you are the one in my memory

Chapter 1381 The fate is like this, it cannot be changed 10
But God seemed to be joking with her, causing her to make more and more mistakes, and more and more people were killed, even Yang Jinze was killed.

She is doomed to not know those lives in this life, is she?
"If you can't eat, go upstairs and have a good sleep. All your sorrows will disappear tomorrow." The man didn't know if he was coaxing the woman or himself.

He was afraid that Gu Jiujiu would be even more sad and sad when he saw him tomorrow, so he could only use this method to cheer her up, not to be bald.

Gu Jiujiu smiled lowly, and forced a smile, "Then I'll go up and rest first."

"Okay." She didn't come to push herself, and the man reluctantly accepted it, not getting angry, after all, she had the worst temper at this time.

Gu Jiujiu went upstairs step by step, entered the room, sat on the floor and cried loudly at noon.

"Woooooooo..."

But he still tried his best to control the sound, so as not to let the loud sound spread downstairs.

"Why, I killed another person, and Yang Jinze was so kind to me, he is innocent, why did God want him to leave."

Gu Jiujiu thought for a long time but couldn't understand how an innocent person like Yang Jinze met such a vicious woman like her.

If he had never known a woman named Gu Jiujiu, these things would not have happened.

Not to mention dying!
He was probably resenting her before he died. If it wasn't for her, he would be very happy. If it wasn't for her, he might be the happiest person in the world.

"I thought that as long as I knew my mistakes and worked hard to make up for them, I would pay them off one day and be happy one day, but..."

"A life in my hands has disappeared. People like me don't deserve happiness in this life, do they?"

"It's a good thing I wasn't with Mu Yichen back then, otherwise he would be implicated by me now. Fortunately, I let go of my obsession and love back then."

"A person like me, what right do I have to be with him? I'm not even worthy to carry his shoes."

Gu Jiujiu spoke plausibly, but the man at the door felt uncomfortable.

No wonder she is so unwilling to be with him, maybe she feels that she is not worthy of him?

Or maybe she still wants to pay off those lives, and feels that she is not qualified to be happy before paying off.

Stupid!

Does she know that when she repays others, she also needs to think that he is willing to be with her, and she wants to be with her very, very much, there is nothing worthy or unworthy.

In his eyes, Gu Jiujiu is the best in the world, no one can compare to him!
"Yang Jinze, I'm sorry, I hurt you. Why did such a good person like you meet such a vicious person like me." Gu Jiujiu hugged his knees.

He hit his head directly against the wall with merciless force, as if it wasn't his own head.

The man couldn't stand it any longer, and pushed his wheelchair to stop her from bumping her head, "Gu Jiujiu, you've had enough!"

"Get out of the way!" Gu Jiujiu pushed him away and took his hand. The man was sitting in a wheelchair and couldn't move easily, so he pushed so hard.

He fell straight down, the pain spread all over his body in an instant, his leg seemed to be broken, he sat motionless, his face embarrassed.

His mouth was silent!
Gu Jiujiu couldn't help becoming frightened, and ran to his side to look at him, "How are you...? Where does it hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

(End of this chapter)