Concubine Mad Concubine

Chapter 379

It's not that she didn't have no time when she was in a mess, she is not the most in a mess now, but her heart is the most tired.

Xiyan ran to Xia Yebai, hugged him from the ground in her arms, reached out and took off the silver mask on his face, his head almost blended with the green grass color, the contrasting face became more and more beautiful. Pale as paper, he may have been lying in the bushes for a long time, the clothes on his body were already soaked, and the eyelashes were also covered with water drops, Xiyan reached out and probed the tip of his nose, the faint With the breath on her hand, Xi Yan felt that her whole heart was jumping with excitement.

She rubbed his hands vigorously, breathed out vigorously, trying to warm his body, and she should be like a stove, not as cold as it is now.

"Summer Night White."

She patted his pale face and screamed a few times, but the person in her arms didn't respond in the slightest. The more he screamed, the more frightened she became. Tears fell quickly, dripping on Xia Yebai's face.

"noob."

The temperature of the person in her arms was getting lower and lower. She was terrified, and the strength in her body seemed to be taken away along with his temperature. She was afraid and worried, and she suddenly had the urge to cry. As if being blocked by something, the thing blocking her chest was removed little by little, and disappeared little by little, and then she felt that her heart seemed to disappear with the disappearing thing, that feeling, never had.

Wanting to cry, wanting to cry loudly, wanting to get back what was stuck in her chest, she choked up, making choking sounds from time to time, looking up at the sky, suddenly let out a shrill scream, and wailed loudly.

Her short life has always been described as misfortune. After being abandoned by her parents, she could have lived an ordinary and quiet life with her grandma, but she was tricked into selling it by her mother. From then on, she hated lies. , life is worse than death, she tried to believe in others, but what she got in the end was betrayal, her world, there is no word of trust, since then, she has regarded herself as a cold killing tool, just a tool, the tool is not Emotional, and I don't know how to feel warm or cold.

When she achieved something, the father who abandoned her and the mother who sold her hugged her thighs and said sorry. Looking at the false tears on their faces, she began to hate those three words and the tears.

She always thought that in this life, she would not laugh out loud, let alone cry, because a cold machine has no right to be happy or sad, nor will it have such strong feelings.

People have joys and sorrows, and the moon waxes and wanes. Could it be that she has lived too well in the past two years?So God wanted to punish her in this way. Since it was punishing her, why did it hurt the people around her?After suffering so much and suffering so much, why not let her laugh longer?Why can others stay with their beloved until the end of life, but she can't?
She is not a person who likes to shed tears, no one loves anyone, what is the use of tears, suffering and suffering, she has always kept her tears in her heart, and then gritted her teeth to get through it.

Tears, only weak and incompetent people will cry at every turn. She has always been strong, and strong people will not shed tears, but she is just an ordinary person, and she will be tired, tired, and have tears. When at a loss.

Xiyan hugged Xia Yebai tightly, her head pressed against his chest, there was no warmth there, and there was no strong heartbeat that should be there.

This time, she really cried. In the entire mountain forest, the only sound floating in the sky was her mournful cry.It turned out that it wasn't that he didn't know how to cry, but that he hadn't encountered something that broke his heart. Without responsibilities and missions, what's the point of living?
"noob."

"Xia Yebai, if you don't tell me, you will stay with me for the rest of your life."

Xiyan hugged Xia Yebai in her arms in a daze, and sat on the ground in a daze, tears were completely uncontrollable, streaming down her entire face, she suddenly remembered a lot of things, the ups and downs we walked together, Those scenes kept flashing in my mind like a movie.

"Xia Yebai, do you still remember that on the day of our wedding, Li Jianhui laughed at you, but I knocked out all his teeth, Xiaobai, are you really useless? How could you be bullied by a dead mouse like Wang Quan? You fool, you know how to bully me, the place where you bit me last time."

Xiyan paused, stroked her neck, held back her tears, and laughed softly: "The neck still seems to be hurting, Huichunfang, Yicuilou, Dongchen Mansion, Shenwang Mansion, Xue Landian, Xiaobai, you clearly said that you would take care of me for the rest of your life, and treat me well for the rest of your life, you said that I was your life, now you don't want my life, and I don't even want it."

A lifetime is so long, but now, her lifetime seems to be shortened. If the person in her arms is gone, what's the point of having more?What's the point of owning the whole world if no one shares it with her?
Looking down at Xia Yebai in his arms, he accidentally found the dagger on the ground, and suddenly felt that something was wrong. Xiaobai suffered such a serious injury and fell off the cliff again. It is impossible for him to clean up the wound himself. who?Who did it?The palm is spread out, there is no blood, who stopped the bleeding?
Tears were still streaming down Qingli's face, Xiyan's mind suddenly flashed the figure in bright clothes, her eyes widened, she hugged Xia Yebai, and looked at the forked intersection.

blood?Xiyan was taken aback, hugged Xia Yebai in her arms, and ran along the bloodstains all the way fast, someone came here just now, who is it, who has such great ability to fall from such a high cliff, even if It fell on the grass, but nothing happened.

Things seemed to be completely out of her control, thinking of that charming and charming face, and that mysterious old man with gray beard, Xiyan's heart was panicked, and her steps became faster and faster.

In the mountains and forests, there are trees everywhere, but fortunately, it’s not like the morning in late autumn, when the mist is filled, Xiyan hugs Xia Yebai, her eyes are not only paying attention to the road under her feet, but also carefully observing the surroundings, the tears on her face Has been dried, those eyes, red, filled with more tears, trying to find something.

Xiyan was injured in the first place, she didn't have much strength, and Xia Yebai was still wrapped in her hands. After about a cup of tea, Xiyan's forehead gradually broke out in cold sweat, her face was pale, and she was panting. Rough, give up, that is impossible anyway.

(End of this chapter)