Sheng Chong and Abandoned Concubine: The Sixth Miss Doctor

Chapter 65 Brother Chapter 68 Disobedient, kill you [[-]]

I wish my mother's eyes full of pampering, "It's not that the young lady is well trained/taught, and rotten wood can carve aura."

Xu Lingyue coquettishly hated her mother for selling melons, and handed the banknotes to Zhu's mother to keep, while she continued to perfect her plan.

The plan sheet is written in English, so I'm not afraid of anyone peeking at it.

It lists the things she will do in the future one by one. The first big goal is revenge, and strengthening strength is a necessary condition for revenge, and making money is a prerequisite for strengthening strength.

She has a long list of fortune-making projects, some of which have been thought of long ago, but cannot be implemented due to the lack of conditions, such as the manufacture of anti-inflammatory drugs.

And some are impromptu, such as making these secret sachets and so on.

These can't make a lot of money, but they can add up to support for a while, and the most important thing is to make some friends.

Another two days passed in the blink of an eye.

The quietness and tranquility in the mountains made her not want to go back.

Although she was reluctant in every possible way, she still wanted to go back.

If she is really a soul from another world, then she can ignore Gu Shi's death, ignore the previous grievances, and just live her own good life.

When she was alone, she would even think about those experiences in the different world over and over again. Although she couldn't explain what happened, she still remembered it vividly, as if it just happened to her.

She sometimes even thinks that it would be great if she really was that powerful, fearless female agent.

It is so flamboyant and powerful that men also admire it, standing at the top of the pyramid, looking down on all living beings.

When she thinks this way, she even has an illusion that she hopes to go back and become that person, instead of the current place where she is restrained everywhere and her hands and feet are bound.

But I am not, I am Xu Lingyue, not another soul, never replaced by others, those pains, those hatreds are completely my own.

Rooted in my blood, I can't sleep even dreaming at midnight, like a devil gnawing at her, only revenge can I feel at ease!
So sometimes she is also a little confused, imagining what it would be like if she was just a time-traveling person.

After that, there will be a sense of guilt, driving her to strengthen her belief in revenge!

No one is born full of hatred, even if he is really treated that way, it is not so easy to maintain a strong desire for revenge for a long time.

In the dead of night, the temple was already quiet, but now it was even darker and silent.

Even the many sounds of nature seem to have stopped, the wind does not blow, the trees do not move, the cicadas do not sing, and the frogs sleep well.

There are two lanterns hanging under the eaves of the porch in the Zen courtyard. The dim light shrouds a square inch of land, just like her altar. Beyond an inch of light, there is darkness, and the future is bleak.

Thinking about it this way, a feeling of powerlessness surged up in my heart, with a little helplessness and a little bit of complaint.

I miss my mother, her gentle smile, her firm voice, her beautiful face, and her slender hands...

Complaining about his father, his indifference, his disgust, his stern back, his cold eyes...

If he still loves his mother, if he still loves himself, will life be different?

You don't have to suffer from other people's eyes, you don't have to be bullied wantonly by concubines and servants, and you don't have to be tricked by that extremely hypocritical Mrs. Han.

If he still cared about himself, even whether he would never have that illness at all, would not become ugly or stupid, even without a mother, if he still loved himself, then he would still be happy, even though the I have a little regret.

(End of this chapter)