, hum, I won't forgive you!"

Hearing Jiang Xueying's words, Ji Changfeng immediately assured, "It's my Lady Queen, I, Ji Changfeng, will never make such a stupid mistake again, and worry my Lady Queen!"

"Hmph." Jiang Xueying turned her head away and snorted coldly.

Putting his ear next to Jiang Xueying's, Ji Changfeng said in a low voice, "I am very glad that Her Majesty the Queen cares about me and is jealous of me."

At that moment Jiang Xueying turned her head and stared at Ji Changfeng and said, "Who said I eat..."

(End of this chapter)