Concubine Mad Concubine

Chapter 201

Xiyan, whose body was cold in her sleep, faintly felt the temperature, her brows gradually loosened, her face was pressed against her hands, her hands were slightly stretched out, and she approached the stove little by little.

Xia Yebai sat up straight, her eyes widened, not letting go of Xiyan's every move, seeing that Xiyan's body was about to get close to the stove, she stopped suddenly, and after a while, her loosened brows gradually twisted into There was a ball, Xia Yebai still wanted to understand the reason, Xiyan suddenly stepped back to the position just now, turned sideways, her whole body curled up like a baby, shivering from the cold, keeping a distance from the stove from beginning to end, and then No movement is seen.

"see it?"

Bai Feng turned sideways, covered Xiyan's body with the light fur again, took the heater, and returned it to Xia Yebai's hand.

"Longing for warmth but not daring to get closer to it, do you know that she is such a person? In this world, I have been with her for the longest time. No one can understand her better than me, even she herself, and there is no one like me. She has a deep understanding, so there won't be such a day."

Xia Yebai stared blankly at Xiyan on the ground, feeling very distressed. Mo Yan'an, an old man, what did he do to Yanyan to make her so decisive? She is just a girl, but If you want to make yourself stronger than a man, how can this frail body withstand such torture.

Xia Yebai clenched his fists, stood up suddenly, bent over, rushed to Xiyan, hugged her, hugged her tightly, the sudden warmth, Xiyan was still a little bit at first. Resisting, Xia Yebai still refused to let go. After a while, she suddenly calmed down, rubbed against Xia Yebai's arms, found a comfortable position, obediently like a kitten, and raised her eyebrows. The folds also gradually unfolded.

Xia Yebai smiled, and covered Xiyan's light fur again, and looked at Bai Feng beside him: "So what if she doesn't know the best? She resisted the whole world, but she didn't resist me. In this world, she longed for but Only I can give you the warmth that you dare not get close to, no matter what happens, as long as we still have each other, that's enough."

Bai Feng looked at Xi Yan who was quietly lying in Xia Yebai's arms, suddenly laughed softly, suddenly realized, and muttered to himself: "So you were resisting at first."

He sighed faintly, looked at the wound on Xiyan's left shoulder, and his eyes seemed to fall on Xia Yebai's body: "She got hurt again because of you."

Xia Yebai stared at the wound on Xiyan's body, his eyes were gloomy, and he felt indescribably distressed.

"It turns out that she is the most innocent and happy little lotus flower, mischievous and willful, but because of you, her hands are covered with blood, and she is not hesitant to make an enemy of the whole world. What have you done for her? If you really love her, why don't you?" Are you willing to make her sad and hurt her?"

Xia Yebai tightened his arms around Xiyan, pursed his lips slightly, and those gloomy eyes became radiant again in an instant, like fireworks that suddenly bloomed in the dark night, lighting up all around at once, brilliant and dazzling.

"Yanyan is courageous and resourceful, intelligent and witty, and has unique insights. How can ordinary women compare to her? It's not that I don't believe in her past and present lives, but it's just like what Yanyan said, a person's life is only once. , life must be full of joy, all we can do is to grasp the present moment, so that our life has no regrets, floating for a lifetime, a flash in the pan, although their lives are extremely short, they are like fireworks, radiant, since we and I Since the big wedding, she has been worrying about my affairs every day, and she has never lived a day of peace and comfort. She thinks it is because I have no power and power, and she wants to cultivate the power that can protect me. I don't know She, is it right or wrong to make her work so hard now, but I think she should be like this, different from other women who hide in the boudoir all day and only know flowers and plants."

Xia Yebai pursed his lips tightly, raised his eyebrows, and thought for a moment, with a faint smile on his face, with a unique pride and pride: "I am different from Master Guoshi, I don't have the noble feelings of helping the common people like that. , Compassionate, they should be glad that I haven’t destroyed them until now. The Master of the State Teacher sees through the world and understands people’s hearts. What’s wrong with me being a selfish person? At least I dare to admit that the Master of the State Teacher is aloof and respected. The world respects you, but every time I look at the smile on your face, I feel so fake, I wish I could tear it off and step on the ground, are you really happy?"

Bai Feng listened, looked at Xia Yebai and smiled, gentle like a spring breeze, but those eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, like a thick fog in a late autumn morning, which could not dissipate for a long time. , the lips are rarely raised upwards, but the curvature actually makes people taste bitter.

For a long time, his smile was not as cold and emotionless as it is now, but how long ago was that, it was really a long, long time since he smiled like that, he almost forgot What does pleasure feel like when the corners of the mouth are raised upwards.

"I've never been a selfless person. I naturally hope that my woman is a kind, obedient, gentle and virtuous woman who is only for me. She stays with me all day long. Her whole life only revolves around me. It's different, the phoenix is ​​flying, free and easy, my face should be a phoenix reborn from Nirvana, above the nine heavens, soaring unrestrainedly, as long as she feels happy, then I will regress so what? Because it is her, so it is worth it, Because it's her, I won't break the wings of this phoenix. Her life belongs to her only, and she doesn't need to depend on anyone's existence. Maybe everything she does is for me, but I hope that even if It's for my Xia Yebai's life. She, Mo Xiyan, can also live out her own style, like floating and epiphyllum, gorgeous and colorful. I don't want to be more self-righteous and force what I think is good on her I only give her what she wants."

Bai Feng stared at Xia Yebai, the expression on his face remained unchanged, but his pair of unwavering eyes showed a shocked expression, and then a very faint smile: "Just give her what she wants. ?"

Could it be that what he once gave her was not what she wanted?Or is it that although his things are what she wants, they are not what she wants the most, because his expectations are too high, and he inadvertently made her do something he doesn't like, forcing her?So in the end, she abandoned herself, and even left in such a resolute way in front of him without mercy.

"Yes, I only give her what she wants. Naturally, I feel distressed when she is injured. I wish I could bear that pain for her. Therefore, when the sharp golden hairpin was inserted into my shoulder, my heart suddenly I feel relaxed, extremely relaxed, she hurts, and I hurt with her. She doesn't want me to know about her injury, so I pretend not to know, she doesn't want to be a Langgan flower growing in a greenhouse, since she wants to, then Just let her go out, maybe she will encounter a lot of troubles and get hurt, but that will really make her grow, so that she can get what she wants. If one day, she feels tired, If you get tired, you will come back naturally, maybe I will stand there and wait for her, maybe I will always follow behind her and never leave her."

(End of this chapter)