Every day I just want to hold the fourth master's thigh tightly

Chapter 1736 Restraint, the last side

Ba Ye ran to the main courtyard in a panic, and when he saw no one was sitting in the courtyard, he rushed directly to the house, his expression so nervous that the people who were sweeping the floor in the courtyard were very surprised.

"Master, what's the matter?"

"I don't know...it looks like I've lost my soul..."

When Ba Ye rushed into Ming Yan's room with a confused expression, she was hugging the child and coaxing him gently.

She stood in the sunshine in front of the window, holding the child and looking at the branches outside the house, teasing her to babble.

Such a gentle scene touched the softest corner of his heart in an instant, and it even collapsed a bit now.

Eye sockets suddenly turned red.

The lacrimal gland was irritated in an instant, and he clenched his fists to hold back, not letting the tears flow out.

He took a deep breath, raised his head slightly, and walked towards her.

It's only a few steps, but it seems to have taken half a lifetime.

It was as if after these few steps passed, he saw her for the last time, and they had this last warm touch... everything was over.

Goodbye, I don't know when it is.

Or... never see you again.

Ba Ye's heart was shattered, but he could only bear it, and he couldn't even share it with her...

He didn't want her to see such a fragile side of him, he hoped that in her impression of him... At least, this last side was warm, firm and dependable.

Like a real husband.

There is no other impurity between them.

Purely flawless.

But he opened the door too loudly, and broke the warm and beautiful picture in front of him with his own hands.

Ming Yan hugged the child and turned her head in surprise, seeing that it was Master Ba, she was quite surprised: "What's wrong, Master?"

There was something wrong with his spirit.

I don't know what happened, but I was panicked like never before.

I have never seen him look like this before when he stopped his salary, cut his nobility and dismissed him from office...

"Is something wrong?"

Mingyan frowned slightly, and she was already walking towards him with the child in her arms.

After trotting all the way, his clothes were slightly messed up, and his breathing was a little unstable, but he restrained himself with all his might, took a deep breath, smiled, and tried to keep his expression natural and calm:
"It's nothing, I just want to talk to you suddenly."

Although the two of them have gotten closer these days, he has never said such words to her. He has always been very measured and has controlled the intimacy between the two very well. This kind of relationship that does not violate the rules but is warm feels very comfortable.

There is no coercion, no pressure in any way, she can be herself now, even if she wants to reconcile with him, or doesn't want to reconcile, she has room for it, he never embarrasses her by expressing his feelings to himself too much.

Now, when he said this sentence, it was so simple and direct.

It seems that he wanted to say this a long time ago, and it seems that he has said this sentence for a long time, so he can be as sure as he is now...

It's like, they are an old married couple who love each other.

But Mingyan is sensitive and knows him very well.

He is a measured person who doesn't easily break the boundaries that he can control. In addition to his expression just now, no matter how well he concealed it, she knows him better.

She looked at him with worried eyes: "What happened?"

Seeing her concerned expression, and hearing her soft voice again, Ba Ye felt a pain in his heart.

Why, why did he never know how to cherish her?
(End of this chapter)